I have had many challenges these last few months. It is good for me in some ways as I have had to look at myself and my reactions. I try not to get mad yet I have been in a bad mood over different things that have been occurring in my life.
It has made it so I looked at myself and thought do I want to keep doing this sort of work. I have been doing it for 40 years. It is longer than any other exorcist, or spiritual healer that deals with negative spirits. I put myself on the line for my clients and most of them are so wrapped up in themselves and their problems they do not understand it when I get exhausted.
I have been trying to go in a different direction and train others. It is a relief in some ways and I do feel good doing it. I have not had the money to get started with the Astralhealer Church but I want it to be a place of help and aid for people with spiritual problems. I want it also to be a place where people can train to help themselves and others. Some people may be able to do all of the difficult methods while others can just do the simple things. Yet their being trained and able to help others is a blessing for this earth.
I always get exhausted when I have cases where the challenge is the people actions as much as any demons. Each case is a learning experience. The last few months has been a learning experience and I have come through it. I have faith that things will move forward for me now in a positive way.
People have expectations of healers. Yet we are all human beings with human problems and reactions to life. I have a new article out about this subject besides what I have in this blog. It is called doubt and lack of faith-how it affects our lives. What I do is very difficult and is respected in many places.
Yet the people who do not understand what the healing is all about are the problems. I plan to do a series of articles like I did on this blog indicating the main reasons people do not heal. I have also learned valuable methods these last few months that should help many people. The only way this works is by the divine. No one else is responsible but the divine.
It is always a trade off and negativity always tries to find a way to upset the person getting good results on bringing alive the divine sparks. It is also a challenge to teach people when they are so full of what they know and trying to act superior that they do not listen. I hope that the series on healing helps the people who are unsure what happens to heal themselves and that there are no quick fixes.
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Friday, July 30, 2010
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Chaos and Doubt
My website was down and it was my fault. I went into the cpanel and looked at the security settings and on one of them I hit submit with out changing anything. The website crashed and this was a huge moment for me. The hosting company figured out what was wrong and fixed it. They told me that the interface was not right so I did not feel like a total idiot.
Yet I looked at the last time I posted to my blog and realized that some times the stuff of life keeps us from doing what we are supposed to do. It is like that with everyone. How many of you have noticed that when you try to move forward and create a positive change things happen to your life. You have to finish one thing or the other.
Things get turned upside down and you doubt yourself and your decisions. The same thing happens in healing and doing magic or energy work to help others. You move forward and have the positive change set up so the person has the healing happen with his life moving forward. You know that you did a good job and that every thing should go well.
The positive meets the negative and the changes sort of freeze in place. What ever energies that need to be added by the person is not accepted or the person does not add them. Things just do not move or move in the wrong direction. The healers always have one of two reactions. One is I did every thing right so if it did not go right it was because it could not exist with what you are doing in your life.
The next is to try to problem solve. I am more of the problem solver type and treat each case like a mystery. Yet anything I do is allowed by the divine so if it does not work it is always the divine blocking it for some reason. It can make you doubt yourself, the divine, or anything you are doing to help someone. Doubt is deadly in healing, prayer, and in life.
People like to worry about things as if they are in control. We are in control of some things such as the bills, what we do and act like, our reactions and emotions and much more. Yet control of anyone else is impossible. Just try doing it in a marriage or with children. It will never work and will ruin every one's life in one way or another. People feel that they can plan their lives yet the only thing that can be planned is one end result moment. The rest of it and how it happens is always left up to the divine.
It is the same in healing and magic. You can pull down energies from above and set an end result in place. You can see the end result happen but then things do not work out in the normal way that you expect them to work out. It is always the change in the middle that makes anyone doubt themselves and that is where chaos and negativity can enter your life.
Once you get through the doubt and upset the end result shows up. It is not as you expected it because you put energy into all of your fears and did not energize the positive end results that you wanted to exist. You then go into the negative cycle again.
Doubt is deadly in every way and worry is not much better. I had a person who always doubted her magic and wanted it checked so she would be told she did good. Yet the time for checking is before you do magic. Doubting yourself afterwards is just like tossing all of your work out an open window. You may recover some of it but the rest is damaged.
It is not about drawing what you want as much as having the belief that it can happen. Doubt destroys belief in many ways and allows chaos into your life. Doubt of the divine wanting the best for you, saying God hates you, and other statements will block every thing good.
It is for this reason every one should think about this and see how they block their own lives. All divine forces love everyone no matter what religion. We have to appease our own fears more than an angry divinity. We can do a great deal of harm to ourselves by worry and doubt.
Yet I looked at the last time I posted to my blog and realized that some times the stuff of life keeps us from doing what we are supposed to do. It is like that with everyone. How many of you have noticed that when you try to move forward and create a positive change things happen to your life. You have to finish one thing or the other.
Things get turned upside down and you doubt yourself and your decisions. The same thing happens in healing and doing magic or energy work to help others. You move forward and have the positive change set up so the person has the healing happen with his life moving forward. You know that you did a good job and that every thing should go well.
The positive meets the negative and the changes sort of freeze in place. What ever energies that need to be added by the person is not accepted or the person does not add them. Things just do not move or move in the wrong direction. The healers always have one of two reactions. One is I did every thing right so if it did not go right it was because it could not exist with what you are doing in your life.
The next is to try to problem solve. I am more of the problem solver type and treat each case like a mystery. Yet anything I do is allowed by the divine so if it does not work it is always the divine blocking it for some reason. It can make you doubt yourself, the divine, or anything you are doing to help someone. Doubt is deadly in healing, prayer, and in life.
People like to worry about things as if they are in control. We are in control of some things such as the bills, what we do and act like, our reactions and emotions and much more. Yet control of anyone else is impossible. Just try doing it in a marriage or with children. It will never work and will ruin every one's life in one way or another. People feel that they can plan their lives yet the only thing that can be planned is one end result moment. The rest of it and how it happens is always left up to the divine.
It is the same in healing and magic. You can pull down energies from above and set an end result in place. You can see the end result happen but then things do not work out in the normal way that you expect them to work out. It is always the change in the middle that makes anyone doubt themselves and that is where chaos and negativity can enter your life.
Once you get through the doubt and upset the end result shows up. It is not as you expected it because you put energy into all of your fears and did not energize the positive end results that you wanted to exist. You then go into the negative cycle again.
Doubt is deadly in every way and worry is not much better. I had a person who always doubted her magic and wanted it checked so she would be told she did good. Yet the time for checking is before you do magic. Doubting yourself afterwards is just like tossing all of your work out an open window. You may recover some of it but the rest is damaged.
It is not about drawing what you want as much as having the belief that it can happen. Doubt destroys belief in many ways and allows chaos into your life. Doubt of the divine wanting the best for you, saying God hates you, and other statements will block every thing good.
It is for this reason every one should think about this and see how they block their own lives. All divine forces love everyone no matter what religion. We have to appease our own fears more than an angry divinity. We can do a great deal of harm to ourselves by worry and doubt.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Trust
I plan to do articles on the obstacles where I have them permanently on my website. I did an article with methods for grounding, centering and shielding. I know that this is needed for many people who are trying to evolve.
One of the things that helps you to advance spiritually is trust in the divine. You are able to do this because you know he wants the best for you. Yet once the trust is abused or there is doubt it is when things turn badly for people. I have many clients who have had their trust abused by others.
They start to worry and say things are not going right. They wonder if God hates them because if they are praying to a true, kind, loving compassionate divine God why would he allow this to happen to them? How can they trust him when he is punishing them for things others did to them. They become afraid of God and repent, ask to be redeemed and saved from their problems. They pray for help and nothing seems to listen and they just go deeper into their morass of depression, gloom, and doubt.
Depression, gloom, doubt, and wondering why things happen to you defeat divine energies. I know people who are so used to things going bad that all they do is ask what did I do wrong this time? They beat themselves down into nothing as if they were the worse people in the world.
I believe in trying to set things right that have been done wrong. If you owe money or made promises you try to keep your word. Things will happen where you can not do this and many times this is the challenges of life. Bad things may happen to us but it may not happen because of us. Understanding the divine plan is impossible and if we trust and have faith things do turn around for us.
It is a hard lesson to learn and I can say I have not been perfect at doing this in my life. The type of work I do makes it so many times the divine uses me as I use divine energies to help others. It is the energy exchange of help being received and help being given. God does not need my help nor does he need to help me. Yet some people are borderline and by having my help they show what they are made of and they will be treated by how they act. Borderline means people who are married and one half is the problem while the other half is good. It means people who have a major choice and can be helped out of their bad decision. Borderline means people who repent and if their repentence is sincere my help can bring them out of their problems. Borderline means people who are tested by how they treat me and others to see if they are need to go through certain challenges because of their actions. All of these are examples.
It takes a great deal of trust and faith to have everything blow up around you when things are ended. You see that while the divine helped me to do good it was also shown that the person did not really deserve the help. Yet I am not the judge of whether they deserved help if I was told to help them. I know that if I leave and they are not cured it is the divines decision. I use divine energies and the divine can do anything. The divine made that decision. If every thing blew up it means that the divine judged their actions and how they respect others and made them miserable. It can also mean that the divine did not want me to help them anymore or felt I needed to leave the situation.
Many times things go right for the person afterwards even when they have acted badly to others. Yet life goes in sine waves which means you can be up and then you can be down but you will never be permanently in one place. Change always occurs and every thing vibrates and resonates where change can take effect.
The best way to develop trust is to list the problem areas of your life. I would say a big one at this moment is money and getting paid spaces. You thank what ever God or Goddess you pray to for your money space being full and your employment space being empowered. You do this each day and just trust things will happen because the divine is good. It will come about if you do not complain, worry, and doubt that it will happen.
It is the same thing with people who will not pay you properly. You can threaten them, and be upset. Yet you do not even have to write them to tell them they are doing wrong unless you want to make sure they realize the damage they will do to themselves. You just have to trust that things will occur where they will be taught not to do this to others.
I know many people have wondered at times while people who are real pieces of filth prosper. Even the divine could not love them and their actions. You may try not to judge them but it is so hard not to be human and do so. You look at their actions, how they do not keep their word or promises. Yet everyone knows people who act badly that prosper and have the very things they would love to have.
The reason people have problems and get shown these people all of the time is they judge them. It means they do not trust the divine to judge them and do it themselves. It is then set into motion all of the bad things the people do such as covet, envy, talk badly about another, wish them to learn their lessons, and many other things. I did this to myself for years. It did not make things easier and it only worked when I released the energies and quit talking about the bad things.
The divine wants you to make your own luck and pick your own challenges. Not for you to try to be like someone else and their life. Money and possessions are things that are always credited to the devil, and that you can not take them with you. That is very true but money is also divine love and what the divine wants you to do to have an easier life.
Money is an exchange of energies, and a way that you are shown people appreciate you and your efforts. It is not of the devil nor is it to be used as a status symbol, weapon, or a way to harm others. Money is to make it so you can live, find challenges and enjoy life. Yet it is the subject people have the least trust in the divine producing money and a good life for them.
The divine does not have to live up to your expectations, and may with hold things that are part of the challenge you are having in your life. Yet realizing that you can trust the divine, and that thanking the divine, praising him, being kind to others will bring the change which will bring you the things you want in your life.
One of the things that helps you to advance spiritually is trust in the divine. You are able to do this because you know he wants the best for you. Yet once the trust is abused or there is doubt it is when things turn badly for people. I have many clients who have had their trust abused by others.
They start to worry and say things are not going right. They wonder if God hates them because if they are praying to a true, kind, loving compassionate divine God why would he allow this to happen to them? How can they trust him when he is punishing them for things others did to them. They become afraid of God and repent, ask to be redeemed and saved from their problems. They pray for help and nothing seems to listen and they just go deeper into their morass of depression, gloom, and doubt.
Depression, gloom, doubt, and wondering why things happen to you defeat divine energies. I know people who are so used to things going bad that all they do is ask what did I do wrong this time? They beat themselves down into nothing as if they were the worse people in the world.
I believe in trying to set things right that have been done wrong. If you owe money or made promises you try to keep your word. Things will happen where you can not do this and many times this is the challenges of life. Bad things may happen to us but it may not happen because of us. Understanding the divine plan is impossible and if we trust and have faith things do turn around for us.
It is a hard lesson to learn and I can say I have not been perfect at doing this in my life. The type of work I do makes it so many times the divine uses me as I use divine energies to help others. It is the energy exchange of help being received and help being given. God does not need my help nor does he need to help me. Yet some people are borderline and by having my help they show what they are made of and they will be treated by how they act. Borderline means people who are married and one half is the problem while the other half is good. It means people who have a major choice and can be helped out of their bad decision. Borderline means people who repent and if their repentence is sincere my help can bring them out of their problems. Borderline means people who are tested by how they treat me and others to see if they are need to go through certain challenges because of their actions. All of these are examples.
It takes a great deal of trust and faith to have everything blow up around you when things are ended. You see that while the divine helped me to do good it was also shown that the person did not really deserve the help. Yet I am not the judge of whether they deserved help if I was told to help them. I know that if I leave and they are not cured it is the divines decision. I use divine energies and the divine can do anything. The divine made that decision. If every thing blew up it means that the divine judged their actions and how they respect others and made them miserable. It can also mean that the divine did not want me to help them anymore or felt I needed to leave the situation.
Many times things go right for the person afterwards even when they have acted badly to others. Yet life goes in sine waves which means you can be up and then you can be down but you will never be permanently in one place. Change always occurs and every thing vibrates and resonates where change can take effect.
The best way to develop trust is to list the problem areas of your life. I would say a big one at this moment is money and getting paid spaces. You thank what ever God or Goddess you pray to for your money space being full and your employment space being empowered. You do this each day and just trust things will happen because the divine is good. It will come about if you do not complain, worry, and doubt that it will happen.
It is the same thing with people who will not pay you properly. You can threaten them, and be upset. Yet you do not even have to write them to tell them they are doing wrong unless you want to make sure they realize the damage they will do to themselves. You just have to trust that things will occur where they will be taught not to do this to others.
I know many people have wondered at times while people who are real pieces of filth prosper. Even the divine could not love them and their actions. You may try not to judge them but it is so hard not to be human and do so. You look at their actions, how they do not keep their word or promises. Yet everyone knows people who act badly that prosper and have the very things they would love to have.
The reason people have problems and get shown these people all of the time is they judge them. It means they do not trust the divine to judge them and do it themselves. It is then set into motion all of the bad things the people do such as covet, envy, talk badly about another, wish them to learn their lessons, and many other things. I did this to myself for years. It did not make things easier and it only worked when I released the energies and quit talking about the bad things.
The divine wants you to make your own luck and pick your own challenges. Not for you to try to be like someone else and their life. Money and possessions are things that are always credited to the devil, and that you can not take them with you. That is very true but money is also divine love and what the divine wants you to do to have an easier life.
Money is an exchange of energies, and a way that you are shown people appreciate you and your efforts. It is not of the devil nor is it to be used as a status symbol, weapon, or a way to harm others. Money is to make it so you can live, find challenges and enjoy life. Yet it is the subject people have the least trust in the divine producing money and a good life for them.
The divine does not have to live up to your expectations, and may with hold things that are part of the challenge you are having in your life. Yet realizing that you can trust the divine, and that thanking the divine, praising him, being kind to others will bring the change which will bring you the things you want in your life.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
blockages and obstacles-ego, control, and expectations
I am at the end of this list even though I could do a few more. Yet the above three obstacles in our lives cause most of the problems. Ego is a real dream killer. The reason for this is the person with the big ego will walk blindly along leaving emotional wreckage in very step they take. People who have problems with their egos always have problem with control and expectations.
If you look at what makes up a person full of themselves it is always judging others as inferior so they can say I am special or better than the other person. Whole societies do this that have caste systems. It does not mean a poor person or a person from a lesser social status might be smarter or more inventive. What matters is they can put them down as less than what they are.
Yet that person who is always judging and putting others down really feels inferior to everyone. I have seen people who are so special and they are the nicest people who make everyone feel comfortable. Look at yourself and see if you have the danger signs. If you have to say you are special or better than others you should work upon yourself. The reason for this is that if you are better and special others know it and you do not have to say a word.
People who have to micromanage everyone and be in control in all areas of their life are really afraid and fearful. The person with ego is always having to convince himself that he or she is better than everyone else. The person with expectations brings all of this together in a cruel way that is not as obvious. They are always the people making fun of others but they can not take what they do to others.
To set your expectations on anything means that you know you can do what your goal. It is the sign of good business people and successful people. Yet most of those people do not experience success every time. It takes trial and error to manifest the good. If you experience the first set back and blame everyone else most of the time it is all about you. The triple combination of having to be right and superior, control every thing and have everything including the flowers on the table to fulfill your expectations is a deadly combination.
You are not living in reality or truth. You do not dedicate yourself to the hard work just the good feeling of being in charge. Everyone likes to be in control at certain moments. I have had people I told that they needed to let the magic manifest and concentrate on bringing it into existence by doing their work on the physical plane. They were not in control and it scared them.
The expectations that they had were for everything to manifest and be easy for them. People do not realize how magic works and how psychics work. Magic works through the way of the least resistance. It is like a water leak as it is difficult to find and works it way into everything. So it does not manifest in big ways. If it does manifest in a big way then the resistance against what you are doing has to be over come. Magic manifests by persistence and some times a great deal of time and effort.
No one knows how long it takes to heal because it happens in layers and there is no control over where it leads the person to remove the layers. Ego can happen to the healer as much as to the client. No healer can heal everything. Psychics may be good at some things but no one is perfect at every thing. I always state when I try something new that it is new to me and I do not know how things will work. I am a magician plus being a psychic so again I get results but dare not to develop a big ego over it. Anyone who does the work I do has to consider the divine doing it and have compassion or the work does not get done.
So the person with control problems and expectations with a problem about needing to feel superior creates the most blockages of all. Think about it if you develop a big ego and think you are special there is always someone out there to rub your nose in how special they are. If you try to be in control there will always be a certain level of chaos because no one can be in total control. If you have expectations the world never works that way.
The reasons for this is the divine has a sense of humor and also a real talent for challenges. We are meant to overcome the obstacles and problems we have set for ourselves in our life. I may sound rough on people at times but it is the time of every one thinking positive and good things happen. We were thinking positive when the world economy crashed. Thinking positive does not work when a part of us refuses to believe it and does all of the actions that create causes and effects.
The only way to cure these problems is to practice knowing ourselves and living in truth in our lives instead of how we want our lives to be. Yet it also has to be realize that people say things like what we want removed means we draw more of it. It is not true as you can problem solve and then fill where the negative energies were with love and kindness.
Duality is a condition of living on this earth.
If you look at what makes up a person full of themselves it is always judging others as inferior so they can say I am special or better than the other person. Whole societies do this that have caste systems. It does not mean a poor person or a person from a lesser social status might be smarter or more inventive. What matters is they can put them down as less than what they are.
Yet that person who is always judging and putting others down really feels inferior to everyone. I have seen people who are so special and they are the nicest people who make everyone feel comfortable. Look at yourself and see if you have the danger signs. If you have to say you are special or better than others you should work upon yourself. The reason for this is that if you are better and special others know it and you do not have to say a word.
People who have to micromanage everyone and be in control in all areas of their life are really afraid and fearful. The person with ego is always having to convince himself that he or she is better than everyone else. The person with expectations brings all of this together in a cruel way that is not as obvious. They are always the people making fun of others but they can not take what they do to others.
To set your expectations on anything means that you know you can do what your goal. It is the sign of good business people and successful people. Yet most of those people do not experience success every time. It takes trial and error to manifest the good. If you experience the first set back and blame everyone else most of the time it is all about you. The triple combination of having to be right and superior, control every thing and have everything including the flowers on the table to fulfill your expectations is a deadly combination.
You are not living in reality or truth. You do not dedicate yourself to the hard work just the good feeling of being in charge. Everyone likes to be in control at certain moments. I have had people I told that they needed to let the magic manifest and concentrate on bringing it into existence by doing their work on the physical plane. They were not in control and it scared them.
The expectations that they had were for everything to manifest and be easy for them. People do not realize how magic works and how psychics work. Magic works through the way of the least resistance. It is like a water leak as it is difficult to find and works it way into everything. So it does not manifest in big ways. If it does manifest in a big way then the resistance against what you are doing has to be over come. Magic manifests by persistence and some times a great deal of time and effort.
No one knows how long it takes to heal because it happens in layers and there is no control over where it leads the person to remove the layers. Ego can happen to the healer as much as to the client. No healer can heal everything. Psychics may be good at some things but no one is perfect at every thing. I always state when I try something new that it is new to me and I do not know how things will work. I am a magician plus being a psychic so again I get results but dare not to develop a big ego over it. Anyone who does the work I do has to consider the divine doing it and have compassion or the work does not get done.
So the person with control problems and expectations with a problem about needing to feel superior creates the most blockages of all. Think about it if you develop a big ego and think you are special there is always someone out there to rub your nose in how special they are. If you try to be in control there will always be a certain level of chaos because no one can be in total control. If you have expectations the world never works that way.
The reasons for this is the divine has a sense of humor and also a real talent for challenges. We are meant to overcome the obstacles and problems we have set for ourselves in our life. I may sound rough on people at times but it is the time of every one thinking positive and good things happen. We were thinking positive when the world economy crashed. Thinking positive does not work when a part of us refuses to believe it and does all of the actions that create causes and effects.
The only way to cure these problems is to practice knowing ourselves and living in truth in our lives instead of how we want our lives to be. Yet it also has to be realize that people say things like what we want removed means we draw more of it. It is not true as you can problem solve and then fill where the negative energies were with love and kindness.
Duality is a condition of living on this earth.
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