Astralhealer

Killing Truth and Immortal Lies

2012-01-29T16:11:00.000-08:00

The history of our race, and each individual's experience, are sown thick with evidence that a truth is not hard to kill and that a lie told well is immortal.

Mark Twain (1835 - 1910), Advice to Youth

I have lived in a small town for many years. I have seen the best liar win in many arguments. Others judge people emotionally by the untruths they have heard. People become ostracized and not believed. It does not matter how many witnesses the person has or how much the truth is told. The one who is vicious and doing this because of his own agenda is considered the interesting one.

Everyone likes to believe bad things about others. Especially in the business I do. People with prior agendas will cause problems. You tell the truth and it does not matter, you have references and you made them up. You have people who you have achieved results with and it is ignored.

Everything is back to the basics of a lie traveling faster than the truth. Why is that so true? It is the nature of human beings to find a scapegoat which is normally someone or something they are jealous of in every way. It is what happened to the Jews as they were successful and in a bad economy they were used as a scapegoat. So a person with a bad experience will harm others by lying about them and taking out their misery on them. Any minority, creed, sexual orientation, or other person who is different or doing different work knows this feeling.

A person who lies about others always is a miserable person. They have something to prove so it is always their ego involved, and they want to show how great they are to others. The victim always tells the truth and no one listens, proves it and everyone wants to believe the worse because they want to believe bad about others. Yet think what sort of person needs to lie and get attention by ruining another person. If they do it to one person they will do it to others.

The sad fact is most of the time the people who do this never take the time to know the person being lied about and prejudge them. They treat others badly because of what they have heard about their race, their profession and what they do, they bully them, intimidate them, and make themselves feel powerful and that sort of person is what is wrong with the world. The ones accusing others of being liars are normally the ones who are the liars just like the jealous person who accuses everyone else is normally the one running around in a marriage. Make up your own mind instead of listening to others and realize that the person being slandered might be telling the truth.

Death of the Ego or death of defects by being your true self

2012-01-22T10:40:00.000-08:00

"The first factor in the revolution of consciousness is the mystic death of the ego - the death of negative thinking, negative personalities. We must purify the soul of the inner enemies. Every time a defect manifests - envy, gluttony, anger, lust, whatever - that impulse to the heart. Ask, `Do I really need to invoke this?' And then honor the heart."

-- Willaru Huayta, QUECHAU NATION, PERU

I have heard many versions of working on defects to remove negativity. It is my job in one way as that is what evil uses to hook too. Yet this is what I feel every healer, person, occultist or anyone trying to improve themselves should do. It includes the seven sins and all the worry and anxiety that holds people back from their dreams. Many people believe that it means they have to make their true personalities into something else. This is not so as it is removing parts of the personality to become a person who lives in truth and honoring themselves.

Big egos and believing that you are special or that it is right for you to walk over the feelings, and livelihood of others is not the true self of anyone. It is learned behavior from others who justify themselves. We are all equal as people and yet we are always judging others. I am superior to so and so because I have a new car and they do not have a new car. I can dress better than they do so I am superior. All of the mind games that we use to make ourselves special or important where we judge and hurt others are negative.

This is a trait through out all of humanity and you can be black, white, Asian, or of any race, belief, and income level to do this to yourself or others. The worse part of dealing with someone with a big ego is their finding out that you can do something better than they can do it. They become vicious and put you down at every level they feel superior in so they can believe their own claims about how special they are in their lives.

I always feel it is not how special you are that is important but how special you are to the people around you. Love, kindness, caring, and being good to others is what is important. The people who are wrapped up in their egos will never be happy because they are lying to themselves on many levels. So be a truthful person to yourself and a true person to others. You will not need a big ego because you will like yourself and be happy with your life.

Silence

2012-01-18T11:14:00.000-08:00

Silence is the absolute poise or balance of body, mind and spirit."
-- Charles A. Eastman (Ohiyesa), SANTEE SIOUX

I loved this quote and had to share it with you. My Grandfather was in the same Native American school that Charles A. Eastman was in but was adopted into a family because he was half white. My father was born in 1910 and had children when he was in his forties. My dad helped an Uncle of his who ran a trap line in Northern Michigan. He always taught me to be silent and feel myself to balance myself with nature.

I read this quote and know where he learned it. Silence is highly underrated in today's world. A great many people I know hate it when they are silent. I can be quite a talker myself especially when I am nervous. My favorite people are the people I want to be silent around and feel the energies.

I chatter more because I do not connect to the negativity around me that is present in the people, land and cities that do not have good energies. I do not want to connect to those energies. I wonder if that is why so many people of the world can no longer function or like silence. They do not like the energies around them or the energies of their inner selves. It is hard to be silent if you do not like yourself. People also run a mental dialogue in their mind and their mind never stops talking. Stillness is also a talent to calm your mind.

So all of you who have not done it in a while meditate and be still and silent. See how the world opens up for you.

The Way of Knowledge

2012-01-14T13:32:00.000-08:00

"The way of knowledge is like our old way of hunting. You begin with a mere trail - a footprint. If you follow that faithfully, it may lead you to a clearer train - a track - a road. Later on there will be many tracks, crossing and diverging one from the other. Then you must be careful, for success lies in the choice of the right road."

-- Many Lightenings Eastman, SANTEE SIOUX

I consider this another way of finding the proper path for each individual. We all have many choices in how we act and think. It is what we do to others and ourselves, and endless choices. The choices bring about many things in our lives.

None of our lives are static nothing is set in place except for certain challenges that must be done for ourselves and what we want to improve in our inner life and outer life. Do you stay with an abusive husband or when you find a loving man that is interested in you do you leave? Do you let fear take over your choice or do you find courage to face your fears?

All of these things are something that happens to everyone each day. We let our reactions form our actions. We cautiously think but this could be different if I do things this way. Other people have this choice and it does not turn out bad.

Calming ourselves and stopping our mind chatter then making a choice is a wonderful way to live life. Courage and taking a chance can be the most wonderful thing we have done for ourselves. Yet it is all about choices and being brave enough to do the things that keep us on the path for what we want in our lives.

Knowledge can also be accepting what we want in our lives. It is a release and acceptance of all worries, fears, and trauma. Knowledge can bring about the courage to be ourselves as we grow to understand ourselves and others. It can lead us in a new way in our lives. Some thing that is beautiful and meant to be.

Worry, fear, anxiety, trauma and other emotions keep us from being our true selves. Let us be the happy, adventurous, loving people that we know we are on the inside and take a chance to make our life what we want it to be.Let us all have the wisdom and knowledge to be our true selves.

2012- is it the end of the World?

2012-01-02T17:19:00.000-08:00

I felt that this is a subject I wanted to talk about and I do not have a quote. I do not see 2012 being the end of the earth. I do see it as being an end to the economic superiority of different countries. I also see a world crash of the world economy again in a drastic way. There are many reasons for this and they all involve the energy of decisions. All countries depend upon other countries trade and products. No country in the world is so isolated that they do not buy things from other countries.

The cycle of the ending and transformation of past choices and actions is happening again. I do not see this as a shift or a new world culture. I do see it as a time of lessons and disruptions with a chance of wars in different places. We always repeat the same cycles and it is weighing heavily on many countries.

I have a land clearing project. I tried to get support to do it as a Television show where it could help others. I have also asked for donations or help from others to make it so I have the money to accomplish what needs to be done. I really do not care if I am famous or well known and never have cared about that in my life. It is why I am having to ask for others help so maybe I should have cared a little more.

The fact is it needs to be done. Notice what happened to Japan the country who has suffered the most from Nuclear bombs and now a reactor. What if the energies had been cleared of layers and transformed to a better future instead of bringing in the past lessons of what had already been learned? It could have been done. What would have happened if other countries had been cleared of American business decisions where we were not brought down by our own fears and bad choices of the people running the country and businesses. The United Kingdom and the United States all have bad decisions and things they have done in the past still influencing relations with other countries. What if Germany could be set into a better future after what happened after World War 2 and Japan had been saved her trauma. The list can go on forever.

The main thing is I need help to test the methods out and then ways to travel to different places and do my work. If I was a millionaire or a famous person you would not be hearing me asking for help. I would do it because if needs to be done. If it is not done more people will suffer and turn towards bad choices and bring their problems and fears alive. Please help with my land clearing project.
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I am the only person I know of that has been working on this problem as countries energies go in layers like a cursed persons energies go in layers. If you feel there is any way to help this project you will not only be helping me but the world.

Focus, Temptation and Our Path in Life

2011-12-27T10:32:00.000-08:00

"When temptation comes, I don't say, `Yes," and I don't say, `No.' I say, `Later,' I just keep walking the Red Road - down the middle. When you're in the middle, you don't go to either extreme. You allow both sides to exist."

-- Dr. A. C. Ross (Ehanamani), LAKOTA

I have been receiving some very good Native American quotes in my email. I read this quote and they mentioned that temptation is really focus. I had not thought about focus as being temptation before but it makes sense. I know that when I make the bad choices that I am focused upon something besides inner balance. I am always reacting to comments and showing my emotional nature.

In Buddhism and every other path of religion the middle path is the one with out extremes. It is the one where you can let everything live and exist because you are focused on life in a way that promotes mental and physical balance. The Native Americans call it being on the red path but it is really being on the personal path for everyone. The middle path has the same elements in all moments for everyone.

The middle path is a path of balance, tolerance, and having good intentions towards everyone as you progress in your life. All of us have moments of emotions where we can go either way. We can be tempted to show another who has hurt us or go to extremes. Seeing it as temptation and saying later and just deal with it when we are capable of staying in balance is a life lesson that everyone needs to practice and that includes me at times.

The Path of Life

2011-12-21T09:43:00.000-08:00

"He [The Great Spirit] only sketches out the path of life roughly for all the creatures on earth, shows them where to go, where to arrive, but leaves them to find their own way to get there. He wants them to act independently according to their nature, to the urges of each of them.

-- Lame Deer, LAKOTA
Every path of religion and spirituality I have studied states this in one way or another. We have points in our life that are set that we work from the first set point being our birth. Next come turning points in our lives which shape us and can not be changed. They are to guide us along our life path and move us in the directions that we need to go or have decided to go by our choices.

I call these turning points or nodal points. I have always seen nodal points as the energy of decisions creating different paths to go. It would look like a balloon that had been covered with silly string. People used to take a plastic string and spray it over balloons. They would let the silly string dry and pop the balloon to see what shapes it had formed. It is how I feel a nodal point looks if we could see one. It is full of lines of paths that we could pick but did not with the main path moving forward out of all of the other paths.

An example of a turning point is when you decide on a profession. It is when a family member passes out of this life. It is the decision to do the things that you dream of doing no matter how often you may have to pick yourself up after failing to try another way to achieve your goal. It is the right decisions in love and having the courage to love a person. Love makes us more vulnerable than any other time in our life.

Decisions with our children create turning pints and the unplanned things that make it so we can not make life easy for them. Wanting a family in the first place is a huge decision but one that can be full or love or full of discord and upset. It is all our choices and the way we deal with things on our path.

I always felt that the skills learned in anger management and coping skills are very important in today's world where we can prevent the bad and focus on the good. May every one have a Happy Holiday no matter who you worship and find their life path for the coming year.

We are all Interconnected

2011-12-07T21:15:00.000-08:00

We are all connected to everyone and everything in the universe.Therefore, everything one does as an individual affects the whole.All thoughts, words, images, prayers, blessings,and deeds are listened to by all that is.- Serge Kahili King

I feel that this quote is very true. Everyone who is human has the same emotions and the same things we all have to endure,enjoy, love and interact with others. We all as human beings make choices that affect everyone else in the world. We all can affect a group of people, a town, a city, a state, a country or the world by our ideas, choices and actions.

The Internet was developed by only a few men and look how much it influences the world. It is impressive if you look at how the actions of one person can make a difference for everyone. Inventions such as electricity, phones, and computers also affected the entire world.

The way we treat others also cause ripples and can change the world. The World Wars are an example of this and Vietnam is the first time the United States felt defeat over the political choices of a few. All of our choices make it so we affect others in one way or another. The actions of our countries generate the same sort of energies as our deciding how to treat our family or our co-workers.

Countries collect the energies of their choices and it has shown up in economics and in many other ways. We ought to treat others with kindness and love and the world will be a better place. We also have to release the energies of the bad choices and free out countries and our world from stagnating until we can not survive.

The countries that interact with many countries have had economic choices that are causing problems for the whole world. It is our interconnected choices and the linking energies of our actions that connect us to the rest of the world. We are all connected and all being affected by the same problems.

Negative Experiences

2011-11-21T13:32:00.000-08:00

‎"Negative Experiences will repeat for as long as they remain useful to you.
So ask yourself: What does useful mean?
If something affects you, or makes you angry, or feels regretful, or hurts, or makes you sad, then you are getting use out of it because you are co-creating an emotional reaction.
Learn to let experiences move through you without getting stuck to you.
Bless, and Release, and Forg...ive, and Accept, and Love.
Then more and more of those experiences won´t repeat anymore because you are not going to get any value out of them and they won´t have any value for you.
So The Focus that you hold in your life determines How your reality turns out.
Our Intention is everything.... nothing happens in this planet without intention."

-David Wilcock

I found this very true in my work. I can not count the times I have given similar advice to others after they experience spiritual problems. Problems will get others help and attention and your intent is everything. I have had clients who are upset with their husbands. The work on breaking links and problems always end up affecting the men and making it worse. The reason why is no matter how much it is said to someone most people ignore how really upset they are over how they are treated and how others act.

I have felt the same way about how others treat me and it is not easy to get rid of the emotions that you are holding in and trying to be understanding and kind. It builds up so I have started a practice of forgiving and releasing these emotions each night and have found a prayer that will do it. The search for what prayer works for each individual to release and forgive others will improve your life once it is found. Yet that does not stop what we do with our intent.

Many clients want to feel sorry for themselves or angry that once the issues are removed it does not improve many areas of their lives. It is because the anger and upset helps them and they have a use for it. They play the poor victim, the abused person, the person every one always is picking upon, and many other psychological issues. They will blame it on anything that is done magically that is to help them if they are problem people. Yet their own subconscious issues will upset them every time if they hold their emotions inside of them. They keep drawing and manifesting energies and this keeps the same issues going on in their lives until they learn that they need to let go of the past issues. Life is never perfect and no one promises them it will be perfect. Removal of unnatural energies does not make a life perfect because of the pattern of behavior in the persons life. It is why I keep helping until the problems and issues are gone. The methods are always successful but the person letting go of the negativity so it is successful and does not come back is the problem.

People also have the intent to set everything in their life so it is perfect. They never consider that their efforts might put them into a mental space that they have to work through issues to achieve what they want. The reason for this is their intent is put out into the world. Yet does not fit into the flow of their life. They picture it as a separate thing from the life they now experience. If it can not exist in the flow of your life the energies will freeze you in place. You have to release them to let them loose and forgive yourself for doing that in the first place.

I have found that for every intent there is a resistance. The more control and issues we create with our intent the more resistance there is from the energies of life. Life is meant to be experienced until you get to your goals. You do not have the control of how it is done and what will happen to you. You can write around many of the bad things in your life by doing different things but a degree of the experience will always hit you.

Healing involves looking at ourselves and our choices. Seeing that when things go wrong many times we have put this intent into existence and we should look at the reason why we did that to ourselves. An unhappy person will focus on the bad energies to be removed I even ask them to do so in a ritual where it removes links and negativity. Yet after that you need to set the intent of happiness and what you want in your life. The intent will make sure that what you want is brought into existence. It can be as simple as being happy with someone who is happy with you. It can be as difficult as making it so you are a millionaire. All of them set choices and actions into effect until you get to the intent that you set.

I realized that recently that I have always loved having adventure and travel. I have been living my dream for the past ten years. Yet I should have added in money when I did this so I could do it properly. Money never mattered to me so I have to add that intent into my choices. So remember life is an adventure and you can not plan adventures or experiences. You can learn from them and improve your life and yourself. Picture happiness and make it useful in your life and it will bring in every thing most people want in their lives.

Are you Distinct?

2011-11-12T21:52:00.000-08:00

The Man who follows the crowd will usually get no further than
the crowd. The man who walks alone is likely to find himself in places
no one has been before.

Creativity in living is not without its attendant difficulties, for peculiarity
breeds contempt. And the unfortunate thing about being
ahead of your time is that when people finally realize you were right,
they’ll say it was obvious all along.

You have two choices in life: you can dissolve into the mainstream,
or you can be distinct. To be distinct, you must be different. To be
different, you must strive to be what no one else but you can be.

Will you choose to go along with the crowd or be distinct?

I have been distinct my entire life. Yet most people try to follow the crowd and present themselves as acceptable. I find this sad in many ways because you are not your true self. You are not awake or feeling alive but are living the same way every one else lives. It is not what your true self really wants to do. It is the reason that people have to find themselves. They have ignored the unique person that they really are in life. They are so eager and worried about being accepted by the crowd that they are one dimensional. They project the image and never like themselves enough to realize that others opinions do not matter. It is their inner opinion of what they are that counts in life. A person who is their true self is unique. They are distinct and different. People always try to make fun of or ignore others who are different.

It is a form of intolerance and that is deadly. Intolerance of others and trying to fit them into your judgments and expectations can be cruel and heartbreaking. It is a form of bullying others and harassment. I know in job appointments and other forms of employment in this world we are doomed to act in a certain fashion to keep the job. Yet in many ways this attitude stifles creativity. If you look at all of the people who are successful in what they want to do none of them follow the crowd. All of them are different and unique.

A real person is happy and accepts themselves. They know that they may not be liked by everyone but they like themselves. The people who go with the crowd always act bad because they would love to have the courage to be themselves. They will never understand that they can never lose themselves if they like themselves. I have seen many people who are successful in the stressful jobs where they have to project a certain image admit that they would prefer to do anything but that in their lives.

The next time you see an unusual person talk to them and enjoy them. It might surprise you at how you can enjoy your life. You may learn about your true self and stop projecting an image that is not you or your life.

Your Image how do you show yourself to others?

2011-11-07T19:41:00.000-08:00

The Image

by Rebbe Rabbi M.M Schneerson

How you treat others is how G-d treats you. How you forgive them is how He forgives you. How you see them is how He sees you.

When you show empathy for the plight of another human being, G-d takes empathy in your plight.
When others slight you and you ignore the call to vengeance that burns inside, G-d erases all memory of your failures toward Him. When you see the image of G-d in another human being, then the image of G-d becomes revealed within you.

I enjoy the quotes from Chabad.org. I found this one very interesting even if it is not always apparent. Many times I have found that I had one experience happen to me. I reacted in various ways and a year or two later I have the opposite happen to me. I then know how the other person felt when the problem happened to them.

I have always believed in forgiveness. The reason for this was my experience with seeing someone just wait years hoping and praying for someone to be treated the same way that person treated them. They made themselves ill and died long before the other person. It was as if they had tied themselves to the persons energies just to watch him suffer.

Empathy can be difficult or easy. It is easy to feel for a person going through problems that you have experienced. Yet you can not try to get that person to react the same way you do. They are a different person and you may give them ideas but it does not mean the same solution works for their problems. The help and the good intentions are what is important to do. The reason for this is it is the way you would have liked someone to help you.

Life has many things occur that mirrors the experiences we have had and the things we have seen happen in peoples lives. You can always say I can make this easier for them. It is an act of charity and the mirror that is shown is what is inside of you and how you relate to God.

Keeping a Good Attitude

2011-10-29T12:33:00.000-07:00

It is very important to generate a good attitude, a good heart, as much as possible. From this, happiness in both the short term and the long term for both yourself and others will come.
Dalai Lama

I have found that keeping a good attitude in my type of work is the hardest thing to do. The difficult clients color the whole day even when I have very nice clients. The reason for this is I am always shocked and upset why people would be cruel to me when they are asking for my help.

I realized I was doing this recently when I had a client who had always been nice make some comments that did not specify what he was talking about and I assumed it meant me. I listened to a webinar on the problems that healers have with being respected for their work. It was about being paid the money you are worth. I am worth a great deal more than what I ask as a donation from others. I actually stay and work with the person through their problems. I show compassion and kindness to others.

I share part of my experience with them to let them know they can over come the challenges that they have in their lives. I deal with people who are scared, traumatized, and need guidance. I do my best to be kind to them and to do no harm if I can not help them.

Yet my attitude has not been the best because the website consistently gets rude people who treat me improperly. I have to realize that the 2 or 3 people a month who do this to me are not worth the reactions I have trying to prevent others like them from contacting me. I instead plan to focus on the good people and remember these others are not a majority.

We are all Children of the Divine

2011-10-21T17:21:00.000-07:00

"There is one God looking down on us all. We are children of the one God. God is listening to me. The sun, the darkness, the winds are all listening to what we now say." -- Geronimo, APACHE

If you look at this quote it is from Geronimo who was a warrior and Native American. I have used quite a few quotes from Native Americans because they fit my beliefs. I feel that God is every where myself and is present in every thing no matter what names he might be called. People with multiple Gods and Goddesses or Loas are all nature worshipers. All of us look at the world and see beauty. We just categorize our beliefs in different ways. All religions are valid because the one God forms and shapes every thing on this earth. He must want us to have many different belief's and see the beauty every where.

Religious leaders that say every one has to worship the same way are going against the will of the divine. Why because if God wanted to wipe out a religion or belief system he would be perfectly capable of doing it in an instant. He would not need help to do it.

I feel this is because we are all God's dreams and that is why things can change and be shaped and formed. I am sure that God must have nightmares also. God is unknowable, no name fits him, no belief system describes him, and every religion and belief is our own human understanding to the things which we mentally connect to the divine. We are all different in how we connect to God no matter if we are of the same religion or do not believe the same religion. It is why it is called a path in magic.

So the Native American Shaman, the Christian Minister, the Islamic Oman, the Buddhist monk, the Jewish Rabbi are all talking about different aspects of the same divine being which we do not understand. Trying to make everyone the same and hating the people who are different causes problems. Trying to convert people because you know you are right is a problem. All of this type of reasoning and belief systems cause conflict in the world. Religions are about God and not about who is right or wrong. It is all about our individual actions which are good or bad.

Even belief systems that rebel against the divine still worship the same God just a side of him that no one else would want around them. So the next time you or someone you know gets into a discussion about religion it should be about tolerance and kindness. It is the same for all mankind no one understands God so we follow the will of God as interpreted by others. We know what is right for us and should listen to our inner self and soul instead of people who want to make everyone the same instead of enjoying the beauty of life.

Respect-taking responsibility for our actions to others

2011-10-16T10:52:00.000-07:00

"Many religions have been brought to this land. And the way my religion is, they teach me, and they taught me, and told me to respect all religions. And I still do that." -- Horace Axtell, NEZ PERCE

All religions are a different pathway to God and all should be accepted in that way. You do not have to worship the ways others worship but you must respect the belief's of others. I accept everyone's religion and try to find a healing method that suits their belief system. I feel that if a person chooses a religion it is twice as powerful for them. Yet many people are suited to the belief system they are born into and have been taught the prayers all their lives.

It means that when you love a belief system or religion that love goes to the divine of that religion. The religion also shapes the persons in the proper way to act towards others. I have a spiritual path which means I am doing this because I love God in all his forms. Yet religions developed to teach customs,habits and promote safety for their members.

The rules of cleanliness in some religions prevented illness. The laws upon what should or should not be eaten also promoted good health and prevented illness. All of these things are done for certain reasons. Many religious books have the added wisdom of generations in comments and advice. All of these things are from centuries of human beings trying to understand and communicate with an unknowable all encompassing divine force beyond their total understanding.

Our eternal self or our soul understand this fact. Yet the conscious mind does not understand this and tries to lump people into groups. Once you lump someone into a group instead of as a people of individuals the bad actions begin. It can happen with nationalities, gender,color, and religion.

Respecting others and taking responsibility for our actions is the key to being a real person. No one should allow someone else to bully, or treat someone badly for any reason. Yet respect for others and our myriad religions is the way to start in this process.

Fear

2011-10-08T15:17:00.000-07:00

“Your primal brain is programmed for three responses to fear: freeze, flight or fight. You can choose to freeze and be consumed as your fears eat you alive. Or you can run away from your fears by engaging in various distractions which bring only a false and temporary feeling of safety until you once again have to run and hide from the same internal predator. It is only when you decide to stand and fight your fears, in the battle for the life that you want and deserve, that you can defeat the beast and emerge victorious!”

I have found this to be very true. I deal with clients who are in all stages of fear. They are traumatized and do not know what to do. Some of them freeze and do not want to believe what is happening to them. They have always believed in science. Seeing ghosts or worse can cause them to have mental problems because all of their belief's and expectations about life have been proven wrong.

The people who take flight will panic and bring worse things into their lives. If it happened once where they saw a demon or had a demon infestation then it may happen again. They have to watch all of the time and be ready to escape. They will hook onto a person and believe they are safe. The only safety is starting a form of divine worship to be able to stop the problems. Anything of an infernal or other worldly nature is something which has to be dealt with by the opposite forces. The main thing I do is find the solutions for people to let divine energies into their lives. Divine love will dissolve and nullify evil yet the people who have strange experiences will always lose their faith in the divine because it is not supposed to happen to them. No one knows what life has in store for them.

Our choices make it so we experience certain things including spiritual problems until we return to where we are meant to be in life. So no one can say that their life is set and that certain things are supposed to happen. We hope to find someone to love and care about us. We hope to be able to live a good life and support ourselves. Yet life is like a sine wave. It goes in cycles of up and down and we have to be ready for the good and the bad in life. No one's life is perfect for their entire life. The ones who have a perfect life until something happens are the ones who do not know what to do when bad things happen to them. So struggle and adversity will teach us how to survive and endure.

No matter what happens to us we are strengthened and good will help sooner or later. The main question should be how to bring good and the divine into our lives quickly when we are having a rough time. The answer is to fight and to endure. I have gone through horrendous suffering at times in my life. The work I do makes it so that I have energies and entities fighting back because they do not want to be removed. Many people trying to improve their lives have the same resistance to good things happening. You do not give up hope but you keep fighting.

Fighting has to be done in the proper way. You have to plan out what you think will make your life better and keep trying until you see improvements. You have to be consistent, and not let others drag you back down into the mental, physical, emotional or financial spot you found in your life that caused the suffering. You have to take responsibility and release all your expectations. You have to do what works to bring the results that you want to have in your life. You have to endure the problems and people discouraging you. People can help you and show you what to do. Yet you have to develop the mindset of the evil will not come into your life again. You have to stop it in its tracks and show you do not want it in your life.

I always think of the moment in Lord of the Rings where Gandalf is on the bridge facing the Balrog. He hits his staff on the bridge and says "You will not pass." it is what each of us has to do in our lives to stop the bad things happening to us. Releasing, forgiving, and learning is the solution to this. You then fight, plan, endure and be consistent until you get the results that you want in your life. Some times it does not seem to go right but when you are done it is always in the place that will work for you.

No one who has ever been a success has had an easy time of it. They all learn how to fight properly to get the best results. The wrong way to fight is by abusing others and putting yourself first. You need a certain amount of aggressiveness but you have to be the real you. Fighting the negativity in your life will bring great rewards and make you a better person. You will have compassion for others and learn to be kind if you do not hold onto your suffering like a badge of honor. Abusing others and acting badly will bring more of those energies into your life where you find that you destroyed the good things by putting out negativity.

All the struggles of life do one thing. They change you as a person and make you a better person if you overcome the fear and worries you have about life. No one is here to give you sympathy and tell you how horrible it is that happened to you. It is all about your figuring out what is wrong, and finding someone to help you. It is then learning to empower yourself so the bad things do not happen again. You know how to deal with any problems and endure.

Free Your Mind of Sorrow

2011-09-30T11:21:00.000-07:00

"Don't be afraid to cry. It will free your mind of sorrowful thoughts." -- Don Talayesva, HOPI

I can not count the times I have needed to have a cry. I was raised in the normal fashion but my family always got upset when I cried. I always heard the statement from my Mother "So you want to cry I will give you something to really cry about." It gave me the message that I was not supposed to cry. My worries and fears were nothing to anyone else.

It stayed with me through my child hood and adult life. I was supposed to be strong and not cry. I was not to express my sorrow and grief. I finally realized how much it crippled my emotions. I knew people that had been in families where they hugged all of the time and were affectionate. In my family it was a good night kiss and that was about it. It did not help that I was around others who were also trained not to cry.

I have found many people with this training in their lives. My Father was not afraid to cry and express his feelings. Yet so many men are afraid to do so because they worry about being perceived as weak. I am the same way even at the worse moments because of how my family trained me. I would finally sit down and have a good cry when no one else was around and let go of my sorrow and grief.

I felt better except for my eyes being sore. I released the things bothering me. The actions of others and horrible experiences. I cut them loose and forgave everyone and set them into the past. Forgiveness does not mean you have to be around the person again or let the same thing happen to you. I moved on in my life in better ways because grief and sorrow freeze you in place just like so many other emotions.

Everyone would be healthier physically and mentally if they had a good cry every now and then and let go of their sorrow. It frees you for the better things in life. The reason for this is suffering and sorrow draw more suffering and sorrow. Joy of life brings more joy.

Encouragement and Love

2011-09-28T11:05:00.000-07:00

“Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not
like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will
not forget you. Love me and I may be forced to love you.”
William Arthur Ward

I have to agree with this quote from the experiences of my own life. I have made my mistakes in assessing people and what they act like to me and others. My wise Aunt once told me that how people act is more important than what they say or others say about them. I made my mistakes in life and realized how true this was when dealing with others.

I have a dysfunctional family so my first mistake was keeping friends who acted like my family so many of us do this to ourselves. I have always been criticized and ignored by my Mother and Sisters. I grew very good at criticizing and ignoring others.Once I started studying the works of spirituality I started to change. All of the things I had been shown to do to others I had to look at and say do I like myself. If I do not like myself then why am I doing this to myself and others.

I had an ex flatter me and say all of the right things. I would have done anything for him. Yet again I was picking people like others I had been around who only thought of themselves. He ended up causing me problems that lasted for years that I had to work through and resolve. I found that many people laughed at others being naive or trusting. It hurt worse than my family and I tried to hide the sweetness, love and kindness behind being tough.

I found people who encouraged me in my work. I love helping others for that reason. Yet many times it comes down to being blunt and telling the truth. People do not always like this and do not see that I accept that back from others as well. I saw with their expectations that they were ignoring what I really am and what they had to do in their lives.Expectations can be deadly as the divine healer is the one who decides and has control. The rest of us just wait upon him.

I have loved many people and some have loved me back. It is the most wonderful experience especially if you find someone who not only loves you but encourages you. It does not mean you had sex with them or that they do what you want them to do. It is just genuine love for a person you care for and understand. It is the blessing of life. I have had others do this for me and I have done that for others also. The criticism, flattering and ignoring that you experience from others make it so once you find the difference you never let it go.

May everyone find the person who will encourage and love them in their lives. If you have found them give them a hug and kiss to let them know you appreciate them.

Doubt and how it can draw depression into your life

2011-09-18T17:48:00.000-07:00

"If there is a shadow of a doubt someplace, that will cause a weakness." -- Wallace Black Elk, LAKOTA

Many people that I know have worked at magic. They try very hard and have perfect book knowledge yet I never see them practice magic. They do not try to change the energies of their lives for the better. They will work upon themselves but they miss a big issue.

Most people who do not try to manifest magic have doubts. The flow of the universe brings us what we focus upon in our lives. Yet most of the people I am talking about can not manifest their wishes or the Law of Attraction rules. Everyone is supposed to do this but the key is to how people think and believe.

I had one client I taught who did a beautiful job at magic. Yet she could not seem to get the fact that her doubting her work turned it back into energy. She would describe the ceremony to me to get credit and then she would ask me did it work. Her doubts held her back from achieving anything with magic. She also had doubts about anything going right for her. The things in her life generated more problems because she kept worrying about what was needed to make things work. She also kept checking with every one to see if they worked. She doubted her ability to do anything in her life correctly.

This is an extreme reaction but the things we want in our life is full of vibrations and energies. Those energies generate in us an image which fulfills our desires. It also explains a great many of the problems that my clients have with evil beings and creatures. They always doubt that God will help them. They then said God did not help me and I was innocent. Yet they drew what they feared which is God would not help them with evil.

I have had times where I have been blocked from the divine and not allowed God energies into my life. I always was down and miserable and just accepting things. We do not have to accept bad things happening in our lives. Even if it is preordained to happen the energies can be changed for the better. We may still learn the things that we are meant to learn but we can make it easier on ourselves.Key words and key phrases from out childhood and life generate these doubts. Statements made by others like you are ugly will make a woman doubt her looks the rest of her life even is she is beautiful. The parents saying you can not have money with out suffering or hard work will also affect the perceptions of how things happen.

Yet some people keep their love of life and can generate the good things coming to them even in the depths of misery and poverty. The difference is they can laugh at things and always try to think of the good things that could happen. They do not accept that their life will not change. Change happens to everyone and keeping positive thoughts will keep it from being the really bad changes. Curses and demon oppression happen because people are forced in energetic vibrations that keep them in the places where they are vulnerable through doubt. Yet we can change these moments so they bring about good even with the negative energies trying to drag us back.

The reason for this is that divine love powers the universe. We do not have to suffer or learn lessons. We do not have to suffer hardships. We can change all of this by giving the divine and his helpers the permission to work in our lives. A simple prayer or affirmation causing positive thoughts can change the energies of the day. Looking at the beauty around us can help with this also. Anything which focuses on higher level vibrations help even when every thing around us is dragging us down. We can accept that we are children of God and that a good life is waiting for us. We can say we deserve the good things in life, and are worthy of the things we want coming to us.

It is doing that even if you are homeless, living in a tent, and miserable because it leaks. You can think at least I can gather water and take a shower. It is beautiful. That is better than thinking I will die here, I am wet cold and miserable. It is hard to do but loving life no matter what it is will bring more good to you. Laughter and not doubting the world being a good place to be will manifest good things in your life. Everyone needs to do this and learn they can not control their lives. Yet everyone can enjoy the ups and downs and the adventures that bring you to where you are going in your divine life.

9/11 and thoughts of Transformation

2011-09-11T11:12:00.000-07:00

Transformation

Based on letters and talks of the Rebbe, Rabbi M. M. Schneerson

When light pushes away the darkness, eventually another darkness shall come.

When the darkness itself is transformed into light, it is a light that no darkness can oppose.

I felt this was a good quote for the day. Darkness hit America with the terror of 9/11. We were suspicious of everyone. Conspiracy theories were every where. All of a sudden people started to study Islam and see what those people were doing. Derogatory terms were made and they started to use spin doctoring and every thing they could think of to make it so they were a poor abused people. The Muslims who wanted peace were pushed to the background and had just as much propaganda pushed down their throats to get them to act in a certain way.

The reason I say propaganda is it was an event used to transform the world. We lost our confidence in the government who to this day is putting out terrorist alerts. They were scared also and acted in a way different than usual. Everyone wanted something to be done but there is no cure for this illness. We all started to think badly and our bad thoughts brought about more bad events. We have had leaders not in touch with reality since this moment who made it so we kept thinking more bad thoughts and of more disasters.

Other countries in the world were attacked and now we have whole nations who are afraid. I say that we stop this cycle. Fear, bad thoughts, misery and being dragged down is how evil plays with the people I remove evil spirits, and energies from and heal. Think what the whole world is doing to each other. They are creating thought forms and huge amounts of energy all focused on disasters and conspiracies. The US has had more natural disasters happen recently than in its entire history. All the energies of past places we have been tied too by karma such as the countries in South East Asia are adding to the feeling of powerlessness. We as a people are losing morals and ethics in dealing with ourselves and others. World events before the World Wars during the times we were able to help others show we have been lacking in this as a country a number of times.

Yet the world did not have the economy collapse, or any of the other events until we were scared and did not have the ethics to say something was wrong. We should not be interfering in other countries business as nations that is up to the United Nations who should be neutral. They should not be forced by the interests of countries. We should stop this judging of others and instead start to send loving kindness, prayer, and good energies towards good decisions and good things happening to the economy. Our depression has done enough harm and this would transform all of the energies so good could happen to everyone. We should clear the energies and land of the events that tie us to other countries so all of the countries can move forward to a new life and focus.

I enjoy the posts of the different religions that I signed up for but transformation is what we need for ourselves and others at this moment. I honor 9/11 with all of the sacrifices of others for this thought. Let us transform ourselves from fear and failure to the bravery and heroism of the people who died from the tragedy of this event.

2011-09-07T21:59:00.000-07:00

Inner Anxiety
Based on letters and talks of the Rebbe, Rabbi M. M. Schneerson

Often, anxiety takes root because a person’s external character is incompatible with his or her inner self. The anxiety may dwell upon other issues and obsessions—but none of these are the true underlying cause.

Most souls can tolerate a few inconsistencies. But others are sensitive to every nuance. As soon as some aspect of their lifestyle is not attuned to the purity of the essential self, the entire person is thrown off balance.

I received this thought in an email. It made me think of the times when I had been anxious over nothing. At least that is what I thought it was-nothing. Yet I have to say every time I have anxiety something happens in my life that makes me realize why I was anxious. At times it can be an overwhelming thing of worry and trying to dissect everything that can go wrong. Yet I do the action or thing that makes me anxious and realize it was because of my inner self or soul.

I always know when I am anxious I talk incessantly trying to make others laugh so I can relax. I am nervous for no reason and I always discard it as just nerves from meeting new people. Some times that is all it is about and other times it is because my inner self knows that I am dealing with something that violates my basic principles even if I do not know it.

I am best at protection. I feel good about stopping harm, preventing curses and freeing people from demonic energies and other parasites that cause problems. Yet on other things it is cutting edges and feeling like I am on a tight rope. I have one of the natures that every nuance of my life causes inconsistencies to my soul. There are things I know I would die before I do them. Yet what about those things that do not seem that bad. It should be OK to do it and everyone else does it are the normal thoughts.

Everyone else is not you. You have to be truthful to yourself and realize it is not the truth. You have things that cause you anxiety to do. I do not like to lie, steal or enforce my will on others. I will watch others and be sure to be warned about what they do but I do not violate their free will.

Anything that is not right for the person always falls apart. We can try to analyze why and state it is for different reasons but we have to realize it was not for us. This is true in relationships, and every time we deal with others. In magic imbalances occur with negative forces that cause our soul to rebel. It will not allow us to do the things that are wrong for us. People who do the things that are wrong will always have an opening for a negative force to attack them.

Again it is the choices which the anxiety warned about and we did anyway. It is the things you do in your life because it is not really defined if it will be good or bad for you and your life. It is being around the wrong people and being naive enough to believe them. It is also trusting in the wrong things and actions. Our souls, guardian angels and forces of good always try to steer us in the right direction. We do not follow their advice and listen so end up experiencing the bad and doing the very things that cause us the most problems.

Some people are affected by negativity where it is almost impossible to make the right choices yet listening to our inner anxieties might help the people who do have problems.

Perfect Lives and Happiness

2011-09-01T15:37:00.000-07:00

if we all had perfect lives, we would never know what happiness was because we would never be sad or mad enough to know the difference.

I read this comment in an email and I know it is very true. The reason the world is dual natured is to give us a comparison of what could be happening. We become grateful for the good moments. The acts of kindness we experience from others when we are down and much more.

The seven deadly sins are used by evil to access my clients among other methods. Sloth is the major one of these because the word was translated
from Greek improperly and means apathy and depression. The world is full of apathy where every one feels they can do nothing with the social trends that are happening to everyone. The depression of people has become an industry with new and different kinds of pills. Yet many times when things are bad it is healthy to have a depressed moment about life because it helps you to a solution.

Anyone that has been told they have a major illness or other problems will be depressed. It is just how long it lasts and if it leads into apathy. Depression can be seen as a lack of faith if it is long term. The person does not believe that God has anything good in store for them. It helps the bad things to manifest if you put more energy into being depressed and powerless.

My clients have shown me many times over the years that once they break free from problems they have more intense emotions, and more appreciation for things going better in life. They know the difference. If they keep focusing and looking for evil the problems are drawn back into their lives.

Everyone has bad times and bad things happen yet when they do not get any good coming into their lives something is wrong and blocked. If you think more of allowing your well being to come to you and focus on good things. Visualize them and see the end results happen it will work for most people. Focus is a big part of this also.

Keeping your focus on good thoughts and things you want to do will also make going through the bad times easier. Happiness is not a physical fact or condition of a perfect life. You can be happy in the worse times also. It is a frame of mind and it also fights depression and other things that make us go in the wrong direction. Happiness can be about having a shower or a good cup of coffee. It is all about perspective and appreciation.

The hardest thing to keep is a love of life and appreciation of life. Yet if you do keep a love of life and happiness you can endure anything.

Perceptions and Reality

2011-08-20T21:16:00.000-07:00

Reality is what we take to be true.
What we take to be true is what we believe.
What we believe is based upon our perceptions.
What we perceive depends upon what we look for.
What we look for depends upon what we think.
What we think depends upon what we perceive.
What we perceive determines what we believe.
What we believe determines what we take to be true.
What we take to be true is our reality.

~ Gary Zukav ~

Reactions and perceptions are a big part of our life. In the work that I do many people say God does not listen to me. Nothing ever goes my way and they believe it. Yet each morning when they wake up they are making their reality into what they wish it to be. Breaking out of that reality is not always an easy thing to do. I know that I have had my life shaped by others beliefs many times.It is because they are so persistent to have others join them in their misery instead of laughing enjoying life and having fun.

Yet why should I be in the same mood as others. Belief is a powerful tool and so many things try to shape our reality and beliefs. You watch the news and you perceive the world as a harsh place that is going bankrupt and many other negative things. Yet if we perceive ourselves as able to cope and deal with our problems and think outside of the box. We will not have those attitudes.You could also watch the news and say I have a great life and thank God even if you do not know who is helping you intellectually.

I have always enjoyed traveling but every thing seemed to happen where I saw the US and parts of Mexico or Canada. I never thought about planning for travel out of the country. Yet I always prayed that I would find a way to do my work and enjoy myself. I was amazed when I became well known enough to have people pay for me to travel to help them. I did a good job, made many friends and my perceptions changed. I would have laughed at anyone who told me I would be going to all of the places I have gone to doing my work.

All of us shape our reality by our perceptions and choices. Anyone can do anything by persistence and belief. You can bring sunshine into someones life with smiling at them. You can light up your world by helping others with the little things in life. A compliment about a dress, helping with groceries, or any other way you can help another.

Reality shapes with the energies that we put into it. I do not understand why people curse others as who would want that energy back. People who nonstop complain always find something to complain about or they are lost. So spirituality is also about just being thankful at times. Happiness is a state of mind and it does not mean that life has to be perfect. It just means that we are happy to be alive and know that by endurance and persistence we will have more things to be happy about in our lives.

Walking the Labyrinth

2011-08-16T09:32:00.000-07:00

Walking the Labyrinth:

There are 3 stages to walking the Labyrinth, the Purgation... a releasing an letting go of the details of your life. The Illumination... when you reach the center, it is a place of meditation and prayer, receive what there is for you to receive. Last stage is Union... which is joining God, your Higher Power or the healing forces at work in the world. Each time you walk the Labyrinth you become more empowered to find and do the work you feel your soul reaching for.

I have been walking the labyrinth in my life at the moment. I know that I will do better in my life and not only was this a cleansing but also a purging where I can do the things that God wants me to do. It started with Facebook and a person wanting me to add them as a friend. I did not know this person but there have been many people who wanted to add me to their friends that have read my articles and websites.

Nine years ago I joined a group of people that were supposed to be working on exorcisms and helping people who had been cursed. I met them in person and found out how treacherous and self centered they were. I also saw in the group leaders energies that he would hurt others. I left on bad terms because I would not do what they wanted even when they purposely attacked me in a ritual. The link is
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_magic/fraternitas_hermetica-t21635.0.html

It was a big lesson for me as being in a group puts you under the control of the group eggregore and group rules. It means that any other leader in the group can attack you with out the normal shields and protections working as they are in a trusted zone if they have worked with you on the astral or physical plane. They can try to manipulate and control you and what saved me was my inner core personality that there are things I will never do and would die before I do them.

I had not thought of these people in years and after I added this woman to my friends on Faceb ook. She added me to a group instantly. I checked out the group and saw it consisted of all of the people who had tried to kill me with magic, ruin my reputation, lie about me and crash my website. I quit instantly and blocked the people. Yet the damage had been done because they had spells, rituals and the group eggregore set up to attack me. They are trying to find members at the moment and have someone posting like they are the greatest group ever. Yet this is what their actions are about to others.

Four days later I ended up in the hospital and almost died. I was recuperating from this attack and have been thinking about it ever since then. It has been nine years and these people still had to pull these games on me. They claim to be spiritual teachers yet they can act in that way. They have students that can not defend themselves as easily as I can and I am sure they have killed them before. I was slandered nonstop by them and forgot and forgave them. I thought I could move on with my life and forget their insults. I was considered having too liberal of a nature because I would not hurt my students, nor would I do harm to others. Anything that happens to others that tries to harm me is always my being protected by God.

I ask everyone to look them up and then you can see who they are and to beware of people in groups. If you do join a group realize it is like having a family full of people and that you want to be in a functional family. Not one where the siblings try to kill you or ruin every bit of success you could have in your life.

It also shows no matter how smart you are, no matter how often you forgive others and release the energies that some people are just plain evil. I never claim to be perfect but work very hard to help others. I do the best I can and have freed many people from their problems. Yet joining one bad group who did not do what they promised to do which is help others brought this all about so be careful of your choices as we are all treading the labyrinth.

I submitted to the will of God and asked to be redeemed and restored. It is what saved my life and made it where I lived through the experience. I had this happen but I am sure that it was to move me on to the next projects and things I have to do in my life. I also know that the people in one way did me a favor as it forged a closer relationship with the divine and showed me many truths about my life. So the labyrinth is a challenge and can cause miracles.

Yet everything in life is a lesson. I left a group I knew was wrong like a lady. I knew that they would lie about me and slander me. I hope all of you who read this avoid these groups. I may have had it happen because of needing to learn a lesson about being to trusting of someone I thought was my friend. I learned that lesson and know that God loves me. I would not be here otherwise to try to warn people so they do not suffer the mistakes I have made.

I am well but on intermittant internet access

2011-07-25T09:33:00.000-07:00

I hope that everyone will be patient with me. I am staying where there is only intermittent Internet access and will answer as quickly as I can with the access problems I am having. To my present clients I am still doing work even with not being in touch.

My quote for the day is to never give up on anything you do. Determination and faith will get you through any problems that you might have.

Why the Energies of Land and Countries need to be cleared

2011-06-09T12:04:00.000-07:00

Every part of this country is sacred to my people. Every hillside, every valley, every plain and grove has been hallowed by some fond memory or some sad experience of my tribe. Even the rocks, which seem to lie dumb as they swelter in the sun along the silent shore in solemn grandeur, thrill with memories of past events connected with the fate of my people.

-- -Chief Seattle, SUQUAMISH

I received this quote in my inbox today. I receive different quotes from different sources to be inspired for my blog. It hit home with the main project that I want to do in the future. I have visited Chief Seattle's grave in the Seattle area. I felt he was a wise man that was overwhelmed by problems, and trying to help his people.

Why do we always ignore that the energies of the people are absorbed into the earth. The astrologers have a method called Astrocartography that adjusts the birth charts to the best places to live. I found that my success lines are out of this country so when I visited the Philippines I was shocked to find out how much I loved the country. I looked up my old astrology charts for fun and found out one of my success lines runs through the Philippines.

The land energies affect us, the places we are supposed to be to do our soul work or missions. The things people have done on the earth is absorbed by the earth. I wonder many times if the bad weather and other problems are caused by the technological energies we put out rejecting this fact. Mother earth may be clearing what she sees as problems hurting the land,

Clearing people is difficult and tricky. It always involves release of the negative energies that are being held onto by grudges, hatred, bad treatment and abuse, the seven deadly sins or what we judge ourselves by in our lives. Countries in the Orient where the trauma of events are new and not merged show the same sort of energies that people show. India was like walking with the Gods and Goddesses all the energies are merged and implemented by the country. Many of the other countries had the energies where they were in layers. They did not merge and the country plus people were unable to release them.

It is because the energies of the people are absorbed by the land until the whole country resonates with it. The Orient was where the US had its first failure. Until the energies are released from the land in Vietnam, Cambodia and Laos we will find that we are hooked to those countries. The genocide of the Pol Pot regime could be used as a time node turning point to clear years of energies and move them forward to spiritual freedom as a country.

The Philippines is fascinating because it has it layers separate like some of the moments in Vietnam, Cambodia and Laos. People who are being cleared always have the energies removed in layers like an onion. These countries show the same sort of layers. The Philippines was ceded to the US as a part of the US and all of the choices seem to still be sitting there and not blended into the national psyche.

I would love to spend a couple of years in the orient doing work on all of this. If the people who are religious pray to help their country it can also be used to change the land. I would appreciate this being passed on to others who might be interested in sponsoring my projects.

Pure research is always profitable. Trends could be mapped with Sociological statistics that could show the power of prayer, and the way it can be used to help others if included with my methods. Physicists could measure energies or find new ways to measure psi. Anyone who knows someone who might be interested in doing this process with me please refer them to this post.

I am willing to do what is necessary to see if I can develop something that will cause a better moment for mankind. Think of what could be done if the hatred of the past moments could be released from the middle East so on a spiritual level the decisions are made differently. I always say I am on a mission and this is my new mission.

I know that all of us together can make a better world. We just have to find the ways to do it and it will take many people with many ideas to move this forward into a better life for everyone.

Authentic Soul Ministries

2011-06-05T10:56:00.000-07:00

I wanted to spot light a conference tour of a person I greatly respect Bishop Bryan D Ouelette. I have been on the Eye of the Seer radio show as a guest a number of times. I always found Bishop Bryan well informed in spiritual matters and fun to talk too. He has such diversity in his knowledge that it made any show I did great.

Bishop Bryan decided to start the Authentic Soul Ministries to try to heal some of the schisms between religion and knowledge. I always want to mention things which involve healing the soul as I feel that the group soul of humanity has many problems at the moment. I know there are many dedicated people that help heal humanity in many ways both small and large. I mostly keep to myself and do my work. Yet I admire others who have the courage to change things for the better in speaking and holding classes

I feel this will be very informative and healing for anyone who takes these courses. I know that the cities are larger cities so I ask that anyone reading this blog tries to mention this to others. It is unique in that both Buddhism and Orthodox religion are blended together. The truths of both the western and eastern ways of thought ought to be life changing.

The link is http://www.authenticsoul.org/

I feel spirituality is about everyone who loves the divine God in all of its forms. I hope all of you agree with me and help to make this happen for Bishop Bryan and others who try to change things for the better.

Forgiveness- a way not to empower others

2011-05-29T06:00:00.000-07:00

Forgiving someone isn't a sign of weakness it means you refuse to let them hold that power over you and always know respect is earned.

Most people have little experience with understanding what forgiveness really is in our lives. We all rubber stamp our behavior saying we forgive someone. They may cause us hurt feelings, act badly or done something so unforgivable that we say for years they do not deserve to be forgiven. It is a power of ours to not forgive someone who has hurt us even to the day he dies in hopes that they do not get the blessings they would normally. Yet how many of us understand the effect of forgiveness on our lives.

People believe forgiving someone is giving away your control or power over a situation and that it shows approval of others bad behavior. They never put themselves in the other persons shoes when it is something petty and think how could that have happened where this problem occurs. We have all done things that others have needed us to forgive them over or ask to be forgiven by others. Yet people never consider why is forgiveness so important.

Forgiveness is important as the quote says because it releases the energies that people generate that are holding power over you. They have your anger, your hurt feelings, your grief, your sorrow, and the trauma you suffered for the rest of your life. Once a trauma happens to someone it can affect them in two ways. They can become a victim and be sure that it happens again and again in their mind and energies. They do not know how to release the evil and say good always wins out and every thing will be alright if I make it through this problem.

I have a friend who is a sheriff and had to solve a case with a brutal rape and murder. The person who did it was easily caught and the victim's family quietly sat through the trial. they listened to every thing said and done while he was given the penalty of life in prison. The defense talked about his childhood and how he was raised and it surprised my friend that the Mother and Father wanted to see the prisoner before he went to prison. He and the other deputies were ready to protect the prisoner. Instead the people talked to him and said they forgave him. They said he should be in prison because he hurt others but they forgave him for what he did to their daughter. They would not suffer for the rest of their life with hatred for him.

My friend said before this happened that the guy had a tough guy attitude. The Mother and Father left and he burst into tears. He killed himself with in a year in prison. The people did not want that to happen to him because they had forgiven him and released the emotions of hatred and revenge. The prisoner did that to himself because the forgiveness released the humanity with in him that knew what he did was wrong.

Forgiveness releases the emotions to what ever belief of the divine that you hold in your life. You release the lower hurt painful emotions to a higher force that understands what happened. No one wants anyone else hurt yet sometimes it can not be prevented. If someone tries to kill you then you have to fight back or die. If you are a soldier you do things that are horrible to mainly help everyone you have grown to be around like a brother. It is not the big deal of political purpose but the fact that you bond like a family.

Yet at these times it is something that gives you respect to forgive others and yourself. It releases you to a new life of change. If you hold on to revenge and hatred then you trap yourself in the bad cycles. Romance and Family are the hardest ones to forgive. Loved ones are not supposed to act in many ways. We have the best expectations of them and how they should act. Especially brothers and sisters, mothers and fathers as they have books on what a loving family acts like. Expectations make it so we judge others by our standards and then forgive them by our standards. We do not respect them and ourselves and understand that things can happen which make it so bad choices are the only things left. We feel if it did not happen to us then it is something they did wrong and they wronged us.

I have had people tell me forgiveness is rubber stamping bad behavior. I always tell them that forgiveness is releasing the energies. You never have to allow them to be around you again nor do you allow anyone else to act that way to you. It is a sign of respect for yourself, and others. It is also a way to heal so you do not carry emotional baggage around for the rest of your life.

It does take time but the relief of knowing that you are freed from the negative emotions that drag you down is immense. No one can move into the future that is stuck in the past.

Prayer-Manifesting the good into our lives

2011-05-24T12:48:00.000-07:00

· "Prayer is the best answer to all of the trials that face us, because without prayer, even if we succeed in accomplishing some great goal in the eyes of men, we have failed in our sacred responsibilities, and thus we have failed in what is truly important.-- Thomas Yellowtail, CROW

I know that most people think of Prayer as being Christian in the United States. Prayer always means something to do with the Bible. Yet the Christians and Muslims learned to pray from the Jewish people.The Jewish people learned it from observation and what worked. They learned effective methods that made it so there is great similarity between all of the children of the Book.

Yet every religion and belief system in the world has prayer. All religions have rituals and things to do when praying. All prayer is said and guided in such a fashion as to be effective. The things I have noticed for successful prayer no matter what religion a person is practicing is very similar to magic. It could be called magic which is basically the creation of miracles.

Start the day out with some sort of prayer by what ever name you call it. It is a way to bring positive energies into our lives and also a way to show our day to connect to the sacred and divine energies. Starting the day out in a good mental space is priceless. It should be seen as a obligation to fulfill for our inner selves to thank existence and the sacred energies for our lives, the things we love and the people we love.

Connect the love in your heart to the sacred energies. You can call it God's heart, Allah's heart, Buddha's heart and the list goes on but the main thing is to connect all sacred and divine energies to love and light. They do not involve anything but the divine help we need each day to move ourselves forward into the path of our life purpose. It is our sacred duty for all the good things that we receive in our lives no matter what religion we are practicing. Gratitude and appreciation needs to be shown..

Focus, visualization and concentration are next. Have you ever noticed when you are really upset and needy how you can focus on asking for help. I ask the divine and sacred energies each day for help. Yet most people do not do that and many times that is how a miracle is made. Focus, visualization and concentration are key for this. It means you can draw the energies that you need for the day, to help others, and to be blessed each day by doing this when you pray.

The length of the prayer does not matter but the methods above do matter. Say what you feel and know that you will be understood. Life can be hard to figure out and all of us need the help of a positive start to the day, and divine help to solve the puzzle.

The next is belief and faith. I have seen people nonstop pray but nothing happens it is as if their words are never listened too. You ask them and they state things like they do not believe they will be helped. The lord helps those who helps themselves. Yet you have to ask for help and then help yourself. It is how it works.

Faith is a difficult subject and hard to do. Yet it is the belief that everything will turn out OK and that things happen for a purpose. I have seen this mentioned in other ways. The soul evolves by all of the challenges we go through and they are never punishments. They can be lessons to help us in our soul development and to challenge us to have faith.

The way to have faith is to visualize the end results of what you want to happen. It is hard to keep when things do not manifest right away but life is not instant. Starting the day with prayer and manifesting the end results of what we want in our life will create miracles.

Prayer is also useful to create miracles for others that we know need help, that we love, and that we want to protect. To do this focus on good for the person you are trying to help and include them. Then say a prayer to bless them with all of the good things of life. You will be amazed how often this will help others to experience miracles.

How to be a Spiritual Person

2011-05-19T13:37:00.000-07:00

How to be a Spiritual Person by Tzvi Freeman

X is an enlightened being.
He spends his life in the wilderness far from humanity, focusing his mind on the higher realms.

Harriet Goldberg is a schoolteacher.
She spends her life cultivating small minds, hoping to give them a sense of wonder for the world they live in.

Who is closer to G-d?

If the world came from G-d as light comes from the sun, spontaneously, but with no real interest, then X is closer.

If G-d created a world deliberately, because that is what He desires and cares for, then Harriet is closer.

You choose.

I have felt that living in this world and improving it was always what God wanted in our lives. I copied this quote from a website called www.chabad.org . I have found a great deal of wisdom in the quotes and articles. It is a Jewish website but I know that it is more in tune with what I feel about spirituality.

I have had many clients work to be evolved, worry about it, do new things and try to be of higher vibrations. They are waiting for the next shift or the rapture. I feel that spirituality is meant to be shared. It is easy to be enlightened when you do not have to pay the bills, worry about feeding others, or taking care of the people in your life. I have found most of the people who do this are judgmental and try to fit you into their expectations. They try to structure and control their lives as if they are the ones who decide what happens to them not God.

People who do this will receive a great shock when things do not work for them. Everyone has ups and downs in their lives. I had a friend who broke her hip. All of her evolved and enlightened friends looked at her and said you wished this upon yourself. Not a single one helped her when she needed the help because they were too busy judging her and feeling like they were special. People need to deal with life and other people.

Isolation may be good for types of insight and problem solving. A rest, or relaxing in nature but it is all about connecting to something outside of ourselves and not worrying about others opinions. You may say but I do not worry about others opinions I am enlightened or evolved. Yet why would a person say that unless they did care about others opinions and want them to all know how special you are.

A real evolved and enlightened person in my opinion is the man who will be a garbage collector to feed his family because he has no other way to make money. He is taking care of his family first.A person who does not care if they are evolved or perfect but celebrates life to help others in one way or another. A person who appreciates their life and does not judge others just enjoys them as people. I can list it off continuously but it is not necessary.

Real people are precious and they are spiritual whether they are religious or not. They believe in doing what they can and what they feel is right. They have ethics. They do the best they can, and accept responsibility for themselves and their actions. They adhere to being good and doing good even with learning lessons about how life works. They are the ones I feel are evolved.

I feel kindness, charity, and helping others is the real goal in life. Not worrying about status, looks, enlightenment or evolving. If you do good every one will think of you in a good way. Thinking only of how you appear and look to others, worrying about others opinions will trap you in a cycle where you are not doing the will of God. God is love.

Guardian Angels

2011-05-13T21:45:00.000-07:00

The guardian angels of life fly so high as to be beyond our sight, but they are always looking down upon us. ~Jean Paul Richter

I am a person who believes in angels and guardian angels. I am sure my guardian angel has covered her eyes many times after saving me. I can see her saying Nita just survived that experience. I feel many people have had their guardian angels working overtime. Yet they never get proof of them in their lives. I have had that proof constantly.

A few years ago Don and I decided to drive to Laughlin, Nevada. Don is my ex-husband that I still take care of as he needs someone also. It is only about fifty miles from where we live. It is also a place where they have reasonably priced prime rib and both of us like to watch movies. Everything went fine but I heard a weird noise.

Don's normal response was to tell me I was being worried over nothing. I always jinxed his cars worrying about noises as it grew to a low roar. He was yelling to be heard but of course the sound was nothing. He could not ignore it by then but his comments were just to start an argument as if I had gone back and poured cement in the back end of the car. Totally discouraged I just shut up.

All of a sudden there was a loud bang, and we started to turn in circles. I was too scared to scream and I got to see semi-truck grills close up as we went through about 5 spins, and stopped from dropping over a cliff by inches on my side. I was just sitting there shaking when the semi-truck grill I was seeing in the spins went by us and pulled up and stopped in front of us.

A older lady got out of the truck and said I made her believe in God. She said she had never been religious but had seen angels stopping the car from rolling, stopped the car from hitting their new truck and stopped us from going over the cliff. The new semi-truck was a car carrier so they winched our car up on the back of the truck and took us home.

They would not accept a dime and were excited over seeing angels. They dropped us off in our driveway, and then left. Don's main comment was guess we don't get to eat prime rib tonight. Everyone says Don is bored stiff when I am traveling and gone.

Don told a couple of friends about what the lady said about angels. They said how do you know it is not true and shared their angel stories with us. Everyone has had a time where the prayers of others or their own prayers bring the guardian angels to protect them. I hope you get to see your guardian angels and know that God loves you.

Genuine Friends

2011-05-03T17:28:00.000-07:00

Friends, genuine friends, are attracted by a warm heart, not money, not power. A genuine friend considers you as just another human being, as a brother or sister, and shows affection on that level, regardless of whether you are rich or poor, or in a high position; that is a genuine friend. - Dalai Lama

I find people who I feel are family that I like to include in my life. They are my friends and many of them are closer to me than my family. All of us have let the wrong people into our lives at times. They become our challenges and the way to learn to respect ourselves. Yet people that become true friends can be closer to us and more understanding than many of our family members.

Good friends are just like this quote mentions. They have a warm heart and like you for yourself. They may shake their heads at times as they have done the same things and it did not work out well. They are there for you even after you have made an utter fool out of yourself.

They love you even when they do not see you and seem like family. Affection is very important and friends will show that to you. They miss you and call up up just to show you they care. The best marriages always have both people liking each other as friends. Good friends are a blessing and a gift. I see peoples souls and occasionally fool myself believing that the person acts the way their soul shows them to be.

It is not always true as challenges in life can cause us to act very differently than what our soul shows us to be. It is overcoming the challenges and shining the light of our true selves upon others. It is not always easy to do and a real friend will keep being a friend. So I dedicate this blog post to all the people who are real friends to others, who try to do something nice for their friends, who cheer them up when they need it, show their friends respect, and are just there for them. They are truly the blessings of this world.

Gossip, Bad words, and Hurting Others

2011-05-01T00:21:00.000-07:00

"If those bad words come, I let them come in one ear and go out the other. I never let them come out of my mouth. If a bad word comes in your ear and then comes out of your mouth, it will go someplace and hurt somebody. If I did that, that hurt would come back twice as hard on me."

-- Wallace Black Elk, LAKOTA

I wonder if anyone keeps track of how many times they say something that could hurt someone? I know everyone will repeat things about others both good and bad. Yet even saying good things can cause problems. Some times it is just like some bad word going into your ear and coming out your mouth. You can even watch yourself say something and wonder why you are doing it.

Everyone also says things that can hurt others. No one is innocent of this form of harm and gossip. The Jewish religion calls it Loshon Hara and it is one of the forbidden things to do to others. You are not supposed to use words to hurt or harm others even if the facts are true.

It is so common there are children rhymes to make it easier to take.

"Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me."

It may sound good but it is very untrue. People judging others, and treating others badly hurts. The words can cause problems especially with making the things said more dramatic.

Gossip does hurt others. People seem to stick together in groups. We also put others into groups. We do not see others as real people instead it is seeing ourselves as separate. The groups can be anything. Yet once something is classified as outside of the group and separate then it is when danger can happen to anything not in the group.

We have examples through out history of people picking scapegoats and making them a bad example or using them to get everyone to do violence or that cause group problems. Helen of Troy had problems for being beautiful. The Japanese were interned in camps because they could be identified as separate. The color of the skin has been used by every race to say bad things and make others different. Beer commercials make it sound as if the beer is more understanding than the women of the world.

A scapegoat used to be the goat sacrificed to appease everyone. In King Kong the actress sacrificed to King Kong was a scapegoat. Anyone that stands up and takes the hit for the group he is a member of is a scapegoat.

Many people in jobs can not feel good about themselves unless they pick an office scapegoat to feel superior over. So it is more on the same subject of how we treat our fellow man. Responsibility is the one of the ways to resolve these issues and competing with ourselves. It is not easy to do. Yet in the end it comes down to one thing.

We can watch our own actions and hope that good manners become contagious.We can watch ourselves and not do the bad actions that have harmed us.

Mistakes and how to deal with them

2011-04-23T16:59:00.000-07:00

The quote I picked after the last blog post is the following one.

Everyone has mistakes in their life. No ones life is perfect.Everyone will always have problems. But how we deal with them makes us who we are.

I know many of the people who talk to me expect life to stay perfect all of the time. Life has ups and downs. Astrology, fortune telling, and many other things have been developed by mankind over the years trying to predict these times. Yet nothing has been perfect in my experience as there are always things in our lives that we are meant to do. It is not easy when you are doing the right thing. If it is to easy then you should look at it and see why. Challenges and fixing problems in your life is not easy.

Dealing with mistakes and admitting to yourself and others that it is a mistake is not easy. You can have the best intentions in the world and have it go wrong. I have always felt that this happens because we have not learned what we are meant to learn from our mistakes. One person will make a mistake and try to blame it on others so it is their fault. A person like this needs to learn responsibility for the actions they take in their life. Everyone makes mistakes and the quickest way to deal with them is accepting responsibility for them.

Some mistakes happen because of improper communications between people. The only way this works is by both parties looking at what happened and why. I have found most communication problems are not about what is said as much as the reactions it causes. No one is perfect so it is the people dealing with their expectations of how they felt things would go. Again not rationalizing but taking responsibility.

I have seen others who feel the only way to get to the top is to blame their mistakes on others and look better than them. I have found the really successful people are the ones who take the blame for the mistake and resolve all of the issues. The next question is do we learn from the problems. A person who asks for an explanation of how things happens and then calls it excuses has missed the point. The point is to understand why a person did something.

I will mention introspection here as if we do not look at ourselves from another persons viewpoint or a viewpoint of observing our actions then we will get nowhere. All problems should be used to look at how they happened, how it can be prevented from happening again, and whether the mistake is just a fact that the whole action or idea was wrong. If the whole idea was wrong then it is time to do different actions to make it so the mistake is gone and life is good.

Many times the mistakes happen during a time in a persons life where they seem to have nothing but mistakes happening to them. Everything goes wrong and they do not know why as everyone else makes the same actions work. I feel these times are the best times to learn about yourself. It helps to define us as individuals by what we do to make our lives our own. I also feel that these times are when we fall off our path, and something is trying to show us that we should do something different in our lives.

Each persons path is their own and most of the time we would not want to be in the other person's shoes and living their life. Yet understanding that if we look at our actions by what repercussions they can cause and harm they can do from an impartial point of view we can save ourselves many mistakes and errors.

Why are other peoples opinions important?

2011-04-15T12:01:00.000-07:00

I had someone put this message in an email the other day. It really made me think about life. I always like the little snippets or comments that cause me to think or look at things in a different way. To quote the comment:

When you worry about what other people think, it shows you have more confidence in their opinion than you have in your own...

I feel this is very true. I can not count the times I have been upset that others have not perceived me as the person I really am in life. Yet why do I listen to them? I do not feel they are correct and it makes it so it can ruin your self-image by listening. Yet listening to them may also be a solution as you think why would they perceive me that way when I am such a different person. How am I acting that I would be perceived that way.

Introspection can be good for the soul. It can make it so you look at yourself and see reasons why others might misjudge or perceive you in a bad fashion. Did they see you when you were upset or frustrated and make this judgment on just one moment of your personality? It may also be that they know you are not going to play their social games and try to exclude you. Yet why is their opinion important?It is not important unless you believe them.

I had one person who must have felt inferior to me try to find something to humiliate me with while I was visiting. First it was about my table manners. It was a good strategy as where I live is not known for its extra forks and silverware. Sometimes you even have to ask for silverware so I knew I was on shaky ground with my table manners. Yet Emily Post when I checked her did show me I did not have to worry.I allowed this person to make me dread eating and socializing. I was so nervous I had the worse table manners I ever had at any time or social function.Yet why would it matter? It matters because of people judging you and trying to have a social status or caste system so they can feel superior.

Yet the reason this mattered was because I allowed myself to listen to someone who wanted to put me down. I let the person get to me instead of my normal rule of thumb that real people do not need to do things like that to others. At the same time I had eye strain from my sunglasses being broken. One person helped me and I could feel the anger when the table manners person said how dare he touch a white woman. I knew I had caused the person who was nice to be to be fired at that moment. It would not matter what happened or what he did the person making the comment was his boss and a malicious person.

In a real world the kindness of that person should have been rewarded. I have been trying to do something nice for him since that day. I tried to make nice comments but that made it worse so I have done prayers for him to be lucky, happy and safe for a year now. It was not my fault but I feel bad for any problems his being nice caused him.

It was not right or fair. Yet others create their own worlds where they are perfect and superior. They give out these ideas and opinions to make it so others exist in their world and live by their rules. They are always the separate and superior people.They are also the ones who try to judge others where they are special. No one who is socially superior or special needs to do this. I always feel if you are that special then everyone will know it anyway.

I have also seen people make fools of themselves being nice to others. They try to be nice and I always tell them you either are nice or you are not nice. You make bad choices when you push yourself to have others perceive you as nice.It is the real point here trying to make others perceive you as something is not necessary if you are a nice person, or anything else you want them to perceive you as being in your life. If you live in truth then you know what you are and do not need to push it. People who judge others by sex, race, class status are limiting themselves and removing a great deal of excitement from their lives.

So listen to others and see if you are what they say you are. Do you like yourself and feel that they are judging you. If they are and you do not feel what they say is true then do not try to make yourself into something you are not. If they can not like you for yourself then it is their opinion. If you let others opinions influence you so you are not your true self and do not like yourself then what are you really? You are another person who is disconnected from life and does not enjoy being themselves. It is what causes mental illness and many problems.

Love yourself and be yourself. It is not always easy and being different always has been hard. The good part is when you make a friend you keep friends.

Healing for Japan-The Medicine Buddha-

2011-04-03T15:09:00.000-07:00

I have been impressed with how Japan is coping with all of the problems they are having. I thought that this week I would do an Oriental philosophy upon a healing Buddha. It is also a subject dear to me at the moment as I have had my eye problems worsen and realize that the divine is everywhere.

I am an Inter-faith minister which means I believe in all the forms of God no matter what they are named as part of the incomprehensible God. It means that mankind loves God. Mankind finds many ways to worship him, and many names to call him. It is all one God but we and our souls resonate to the part of God that is perfect for us.

I believe that the 12 vows of the Medicine Buddha are those of any healer who wants to help those upon this earth. I also feel the first 5 of the Buddhist precepts would be good for everyone to listen too. Excess and selfishness are a problem in our world.

The Twelve Vows of the Medicine Buddha upon attaining Enlightenment, according to the Medicine Buddha Sutra are:
To illuminate countless realms with his radiance, enabling anyone to become a Buddha just like him.
To awaken the minds of sentient beings through his light of lapis lazuli.
To provide the sentient beings with whatever material needs they require.
To correct heretical views and inspire beings toward the path of the Bodhisattva.
To help beings follow the Moral Precepts, even if they failed before.
To heal beings born with deformities, illness or other physical sufferings.
To help relieve the destitute and the sick.
To help women who wish to be reborn as men achieve their desired rebirth.
To help heal mental afflictions and delusions.
To help the oppressed be free from suffering.
To relieve those who suffer from terrible hunger and thirst.
To help clothe those who are destitute and suffering from cold and mosquitoes

A link to a YouTube Medicine Buddha Healing Mantra is
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xie9jNeRvP4&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL

Focus on the beautiful Japan we know from so many photographs and the people and animals being healed by the Medicine Buddha. It is a beautiful experience.I feel that the philosophy of Buddhism helped to strengthen the Japanese people to over come the things that have happened to them. I hope the best for them and that their land is able to be healed and the people helped. I respect this form of divinity for the benefits and beauty it has inspired through out the world.

I undertake to observe the precept to abstain from ...
...harming living beings.
...taking things not freely given.
...sexual misconduct.
...false speech.
...intoxicating drinks and drugs causing heedlessness.
...taking untimely meals.
...dancing, singing, music and watching grotesque mime.
...use of garlands, perfumes and personal adornment.
...use of high seats.
...accepting gold or silver.

I find these things similar to many religions in trying to set an ethical behavior. Religion is all about trying to make it so people can work together. I am also very spiritual and a mystic who loves the divine in all of its shapes. I am reminded of how the Japanese people are showing their strength and ethics in the midst of horrible disasters. I did not see this in the United States where I live as disasters seems to cause looting and taking from others.

I ask that all of you help Japan and pray for Japan in what ever fashion is acceptable for you. I am blessed to know all of you and to be able to say I love you all.

A Physicists Poem

2011-03-24T18:26:00.000-07:00

A physicists poem:
By Marty Rosenblatt (c)2011

Foretelling Destiny

Precognition teaches that just as
you can experience information moving forward in time,
you can experience information moving backward in time.

Precognition teaches that just as
history influences events,
destiny influences events.

Precognition teaches that just as
you create your history,
you create your destiny.

Marty Rosenblatt is a Physicist that has been doing research on precogition for those who like a scientific view of the ability to access the future. He has many articles on his website and a way to do Associated Remote viewing as a project. He is also at IRVA's Conference in Las Vegas as a speaker this year. His website links are
http://www.1ARV.com
http://www.p-i-a.com
I did work in his projects on ARV for quite a few years and always enjoy his thoughts on foretelling the future. The poem is very true as we by the cause and effect in our lives created by our choices create our own history and destiny. We can access the information we need by moving forward and backwards in time. I also feel it shows that there are scientists that do work upon these issues that do great work.

The IRVA Remote Viewing Conference link is
http://www.irva.org/

It is always a great deal of fun and makes me think about the different possiblities of how people accomplish the same things. I hope you check out the links.

The Law of Cause and Effect-the Gift of Prophecy

2011-03-09T23:26:00.000-08:00

I would like to do a quote from the Emerald Tablet of Thoth for this weeks moment of thought.

The Law of Cause and Effect and The Gift of Prophecy

List ye, O man, to the words of my wisdom,
list to the voice of Thoth, the Atlantean.
Conquered have I the Law of time-space.
Knowledge have I gained of the future of time.
Know I that man in his movement through
space-time shall ever be One with the All

Know ye, O man,
that all of the future is an open book
to him who can read.
All effect shall bring forth its causes
as all effects grew from the first cause.
Know ye the future is not fixed or
stable but varies as cause brings forth an effect.
Look in the cause thou shalt bring into being,
and surely thou shalt see that all is effect.

So, O man, be sure the effects that ye bring
forth are ever causes of more perfect effects.
Know ye the future is never in fixation but
follows man's free will as it moves through
the movements of time-space toward
the goal where a new time begins.
Man can only read the future through
the causes that bring the effects.
Seek ye within the causation and
surely ye shall find the effects.

The document calls Thoth the Atlantean and not a God. Yet what it says about cause and effect is very true. The reason I do not care for regular fortune telling and do not want to do readings is because of my feelings that the future can be changed. I have done readings when I was younger before I realized that people really can listen and change their future. Everyone I did a reading for waited to see what would happen. Instead of using their free will to change a bad outcome. All of them were more interested in whether or not I was right or wrong.

I was waiting for the one person who wanted to take charge of their life and change the cause so the bad effect would not happen. I have said for years that the choices we make create causes which bring about effects. I always try to bring about the best causes and effects in my life. Yet curses always bring the person the negative choice and tempts them to use their free will in such a way to make negative effects in their lives.

I feel this part of the Emerald Tablet of Thoth can apply to all of us.

Who makes these Changes?

2011-03-04T00:17:00.000-08:00

I have not written as much because I wanted to find some new way to give ideas. I plan to do a piece of writing I find interesting each week. This week it is a poem from Jelaluddin Rumi who was born in 1207.

Who Makes these Changes?
Who makes these changes?
I shoot an arrow right
and it lands left
I ride after a deer
and find myself chased by a hog
I plot to get what I want
and I end up in prison
I dig pits to trap others
and I fall in.
I should be suspicious
of what I want.

How many of us work hard and plan things in our lives and have things change on us. I know many times I have had to ask myself. How did these changes happen? How did these things occur? I had the right intent and did the right things but then chance and change enters into the situation and it end result is the same but it is sure different in how it happens.

Change can be positive but how many of us are afraid of change. Just read the poem. The people afraid of change always shoot an arrow to the right and have it land in the left. They chase after something and have it change and start chasing them. Maybe all of us should be more suspicious of what we want in life.

We may feel it is right for us but these changes occur because of our choices not being quite right no matter how hard we try to make things work. Endurance will work even when the changes are not what we want and we can endure until things turn right. I always feel it is because of the fear that change causes in many people. We twist every thing to our worries and how things never go right for us.

I know that things always happen with in the divine plan so when the changes occur I know that the Divine always has a hand in the changes to make things go right. It may surprise us where we feel like we are chasing after something and then find something chasing us back. Yet we are always have to realize we are not in control and are here to enjoy the challenges and the ride.

Angels-how they help

2011-02-28T22:41:00.000-08:00

Many people do not ask God and the angels for help. You should always ask first for God or Jesus Christ son of God to send divine help in the form of your guardian angel. I have a way where I can figure the name of your guardian angel for you specifically. Yet your guardian angel will answer you when you ask as he knows your name and that is what is important.

The important thing is to ask for help. Angels are only allowed to help people who do ask for help. It means that someone can pray for months and yet not see results. The reason for this is the divine just listens until you ask him for help and solutions. It is the key to effective prayer. People who ask for help, ask to be shown their flaws and solutions and work to be better people are using effective prayer.

Asking to be redeemed, restored, and shown what to do to make your life better. All the problems that need to be fixed with effective communications are the same as in the real world. You have to be sincere, ask for the right help, pray to be sure that you are heard.

Next comes belief and faith. You have to believe and have faith that you will be helped. It has to be stronger than your belief that things will always go wrong or that no one is listening. Once you get the components down then anyone can have the angels help them in their life.

No group is worth joining that requires sex as part of the ritual

2011-02-09T14:04:00.000-08:00

I had this article pointed out to me on Facebook.

http://www.google.com/hostednews/ukpress/article/ALeqM5hoSPjYdbdegaHhvt277eSbpPFrnA?docId=N0622381297180295855A

It happened in the UK but it could happen anywhere in the world. People will show it as part of the problems with magical groups. Yet this has happened in Christian groups. Mormon groups, and in every religion in the world. Is it right in any way-no. I have always believed that we can not impose our views upon other cultures where they have different cultural standards. In many countries marriage is done before the person matures. Yet these are cultural standards.

No group of any sort should allow sex to be used as a threat or abuse teenagers. The reason for this is remember how you used to be when you were young. I know when I was young I was naive and did not know a great many of the things about life that I have learned since then. I was a teenager during the 60's and 70's which gives away my age. Yet during that time there was a great deal of experimentation with sex and how we perceive it.

I was young and ran into a number of people who were trying to take advantage of young girls and claim it was necessary for rituals. They always wanted the girls to do naked ceremonies with them. I can say right now no one invites a 58 year old to sky clad ceremonies. Gravity has already done its work :-). It was done to take advantage of the young boys and girls.

Predators come in many shapes and the bias against magical groups adds in with the excitement of doing something forbidden. The predators out there play on these teenage themes and take advantage of the teenagers. They then threaten to kill them or harm them if they talk to anyone.

Public outcry tries to take it out on people who practice the occult and magic. They say it is just them but that is not true. In the headlines have been a number of groups that do this practice and the group leader has many wives. It makes you wonder how it happens as no woman should put up with a man who does this to anyone.

The main thing is teenagers should be warned about this and realize that in no way should they agree to anything like this. No group requires it and no legitimate group will accept any one under the age of 18 most legitimate groups wait until the person is 21.

The reason for this is magic is better done when the person is balanced and focused. They want people who understand it is a lifelong path that is about improving the mind, body, and soul. It is not about threats, abuse, or sex. They want older people who understand that their personal choices all have repercussions.

It should be the same for any cult or splinter group of any religion. I hear these horror tales all of the time. I knew some people who were members of Sai Baba's group. They asked me if I had tried worshipping him and talked about him as if he was God. I said I did not like what I heard about his actions. They defended him and I found out that they let him have sex with their 13 year old daughter when they were in India at his Ashram. I could not believe they could defend him. The words of the parents condemned him and them more than any jury could have. How could they not protect their daughter?

I have talked to people who learned shamanism and they joked about one medicine man having the fastest zipper on the reservation. All of these people who can not control themselves or respect others are not true leaders. No one should compare them with the serious people who are working upon themselves.

They like everything else in this world get more press for doing wrong than the many people get who are doing right. Everyone should protect our children as they are the hope of the future. Defend and protect our children even if they do not know how to protect themselves.

Busy times

2011-02-07T13:01:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not posting more often but I get lost in what I am writing and only surface for food and relaxing. The dog actually comes into the room and tries to lure me away from the computer with a toy. I guess that shows when you have been typing and researching too much.

I have been working on my manual on clearing large tracts of haunted land, homes and apartment buildings. I feel this is a start for many problems and places where negative spirits can be picked up which cause problems in life.

I am actually home for awhile which is not bad. Yet I need to find a way to suck up to what ever spirits or Brownies that will do housework. Laundry the never ending job. On the last trip my suitcase was lost and I knew I would get it returned because if was full of dirty clothes.

All joking aside I have been working on my blockages in healing articles also. I know many people are disappointed when they are healed because they expect healing to happen the way they feel it should happen. This is a sign of control issues and a real fear of positive change. I am trying to make articles that will promote a healthy relationship between the person being healed and the healer.

Healers also make mistakes. I hope to prevent these mistakes and work upon overcoming the wounded healer syndrome. I have been a wounded healer myself at times because I work myself to exhaustion and have mentioned that fact. In the type of work I do some clients want 24/7 attention and I can see that during really active times for a few days. Yet the healer needs rest also.

So I have been keeping busy.

A Simple Way to Find Lost Objects

2011-01-19T17:25:00.000-08:00

I thought everyone could use a simple way to find lost keys, cell phones and anything else that is missing. I notice this happens to quite a few people with out spirit problems so hope this helps many people.

It depends upon your religion but I will use the normal phrase. You picture what you have lost and see it in a place that you know. You state "nothing is lost in the mind of God", and keep looking for the object you lost.

I have found this very successful in the past and the present for those moments when things are lost.

Blockages in Healing Series

2011-01-03T12:01:00.000-08:00

I am doing a blockages in healing series on my Astralhealer website. I hope that this will help healers and clients both to understand each other. I also plan to cover the problems that can affect healers if they are not in control of the negative energies or able to deal with them.

I plan to cover energy exhaustion. I have this occur because of how many of my clients feel that you have to be nonstop there and work on them nonstop. I do daily prayers and work for people. If I see more intense energies I do more work. Yet many people are scared and panic all of the time and insist you work on them nonstop.

I train people to empower themselves and it means that they should not be as afraid. They should understand what is happening. I want to cover fears and worries as they can make it so a person sabotages themselves. I have many subjects and hope that all of you enjoy the series

Happy New Year 2011 plus thoughts about 2010

2010-12-30T19:13:00.000-08:00

I have not done this before but decided to think about the challenges and things I learned in 2010. I started out in the end of 2009 recovering from MRSA pneumonia. I had a 35% chance of living because I had regular pneumonia plus MRSA which basically destroys your organs. The doctors said my fever had to break as I went four days with a 104 to 105 fever. I was not responding and they tried with my approval something from the Penicillin family. I am allergic to every thing in the penicillin family as this experience proved to me. The MRSA made every genetic disease that I have worse including my diabetes.

I developed a rash and had problems breathing. The nurse could not seem to understand that I needed something to stop the problem. The doctor later told me that most people do not get such extreme symptoms so fast. I felt better after the allergic reaction had stopped and just submitted myself to God and the divine. My fever broke and I feel that my submission saved my life.

The year of 2009 ended up with my being on the George Noory show.I did not know about being on the show and was out of the nursing home for 3 days. I had one days warning and that was another sign that I had done the right thing as far as I was concerned.

The year 2010 started with my third trip to the Philippines. I enjoyed helping my clients but was asked to do many new things. I found I am best at protection and transmutation of energies and life problems. I found out about how expectations of others affects my work and that most people do not really know what experts go through to learn in my field.

I found that a part of me will not read minds or invade someone’s privacy. I always used permission and still feel that magic upon others with out some type of permission is wrong to do to anyone. The people I was working for wanted to find the thieves taking their money. I could tell them what was wrong and did so from the first visit on. I also found out that when people do not listen to you or say that something is not important want to control what you are and what you see. It was important and if they had listened to me the second goal of the people plus the third goal would have gone better and happened. I still see the client achieving the goal. You also have clients blame you for problems when they do not listen to you nor try to remember that they started every thing in motion you are only trying to make it come out right for them.

I had the beautiful experience of praying for rain and it rained out of a clear sky. I could have cried as it means that God loved me enough to show me his grace. I found I was limited by the abuse I had suffered through out my life. I have done huge amounts of work upon myself and always test out my own methods upon myself. Yet I now have a new method that deals with the abuse, brutality, and actions of others so it should help many people.

I discovered that much of abuse when dealing with clients is always about their expectations. They believe they are in control and can dictate how they are to be healed and itemize everything about the healer. This is so foolish as talents are different in different people. No one can tell God how things work and what is supposed to be done. No one can live up to others expectations and remain a person who lives in truth. A healer who is putting on how evolved, or other ego issues would be dead in the sort of work that I do. I always felt this was the problem as so many people try to live in their own worlds and this year proved it.

I was still ill with my diabetes during 2010 and had some very bad moments. I prayed to get the money to get an exercise machine as I live 45 miles from any sort of gym. I had just gone to my endocrinologist and I won enough money to get a used bowflex plus attend my high school reunion. Again I felt like God really had heard me.

I had moments of depression from illness and realizing that I need help when I travel a long distance with a drastic time change. I am fine in the country but I now need an assistant or someone to travel with me. Yet I met a person who was psychic and had the soul component needed. I had two other friends that are now no longer friends. Again expectations and their wanting me to not live in truth and be what they wanted me to be. The one person is probably still wondering why I am bothering with him. Again God gave a solution to me with someone who I traveled with before and enjoy the company. He also knows when to keep his mouth shut if a woman looks grumpy. That is priceless.

I dipped in sacred springs, and had a great deal of adventure. I met Amma the hugging guru, and also many fine people. I realized that I was just energetically exhausted and that most healthy people could not go for 6 months with out a single day of rest defending and expending huge amounts of energy with out the help of God. I felt angels around me and had many experiences. Yet the body is not as willing at 58 to do what I did at 28. I need more rest but have not done that as often as I should because of helping others. I will take the rest now no matter what happens as I do better work.

I received answers to a 40 year old experience and an ongoing trend in my life. So if I look back at 2010 it was a year of challenge, and looking at myself. Realizing that I had it pointed out to me that I need someone around to help is a scary thought to me. Most people who help me do not last as they do not have the soul component nor the resistance to the tricks of demons. All of them are attacked at a certain level where the longest they have lasted is 8 years. I have been doing this sort of work for 40 years.

It challenges everything in your life being attacked by people with agendas, curses, hexes, sent spirits, ghosts, and many more problems. You have to deal with people who will not help themselves or empower themselves. They expect the wave of the magic wand and they are the most abusive and upsetting clients as they take everything wrong with their life out upon the healers. The negativity of the energies will bring out every family genetic illness you have and run with it.

Yet the clients who empower themselves and realize that your stopping the harm meant for them is dangerous and something that needs experience and training are priceless. They are my beautiful people and I am proud and happy to know every one of them. 2010 was a year of counting my blessings.

You have to have faith in God and realize that everything you experience and learn is part of his plan and to trust him. I have had so many gifts of God and divine goodness shown to me. People have seen angels saving me, and protecting me. So I can not believe that the problems I have with my health are not part of the plan of God. 2010 was a year of realizing how much God loved me plus how many nice people I have who are kind to me that I have helped with their life problems.

I guess my wishes for 2011 is to work on clearing land in problem areas as that will solve many problems for people who get attachments, ghosts and entities. I would love to travel to Cambodia, and Vietnam just to release some of the hungry ghosts and make things better for everyone. All of the areas in the world where war and genocide were done need the energies cleared for people to live with good mental and physical health. The land being cleared resolves the issues for a great many people who do have problems with obsession and possession.

I also plan to exercise when I am at home like I am doing now. I want to write a book of my cases and could probably make one book out of my first exorcism. I hope that I attract the clients I can help. The clients who will not do the work or are abusive I pray will find a healer that they will do neither too. I wish everyone who reads my blog a happy joyful New Year. May you love your life as I do.

Cambodia-haunted country

2010-12-27T11:29:00.000-08:00

I have read about the Cambodian stampede and here is the news link.

http://news.xinhuanet.com/english2010/world/2010-11/23/c_13618029.htm

The people of Cambodia were having a festival. They were enjoying themselves after the years of suffering caused by Pol Pot and the way they murdered so many people in Cambodia. It made me want to cry. Yet it fits with hungry ghosts and haunted land.

The ghosts exist off of energies that are of life. Things irritate them and make it so they can not drain these energies. A festival is always noisy, and ghosts do not like noise. Running water affects the ghosts and notice that the stampede occurred on a bridge where the spirits attached to the Cambodian people on the bridge could not connect properly.

The energies of all of the unsettled hungry ghosts could be as big of a cause of this as anything else as they listed no reasons for this occurring. It is what happens when there is so much blood spilt on the land that the ghosts number almost the same as the people.

I hope to be able to solve problems like this for people in the future with the work I am doing on methods.

More information on haunted land

2010-12-14T14:02:00.000-08:00

I have had many new ideas with new methods for the haunted land. The big moment in making haunted land live able is to transmute the energies. I have new symbols and methods for doing this and plan to do the methods the next time I get to clear a large amount of land.

The symbols have worked well with houses and clearing energies in smaller plots of lands so that has cheered me up. I have gotten results with some of the work I have done in the area I live in where I have noticed the difference.

I live in a place where wagon trails existed, pioneers traveled, cavalry roamed and so did Native Americans. The mining towns are close by and so is the west end of the Grand Canyon. I have been working on the energies for awhile just to test out methods and feel very encouraged. I also have used the new symbols on some of my cases that I have traveled too.

The main thing is transmuting bad energies to good energies and increasing the vibrations. It is not easy to do as the people who live in the area can try to drag the energies down if they are having a rough time. It is still a valuable method and plan to let everyone know the results when I do get examples of how it works.

Facebook and Social Networking

2010-12-14T13:59:00.000-08:00

I studied social networking and found I was to busy to do it properly. I also felt that I wanted people to find me by what I do easily. I joined Facebook and some of the other social networks but never did much with the webpages and settings.

I did get some friends requests but never any notifications of messages so I just thought that I was not getting messages. Imagine my surprise when I found a bunch of messages and information placed upon my wall. I added everyone that asked and have to apologize to everyone who expected me to be talking to them.

Clearing battlefields and places of Death

2010-11-23T20:54:00.000-08:00

I have been working upon my latest project of clearing battlefields and places of death. I know that it will take transforming and changing the energies of the area. Sometimes it is a huge area of land to be covered or key points in the choice of battlefields has to be done before the other battlefields.

An example would be from a movie I have with Mel Gibson called We Were Soldiers. The battlefield was the place where the French lost and the Americans started attacking a mountain of Vietnamese. It shows a turning point where both countries suffered plus the French suffering added into this spot in Vietnam.

It would be the perfect spot to try out the new methods I am developing plus the fact that it was a turning point for three countries in causing future and past death and disaster. The same is true in the US at battlefields during the civil war where key points gave the change to despair and defeat. Releasing the energies from these spots would make it so the energies at the rest of the battlefields would be weakened where the energies and ghosts would be able to be removed permanently. It would remove the dense energies and make it so the people would have better luck in the area.

Another example is the natural disaster's in Indonesia and the suffering it has caused in death and misery. All of these things can aid in changing the national energies of a country so it can heal and become a healthy prosperous country in the future. It would also mean that mental stability would improve as it is hard to live in a place if you have the slightest ability to be clairvoyant and the ghosts know you can see them.

So my project is moving forward and is a combination of many things. I hope to hear ideas and comments from everyone.

Find out the name of your Guardian Angel

2010-11-09T16:10:00.000-08:00

I have discovered a method to find out the name of a persons guardian angel. It is more reliable and able to connect to an actual angel. Many people today who do spiritual work do not use the divine appellations. I am a great believer in using the religious names such as Jesus Christ Son of God instead of Jesus. Divine Archangel Michael instead of Michael.

My reasons for this is that infernal forces always try to corrupt divine sparks of goodness. Society has used many of these names as children's names so you want to specify exactly which force you want to connect too.

I will give methods for connecting to your guardian angel and the way to call upon the guardian angel for help and by their proper name. I believe this is invaluable for most of the people who visit my website because it will build a divine connection between them and their protecting angel.

More on Project

2010-11-04T17:44:00.001-07:00

Lately I have been thinking about healing war torn areas, and places where genocide occurred. I believe that most countries in the world have problem areas. I know where I live in the US has problems. The area was cursed during the time of the Spanish trail when the priests were using captured Native Americans to transport gold and silver.

People do not realize that some Native American tribes had slaves. In most instances they were integrated into the tribes. Yet slavery leaves it own marks in a culture. The treatment and energies that happened can harm an area forever. The Spanish used captured Native Americans and sold them to other Native Americans.

I was contacted by an archaeologist that had problems with seeing spirits and nightmares with a medicine man chanting at him trying to curse him. He had excavated an old church in my area that was a way station for shipping silver into Mexico. He found blood on an altar that was in the church. He transported the altar to a museum and was haunted from that moment onward.

The land in the area attracts certain types of people and energies which need to be transformed and changed. I have been working on the area for 24 years and have seen what brought results. I moved there because I was taking care of my Mother. Yet I have never been able to feel welcome there.

I also saw in the Philippines how churches were built over places of battles. One church in Manila was built in the Chinese section. I walked into the Church and said the energies felt wrong because of blood, trauma and what looked like fighting and rioting. My friends and I went out the other entrance and there was a plaque on the wall stating everything I had felt. The priests must have tried to place churches on bad energy vortexes and areas. I am sure they did this because the power of prayer would bring alive the divine sparks and remove the negativity.

I did not see it working completely because the prayer stuck in one place and did not seem to influence the whole area. I believe this was partly because of the corner stones but I also feel that the energies needed a energy configuration to move the energies to balance and bring equilibrium to the divine sparks where they influenced the good in the area to come alive.

I also saw how the murder of others has caused haunted areas. I have felt most states with problems have these areas. I know some of the places I have seen in other states had different energies. It also includes deaths from flu epidemics, floods and other traumas that killed many people. So I feel that this can help many people.

I want to write down some of the geometric configurations and ways I changed the energies in the different areas. I also plan to write some warnings and thoughts. The warnings are to people that are doing this work. It is the major mistakes in personal attitudes that cause failure and the land not clearing. It can also cause the person trying to clear the land to be hurt by the energies.

I am rather excited over this and will keep you updated with my thoughts.

clearing haunted land

2010-10-28T19:59:00.000-07:00

I am going to start a new project. I plan to write a manual on clearing haunted land. I was watching the History channel and saw a show on Cambodia. I felt horrible and wonder how the people are able to live with all of the hungry ghosts and unsettled energies. It led me to think of many countries that have suffered genocide and the effects of war.

I did have someone from Serbia write me saying how the people and children that were psychic had real problems and were grateful for my articles. I told them they could publish them in their own language so it could help others.

People do not realize that spirits of the deceased that do not go to the light drain energy. They can cause mental illness, and physical illness for the people who live in highly unsettled areas. My heart goes out for the people of Cambodia, Vietnam, Serbia, Croatia and many other countries.

I have read articles on how people have had problems in many of the countries where the energies are not settled. I know the people pray and the priests, monks, and ministers all try to help clear these energies and bring alive the divine sparks of good. Yet what about such overwhelming death and evil being done? How much hatred, blood and death can an area absorb with out being able to absorb any more of those energies.

I know that battlefields in the US have many sightings of spirits from the Civil War and other moments of national trauma. I would love to be able to help the people who are suffering from these energies.

It takes years for energies to dispel if they ever do dispel. If there was any way I could help by teaching or giving methods to others I would feel blessed.

More Lessons of LIfe

2010-10-10T17:10:00.000-07:00

I have been working on myself with working out, and trying to have my diabetes get under control. It has not been easy but since I was able to buy a used bowflex I have been feeling better. Exercise is grounding so even when you are busy it enables you to clear you mind. If nothing else it gets you think about how out of shape you are. I will post a new photograph if I ever develop a bowflex body but now I am just happy to be doing better.

I had a client write this to me today-
Hi Nita The negativity can also cause you to believe something that is not true. I have had it happen in my life a couple of times. Someone gifted would tell me something that was right about a situation or part of my life that they had no way of knowing yet it was twisted with a lie. I believe a lying spirit entered them at that time to confuse me. I would instantly know it was not true. I would always look at it as God's way of testing me. It would always happen just before something manifested in my life that could move me towards a good change.

I wonder how many people have had this happen in their life. The gifted person helped them and then something twisted it so that it was a problem. Not only the gifted person being wrong but after work was done something seemed to reverse it and undo all of the good?

I have had this happen and I always wonder why and how it could happen. Yet if I look at it as something that is there set in place to prevent the person then I know that it could be identified as something like this occurring at that time. I have always felt that God did test our faith yet these changes seem to be beyond tests at times.

It seems almost like being put in a court room as a hostile witness while you are being probed by aliens. So I wonder if it is God's tests or one of the little ways that evil tries to erode the faith of our lives into something else. Truth is a double edged sword in many ways.

Demons are always considered purveyors of lies and so are many other spirits that are considered to be malicious. It makes us paranoid to be considering these facts all of the time. Yet how many people are brave enough not to doubt and still tell others the truth of how they feel?

I believe this knowing is a way to protect and defend yourself and a gift from God not a test. It would be so nice to have a way to know if something was wrong. This time someone did but other times what we accept twists the energies to the point of reversal.

Chaos is part of this and so are the people who create havoc and chaos for no reason in others lives. It brings energies into play in our lives that can be problem energies. Yet our acceptance of the bad things and fears are a big part of giving them power. I ask everyone who has a moment like this to think of something good to replace the chaos and bad. Pray for a moment and then move on with faith knowing things would be OK.

Lessons of Life

2010-09-20T11:30:00.000-07:00

I have been ignoring my blog and will try to post more often. The reason for this is I have been studying. I am an eternal student and a friend of mine has brought up a subject that I had not read about for years. I was helping her heal her heart chakra.

I have been reading about soul mates, heart chakra healing, love, resonances and vibrations. I have also been studying some mystical writings. I am doing this to help define some of the issues people have who do not heal properly. Most of them have heart chakras that do not open or are so closed down dynamite would not blow them open.

I have had results with using divine love as protection yet the method brings the judgement of the divine upon the other persons actions. Divine love sometimes mean putting down the person trying to harm others like a rabid dog. It works but is drastic.

I read many times in the past that you should send love to those who harm you. I have magicians who do evil all of the time as the ones who attack me. I tried some of the methods and it accomplished absolutely nothing with these people. In particular I had one person not only attack me but challenge me to a duel years ago. I had to use many methods and was recently told by someone I had cursed him. I had to laugh as I never have tried to harm anyone with magic. I then thought what did I do differently during that time.

I realized that I asked that they be bound in divine love and that nothing they did could be released if it was not of divine love. My problems stopped quickly so it was not sending love but surrounding them with love that would not let evil out to harm anyone. I recently starting labeling people and the energies they used as forces. I ask that they be neutralized by divine love wrapping around the energies and not letting anything out that was not of the divine. I have had good results with this as naming the person always creates a focal point for the victim. It gives them someone to fear and the forces an emotional reaction to link too.

So I started doing more research into love and the way it affects everything in our lives. I am still researching it but may have found a way to do transformation of the forces so any harm they try to do will instead benefit the victim by being transformed into energies used to power the good in the victims life.

I am still working on this but it has been an interesting few months of research.

My Divine Father

2010-08-30T10:48:00.000-07:00

I had a client sent this prayer that she wrote for helping others and herself. It is interesting for everyone to think about how this helps someone who has problems. Spiritual problems block out the ability to see the good things in life. The good choices and good emotions are always blocked by worry, depression and seeing the dark side of life.

It is scary to have things happening where you feel closed off from the divine and unable to cope with life. People are doing this to themselves right now with the economy, and other fears. Worry and fear show a lack of faith. People always used to say use a shield of white divine light and love. Most people short out their own shield because when they have problems they worry which adds static to the divine channel.

The heart chakra is also a big part of this as the heart chakra has to be functioning correctly for the divine channel to work properly. If you can not be open and love it is difficult to connect to others. It isolates you where you can be in a room full of people and not have a single moment of feeling connected to them.

I love the Prayer and hope that many of you try saying it to make your day go better and to connect to the heart chakra and energies of beauty.

My Divine Father

My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Affection
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Beauty
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Contentment
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Delight
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Enthusiasm
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Freedom
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Gentleness
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Happiness, Harmony, Honesty,
Hope and a Devoted Husband

My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Integrity
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Joy
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Kindness
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Love
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with an abundance of Money
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Niceness
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Optimism
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Peace, Protection and Financial Prosperity
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Quiet
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Restfulness
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Safety, Security and Serenity
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Tranquility
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Understanding
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Virtue and Violets
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Wonderment
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Xcitement
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with Youthfulness
My Divine Father gives me a life filled with a Zest for Life

I am all right. Everything in my world is all right.

By Kay Thompson 8/20/2010

High School Reunions can be fun

2010-08-23T14:12:00.000-07:00

I just returned from my high school reunion. I was always shy and just quietly miserable during my teen age years. I had one friend who was a great person that I have lost touch with over the years. Yet I had many other people I talked too. It was nice just seeing others who had some of the same experiences.

They are also the same age I am so we had similar experiences to share about the health of our parents, our lives, our talents and abilities. I did a method to let go of the bad memories of the past and it was also very purging and cleansing. I do not know of a single person that did not have experiences during their teenage years that did not effect them through out their lives.

It was uplifting and special. I had a nice time and it made me think about how spiritual problems and just experiences keep us from connecting to others. Spiritual problems always isolate the victim from others because they do not know how they feel. Just the way that something happened to you in High School that was so embarrassing it took you years to talk to the people who witnessed it.

The thing that makes a difference is working at overcoming reactions that no longer work in life. You can not hide from or avoid the things that have happened to you. The person has to learn to accept themselves enough to laugh at what happened and move onwards. Life is dealing with challenges and experiences in a way that is positive and brings you closer to the divine.

Magical Pathworking by Nick Farrell and thoughts

2010-08-11T22:55:00.000-07:00

I have read an excellent book called "Magical Pathworking by Nick Farrell." It is sold on Amazon and I bought it because it was a subject I did not know much about in my training. I realized after reading the book that it has a number of things that are very helpful.

The book has a method for healing the subconscious. I have used similar methods but never tied the methods into an inner kingdom so to speak that uses myths and legends for healing. I will try this more often when I have people who try to set what happens in their world. We can control what we do and most of the people with spiritual problems try to control every one else.

I also enjoyed some of the methods given and how it goes into psychological path working. It states the dangers and the advantages of using this method. It is also something I have been doing naturally for years. I did not have the Golden Dawn basics taught me on path working in the first mystery school I was in but did it with out realizing what it was in many of my healing methods. Especially with the raising up through the levels to pull down the healing and create healing.

It is interesting that I found this method worked. It also shows me every thing that I thought was true about the methods that work being used through out the centuries. Methods that do not work do not last the test of time. I always believe that each generation adapts a past method that works to their efforts.

He also mentioned about when there are extreme changes that the person gets many of the symptoms I had during the last few months. It all adds up in other words and I suggest to anyone that wants a different approach to read this book.

Path working is not exactly what I do but it is a valuable aid to me. I can add a new method that might work better upon some people who have problems.

Challenges

2010-07-30T01:23:00.000-07:00

I have had many challenges these last few months. It is good for me in some ways as I have had to look at myself and my reactions. I try not to get mad yet I have been in a bad mood over different things that have been occurring in my life.

It has made it so I looked at myself and thought do I want to keep doing this sort of work. I have been doing it for 40 years. It is longer than any other exorcist, or spiritual healer that deals with negative spirits. I put myself on the line for my clients and most of them are so wrapped up in themselves and their problems they do not understand it when I get exhausted.

I have been trying to go in a different direction and train others. It is a relief in some ways and I do feel good doing it. I have not had the money to get started with the Astralhealer Church but I want it to be a place of help and aid for people with spiritual problems. I want it also to be a place where people can train to help themselves and others. Some people may be able to do all of the difficult methods while others can just do the simple things. Yet their being trained and able to help others is a blessing for this earth.

I always get exhausted when I have cases where the challenge is the people actions as much as any demons. Each case is a learning experience. The last few months has been a learning experience and I have come through it. I have faith that things will move forward for me now in a positive way.

People have expectations of healers. Yet we are all human beings with human problems and reactions to life. I have a new article out about this subject besides what I have in this blog. It is called doubt and lack of faith-how it affects our lives. What I do is very difficult and is respected in many places.

Yet the people who do not understand what the healing is all about are the problems. I plan to do a series of articles like I did on this blog indicating the main reasons people do not heal. I have also learned valuable methods these last few months that should help many people. The only way this works is by the divine. No one else is responsible but the divine.

It is always a trade off and negativity always tries to find a way to upset the person getting good results on bringing alive the divine sparks. It is also a challenge to teach people when they are so full of what they know and trying to act superior that they do not listen. I hope that the series on healing helps the people who are unsure what happens to heal themselves and that there are no quick fixes.

Chaos and Doubt

2010-07-25T11:38:00.001-07:00

My website was down and it was my fault. I went into the cpanel and looked at the security settings and on one of them I hit submit with out changing anything. The website crashed and this was a huge moment for me. The hosting company figured out what was wrong and fixed it. They told me that the interface was not right so I did not feel like a total idiot.

Yet I looked at the last time I posted to my blog and realized that some times the stuff of life keeps us from doing what we are supposed to do. It is like that with everyone. How many of you have noticed that when you try to move forward and create a positive change things happen to your life. You have to finish one thing or the other.

Things get turned upside down and you doubt yourself and your decisions. The same thing happens in healing and doing magic or energy work to help others. You move forward and have the positive change set up so the person has the healing happen with his life moving forward. You know that you did a good job and that every thing should go well.

The positive meets the negative and the changes sort of freeze in place. What ever energies that need to be added by the person is not accepted or the person does not add them. Things just do not move or move in the wrong direction. The healers always have one of two reactions. One is I did every thing right so if it did not go right it was because it could not exist with what you are doing in your life.

The next is to try to problem solve. I am more of the problem solver type and treat each case like a mystery. Yet anything I do is allowed by the divine so if it does not work it is always the divine blocking it for some reason. It can make you doubt yourself, the divine, or anything you are doing to help someone. Doubt is deadly in healing, prayer, and in life.

People like to worry about things as if they are in control. We are in control of some things such as the bills, what we do and act like, our reactions and emotions and much more. Yet control of anyone else is impossible. Just try doing it in a marriage or with children. It will never work and will ruin every one's life in one way or another. People feel that they can plan their lives yet the only thing that can be planned is one end result moment. The rest of it and how it happens is always left up to the divine.

It is the same in healing and magic. You can pull down energies from above and set an end result in place. You can see the end result happen but then things do not work out in the normal way that you expect them to work out. It is always the change in the middle that makes anyone doubt themselves and that is where chaos and negativity can enter your life.

Once you get through the doubt and upset the end result shows up. It is not as you expected it because you put energy into all of your fears and did not energize the positive end results that you wanted to exist. You then go into the negative cycle again.

Doubt is deadly in every way and worry is not much better. I had a person who always doubted her magic and wanted it checked so she would be told she did good. Yet the time for checking is before you do magic. Doubting yourself afterwards is just like tossing all of your work out an open window. You may recover some of it but the rest is damaged.

It is not about drawing what you want as much as having the belief that it can happen. Doubt destroys belief in many ways and allows chaos into your life. Doubt of the divine wanting the best for you, saying God hates you, and other statements will block every thing good.

It is for this reason every one should think about this and see how they block their own lives. All divine forces love everyone no matter what religion. We have to appease our own fears more than an angry divinity. We can do a great deal of harm to ourselves by worry and doubt.

Kindness

2010-07-08T12:57:00.000-07:00

I have always felt kindness was an under rated emotion. People try to be a nice person. Trying to be nice means you are taken advantage of most of the time by people who use others who are trying to be nice. You either are nice or are not nice trying to be one or the other is two sides of the same coin.

Kindness is different. I do a lot of work trying to be kind to others. I feel many things happen because people are not kind anymore. What is the difference between nice and kind? A nice person is the one who helps your aunt buy groceries when she only has the money for medicine. They do an active courageous act of salvation for another human being. Trying to be nice means most of the time you are being led to others to test your stamina. The moment you judge them as not being deserving of what you do then you cut off the divine and put yourself in the place of the divine. It is not up to you to judge them but just thank the divine that you were led to them.

Kind means to be the sort of person who tries to actively cheer others up. If they have something mean to say they do not say it. If they have something to complain about they listen to others talk about their problems. They then just give thanks to the divine for not being the one that has to deal with those challenges.

Kindness is also the person who sees a co-worker struggling with depression and says something kind to them. It is seeing a person who is always mistreated and saying how much you appreciate them. It is many things but does not make it so the person has to show they are nice by giving money where they show they are nice.

It is a true gift of the heart to others. Loving kindness is a phrase used in Buddhist literature and it means just that fact. Kindness is a gift of the heart and most people have kindness in them but have had others hurt them too much to show it. Our world makes it so we are closed off from our heart chakra in many ways.

Many of the things we do is all about a gift of the heart. We can be nice but no one has to know about it but ourselves. We can make things better and give charity but no one needs to know about that either. It then becomes a gift of the heart to the divine. Because he always knows when we are nice, kind and charitable.

The divine judges the people we give our kindness too. If they are acting badly or taking advantage of that kindness it is on them. Yet by our very act we do show we are a nice person, have kindness in our heart and soul. Intentions can mean a great deal even when we do not do things right.

I like to show kindness and see someone smile. A beautiful smile is the best gift that I know of for a moment of kindness.

Love

2010-07-03T11:40:00.000-07:00

I realized that I always avoid this subject because I do not feel an expert on it in many ways. I then realized who is an expert on love. We can try to structure it and control it. We can try to pick people according to what we want instead of how we feel in our heart. Love is essential to everyone and all of us have many ways of ignoring it or having blockages because of lack of love.

Love is essential because every blockage we have in our life relates to some kind of love. If I did not love the divine with all of my heart and soul I would never be able to do the work that I do. If a Mother did not love her child the child leads a miserable life. You can tell the difference between people who have been loved and who are not loved.

All of our lives we have suffered from reactions and actions due to rejection and lack of love. So why do we do this to ourselves. Love is every where and in every thing. We have a chance to reject it or appreciate it. We have love for ourselves and will still consistently reject or appreciate something we have done in our lives.

We can fall in love at a moments notice just by looking at a person and knowing that we can love them. We can make the wrong choices through sympathy or wanting to be needed and trap ourselves into cycles where both people have to learn to love. All of my cases have personal relationships, friendship and love impacted in their lives. The first thing evil does is isolate someone so they can not experience love from others.

Love is the key. Everything I do depends upon divine love and the divine love helping me and the clients. Is a test of my self-love and trying to replace suffering with love. The clients have to learn to love themselves and obstacles always involve the flip side of love in all of its forms and aspect that influence our lives. Cruel treatment, abuse, and disdain will break up healing energies quickly. Manipulation and ego will do this plus all of the other obstacles I have listed. Why because it breaks up and negates the vibrations which changes the energies to something else. Love can not manifest fully.

Love between two people always involves the resonances and vibrations of energies allowing them to match or merge with the other person. To do healing you have to be able to match the resonances and vibrations of the energies from the divine and push them into the symbols, methods and healing that you are doing. The methods vibrations fitting into resolving problems is all important and that is why I have to know a great many methods.

Someone else can use these methods for months and not have them work because they are not able to match the energies and resonances of the divine. I have trained a great many people in methods but have accepted very few assistants because I know they are not able to connect to the divine and it would not be doing them a favor to have them help me.

You can have someone fall in love with you by matching your resonances to theirs and to their vibrations. Yet it will not stick so to speak unless you are similar in energies. Love spells make it so the people match resonances and affects the one casting the spell more than the one they manipulated with the spell. The reason is once they match the vibrations of the person it causes them to change.

So what about twin flames and soul mates. Soul mates can be a clearing of past life time karma. It gives us the opportunity to do what needs to be done to learn what the soul mate is teaching us. We have many soul mates. I have read in books that there are flame families and you would be attracted to the different flames at different periods in your life. The ones that match you during that period of time you would be drawn to no matter where they are in the world.

I feel that twin flames are the other half of our soul. We may have many people that are similar to us but I can not see where flame families are born unless the soul is switched around which does not seem possible. It is a reward from the divine and they do not have to be doing the same thing we do. It can be similar.

It would not surprise me to have my twin flame be a body guard, police office, or protector of some sort that wants to make things go right. That is an example but a great deal of what I do solving spiritual issues is like solving crime. It is the who, what, why, when and where. So if a person is a business person that other person would be a creative force in a similar field.

We can go on and on here but the main thing is that it completes the circuit where both people are a total circuit to the love of the divine. It makes it so love is glorified and they can love themselves and others. Love is the key to all healing and it is not only in relationships. It is in everything we do in life.

Honorable Actions

2010-06-28T09:40:00.000-07:00

The best way to stay connected to the divine is by honorable actions. I mean by this phrasing that a person does what they feel is right and correct. They honor their divine father, soul, and self by keeping their word and being a real person.

Many people today feel the path to success is by mirroring what others want to see. They project the images that others will react to in a positive way. It is all a false front and is used to manipulate others. The other people may through friendship, sympathy, and kindness be made fools of by the person or helped until the real person comes out.

Yet it is all falsehood and does not honor the divine nor their divine soul. People who are victims of these sorts of people always lose faith in themselves and their actions. It is an attack upon their inner core of trusting others. A person who does this is as harmful as a violent person who shoots people.

Demons and evil always love the sort of person who mirrors everyone and everything else. They can use those people and many times the best manipulators always have an evil component in their energies. Today people who do this are very common. It will not work with other people like them as it is then just a competition. They look for people who are trusting, kind, and who give others the benefit of the doubt.

The cruelty and abuse makes it so the person who tries to do honorable actions loses trust in the divine. The predators feed off the misery, pain, and sorrow enjoying the evil they have caused. Yet these people will learn that the divine does notice. I have seen it happen and wonder if part of the economic crash is not due to the prevalent nature of our institutions being incapable of doing honorable actions.

It is always about money in one way or another. The auto warranty you buy and find out they will not pay any money to fix the air conditioner because the oil in the car was not changed exactly at 5000 miles. Yes I do know a person that this happened too. The person who gets a phone call from a debt collector. She knows she does not have a loan with the company. They demand her information such as a social security number to prove it is not her debt. She gives it trusting the company to take honorable actions and remove her phone number. Instead they fill in her information and try to get the debt out of her since she owns a home.

Scenarios are being played out like this every day. People are being victimized every day for not thinking like manipulative crooks. I feel our economy would not have collapsed except for this utter lack of honorable actions towards others.

Every time I have had problems it was with manipulative people who tried to get my trust. They made sure they showed how innocent and what great people they were. I work through compassion and trust. They have no reason to lie to me as I am working on helping them through their problems. The first thime they have a lack of honorable actions and nothing will work correctly they have bad intentions towards me. They play the game and may fool others but they do not fool the divine.

Everyone has a choice to do honorable actions and be an ethical person. The cruelty, abuse and pain that is left behind in not dealing with honorable people is huge. The wreckage left of people who tried to take their anger out on the manipulative people is shameful but a chain reaction. The divine sees and knows everything so it ends up being a cycle that we as humankind have to break out of to be able to be in a better world.

I know a person who hires honest people and by the time they put up with her and her husband everyone is a thief. They manipulate, abuse, and try to traumatize others by humiliating them in public. They lie and they cheat others. They wonder why their employees steal from them after all the bad treatment. I mentioned to them that their treatment of others was the problem. I was told how nice they were and how kind they were. The people were just stupid.

They hired people that acted the same way to others that they did and were angry over it all of the time. They felt that they got to act the way they despised in others. Funny isn't it how most people can be blind to the fact that what they do and what they hate is always found in the others they are angry at for the same thing.

Trust

2010-06-14T10:41:00.000-07:00

I plan to do articles on the obstacles where I have them permanently on my website. I did an article with methods for grounding, centering and shielding. I know that this is needed for many people who are trying to evolve.

One of the things that helps you to advance spiritually is trust in the divine. You are able to do this because you know he wants the best for you. Yet once the trust is abused or there is doubt it is when things turn badly for people. I have many clients who have had their trust abused by others.

They start to worry and say things are not going right. They wonder if God hates them because if they are praying to a true, kind, loving compassionate divine God why would he allow this to happen to them? How can they trust him when he is punishing them for things others did to them. They become afraid of God and repent, ask to be redeemed and saved from their problems. They pray for help and nothing seems to listen and they just go deeper into their morass of depression, gloom, and doubt.

Depression, gloom, doubt, and wondering why things happen to you defeat divine energies. I know people who are so used to things going bad that all they do is ask what did I do wrong this time? They beat themselves down into nothing as if they were the worse people in the world.

I believe in trying to set things right that have been done wrong. If you owe money or made promises you try to keep your word. Things will happen where you can not do this and many times this is the challenges of life. Bad things may happen to us but it may not happen because of us. Understanding the divine plan is impossible and if we trust and have faith things do turn around for us.

It is a hard lesson to learn and I can say I have not been perfect at doing this in my life. The type of work I do makes it so many times the divine uses me as I use divine energies to help others. It is the energy exchange of help being received and help being given. God does not need my help nor does he need to help me. Yet some people are borderline and by having my help they show what they are made of and they will be treated by how they act. Borderline means people who are married and one half is the problem while the other half is good. It means people who have a major choice and can be helped out of their bad decision. Borderline means people who repent and if their repentence is sincere my help can bring them out of their problems. Borderline means people who are tested by how they treat me and others to see if they are need to go through certain challenges because of their actions. All of these are examples.

It takes a great deal of trust and faith to have everything blow up around you when things are ended. You see that while the divine helped me to do good it was also shown that the person did not really deserve the help. Yet I am not the judge of whether they deserved help if I was told to help them. I know that if I leave and they are not cured it is the divines decision. I use divine energies and the divine can do anything. The divine made that decision. If every thing blew up it means that the divine judged their actions and how they respect others and made them miserable. It can also mean that the divine did not want me to help them anymore or felt I needed to leave the situation.

Many times things go right for the person afterwards even when they have acted badly to others. Yet life goes in sine waves which means you can be up and then you can be down but you will never be permanently in one place. Change always occurs and every thing vibrates and resonates where change can take effect.

The best way to develop trust is to list the problem areas of your life. I would say a big one at this moment is money and getting paid spaces. You thank what ever God or Goddess you pray to for your money space being full and your employment space being empowered. You do this each day and just trust things will happen because the divine is good. It will come about if you do not complain, worry, and doubt that it will happen.

It is the same thing with people who will not pay you properly. You can threaten them, and be upset. Yet you do not even have to write them to tell them they are doing wrong unless you want to make sure they realize the damage they will do to themselves. You just have to trust that things will occur where they will be taught not to do this to others.

I know many people have wondered at times while people who are real pieces of filth prosper. Even the divine could not love them and their actions. You may try not to judge them but it is so hard not to be human and do so. You look at their actions, how they do not keep their word or promises. Yet everyone knows people who act badly that prosper and have the very things they would love to have.

The reason people have problems and get shown these people all of the time is they judge them. It means they do not trust the divine to judge them and do it themselves. It is then set into motion all of the bad things the people do such as covet, envy, talk badly about another, wish them to learn their lessons, and many other things. I did this to myself for years. It did not make things easier and it only worked when I released the energies and quit talking about the bad things.

The divine wants you to make your own luck and pick your own challenges. Not for you to try to be like someone else and their life. Money and possessions are things that are always credited to the devil, and that you can not take them with you. That is very true but money is also divine love and what the divine wants you to do to have an easier life.

Money is an exchange of energies, and a way that you are shown people appreciate you and your efforts. It is not of the devil nor is it to be used as a status symbol, weapon, or a way to harm others. Money is to make it so you can live, find challenges and enjoy life. Yet it is the subject people have the least trust in the divine producing money and a good life for them.

The divine does not have to live up to your expectations, and may with hold things that are part of the challenge you are having in your life. Yet realizing that you can trust the divine, and that thanking the divine, praising him, being kind to others will bring the change which will bring you the things you want in your life.

blockages and obstacles-ego, control, and expectations

2010-06-09T19:20:00.000-07:00

I am at the end of this list even though I could do a few more. Yet the above three obstacles in our lives cause most of the problems. Ego is a real dream killer. The reason for this is the person with the big ego will walk blindly along leaving emotional wreckage in very step they take. People who have problems with their egos always have problem with control and expectations.

If you look at what makes up a person full of themselves it is always judging others as inferior so they can say I am special or better than the other person. Whole societies do this that have caste systems. It does not mean a poor person or a person from a lesser social status might be smarter or more inventive. What matters is they can put them down as less than what they are.

Yet that person who is always judging and putting others down really feels inferior to everyone. I have seen people who are so special and they are the nicest people who make everyone feel comfortable. Look at yourself and see if you have the danger signs. If you have to say you are special or better than others you should work upon yourself. The reason for this is that if you are better and special others know it and you do not have to say a word.

People who have to micromanage everyone and be in control in all areas of their life are really afraid and fearful. The person with ego is always having to convince himself that he or she is better than everyone else. The person with expectations brings all of this together in a cruel way that is not as obvious. They are always the people making fun of others but they can not take what they do to others.

To set your expectations on anything means that you know you can do what your goal. It is the sign of good business people and successful people. Yet most of those people do not experience success every time. It takes trial and error to manifest the good. If you experience the first set back and blame everyone else most of the time it is all about you. The triple combination of having to be right and superior, control every thing and have everything including the flowers on the table to fulfill your expectations is a deadly combination.

You are not living in reality or truth. You do not dedicate yourself to the hard work just the good feeling of being in charge. Everyone likes to be in control at certain moments. I have had people I told that they needed to let the magic manifest and concentrate on bringing it into existence by doing their work on the physical plane. They were not in control and it scared them.

The expectations that they had were for everything to manifest and be easy for them. People do not realize how magic works and how psychics work. Magic works through the way of the least resistance. It is like a water leak as it is difficult to find and works it way into everything. So it does not manifest in big ways. If it does manifest in a big way then the resistance against what you are doing has to be over come. Magic manifests by persistence and some times a great deal of time and effort.

No one knows how long it takes to heal because it happens in layers and there is no control over where it leads the person to remove the layers. Ego can happen to the healer as much as to the client. No healer can heal everything. Psychics may be good at some things but no one is perfect at every thing. I always state when I try something new that it is new to me and I do not know how things will work. I am a magician plus being a psychic so again I get results but dare not to develop a big ego over it. Anyone who does the work I do has to consider the divine doing it and have compassion or the work does not get done.

So the person with control problems and expectations with a problem about needing to feel superior creates the most blockages of all. Think about it if you develop a big ego and think you are special there is always someone out there to rub your nose in how special they are. If you try to be in control there will always be a certain level of chaos because no one can be in total control. If you have expectations the world never works that way.

The reasons for this is the divine has a sense of humor and also a real talent for challenges. We are meant to overcome the obstacles and problems we have set for ourselves in our life. I may sound rough on people at times but it is the time of every one thinking positive and good things happen. We were thinking positive when the world economy crashed. Thinking positive does not work when a part of us refuses to believe it and does all of the actions that create causes and effects.

The only way to cure these problems is to practice knowing ourselves and living in truth in our lives instead of how we want our lives to be. Yet it also has to be realize that people say things like what we want removed means we draw more of it. It is not true as you can problem solve and then fill where the negative energies were with love and kindness.

Duality is a condition of living on this earth.

obstacles and blockages-accepting abuse and blame

2010-06-06T22:26:00.000-07:00

The next blockage is one that is near and dear to my heart. It is one of the bad habits I have to overcome in this life. I work for others healing them of their spiritual problems. I see them at the worse times in their lives. I understand this fact even if they do not realize it. I do my best to ignore things that might cause the healing not to work properly. I feel I should not have to argue with clients as it ruins my attitude for healing. Healing works best in an atmosphere of kindness, love and caring. I never encounter people that are able to do this while having problems.

The problem with this is some people are just abusive to others. It may not matter to me what they say because I know it is not true or right. Yet by allowing them to talk to me in an improper fashion I block the healing and they do not learn about their actions. I do this work out of compassion and feel for them. I am willing to ignore it and let it go.

Yet because I show kindness the next thing they try to do is blame me. Most people that have to abuse others do not have the courage to accept blame or responsibility. So by being kind to them I am really crippling them in their behavior. Most adults that act this way will not learn but they will find new victims. They will ignore you correcting them when it is a major problem. Any person that is abusive is their own worse enemy. Everyone will treat them badly and finally the resentment will build up until they do something to hurt the person.

I had one client for years that would abuse me then say she did not mean it that way. I finally got sick and tired of it. I was the healer and she was the person trying to micromange everything, blame everything but her, and then abuse the person helping because things were not happening the way she thought they would happen. I was not helping her by trying to work with her. I was causing her to have more problems because of her actions.

The healing would not work because by abusing me she felt she was in control and would not do the methods. The client felt since she was managing things the healing would go the way she expected it to go no matter what I told her. It did not go her way so it did not work. All people do who have to do this to others is work themselves into the situation where they have all of the problems happen to them because they refuse to look at themselves. They always feel they are superior and life keeps trying to show them they are imperfect and human. So I was wasting my time when I tried to give her a chance to do better.

So what happens when you have a lifetime of others teaching you to accept blame that is not yours because they do not want to accept responsibility. That use you as a scapegoat for their cruelty even when you have to ask what you were supposed to have done? You get a certain energetic reaction that causes you to just accept the abuse and blame and just work for a successful conclusion. Surely when every one sees that you were successful they will show appreciation and kindness.

It does not work that way and since I have traveled I have found places where millions of people accept the abuse of a few just to try to make things work in their lives. They have to feed their families so they accept the abuse. They have to work to make their life work so they accept the blame even when they know they did not do anything wrong. They try not to get into arguments and every explanation they make is called an excuse.

The secret to this is to not care and most people who accept abuse and blame do care. They want to be seen as someone who does a good job. They want to show they are worthy of praise and appreciation. The problem is that abusive people always accuse others of cruelty. They lie about anyone that makes them feel inferior, or just have problems with everyone.

They always complain to others about everyone else being abusive. They blame others in a mirror of their own actions. Standing up to them works for a while but the main thing is to work for someone who is not like this. If you are stuck in a job with abusive people or a family of abusive people it is a nightmare.

The main thing is to realize that you did not do the thing that you are being blamed for or abused over. State you did not do it and when explanations are asked for state I did not do it so do not know why anything is done. If they continue every one has their own choice of dealing with this problem. The main thing is to realize it is all about them and their feelings not you.

Yet trying to break the bad feelings is not easy. Find a way to release and cleanse your energies each day after being around such people. People like this suck the energy and good out of you so quickly it is like being around a negativity generator. Be kind to others and say the things that you would like to hear. You can tell a co-worker that you appreciate them and their work. You can be kind to another person suffering like you do. It may help another person and build a support team of others who have to put up with the same thing.

Realize that there are kind caring people who do not act badly. You do not have to put up with these actions and you can find a new job. You can not find a new family but you can make one of your own with people you actually like.

The main remedy to people who are suffering from abuse and cruelty is loving kindness meditation and insight of the mind. I have books on these subjects that can be downloaded from the PDF files in my library. Loving yourself and others can be the key to most of the obstacles and blockages that we suffer through in life.

Yet instead of listening to others who blame you for things you did not do. Who do not listen to you and try to say or try to harm your inner spirit. It is all about them and their cruelty not you. Accepting responsibility and living in the truth of your own actions will give you a good life. Yet you do not need to be responsible for anything but your own actions.

New Services Added at my Website

2010-06-06T12:38:00.000-07:00

I wanted to mention to everyone that I am adding new services at my website. They are Soul Realignment with your Life Purpose, Candle Rituals which I designed the symbols and methods myself. I have used these methods for years in combination with many other techniques. I am also doing Soul Retrieval and Defragmentation.

I have done all of these services for years in combination with other techniques. I felt people who did not have serious problems but did want work done would find it beneficial to have them separate where they could just get the one service done.

Recently I was hired as a magical bodyguard. I did a good job at protecting the person during a time of competition where the opponents were trying to harm the client. I stopped attacks and removed energies that were able to get through talismans and many other things that would have harmed them.

The person also had physical body guards and I noticed that many of them displayed psychic abilities that they used. They had an intuition when things felt wrong. I can train those body guards to protect their clients on a higher level so they can keep harm away from their clients.

Anyone interested in these services should contact me.

Obstacles and Blockages-Love and Romance

2010-06-01T08:11:00.000-07:00

I do not do love spells as I feel they can be curses to both the person who has the love spell done and the one it is cast upon. Yet many people fall in love with others who do not care back. They work very hard to be romantic to a person who does not respond back. They wear themselves out being in love with people that ignore them.

The reason I have found for this is they do not know what love is all about and have their blockages due to experiences in their childhood or young adulthood. Many families in the US do not give affection to each other. The only time any attention is given to the child is when the child misbehaves. Anything good is ignored or just sort of passed over.

People learn just to shut themselves off. They feel it is about them and not about the parents or other people having problems. People who have a childhood where their parents are affectionate and then reject them for no reason have the same troubles. So the person becomes a adult and then deals with others.

A rejected person always picks people who acts like the ones he feels should love him. A family full of people who can not express their love will create a person who seeks desperately for love. Yet that person picks people like his family members for a relationship. The reason for this is the subconscious program that people who love you act like your family.

I know how I was treated consciously and will not consciously pick someone like my family. Yet I saw a pattern in my relationships through out my life. I always pick people who react in certain ways to me which was like my family. I picked the same sort of emotional reactions. I was shocked and decided to consciously work upon the people I always reacted to in my life.

Many people keep this pattern of picking others who are cold and reject them because they feel they have to earn love. Love is not earned or conditional. The person has to feel that for you in the first place or they will never feel it later. Love spells work only if the person is already in love and they intensify the feelings of both people. Yet a person can do magic nonstop and the person will not react or live up to their dreams. The reason for this is the person is not capable of being what the other person wants them to be.

So many of our obstacles and blockages in life come from our expectations of what we want and how we want the other person is to react. It is also our expectations about the way others always treat us no matter what we do. Love is not about expectations nor is it about any of the things we judge people for whether it is money, looks, race, or lust. I saw romance in one of the commercials as sex with a man when that is the end result of romance after they have wooed the person.

It may sound old fashioned but the romance and affection showed the two people whether they were suited for each other or not. Sex and lust only last a year or two at the most. Learning to like and love someone that supplies your emotional needs is for a lifetime. No one is perfect and if you decide to be a partner to a person with emotional or abuse problems it is your choice. The only person that can change them is themselves. Yet many people suffer for years trying to make the person what they want them to be. This is a definite blockage and is not the other persons fault.

So you jump into bed with a hot guy and find out later that he is not capable of loving you the way you need to be loved. It creates actions and reactions which teach both people a lesson. Yet it is an obstacle if you keep picking the exact type of person that has always made you unhappy. Most people do this and you hear them complain about women or men. They always act the same way and other such statements like the other sex is an alien race. Books have been written on this also. Yet the main thing done wrong is not communicating and liking the other sex.

You can love men and sex with men. Yet on a basic level you do not like them or their habits. You make it so the man or woman is not a person to you that you like but a necessity to get sex, money, romance or love. Yet if you can love them as a person and partner then you get everything that you expect and want in your life. People expect to get divorced instead of working on their marriage and be giving and kind. So how do you correct these problems?

The way to make it so you do not keep repeating this mistake is to do loving kindness or Metta meditation. Take time to send a mental hug or kindness to a person you care for each day. They will blossom with out knowing the reason. You should also give yourself a hug a day and pray for a good day in which ever way you believe in the divine. Learn to be fair and instead of making others live up to your expectations try to learn to put yourself in the other persons shoes. You will learn how to treat people better by doing this and real love is also caring about the other persons needs and making things better for them.

Sending love to ourselves will heal many problems and makes it possible for us to love others. The next thing is to realize that our own subconscious may betray us and to work upon our expectations and what we want. I always feel finding a man you love is better than a bunch of qualifications which do not mean a thing for future happiness. Romance and time helps you to find a person who responds to you and thinks of your needs also.

It gives you a chance to not make the mistakes in judgment that you could make otherwise. If someone does not give you love and kindness back think about being around them even if you love them. It may be your subconscious reactions getting you in trouble with the world.

Obstacles and Blockages-Money and Abundance

2010-05-23T11:31:00.001-07:00

Everyone has heard how things can be influenced in their life. I know I go on about this but do not give opinions on what can help very often. I do this in hopes people will read on my website but this is also a great way to get through to everyone.

I help many people to transform their lives. I have to work through layers of problems to do this and always say it is like peeling an onion. You never know how many layers there are and the problems become more intense in the middle.

I have read many books on drawing money and abundance. Most of these make it sound so simple. Yet many people can not make these methods work or manifest the good energies for themselves. I have some ideas on this and what has helped problem people in the past and plan to cover the different subjects.

People who are married join their spaces and Master Programs of their conscious and subconscious minds with their spouse. If you marry a rich person and you have a poverty program and make it so your space is dominant. Your spouse will start to make mistakes in judgement and lose their money. A rich woman marrying a man with a bad money space in particular will allow this to happen. The male energies are more active than the female and the male takes over. So the rich woman will wonder why she is making mistakes in judgement and know that it happened after she married. Yet the male will do things right occasionally and moments of agreement allow him to anchor his energies into her space until they are broke or bankrupt. Kick that man out of your space and the same is true for rich men with manipulative ladies that drive them broke. I believe the best way to be married is to join yourself but state right in the vows that all spaces and energies for success, abundance, and karma are separate where they will not hit both people at once.

Joining the spaces where the master programs are not upgraded to the positive is a mistake and every one should work upon these methods. Many times I need to do a space and soul method to realign all the spaces and programs. Every marriage should join the people at the heart chakra in love and joy. It should not involve a cold blooded take over of all spaces where one person is in control. I also want to state this can happen in a business partnership where the business fails and the blame is pushed onto the person who was not in control of the decisions. They get upset for the lack of success and the reason why is because they gave up control of their spaces to the partner.

So how do we avoid this and it comes under mental patterns and agreements. No one should feel that any person needs to be in control over their mental spaces but themselves. You join together in marriage or business but you do not give up yourself. You can say "Oh honey you are better at this than I am but always say what you are good at so you keep things separate. Never give up your inner talents and self to be controlled by your agreements, belief's and statements to others. You are the one who has to live with the decisions, mistakes, and take responsibility for what is done. Why would you let someone else decide this for you?

People will say I am not doing this yet look at your life. We are trained to give up control to our family and parents during childhood. We do it when we are employed because we are expected to be loyal to the company and help our co-workers. We do this when we are married because the man is supposed to be in charge. Yet we always have different talents than the other person and this should be remembered. A marriage is a partnership that works to the talents of each partner. Not being under the control of someone and hiding our true abilities. The work place is different than when I was a child now everyone is out for themselves. The middle road as the Buddhists put it is the road to take.

Anyone who wants abundance and money has to be able to have self-esteem, responsibility for their actions, acceptance that they need to correct wrongs, and determination where they can overcome failure. Different themes are played out in this way through out everything that we do. If your theme is to screw over everyone until you reach the top then sooner or later you will find someone who does this better than you do. You will be right back at the bottom when it is done because you never developed the talents and skills to be at the top.

Many times we are blocked from our solutions and that is where magical obstacle removal comes into play. I have a very good method for this in my book "Solving Psychic Attack at

http://www.weavingdreamspublishing.com/catalogofbooks/solvingpsychicattack.html

It is my new book and has the advanced methods I left out of the old book. Contact the publisher and you can buy it to have it shipped to you when it is ready. Yet there are also other methods for every belief system. Introspection meditation especially of the mind shows what we do to ourselves.

Yet the most important thing to realize is that it is our own beliefs that can block us and the way we make our choices. I have the introspection book in my library at my website. Just click on books at the top and go to the library section. I also have loving kindness meditation and how to introspectively control your own reactions.

I have mentioned many times about actions and reactions from our childhood. Life choices and many other subjects. All of these tie into how we obtain what we want in our lives. Babies cry in the way most irritating to the Mother and practice to do this. We can be the squeaky wheel but be so obnoxious and self-centered about it that we do not get what we want in our lives. No one wants to listen to us because everything is always wrong and useless.

The reason for this is expectations that we have in our life. Some people have set beliefs that if one thing is not perfect then nothing has been done and nothing is perfect. If I accomplish 8 out of 10 things and two are partially done I look and say Thank you for all I have accomplished, and thank the divine for all of my blessings. I do not accomplish anything with out the divine. The people with abundance problems always say that they are upset because the two things are left. Be thankful, and always thank the divine even if you do not like what is happening. The reason for this is if you thank the divine for something even when you do not yet accomplish it then you have the divine energies there for you.

Problem solving is different than worrying about every thing that can go wrong. So being thankful puts you in the right mood for things to go right. I always feel that praying every day is also a release of goodness and protection into your life. Affirmations work well for this also. You can turn your life around by being more positive and thankful. Worry can bring alive thought forms that turn into monsters and plague your thoughts for the rest of your life.

A serious problem is if you are married to a person with a demon influence in them or around them. You have to decide through chaos what you can do and many people allow the demons into their spaces because that is what they do when they marry someone. My advice is to get help and if the spouse uses the demon to harm others get rid of them or remove them from your spaces.

You will never get anything you want in life as long as your spaces are joined. It is the real struggle when there are outside forces reinforcing our bad choices and belief's. Yet the same methods will help you to take back your life and yourself that I have listed above in this post. I hope this has made many people think about their lives. We are responsible for everything that goes on even if we have people to blame for mistakes. We did it someone Else's way and should have done it our way.

Life Choices and how They Change the Mental and Emotional Part 2

2010-05-22T00:04:00.000-07:00

The next part of mental and emotional choices comes through different ways our ego, and rationalization causes problems. A spiritual practice in which ego rules over everything done is the way of personal power. Personal power will cut you off from the divine energies. Everyone says I do this or do that when they do magic or they get results. It is all the divine that does it.

I have said this to people for years and if I do not use the word I many people feel that it is not my help. Yet having the divine connections open and clear is what makes it possible for me to do my work. I always thank the divine for everything and every way I am helped. I do daily prayers praising the divine in every way. Yet for the clients I have to say I all of the time.

Feeling you are capable of accomplishing things with out divine aid through personal power is a trap. Every thing we do is guided by our choices which the divine notices and we get moved into different experiences. I know that every time I help someone and they are nice to me it means to the divine that they appreciate the help that is being sent by using me as a vessel of light or for waking up divine sparks. Thanking me and being nice to me even if I am not a perfect person that fits all of the expectations of others means that the divine is being thanked for allowing me to try to do my best to resolve issues.

The reason for this is the divine wants a human solution because we are his children and one good act or deed redeems everyone. We are meant to do acts of kindness and charity. We are meant to praise the divine. The moment we feel we are in control and can control how the healing or energies flow we cut ourselves off from the divine. Methods can be used but they will work differently for different people and cases.

So I do a healing and follow the messages I receive and what I can do. I try different things and invent ways I feel a healing will work better for everyone. I do not change what the people worship and work on everyone having the divine brought alive in them. I only do this with permission and I am not always successful because I am imperfect even if the divine is perfect. I wear out, get ill, and make the wrong choices because of many factors.

Some of them are the physical effects upon my body from the energies flowing into my body. Evil can be broken but also set with a trap to kill the person who breaks the evil. The divine saves the person but they have to trust and believe that the divine will help them in the first place. Yet evil is inventive and evil spirits have intelligence and really can cause manipulation on many different levels. They try to harm the people who do the healing and are being healed. Obsessed or possessed people can be dangerous and have evil use them like a glove. You can like the person but you have to realize what they are no matter how painful it is for you and others.

So the tricks and traps that come from dealing with obsessed or possessed people are the same. They try to make you feel inferior and that they are superior. They are willing to lie, manipulate others, rationalize, judge, be controlling to the point of harming someone, and many other actions. The people around them always make excuses for them but if there is more than one problem having them around where they can try to control the outcome makes it so every thing is chaos. So if multiple problems are happening getting rid of the people who are trying to control, manipulate, and insert themselves and their energies into every thing is crucial.

The person who is obsessed or possessed should be told that they need to get the energies out of every ones space. The reason for this is that they are allowing others to be infected with evil and all of the problems. Realize that regular people can have these symptoms but it shows that something is working on making the choices go from good to bad. It makes the persons life where they are choosing the least bad choice instead of having the choices be both good and bad. All of the choices have repercussions that end up manipulating others and moving them towards the wrong choices. The worse people are the ones who can not be helped because they used the evil spirits and demons to kill others and destroy others. They become integrated and more demon than human.

The person with problems feels that the divine does not love them and will not listen to them. Many of them ask why the divine hates them. They become angry and upset. Things get worse and they are more isolated from their loved ones and friends. None of this is the divine but the fact that through ego, bad choices, anger, and chaos that hooked all of their life to the wrong energies which were not of the divine. Anyone can be a victim of these energies yet once evil notices someone it works upon every issue in the persons life.

Every thing goes wrong so the person will try to micromanage everyone and every thing in their life and try to predict everything they will do. It means the mental illness of Narcissist behavior. It is rampant in this world and shows in all of the people who try to run every ones life. If you do not do exactly what they expect you to do then you are wrong. It is trying to make everyone fit what you believe they should be instead of enjoying the differences.

It is important for every healer to realize that their job is helping the ill person. It is not criticising them about what they have done in the past. It is making the present better. So if the person has problems that can not be changed easily. The healer should work upon the short term issues. The long term issues will take care of themselves once the person feels better.

People who suffer from trauma and abuse suffer from soul fragments. I have seen many people claim to do soul retrieval but they put seven or eight fragments back at once. Do not go to these people as they do not know what they are doing. You can heal too quickly and living through 7 experiences of abuse can unbalance you so much that you are worse when they are done. A split or fragmented soul will prevent anyone from healing properly. Yet it has to be done correctly with the split or fragments being integrated properly. It takes time. People with soul splits or fragments are always disconnected from their own lives.

People who suffer also put out thought forms which can be used by negative forces to bring those issues alive. Many people call these negative spirits yet the person does it to themselves by their fears, worries, and anxieties. Most of us are trained in childhood to do this and shut ourselves off from others. It can cause the person to be trapped with in themselves until they resolve this. I always use the example of a hamster running in a wheel.

Rationalization also is something that is a spiritual illness as you do not live in truth. So the ego ridden person who instantly starts lecturing someone else on how they are all wrong in how they live sees nothing of how they hurt the other person. They do not see how they put them into a mental box and feel superior. They say I was just giving them the benefit of my knowledge and they should know all of this because it is why they have a problem. Many people do this and judge others and lose all of the valuable information they could learn. Knowing what is best for everyone is a problem spiritually. No one knows what is best for someone else.

Everyone who I have met that rationalizes about their own actions also hurts others. People who live in truth look at what is happening and will not do it. It is a big difference in life. So the main reason most spiritual illnesses occur is always the choices that cut people off from the divine and others.

I noticed that most people who live in ego, rationalize, and have spiritual problems are not capable of going past their own pain and thinking of how others feel. They can not put themselves in the other persons place. I know that someone is healing once they do start showing compassion and getting out of their own problems.

Yet all of these choices and actions will make it so the person will not heal properly. It makes it so bad choices brings them to the notice of negative energies and occurrences in their lives. All of these are parts of how evil notices us and most possessed and obsessed people have a number of these problems. It is also how our choices bring us into bad places mentally, physically and spiritually.

Life Choices and How they change the Mental and Emotional

2010-05-20T12:56:00.000-07:00

I will have to do this in more than one part for the mental and emotional effects that life choices can do. We all know about karma but very few people realize that their choices in spirituality will change everything in their lives. I will be working through a variety of subjects and the false opinions I have found harmful or hurtful.

The first thing to be mentioned is trying to evolve and become a higher being. I have seen people turn their lives upside down to do this. They read every book on the subject and become vegetarians, meditate, and many other methods. Yet many of them do not change to the very things that cause one to not be evolved. Evolution can not be earned like a school subject. It is not to be used to judge others or their paths. If you have to tell anyone you are evolved then you are not evolved. If you are evolved then everyone will notice sooner or later.

Choices and actions are the basis of evolving to a higher state. The choices and actions are different for everyone. Yet people who push themselves and overdo many of the practices listed in the books to become evolved will remove their grounding. The reason for this is they are trying be removed from this level so they do not work on the things that will make them a whole grounded being. It causes mental problems such as a disconnection to reality. The work the person has done makes it so they can see energies and spirits. It makes them unbalanced because they do not know how to shield or filter the energies around them. They can have negativity just walk into their mental, physical, and emotional bodies and just sort of take over because they are wide open. The beings control the spaces and levels between these bodies so the person has no control over the conscious or subconscious actions and energies.

I have a book on Soul Restoration that I found very good and explanatory. I had always grounded properly and did everything I thought would balance me in this world. Balance is all important. I received a huge blast of divine grace after doing a good deed and I was so unbalanced it was ridiculous. It threw off my health with my diabetes, and removed my balance on every level. The reason for this is I have heart chakra issues that need resolving. I had angels tell me this and my levels between the bodies made it so the divine could walk in and out as they liked. It could have been worse because divine grace at least protected me from evil spirits.

Yet I was ill and not balanced. I had my eyes changing color depending upon which angel was talking to me. I was told that I was evolving and going up another notch or two. I was also shown what issues held me back so I was ascending to different planes and levels. I am not one to brag but the people that were around me were weirded out because of the eye changes. They had been working at evolving according to the Indian Guru method which is a great deal different than what I do with my path. I did everything to ground. I drank a couple of beers as hops are protective and ground you. I always eat meat because my path is acts of kindness and charity so that is what adds energies not disconnecting myself from the earth. I was stumped as I have never tried to ascend to any extra levels. I just did my work and what was important to me was doing a good job and being grounded. The only other thing that is grounding is sex and I was not ready to do that one when my mate was not with me.

So a person who has never tried to ascend and evolve ended up in the same mess as some of my clients ended up in that had worked to ascend and evolve. I was hugged by Amma and that balanced me but opened up new issues because it also made it so I had to work on my heart issues. Heart chakra issues are a big problem as they are how we have been perceived through out our entire lives. Yet she reset me differently than my path would have reset me over time and I had to work through those issues.

So the main lessons I learned about evolving and being pushed into levels you are not ready for or like I did only half-shifted into until I balanced. One is do not tell anyone about it because if they are working on themselves it will be a bigger problem. They have expectations about what is to happen and it pops their bubble. I had no expectations and was just sort of shocked since I have never worked on evolving or ascending. In one way I feel that saved me a great many problems.

Next is ground yourself. If you do not ground yourself then the levels in-between the bodies will not close back down. It will leave you spacey and may cause soul splits and trauma. Evil will walk into those spaces and make it worse. So do what ever is necessary to get yourself back onto this earth in a grounded state. Use all the grounding methods, place filters between the bodies and soul and be sure that you use shields until you do stabilize yourself.

The last thing is too always test angels. Fallen angels also known as demons and many other negative spirits will pick those times to give you wrong information. Things may happen close to that information but it also creates self-doubt when things do not work out. They put a false layer outside of the person where others do not communicate with them properly or perceive them as what they really are as a person. False angels can not resist certain vibrations of bells, salt, being banished by names of the divine, and many other methods. Make sure you learn these methods if you are having problems. Real angels come from above down the divine Ascension channel and will not hook into the back of the neck or appear outside of you if you are having problems.

Next is working on the issues until the weird effects stop. I was having vision problems and seeing three realities at once. I felt like a person with a three ring circus going on in her head. Yet everything stabilized after I effectively grounded on all levels. A person who had been working upon doing this to themselves would have ended up analyzed with a mental illness and been put on medication if they did not know what I knew about different methods. It does not mean it was easy for me nor does it mean that the people around me were nice to me.

I now feel more complete is the only way I can put it. I finally got everything to the same level and had a few more occurrences help me to balance. I still have work to do upon my heart chakra issues and that is an ongoing challenge. I just have to say to others that evolving is a great goal but it can put your life through some real ups and downs. Beware of what you wish for and be ready for any problems by knowing how to balance, ground, center, shield and filter so you have equilibrium on all of the planes and levels. Any parts of your emotional body that are not worked upon will unbalance you so you are stuck and all of us have problems where we are not perfect. We would not be upon this earth otherwise but up at the top levels watching the earth. Many teachers do not understand this and there are many methods out there to use. Find what is best for you and do not push yourselves as you will naturally move up in the levels if you make the right choices in your life.

So that covers the main issues about using methods to work upon yourself with out learning the basic grounding, centering, and balancing of your bodies. It is the first part of this series and I will talk about the other problems. I hope all of you research methods to keep yourself balanced and safe.

Life choices and how negativity affects your physical self

2010-05-08T23:01:00.000-07:00

Negativity affects your life in many ways. Anything that causes negative energies to come into your life will impact you by causing a disharmony. It depends upon the person and what their weak areas are that show what the disharmony's change.

I have always been a person with weak health. I had eye problems and almost died when I had eye surgery from an allergic reaction to Sulfa. I had health problems and developed all of the family illnesses. It was easy for negativity to cause the health problems that I have now. Diabetes can be controlled by diet and I did so for years. Yet I can not do that now.

Do I love deserts? Yes I do and I normally do not eat them. Yet when I have things going on where I need to ground I find it hard to resist them. I develop infections and other problems when I have not been able to completely stop the effect of the attacks of defending another. I always figure that if the divine wants me to do this sort of work then I will find solutions.I have always exercised, watched what I ate, did not do drugs, did not smoke, only occasionally had a beer. I am overweight since I have been 14 from thyroid problems so you can see how disharmony's find my health the weakest way to work into my system.

Backlash from healing someone happens when evil forces especially demons or spells have been set up to kill or destroy the person that undoes the evil. The divine does protect the person but the demon or opposing magician tries to switch things at the last moment to make it so personal power seems to be used where they can try to cut off part of the help of the divine.

If they do not cause the disharmony at the moment of undoing the evil then they will cause it through the actions of others after the problem is resolved. The challenge is outwitting some thing that is ancient, evil, and intelligent when it is a fallen angel where you can use it against itself and have the divine there as a wall of protection.

You have to develop ways to make it too costly, to harmful and non-productive so the fallen angel just walks away. Magicians who set up spells and rituals to harm others are normally paid and told by the client to do certain things. You have to be sure they are hit and neutralized and the people paying them are hit and neutralized. The people who pay others never want to be inconvenienced by the evil that they wish upon others. So again it makes it too costly for them to want to keep doing the evil work.

You can do things that work with the truth and prevent bad things from happening. It may cause results and ripples that make it so disharmony's occur for others. The reason for this is they are not living in truth or being ethical. If the person who is protecting others always tries to stay in truth and be ethical it does work well for the people they are helping. The others who have any work cause problems will have it be because they are fooling themselves.

Every decision is a challenge and the challenges build up until it is like forcing someone through the eye of a needle. Yet those challenges are what life is all about and what makes it so we learn to be real human beings who live in truth.

So it is realizing that no matter how much people say if you do different cures, or act in a certain way. Be vegetarian, or many other things it still will depend upon what the disharmony's find as the weakest area that they can flow into in your life.

So judging others is not good. I always judge by results and by truth. All of the physical and other things including judging others by money or labels is just a way to feel superior. Any one of us can have problems. It is enjoying every one for themselves and not try to make the other person feel badly about themselves.

Astralhealer Church

2010-05-07T16:22:00.000-07:00

I am starting a online church to train people who have the proper soul component for what I do as a specialty. I also plan to have candle rituals and ceremonies able to be done for people with problems. The money raised would be used in two ways. One way would be to build up a fund for emergencies and the expenses of the Church. The other would be to fund trips to people who are unable to afford them.

I deleted some posts and am combining them in this message. A specialist in the practice I have needs a soul component to get proper lasting results. People do not realize this and believe anyone can do this sort of work. It is not true as the person has to have the soul component or will not be able to do this work for longer than a few years before the back lash takes them out.

By back lash I mean the process of the healing. The soul component hooks properly to the divine and makes it so the divine is doing the work. Evil tries to make it so the person doing this work is disconnected on a certain level where they take the victims karma and agreement. The spirits which are fallen angels or demons doing this have many tricks. The soul component allows a flexibility and communication with the divine that can correct everything that evil does in a students or specialists life.

Demons really start preventing and harming the person who has this soul component at the start of their life. The person who is meant to specialize in spirit removal, exorcisms, banishing, psychic warfare has to be a generalist. They have to be strong enough to take the challenges and move forward in their lives. They are not sweetness and light. They are not trying to evolve, and state how great they are in any way.

They have to be capable of doing the hard work with out thinking of the rewards. Every time they do things correctly they have a layer of this world removed and a layer of divine grace added. Correct causes and decisions help the specialist out of the problems. The specialist learns from each case.

I have been upset over the last case. I had every reason to do so but do not plan to live with it for the rest of my life. I stated my opinions and realized with reading them over that it showed how hurt and ill I have been over the last few weeks. I would not have posted a great many comments in some ways.

In other ways I am proud I said what had to be said and plan to repeat some of it. People working in the Western Tradition do not have the same conditions as an Indian Guru. Most people read about Guru's and figure it is the same thing a specialist like I would do. It is a mistake as someone who does my work also has to be able to put themselves on the line for the divine and do what is necessary. It is more a body guard warrior position along with a spiritual component to it.

Anyone who has a specialist like I am who works through the divine and to have them visit has a sacred responsibility to treat them well. Otherwise it is a challenge and test for the people being helped because they are on the borderline of what the divine decides. The divine does not need human help but the divine does need human emotions, and experiences to give a human solution to a problem. It means the specialist does the best they can do. They do not need promises of undying friendship, manipulations or the people using them to get their goals. They may do methods to help but only because they are meant to be a test for the clients as much as the clients teach them how to learn new ways to help others.

Anyone that mistreats, abuses, or uses a specialist on any path will find that the very thing they used them for will not manifest properly until it is straightened out. Other things done is evil trying to use agreements from others to trap the specialist, and many tricks of fallen angels. The worse problems are with people who integrate the demon energy into their soul and use it to harm others. They can not be helped if they use the demon for their own goals. Especially since the first thing done seems to be the death of a person, animal, or multiple people and animals they are around in their life.

So I will be training people on what too look for to keep themselves safe, when angels are testing others and the person doing the healing, standards of treatments, ways and levels of tricks, ways of energy manifestations and many other lessons once I am sure that the person has the soul component.

Anyone doing this has to be able to do multiple tasks and do them well. I have done up to 14 at time but it did wear me out. You have to be able to have the clients allow you to take rest time and to be able to relax. You have to be able to accept that no one will treat you like a hero and you will be lucky to get appreciation. Your appreciation will be from the divine.

Write me at nita@astralhealer.com

I will need your photograph and will try to see if I can train you to help others or if it will be the basics to help yourself.

Demons- a picture of one

2010-05-06T01:00:00.001-07:00

This photograph is on my website in the photograph section yet it always raises more questions for me than answers. The picture was taken during daytime. Why was the glass black?

I have a very simple camera so where did all of the color distortion come from when the leaves of the plants are in focus.

You can see a figure. No one was outside and there was no red light which could have reflected in the window. We all checked and no one could have been reflected in the window. No one's face could have reflected that way as we all have chubby cheeks.

So the question is what is it? I exorcised that day two demons from the Lesser Key of Solomon that the daughter had conjured. It worked and if you look in the red energies you can see more than one face. The red energies form what I would call a vortex or gateway that can work through windows and mirrors. It means that I had to seal and remove all negative energies from any reflective surfaces.

To me this is proof of things on the other side as it is called and corresponds to many traditions about covering mirrors and windows when someone dies. It also makes me ask the questions are demons the aliens of today. They would have to be inter dimensional to exist in a window and be able to enter into this space using energy distortions.

They would have to be able to exist in this plane only in the form of energies which could pull together the matter and manifestations that we read about in legends. Skeptics will look at this photograph and try to make it so it is just a bad photograph or some other moment. They would try to say I knew how to do this to photographs which I do not do. My talents in photo editing lie with enlarging, cropping, and making the photograph smaller.

I have had many skeptics try to tell me these sorts of things do not exist. I have had many people try to say that the world is dual natured so evil has to exist for good to exist. Yet I do not see this as demons alone as evil exists in the actions we do yet this might be why some people are more susceptible to these forces. Fear, despair and doubt also make it so people try to say they are rational and do not believe in things like demons or aliens. Yet doubters see the photograph and are still scared.

I feel the victims of the little evils we do every day are connected to the energies of negativity. People who do little evils always try to push it off as the other persons fault and when someone accepts this then it makes the energies around them change. We can change the energies around us by working on the actions and reactions of our minds. Seeing how every one has actions and reactions that cause others and ourselves problems.

So why are some people plagued by problems with these forces while other people are not bothered by them at all. I believe that some people have talents that are more open where they can see evil. Others have this as a challenge in their life. Most people want to act like these things do not exist and I can not say I blame them.

Yet our mythologies from every culture has these creatures, aliens, demons, and evil in all of their legends. None of these forces look like human beings, none act like human beings, and all of them can vanish and move around in ways that the human beings of those times could not do.

So aliens are our challenge during this time. Demons have been known to take people and abduct them, move in such a way as to vanish, have chariots they traveled in or gateways. So what is the difference besides language and words in use now that were not in use at that time in the past.

I have always been a seeker after explanations for many things that have happened to me and this added more questions than it answered. Yet to all of the skeptics out there how can they deny I took a photograph of something that was not nice.

Challenges

2010-04-24T08:59:00.000-07:00

Challenges are a large part of advancing in the Western Mystery Tradition. Choices being made are all important. Every part of the persons soul is exposed through these choices where they show the divine what they are made of and do in this lifetime. The challenges are never the easy things that would make us feel good.

Some times it is health problems and illness. Other times it is showing a weakness such as making a person who has a big ego look at themselves. Healing others with spiritual problems also makes it so the person learns through every experience. The person being healed always has choices. One such would be should a person leave until the one he loves is safe doing what makes her lifetime dream come true. I would leave in a moment because I know what love is all about in life. Yet many people would just be mad and try to take things out on others.

A simple one is do you call people names and insult them? Is anyone so above everyone else that this is proper behavior. No it is not correct even if you are the King of England. You may do it but you are opening yourself up to the same chaos, and upset as harming someone physically. The reason for this is you are not listening to your challenge or making a good ethical choice. Speaking badly about someone is one of the worse sins I know of in life.

Most of the clients I have are going through their life challenges and I try to guide them in the ethical choices. I am not perfect but the years have taught me ways to help others so they can become what they want to be. They will never be perfect either but will know the skills to help themselves will come through guidance from the divine and others.

Yet life challenges are looked down upon by people who work to be evolved. They feel that instead of it being a fast track to fixing the problems. The person decided to choose those problems and should be placed on a lower level as having problems means you are not at their level.

Evolution can be a trap of ego as surely as thinking you are so important that you can harm others. All spiritual work is about knowing our own mind and our own actions. Knowing what we will and will not do. The choices are harder until some times it feels like we are trying to fit an elephant through the eye of a needle. Yet the rewards are endless when done properly.

Hiding agreements

2010-04-08T01:36:00.000-07:00

I have also found some ways that agreements are hidden from the victims. Many times people are friends or employees of some one with problems. The question is what type of problems the person has from the agreements. Many people just can not get things to go right and do not hurt anyone.

Others have integrated themselves into the agreements by wanting something from the demon. The people normally figure that it is an angel and they are fooled into agreeing to something then finding out later that it was wrong. Yet there are people who enjoy power and make agreements for their own usage.

One example is a case where someone sister not only uses agreements made with evil forces to vampirize her family. She harms every thing in their life through jealousy. If the victim is under attack all of the time things stay hidden. So I can work on the layers nonstop and it is only when the layer of evil and problems is found that things can be changed.

A person who has made agreements with demons and integrated it into themselves also is able to be used by others using methods to harm the people they are around. I have had this happen in a number of cases. Yet some people that are friends with these people do not become affected even when they are psychic they have permission.

I have tried to figure this out. It is not a different belief than the victim nor is it better actions. It is having an aura with a natural shield where the back of the neck chakra is not effected by the force. It means the person has never made agreements with any forces where they could be compromised.

The main thing I have found is the victims are always victims of abuse in one way or another. No one has a perfect childhood but it is when the victim does not esteem him or herself. It is hard to fix this and is a heart chakra issue. Yet it is self-doubt and lack of belief or trust that can be used against the victims.

The person who has demon agreements and is causing problems will always have a few of the following talents. The ability to drain others of energies. An uncanny ability to make you feel insecure and bad about yourself. An uncanny ability to state what you are doing and make you feel wrong, inferior or insecure. They especially work upon being inferior or insecure. They will always have to be in control and complaining about everyone and everything.

The secret to avoiding this problem is to realize that there are no limitations in life except what you impose upon yourself. You do not need to be perfect, a snob or live up to others standards. You only have to live up to your own ethics and standards and do what you believe is correct.

Love yourself and be kind to others. Do not allow any meanness into your life when you are around these people or it multiplies dramatically to make you miserable. Realize and value your own self-worth as even if others do not make you feel better then you will know how cherished you are by God to be given the ability to love others.

Agreements-How demons trap others

2010-03-19T18:37:00.000-07:00

I have been busy with a really intensive case that has made it so I have a rough time keeping up with my emails. It is why you have not seen a post to this blog for awhile. I want to comment on how demons trap people into being obsessed and possessed by evil.

People make agreements or contracts with them by various negative reactions to life. An example My Mother dies and she has been hurt by someone else. I become angry and drink or do something where I open myself up to evil. Evil is not the big stuff but the little things we do. I sometimes wonder if the old cartoons are right in that there is a devil on one shoulder and an angel on another and our choices make the difference.

So we are cruel to people who remind us of the person who harmed our Mother. We focus on wishing them harm. We then find that something happens to them and the person normally says good God got them. We then keep working on others that way feeling that God is listening to us. All of a sudden we notice a spirit around helping us. It normally says it is an angel and is there to get justice for our Mother.

We really start working on others who we feel treat people badly. We try to become a divine avenger of everything but we are not working for the divine. We are working for our own ego and wanting to get even with everyone that acts the same way the person did who harmed our Mother.

All of a sudden we realize that the spirit is no longer outside of us but inside of us. We can not control our thoughts, hear a buzzing, feel something crawling on the back of our neck and many other symptoms. The demon did the work of harming the people we disliked. It now has an unwritten agreement with us with no limitations or restrictions and it goes about ruining the persons life until it is removed.

The other choice of forgiveness and surround the person with divine energies and asking God and the angels to do the work of showing the person how much harm they do would never have allowed this to happen. It is why I have been called a good two shoes by many magicians but in certain instances allowing the angels to do the work gets better results than anything else you can do.

Children can be possessed from childhood and have their lives ruined over things like this where they are not in control of their actions or have not been taught ethics. So the little cruelties and ways we do not treat others properly will come back to haunt us. It is what needs to be looked out for so we do not do this to ourselves and others.

So any show of ego and feeling that we can talk to angels and spirits where they are living around us nonstop also makes us susceptible. Angels are always there to help but they are not going to be around talking to us. They are there when we need them and friends and human beings are there to be talked too. So if you have a problem and they show signs to keep your faith going it is an angel. If they hang out and act like a friend then it is normally a demon trying to make it so you trap yourself in some way.

It is something to think about for any future moments in your life where you want to be freed from bad decisions. Listen to that voice that says not to lose your temper or do things that are cruel or unjust.

Comments and signs of demons

2010-01-29T12:07:00.000-08:00

I received a comment asking if there are any signs of demons. I do have a listing on the website but I have to say the most telling sign of a demon is a total change in the persons life. The economy has caused this to many people. We as a nation are in a state of depression mentally which helps to cause these problems.

I also feel that demons occur where problems existed before the problem. Many times they cluster around places of blood, death, diaster, and trauma. So this being said the question is can someone misuse their power and get a demon. The answer is yes they can and it will cause them problems for the rest of their lives.

I had a person contact me recently that read a grimoire. They stated that if he said the spirit name it would get him what he wanted. Most people do not know the names of demons nor do they know the names of the many angels mentioned in literature. He did this and the demon is running rampant through his life.

The person fails to realize that he gave the demon permission to do anything it wanted by using this method. So my suggestion is to at least educate yourself or your son if he is going to study the occult so he can have the knowledge to make good choices.

Signs of demons are personality changes, a penchant for violence against oneself or against others, a feeling of an evil energy that just gives you the creeps, changing eye color when the person is mad, bad smells for no reason, black images seen out of the corner of the eye, and much more.

Teenagers are at the age where they just think of living and dying. They do not realize there is eternal suffering so now is the time to watch them and help them to understand what they can do and not do.