Showing posts with label ego. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ego. Show all posts

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Death of the Ego or death of defects by being your true self

"The first factor in the revolution of consciousness is the mystic death of the ego - the death of negative thinking, negative personalities. We must purify the soul of the inner enemies. Every time a defect manifests - envy, gluttony, anger, lust, whatever - that impulse to the heart. Ask, `Do I really need to invoke this?' And then honor the heart."
-- Willaru Huayta, QUECHAU NATION, PERU


I have heard many versions of working on defects to remove negativity. It is my job in one way as that is what evil uses to hook too. Yet this is what I feel every healer, person, occultist or anyone trying to improve themselves should do. It includes the seven sins and all the worry and anxiety that holds people back from their dreams. Many people believe that it means they have to make their true personalities into something else. This is not so as it is removing parts of the personality to become a person who lives in truth and honoring themselves.


Big egos and believing that you are special or that it is right for you to walk over the feelings, and livelihood of others is not the true self of anyone. It is learned behavior from others who justify themselves. We are all equal as people and yet we are always judging others. I am superior to so and so because I have a new car and they do not have a new car. I can dress better than they do so I am superior. All of the mind games that we use to make ourselves special or important where we judge and hurt others are negative.

This is a trait through out all of humanity and you can be black, white, Asian, or of any race, belief, and income level to do this to yourself or others. The worse part of dealing with someone with a big ego is their finding out that you can do something better than they can do it. They become vicious and put you down at every level they feel superior in so they can believe their own claims about how special they are in their lives.

I always feel it is not how special you are that is important but how special you are to the people around you. Love, kindness, caring, and being good to others is what is important. The people who are wrapped up in their egos will never be happy because they are lying to themselves on many levels. So be a truthful person to yourself and a true person to others. You will not need a big ego because you will like yourself and be happy with your life.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

blockages and obstacles-ego, control, and expectations

I am at the end of this list even though I could do a few more. Yet the above three obstacles in our lives cause most of the problems. Ego is a real dream killer. The reason for this is the person with the big ego will walk blindly along leaving emotional wreckage in very step they take. People who have problems with their egos always have problem with control and expectations.

If you look at what makes up a person full of themselves it is always judging others as inferior so they can say I am special or better than the other person. Whole societies do this that have caste systems. It does not mean a poor person or a person from a lesser social status might be smarter or more inventive. What matters is they can put them down as less than what they are.

Yet that person who is always judging and putting others down really feels inferior to everyone. I have seen people who are so special and they are the nicest people who make everyone feel comfortable. Look at yourself and see if you have the danger signs. If you have to say you are special or better than others you should work upon yourself. The reason for this is that if you are better and special others know it and you do not have to say a word.

People who have to micromanage everyone and be in control in all areas of their life are really afraid and fearful. The person with ego is always having to convince himself that he or she is better than everyone else. The person with expectations brings all of this together in a cruel way that is not as obvious. They are always the people making fun of others but they can not take what they do to others.

To set your expectations on anything means that you know you can do what your goal. It is the sign of good business people and successful people. Yet most of those people do not experience success every time. It takes trial and error to manifest the good. If you experience the first set back and blame everyone else most of the time it is all about you. The triple combination of having to be right and superior, control every thing and have everything including the flowers on the table to fulfill your expectations is a deadly combination.

You are not living in reality or truth. You do not dedicate yourself to the hard work just the good feeling of being in charge. Everyone likes to be in control at certain moments. I have had people I told that they needed to let the magic manifest and concentrate on bringing it into existence by doing their work on the physical plane. They were not in control and it scared them.

The expectations that they had were for everything to manifest and be easy for them. People do not realize how magic works and how psychics work. Magic works through the way of the least resistance. It is like a water leak as it is difficult to find and works it way into everything. So it does not manifest in big ways. If it does manifest in a big way then the resistance against what you are doing has to be over come. Magic manifests by persistence and some times a great deal of time and effort.

No one knows how long it takes to heal because it happens in layers and there is no control over where it leads the person to remove the layers. Ego can happen to the healer as much as to the client. No healer can heal everything. Psychics may be good at some things but no one is perfect at every thing. I always state when I try something new that it is new to me and I do not know how things will work. I am a magician plus being a psychic so again I get results but dare not to develop a big ego over it. Anyone who does the work I do has to consider the divine doing it and have compassion or the work does not get done.

So the person with control problems and expectations with a problem about needing to feel superior creates the most blockages of all. Think about it if you develop a big ego and think you are special there is always someone out there to rub your nose in how special they are. If you try to be in control there will always be a certain level of chaos because no one can be in total control. If you have expectations the world never works that way.

The reasons for this is the divine has a sense of humor and also a real talent for challenges. We are meant to overcome the obstacles and problems we have set for ourselves in our life. I may sound rough on people at times but it is the time of every one thinking positive and good things happen. We were thinking positive when the world economy crashed. Thinking positive does not work when a part of us refuses to believe it and does all of the actions that create causes and effects.

The only way to cure these problems is to practice knowing ourselves and living in truth in our lives instead of how we want our lives to be. Yet it also has to be realize that people say things like what we want removed means we draw more of it. It is not true as you can problem solve and then fill where the negative energies were with love and kindness.

Duality is a condition of living on this earth.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Life Choices and how They Change the Mental and Emotional Part 2

The next part of mental and emotional choices comes through different ways our ego, and rationalization causes problems. A spiritual practice in which ego rules over everything done is the way of personal power. Personal power will cut you off from the divine energies. Everyone says I do this or do that when they do magic or they get results. It is all the divine that does it.

I have said this to people for years and if I do not use the word I many people feel that it is not my help. Yet having the divine connections open and clear is what makes it possible for me to do my work. I always thank the divine for everything and every way I am helped. I do daily prayers praising the divine in every way. Yet for the clients I have to say I all of the time.

Feeling you are capable of accomplishing things with out divine aid through personal power is a trap. Every thing we do is guided by our choices which the divine notices and we get moved into different experiences. I know that every time I help someone and they are nice to me it means to the divine that they appreciate the help that is being sent by using me as a vessel of light or for waking up divine sparks. Thanking me and being nice to me even if I am not a perfect person that fits all of the expectations of others means that the divine is being thanked for allowing me to try to do my best to resolve issues.

The reason for this is the divine wants a human solution because we are his children and one good act or deed redeems everyone. We are meant to do acts of kindness and charity. We are meant to praise the divine. The moment we feel we are in control and can control how the healing or energies flow we cut ourselves off from the divine. Methods can be used but they will work differently for different people and cases.

So I do a healing and follow the messages I receive and what I can do. I try different things and invent ways I feel a healing will work better for everyone. I do not change what the people worship and work on everyone having the divine brought alive in them. I only do this with permission and I am not always successful because I am imperfect even if the divine is perfect. I wear out, get ill, and make the wrong choices because of many factors.

Some of them are the physical effects upon my body from the energies flowing into my body. Evil can be broken but also set with a trap to kill the person who breaks the evil. The divine saves the person but they have to trust and believe that the divine will help them in the first place. Yet evil is inventive and evil spirits have intelligence and really can cause manipulation on many different levels. They try to harm the people who do the healing and are being healed. Obsessed or possessed people can be dangerous and have evil use them like a glove. You can like the person but you have to realize what they are no matter how painful it is for you and others.

So the tricks and traps that come from dealing with obsessed or possessed people are the same. They try to make you feel inferior and that they are superior. They are willing to lie, manipulate others, rationalize, judge, be controlling to the point of harming someone, and many other actions. The people around them always make excuses for them but if there is more than one problem having them around where they can try to control the outcome makes it so every thing is chaos. So if multiple problems are happening getting rid of the people who are trying to control, manipulate, and insert themselves and their energies into every thing is crucial.

The person who is obsessed or possessed should be told that they need to get the energies out of every ones space. The reason for this is that they are allowing others to be infected with evil and all of the problems. Realize that regular people can have these symptoms but it shows that something is working on making the choices go from good to bad. It makes the persons life where they are choosing the least bad choice instead of having the choices be both good and bad. All of the choices have repercussions that end up manipulating others and moving them towards the wrong choices. The worse people are the ones who can not be helped because they used the evil spirits and demons to kill others and destroy others. They become integrated and more demon than human.

The person with problems feels that the divine does not love them and will not listen to them. Many of them ask why the divine hates them. They become angry and upset. Things get worse and they are more isolated from their loved ones and friends. None of this is the divine but the fact that through ego, bad choices, anger, and chaos that hooked all of their life to the wrong energies which were not of the divine. Anyone can be a victim of these energies yet once evil notices someone it works upon every issue in the persons life.

Every thing goes wrong so the person will try to micromanage everyone and every thing in their life and try to predict everything they will do. It means the mental illness of Narcissist behavior. It is rampant in this world and shows in all of the people who try to run every ones life. If you do not do exactly what they expect you to do then you are wrong. It is trying to make everyone fit what you believe they should be instead of enjoying the differences.

It is important for every healer to realize that their job is helping the ill person. It is not criticising them about what they have done in the past. It is making the present better. So if the person has problems that can not be changed easily. The healer should work upon the short term issues. The long term issues will take care of themselves once the person feels better.

People who suffer from trauma and abuse suffer from soul fragments. I have seen many people claim to do soul retrieval but they put seven or eight fragments back at once. Do not go to these people as they do not know what they are doing. You can heal too quickly and living through 7 experiences of abuse can unbalance you so much that you are worse when they are done. A split or fragmented soul will prevent anyone from healing properly. Yet it has to be done correctly with the split or fragments being integrated properly. It takes time. People with soul splits or fragments are always disconnected from their own lives.

People who suffer also put out thought forms which can be used by negative forces to bring those issues alive. Many people call these negative spirits yet the person does it to themselves by their fears, worries, and anxieties. Most of us are trained in childhood to do this and shut ourselves off from others. It can cause the person to be trapped with in themselves until they resolve this. I always use the example of a hamster running in a wheel.

Rationalization also is something that is a spiritual illness as you do not live in truth. So the ego ridden person who instantly starts lecturing someone else on how they are all wrong in how they live sees nothing of how they hurt the other person. They do not see how they put them into a mental box and feel superior. They say I was just giving them the benefit of my knowledge and they should know all of this because it is why they have a problem. Many people do this and judge others and lose all of the valuable information they could learn. Knowing what is best for everyone is a problem spiritually. No one knows what is best for someone else.

Everyone who I have met that rationalizes about their own actions also hurts others. People who live in truth look at what is happening and will not do it. It is a big difference in life. So the main reason most spiritual illnesses occur is always the choices that cut people off from the divine and others.

I noticed that most people who live in ego, rationalize, and have spiritual problems are not capable of going past their own pain and thinking of how others feel. They can not put themselves in the other persons place. I know that someone is healing once they do start showing compassion and getting out of their own problems.

Yet all of these choices and actions will make it so the person will not heal properly. It makes it so bad choices brings them to the notice of negative energies and occurrences in their lives. All of these are parts of how evil notices us and most possessed and obsessed people have a number of these problems. It is also how our choices bring us into bad places mentally, physically and spiritually.

Friday, August 7, 2009

Three things to do when you are having problems in your life

I have had many things keeping me busy in my life but plan to write more often. July was a rough month to post things on my blog. People who seem to have their life stuck in their problems always wonder what they should do. I always do three things.

I think about what I have done in the past and make sure I show repentance of any things I did that could be misconstrued. I have the best intentions and move forward with what I think is the right thing to do. Yet life is not always able to be dealt with that way. The best intentions can go awry and look wrong. I always try to move it back towards my pure intentions and manifesting the things I feel will correct issues and problems. Yet it does not always work.

I repent for those moments. I always feel that repentance is a tool. It is not saying that you are wrong or your intentions are wrong. You are repenting the lack of knowledge and the way the intentions did not create the right results. Everyone hopes for the best results but life is messy and repentance is a way to ask the divine for help plus correct any mistakes, or things that went wrong.

You also ask the divine for his help and that you hope he accepts your repentance as a gift to you. Many people feel it is like an exchange but really none of us are perfect so asking it as a gift also covers any past mistakes we might have made that we feel should be ignored.

Next is to forgive yourself. You did not mean for things to work out in the wrong way. Your intentions were good but the results poor. Thank the divine for all of his help and say that your understanding was poor. Ask for his forgiveness and forgive yourself. Forgiveness always works to clear up the blockages and let things move forward. I also feel that it cuts out the ego. Ego gets between the person with problems and the divine. They feel they deserve the help and do not humble themselves. You can not be filled with the divine if you are already full of yourself.

The third thing is to ask for redemption and salvation. Ask to have your intents show and to please be redeemed that you did not mean for problems to happen. Ask that all agreements, actions, permission, and taking blame for yourself and others be redeemed and that you be saved and shown the right way to do things in the divines name.

Again humility and asking for the help as a gift promotes healthy thinking, looking at ones actions and helping yourself. These three things will always help to clear away the illusions, discord and mistakes in our lives. It will bring about the positive change and blessings that all of us want in our lives.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Psychic Warfare

I also want to mention what psychic warfare is and how it affects a persons life. It could be called spiritual warfare also. People watch TV and think spells are simple to throw on others and do not realize the damage they can cause. Most people are just victims of someone constantly wishing them ill and not doing magic. People do this when they hate another person. They think each day of something bad happening to them and focusing on them.

They become enraged until something does happen and it makes them really angry if the person is ever happy. This is not psychic warfare although it can sure feel like it. It is more of an energy vampire situation where the person is determined to insert bad energies for everything good that could happen. They suck the good out of the persons life for one reason or another and the person is left drained. This is common compared to someone magically hurting someone.

I always say anyone who does magic will run across an envious, jealous person who will act bad. The reason for this is magic has a tendency to attract people who want to be powerful, controlling and structure their world. People who can not control their ego and are argumentative about how great they are in magic.

Many of these people are closet narcissists and structuring their world means everyone around them. Ego and being a narcissist is a dangerous combination. You can blame everything on everyone else and feel it is right to do anything that you want to do. Almost every magician I know of that has harmed others is this combination.

The student of magic or person who just does not realize what is happening is a ready made victim. You act the way this person wants or they will do things to force you to be what they want you to be. The student is honest and works hard then when they surpass the person with the ego problems it turns bad. Nothing is better than the egotistical narcissist and they get cursed by someone who will work nonstop to cause them problems.

The narcissist will feel they have been cursed back because most people that protect themselves find out that the energies still bring about reactions for the people who curse others. The narcissist acts nonstop to prove to himself in his own little world how great he is in magic. They never stop and will send spirits that harm others also. The narcissist feels they are the victim because the inferior person should have the courtesy to be destroyed and die. It is easier on the nerves if you just punch them out and less karma than cursing another.

Other people who engage in psychic warfare normally use simple spells. They are jilted lovers, upset co-workers, family members and others who want what the other person has in life. They can cause problems but nothing like a magician whose focus has been to force, manipulate and make people do what they want them to do.

Psychic warfare comes in different levels. The simplest level involves sympathetic magic and is easier to undo. The Egotistical narcissist will be at the top level since they will use any sort of spirit necessary to cause what harm they want to the person.

The interesting thing is most of these people never quit. The spells they do will not work and they do more. People are protected where a spell can not be reversed because they have not harmed anyone. The person cursing them will then work harder to harm them because they are not getting to watch them suffer. Many of the people suffering from psychic warfare are suffering from their own work in magic because they do not know what a spell that has been reversed feels like. Anyone who does any sort of magic which can be reversed is not only stupid but they never seem to learn how to undo their own magic.

Once you have seen energies that have been reversed then you know what they look like and feel like. It makes it easy for me to know who did magic. If I see those energies around a person I will not take their case as any energies that can be reversed means that they were harmful.

The key things to look for are people that have done the following things.
A. Say they will curse you.
B. Are jealous of you and leave strange dusts, powders or oils around your space.
C. People who have threatened you and then give you food-do not eat it even as a peace offering. It is one of the most common ways to feed someone curse materials.
D. Strange gifts or gifts that when given make you feel weird.

Those are just the easiest ones to watch yet a person who does not act normally and makes you feel wrong do not accept any treatment or anything of any type from them. It is better to be safe than sorry in these circumstances.

Magicians when asked about psychic warfare will say the person is paranoid. I know there is some truth to this as some people react to others being magicians. They think they could hex me they know magic. If their life is not the best they blame the magician for everything that happens. They had the exact same level of luck before but it is person XYZ cursing them.

If you do try to help others or have a person for no reason accuse you of something you did not do magically. Realize they will try to curse you. Tell them once you do not do anything like that to anyone. If they accuse you twice be more firm. A third time and get rid of them as a friend as they are going to be more trouble than they are worth. You can do absolutely nothing and be blamed for everything from world hunger to their losing their job through being a jerk.

It is why most people do not say anything about their spiritual practices. Yet there are real cases of people who do curse, hex and send demons at others. It is knowing the difference. I suggest that anyone with a talent or ability learn how to shield. They should know the basics of what to look for when someone is doing magic upon them. They should learn how to undo any magic that they do. They should keep a diary, and compare notes when they notice a positive or negative difference.

I know most people do not believe they have been cursed until things get really bad. Yet a few simple precautions should prevent problems. It should also prevent the problem people who cause the troubles by being paranoid, jealous, resentful, envious, manipulative and everything else that causes someone to believe they have a right to harm others.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Tuesday

Today was full of blessings and not so blessing events. It was a day of life but I had to think about myself and my views. I had a member of a yahoo group do two miles of messages each time but what they really boiled down to was all about them even when the subject was something else.

They wanted to do what was right, and not make any bad mistakes. It all ended up that the person was on a magic group yet wanted to be like everyone else. Those of us who are called to a magical path are never allowed to be like anyone else.

We are different because we are trying to live in truth, and to move along in our life directed by the Divine. Most people now a days are directed by their wants and needs. The things we want are not always good for us. The things we need have so much energy in the needing that it may be hard to manifest the energies.

Yet in everything we do picking a path in Magic means that you live in truth. You learn not to force others to your beliefs but to give information and let the person choose. Yet among all the hatred and strife between religions about which one is the only one it is not so simple to believe in the divine.

It is no wonder that magic also is the destruction of beliefs and things that cause disharmony and block us from the divine. So any skeptics, and others who try to force others into what their shape and actions are supposed to be realize this is not the truth. It will not stick and the only thing we can control is ourselves and our actions.

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