Showing posts with label doubt. Show all posts
Showing posts with label doubt. Show all posts

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Doubt and how it can draw depression into your life

"If there is a shadow of a doubt someplace, that will cause a weakness." -- Wallace Black Elk, LAKOTA 


Many people that I know have worked at magic. They try very hard and have perfect book knowledge yet I never see them practice magic. They do not try to change the energies of their lives for the better. They will work upon themselves but they miss a big issue.

Most people who do not try to manifest magic have doubts. The flow of the universe brings us what we focus upon in our lives. Yet most of the people I am talking about can not manifest their wishes or the Law of Attraction rules.  Everyone is supposed to do this but the key is to how people think and believe.

I had one client I taught who did a beautiful job at magic. Yet she could not seem to get the fact that her doubting her work turned it back into energy.  She would describe the ceremony to me to get credit and then she would ask me did it work. Her doubts held her back from achieving anything with magic. She also had doubts about anything going right for her. The things in her life generated more problems because she kept worrying about what was needed to make things work. She also kept checking with every one to see if they worked. She doubted her ability to do anything in her life correctly.

This is an extreme reaction but the things we want in our life is full of vibrations and energies. Those energies generate in us an image which fulfills our desires. It also explains a great many of the problems that my clients have with evil beings and creatures. They always doubt that God will help them. They then said God did not help me and I was innocent. Yet they drew what they feared which is God would not help them with evil.

I have had times where I have been blocked from the divine and not allowed God energies into my life. I always was down and miserable and just accepting things. We do not have to accept bad things happening in our lives. Even if it is preordained to happen the energies can be changed for the better. We may still learn the things that we are meant to learn but we can make it easier on ourselves.Key words and key phrases from out childhood and life generate these doubts. Statements made by others like you are ugly will make a woman doubt her looks the rest of her life even is she is beautiful. The parents saying you can not have money with out suffering or hard work will also affect the perceptions of how things happen.

Yet some people keep their love of life and can generate the good things coming to them even in the depths of misery and poverty. The difference is they can laugh at things and always try to think of the good things that could happen. They do not accept that their life will not change. Change happens to everyone and keeping positive thoughts will keep it from being the really bad changes. Curses and demon oppression happen because people are forced in energetic vibrations that keep them in the places where they are vulnerable through doubt. Yet we can change these moments so they bring about good even with the negative energies trying to drag us back.

The reason for this is that divine love powers the universe. We do not have to suffer or learn lessons. We do not have to suffer hardships. We can change all of this by giving the divine and his helpers the permission to work in our lives.  A simple prayer or affirmation causing positive thoughts can change the energies of the day. Looking at the beauty around us can help with this also. Anything which focuses on higher level vibrations help even when every thing around us is dragging us down. We can accept that we are children of God and that a good life is waiting for us. We can say we deserve the good things in life, and are worthy of the things we want coming to us.

It is doing that even if you are homeless, living in a tent, and miserable because it leaks. You can think at least I can gather water and take a shower. It is beautiful. That is better than thinking I will die here, I am wet cold and miserable. It is hard to do but loving life no matter what it is will bring more good to you. Laughter and not doubting the world being a good place to be will manifest good things in your life. Everyone needs to do this and learn they can not control their lives. Yet everyone can enjoy the ups and downs and the adventures that bring you to where you are going in your divine life.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

More Lessons of LIfe

I have been working on myself with working out, and trying to have my diabetes get under control. It has not been easy but since I was able to buy a used bowflex I have been feeling better. Exercise is grounding so even when you are busy it enables you to clear you mind. If nothing else it gets you think about how out of shape you are. I will post a new photograph if I ever develop a bowflex body but now I am just happy to be doing better.

I had a client write this to me today-
Hi Nita The negativity can also cause you to believe something that is not true. I have had it happen in my life a couple of times. Someone gifted would tell me something that was right about a situation or part of my life that they had no way of knowing yet it was twisted with a lie. I believe a lying spirit entered them at that time to confuse me. I would instantly know it was not true. I would always look at it as God's way of testing me. It would always happen just before something manifested in my life that could move me towards a good change.

I wonder how many people have had this happen in their life. The gifted person helped them and then something twisted it so that it was a problem. Not only the gifted person being wrong but after work was done something seemed to reverse it and undo all of the good?

I have had this happen and I always wonder why and how it could happen. Yet if I look at it as something that is there set in place to prevent the person then I know that it could be identified as something like this occurring at that time. I have always felt that God did test our faith yet these changes seem to be beyond tests at times.

It seems almost like being put in a court room as a hostile witness while you are being probed by aliens. So I wonder if it is God's tests or one of the little ways that evil tries to erode the faith of our lives into something else. Truth is a double edged sword in many ways.

Demons are always considered purveyors of lies and so are many other spirits that are considered to be malicious. It makes us paranoid to be considering these facts all of the time. Yet how many people are brave enough not to doubt and still tell others the truth of how they feel?

I believe this knowing is a way to protect and defend yourself and a gift from God not a test. It would be so nice to have a way to know if something was wrong. This time someone did but other times what we accept twists the energies to the point of reversal.

Chaos is part of this and so are the people who create havoc and chaos for no reason in others lives. It brings energies into play in our lives that can be problem energies. Yet our acceptance of the bad things and fears are a big part of giving them power. I ask everyone who has a moment like this to think of something good to replace the chaos and bad. Pray for a moment and then move on with faith knowing things would be OK.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Challenges

I have had many challenges these last few months. It is good for me in some ways as I have had to look at myself and my reactions. I try not to get mad yet I have been in a bad mood over different things that have been occurring in my life.

It has made it so I looked at myself and thought do I want to keep doing this sort of work. I have been doing it for 40 years. It is longer than any other exorcist, or spiritual healer that deals with negative spirits. I put myself on the line for my clients and most of them are so wrapped up in themselves and their problems they do not understand it when I get exhausted.

I have been trying to go in a different direction and train others. It is a relief in some ways and I do feel good doing it. I have not had the money to get started with the Astralhealer Church but I want it to be a place of help and aid for people with spiritual problems. I want it also to be a place where people can train to help themselves and others. Some people may be able to do all of the difficult methods while others can just do the simple things. Yet their being trained and able to help others is a blessing for this earth.

I always get exhausted when I have cases where the challenge is the people actions as much as any demons. Each case is a learning experience. The last few months has been a learning experience and I have come through it. I have faith that things will move forward for me now in a positive way.

People have expectations of healers. Yet we are all human beings with human problems and reactions to life. I have a new article out about this subject besides what I have in this blog. It is called doubt and lack of faith-how it affects our lives. What I do is very difficult and is respected in many places.

Yet the people who do not understand what the healing is all about are the problems. I plan to do a series of articles like I did on this blog indicating the main reasons people do not heal. I have also learned valuable methods these last few months that should help many people. The only way this works is by the divine. No one else is responsible but the divine.

It is always a trade off and negativity always tries to find a way to upset the person getting good results on bringing alive the divine sparks. It is also a challenge to teach people when they are so full of what they know and trying to act superior that they do not listen. I hope that the series on healing helps the people who are unsure what happens to heal themselves and that there are no quick fixes.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Chaos and Doubt

My website was down and it was my fault. I went into the cpanel and looked at the security settings and on one of them I hit submit with out changing anything. The website crashed and this was a huge moment for me. The hosting company figured out what was wrong and fixed it. They told me that the interface was not right so I did not feel like a total idiot.

Yet I looked at the last time I posted to my blog and realized that some times the stuff of life keeps us from doing what we are supposed to do. It is like that with everyone. How many of you have noticed that when you try to move forward and create a positive change things happen to your life. You have to finish one thing or the other.

Things get turned upside down and you doubt yourself and your decisions. The same thing happens in healing and doing magic or energy work to help others. You move forward and have the positive change set up so the person has the healing happen with his life moving forward. You know that you did a good job and that every thing should go well.

The positive meets the negative and the changes sort of freeze in place. What ever energies that need to be added by the person is not accepted or the person does not add them. Things just do not move or move in the wrong direction. The healers always have one of two reactions. One is I did every thing right so if it did not go right it was because it could not exist with what you are doing in your life.

The next is to try to problem solve. I am more of the problem solver type and treat each case like a mystery. Yet anything I do is allowed by the divine so if it does not work it is always the divine blocking it for some reason. It can make you doubt yourself, the divine, or anything you are doing to help someone. Doubt is deadly in healing, prayer, and in life.

People like to worry about things as if they are in control. We are in control of some things such as the bills, what we do and act like, our reactions and emotions and much more. Yet control of anyone else is impossible. Just try doing it in a marriage or with children. It will never work and will ruin every one's life in one way or another. People feel that they can plan their lives yet the only thing that can be planned is one end result moment. The rest of it and how it happens is always left up to the divine.

It is the same in healing and magic. You can pull down energies from above and set an end result in place. You can see the end result happen but then things do not work out in the normal way that you expect them to work out. It is always the change in the middle that makes anyone doubt themselves and that is where chaos and negativity can enter your life.

Once you get through the doubt and upset the end result shows up. It is not as you expected it because you put energy into all of your fears and did not energize the positive end results that you wanted to exist. You then go into the negative cycle again.

Doubt is deadly in every way and worry is not much better. I had a person who always doubted her magic and wanted it checked so she would be told she did good. Yet the time for checking is before you do magic. Doubting yourself afterwards is just like tossing all of your work out an open window. You may recover some of it but the rest is damaged.

It is not about drawing what you want as much as having the belief that it can happen. Doubt destroys belief in many ways and allows chaos into your life. Doubt of the divine wanting the best for you, saying God hates you, and other statements will block every thing good.

It is for this reason every one should think about this and see how they block their own lives. All divine forces love everyone no matter what religion. We have to appease our own fears more than an angry divinity. We can do a great deal of harm to ourselves by worry and doubt.

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My blog will be about my work helping others with spiritual problems. I will talk about methods, try to brainstorm on different methods, and many of the problems I encounter and the people encounter with being able to be healed.