Sunday, April 13, 2014

Invaluable Opportunities

“Hard times build determination and inner strength. Through them we can also come to appreciate the uselessness of anger. Instead of getting angry nurture a deep caring and respect for troublemakers because by creating such trying circumstances they provide us with invaluable opportunities to practice tolerance and patience.”

- Dalai Lama XIV

I remember this quote every day. It is because of the fact that no day is perfect. Practicing loving kindness as a meditation is a benefit to me. I like to walk now and use the walking to meditate on loving kindness and send it to the people around me. I mentioned this before but to make a day beautiful for someone can just be from receiving an act of kindness. Someone going to an extra effort to show they care.

I know that anger is easy to do. I was shocked when I found out that frustration is a form of anger. I always said I am not angry just frustrated. Troublemakers and life just do not make sense at times. So I had a frustration about things that did not seem to make sense. Why do I fill out three forms for a credit card and they make me sign the one they give back to me. Why does it seem the mail never arrives when you want it to do so? The questions of life that you can never figure out.

I found that many of the things that happen in life can be a help to others. It can also be a blessing to the other people. Helping others to have solutions to problems and being kind to others is always such a nice experience. Acting silly where I can get people to laugh is something I consider a blessing. Laughter can keep someone going through sorrow, grief and pain.

All the people I do work for build their inner strength with the unusual problems that happen to them. It helps them to perceive life differently. It teaches them strength and the knowledge that the only thing we can control is our own actions and what we do in our life. Taking responsibility and doing the right actions is not easy. Yet it feels life with deep caring, and appreciation.

It is a way for me to work upon my life and give me thought through the words of others which is why I enjoy quotes so much.

Saturday, April 5, 2014

Mission Impossible: Living Life

Mission Impossible We were not placed here to do the possible. Let the heavenly beings bring cause into effect, potential into actual. He did not breathe from His innermost depths into flesh and blood to achieve the facile and the ordinary. We are here to achieve the impossible: To teach the world tricks it thinks it cannot do. To bring into its boundaries that which it cannot contain.

Freeman, Tzvi (2013-01-31). The Book of Purpose (Kindle Locations 107-110).  . Kindle Edition.

I enjoy the quotes from Rabbi Freeman's books. They make me think and Mission Impossible means communications and love to many people. All of our memories are contained in our own physical brain but also something called the morphic field. It means we have selective memory. We are able to ignore reality and ignore the bad things to focus on the good thoughts. It also means we can do it the other way where we remember the bad and are not grateful for the good.

I have been shown recently through my life that to ignore the bad things is an advantage. Cruelty and trying to harm others brings about an attitude that cuts you off from God. You can be manipulated by others to feel badly about yourself or to feel shame. You can also do the wrong things and wonder how you can ever correct what was done.  No one can control these circumstances in their lives. People absorb these energies from others including the energies being inserted into the morphic field which influences our mind and emotions. It is why some people never live their lives. They listen to others and are fearful and upset over what others believe and think about them and their lives.

Yet the tricks we are meant to show the world is to bring the divine down to this Earth. To make the darkness shine and turn it into a film over the things we can not comprehend. We have to work to remove the film and illuminate the divine in our lives. We can also work to bring darkness into this world instead of light. To make the darkness thicker and impenetrable where we can find no good or light in this world. The choice is up to each person.

It is liberating to know that we can appreciate each day of life. I try to remember the good each day but some times it is a struggle to do this. The reason for me is what happens to everyone. I have others trying to shame me and make me feel less through their actions. I have worries and upsets where nothing seems to go correctly or things just do not work. Everyone else can make them work but sometimes it seems impossible to make the improvements in my life that I want to do. I get upset at myself because I used to be able to do something I can not do now. We can also look at people who abuse others and when we abuse ourselves and realize that we do this because we do not feel perfect. The people who talk badly about others and shame others do this because they can not find the good in themselves. They have to be cruel and abusive so they can try to get their own way. They have a bad example to hide what they themselves do in their lives. The person who abuses his or her choices in life does it because they know they are imperfect and believes they are able to do better in their lives.

I want to be the person who listens to the divine instead of humankind. Who tries to bring the impossible into existence by doing the right things. I do not want to have to talk badly to people or respond to cruelty with insults. I want to be the person who does not abuse herself or believe the abuse of others. I do not want to compete with every one else but be happy with being myself. Yet I do hurtful things because I am human. I think for me the impossible is to bring my divine self alive and keep working on bringing heaven down to earth in my own life. I try to do this in my work and everything I do. I do this by competing with myself and enjoying others.

Everyone who has a bad day should remember it is not what others think of you that matters. It is whether or not you will be able to stand before the divine and say you are not ashamed of yourself and what you have done. It is also not allowing others to use their actions to limit you and make it so you feel badly about yourself. The only way people do that is by actions of slandering, shaming, blaming, lying and abuse to others. They can block you from the internet, from being with family or friends, and do all these things to prevent you from living your life. Yet you also help them through letting them block you through fear or upset. Instead rising above this and not doing these actions is the mission impossible but possible at the same time. Love yourself for by every obstacle you overcome and every mission impossible that you achieve you bring goodness and love into this world.

Thursday, March 27, 2014

Life and Wisdom

Others are affected by what I am, and say, and do. So that a single act of mine may spread and spread in widening circles, through a nation or humanity. Through my vice I intensify the taint of vice throughout the universe. Through my misery I make multitudes sad. On the other hand, every development of my virtue makes me an ampler blessing to my race. Every new truth that I gain makes me a brighter light to humanity
William Ellery Channing

I have tried to live my life in this fashion. Yet it is difficult to do but everyone should realize that the difficult things to do may be the most rewarding to your soul. Connection to the divine is all important and you can not do that through vice. Your actions create a ripple which create other actions. I have recently had a trans-formative period in my life which helped to bring about an epiphany for me.

I live my life helping others and have always done so. I have helped to break people free in their life from negativity. I am not perfect but something I do always seems to help even if it is not perfect because I do not believe in personal power. I believe in the power of being filled by the divine energies and know that the divine has used me for his vessel. I know how imperfect I am but by doing this and giving up myself I have helped many people.

The trans-formative period has been a dark night of the soul in one way but in another a glorification of my life as a person and worker for the divine. The challenges I have recently experienced are so strange it even makes me feel weird talking about them. I realize this makes me a better spiritual counselor and helper for people with problems.

I have been the torture victim of a cult and they are advertising that they can do exorcisms. Yet if they do not cure the person instantly they revile them and ostracize them. Revilement is treating people badly by ostracizing them and then ripping them to pieces in a church. The cult leaders kill them because they are the failures and can not stand the fact that this is true. Talking bad about others always cuts you off from the divine. I am not going to focus on them but the fact that it shows I do get results. No one would go to all of this trouble to try to cause problems unless they were jealous or envious.

I have always looked at healing as something I am imperfect at doing but I try hard to be perfect. No one can be perfect unless it is the divine will. It means that I am missing the key to successful healing at times. It is inspiring the person to be the best person he can be in his life. I send loving kindness and suggest these meditations to everyone because the main key to healing is love. It is divine love and love for everyone where they can heal.

It also is the fact that everything happens in the mind of the divine. It is like a huge differential engine of choices and reactions to those choices. You can live in the negative and talking badly about people and be caught in the mind of the differential engine where you only receive the negative choices. Not listening to the divine in these choices put you into a downward spiral where you understand that your choice did this to you.

People who do not believe in this can cause ripples which affect everyone in the world. Through bigotry and bias against others who are different with their actions and words can cause much pain and suffering. Yet most of the people that do this are so focused on themselves instead of the divine that the pain they cause is unbelievable. Yet they keep doing it and I believe that is when their souls purity is lost on some levels and they keep going through these painful lessons until they learn. It is my epiphany and in the Orient torturing someone is something that can be done by anyone with enough money to hire a security agency. The leaders can then use their congregation against someone and there are many things that can be done to harm their victims.

They are slandered, cursed, harmed, starved, ostracized and threatened. The people being kind to these people always are threatened and in my case hurt. They film their victims and I ask that you read my new articles at to learn what I have learned about these practices. I believe that they call their films revilement films but it is basically a snuff film where the person dies in misery. I have been able to stay alive for over a year and a half now and am in a position where talking about this will keep myself and others safe.

Yet realize that Amnesty International is trying to stop these practices where I live and in other places in the world. Please realize this is a real problem and make it so my suffering brings about the goodness necessary to make the world change how they look at bigotry, elder abuse, and preachers or leaders. Never let any religious leader talk you into harming yourself or others. Prevent the practice of these cults where they can never cause anyone harm again. Do not give respect for anyone because they are a minister, preacher or evolved person because they would never bring you anything but joy if they do their jobs properly. Do not be manipulated and harmed through your love for God. Instead show your love for God through your actions to others. I am not the only victim of torture but I am one who has survived. Please make it so you help others survive and make it so I can stay safe by posting this blog everywhere it can be read so people understand that these things really happen in the world.

It is scary to me in one way because people try to make others who suffer through things like this the problems. The people are not the problems but the ones doing the bad actions. Please make it so the bad actions will be stopped by helping new laws to be made to bring about a safer world for everyone.

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Knowing the divine will intervene for you

“Knock, And He'll open the door
Vanish, And He'll make you shine like the sun
Fall, And He'll raise you to the heavens
Become nothing, And He'll turn you into everything.”


I enjoyed this quote as I have been knocking on Gods or heavens door recently to deal with the problems I have had in life. I always feel that becoming nothing in adversity and knocking on the door of the divine brings the situation alive where you can receive help from the divine.

Falling to your own faults or the actions of others always means that for trying to be a divine servant he raises you to the heavens. He is the one that is important as all others can lie about you and try to judge you but he knows eternal truth and what others have done and what you have done. All the manipulation of evil in the world can not hide the truth from God just as good is more powerful than evil.

Bigotry turns the person being abused into nothing. People act evil to them and then try to blame the persons race or status and use their own race and status as superior. It is not true as those who abuse and torture others are always the ones with an inferiority complex. They desire attention and use hate and cruelty to get that attention.

The intervention of the divine and submitting yourself to the divine as nothing is what is powerful. By being nothing he raises you to everything that he wants for you. Since the divine always wants the best living in divine love and truth brings everything to you. You as the abused and tortured person vanish and shine like the sun as a new person that the divine knows the truth about no matter who misrepresents you on this earth.

Sunday, March 2, 2014

Life and strange occurances

I know God will not give me anything I can't handle.  I just wish that He didn't trust me so much.  ~Mother Teresa

I have felt that way recently. I always try to have faith and trust in God. It worked and I am back on the web. I have dealt with vicious people before and know that all cults have it where if they compete with someone it has to be them against the world. It means that no matter what happens they have their followers doing everything for them. They push them to the limit all to try to get their own way.

I suffered many attacks which were denials of service and also problems with hackers. I feel I have let down my clients and friends but the main thing is I am back on the web. It is not me that was the cause of the problems but others who feel they are right to harm people. I was told they might be slandering me on the web so if you hear anything bad about me then let me know. I have to put this on the website also.

I plan to do work by the session now instead of for as long as I can do the work because that way I do not have to worry about undependable parts of life that make it so I others can cause problems. I feel that God trusts me or I would not get good results with healing. I am not perfect but neither is anyone else who is born on this earth.

So I am back and will be adding to the website and doing my work. I thank God for his love and kindness and am happy to have the internet and be back on the Web.

Welcome to my Blog

My blog will be about my work helping others with spiritual problems. I will talk about methods, try to brainstorm on different methods, and many of the problems I encounter and the people encounter with being able to be healed.