Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Joy of LIfe

"When you see a new trail, or a footprint that you do not know, follow it to the point of knowing."
-- Grandmother of Charles Eastman, SANTEE SIOUX

I have always loved to travel and follow that new trail. It probably came from my childhood because every weekend my Dad would try to have us do something new. He would go down the road that no one knew where it led too just to see what was at the end of it. I have many childhood memories of camping and having fun.

I was taught a love of nature and how life can be a surprise. I traveled all over the United States and saw so many beautiful things. I remember them in my mind and know that when I can not do adventures I will still remember what I did do. I have loved traveling overseas. I remember the beautiful color of the Oceans. The different things that happened and trying new things such as different food, and different things to see and do.

My Dad had a real joy of life and I lost him when I was 21 years old. I still miss him but I keep him alive during the holidays and every time I have the courage to go down that new trail. It is hard to be joyful of life in today's world. All of the things happening and having the media and life slanted towards worry and fear.

Joy of life is taking the good with the bad and always trusting that things will get better. It is being grateful for the one kind act in a horrible day. It is the ability to have a sense of humor no matter how bad things are and be able to make a joke about it. Joy of life is not giving up or being afraid and hopeless because something new and different is out there that you can find and go wow look at that and learn about it.

The world of today is to focused on what we can lose or might lose. Where is that excitement in talking about something new and different. The appreciation of others inspiration. The joy and happiness in something good happening to someone else because you know that if it happened to them it could happen to you.

Do not let anyone or anything take your joy from you. We are all here to experience life and be guided to our highest good.

Friday, December 21, 2012

Prophecy and Theory

Every theory is a self-fulfilling prophecy that orders experience into the framework it provides. 
Ruth Hubbard 

It is the 21st of December where I am living. The world has not ended and the Mayan Calender must have other places where it was extended. Yet people have been trying to bring the prophecy of a shift into existence. The end of the Earth. People are talking about moving up into other dimensions when they do not know what lives or exists there or if humanity can exist.

I see it as the battle between good and evil. Anything that brings about thought of what could happen to this world. Anything that causes people to be inspired to do good for themselves and others. It all happened in the year 2012. Yet look at the amount of money people made out of a theory. A theory is not something proven to be real.

Evil had a great deal of fun lessening something which could have been a real thing to bring good into this world. It was commercialized, and everyone got into the televisions shows and what the future could be. I saw much good happen with my own land energy clearing project and all the work others did to help the earth energies. Could it have happened to the extent that it did with out the end of the world? I am not sure.

My challenge to everyone is to live each day as if it is the end of the world. Do the good things for yourself and others that you would not do otherwise. Quit worrying and being afraid of change and the future because it won't matter anyway. Each day has a whole future wrapped up inside of it waiting to be let out. A future where people can be kind to each other, help each other, respect this earth and others, and do many wonderful things.

If everyone treated each day as a chance to do good the world would be a different place. You can still plan for retirement or to have extra money to help yourself yet think of just not worrying and how good it would feel to you. I am just going to enjoy the end of the world movies. Look how much people like to watch everything changing to something else. Yet we can make those changes and not have the world end like disasters in the movies or television. We can make the changes for real and make a better earth for humanity.

Friday, December 14, 2012

Unreal and Real

The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.
Chuck Palaniuk

Our dreams, yearnings, hopes and wishes are more powerful for us than reality. They make up what we want in life. People try to shape it by using the Law of Attraction to make everything good. It helps in many ways but sometimes we have beliefs that make our lives a living nightmare.

We shape everyone and everything in our lives to our concepts of how and what they are supposed to be and act. No one gets a break including the person who has these intangible ideas on what the person is supposed to be in their life.

Intangible ideas and concepts created jet airplanes, the automobile, the computer, the internet and the list could go on and on. The thinkers and dreamers made it so reality was shaped by their very dreams and fantasties of what could be done. Einstein and many others that were scientists have defined how our world is made and what it is made of by Physics which is the science of measurement.

No one has completely figured out how to see the unseen. The ghosthunters have made many developments in defining the unknown and giving science a way to measure ghosts. Psychics and spiritual people can see different energies. They can feel them but science has not defined many of these methods.

The only way to do this is to test out the methods personally where you know they work for you. I always test things out and what makes the energies change, people heal, and their lives get better may not be measured by science. Yet it can be felt and seen by the people who are having problems.

Love and kindness can not be measured by a machine yet they exist as our emotions and help to fuel any creative process and healing that exists. The unseen is the hardest thing to deal with because the situations we are put into bring alive our worse fears. Our own wanting, and needing may be turned into something different. It is always a challenge but we give more energy to worries than to the blessings in our lives. I agree the unreal is more powerful but the real should be blessed and glorified for all the good energies it can bring into our lives and good events.

The gift of life, love, happiness and joy should be our real focus and blessing our lives for the good they have in them will bring that good alive.

Saturday, December 8, 2012

longing and yearning for love, and kindness

“The longing for sweets is really a yearning for love or "sweetness.” 
― Marion Woodman

I really had to think about this quote. I was looking for a quote that would say how we sabotage ourselves in life. We really yearn, want and need things yet we tell ourselves we can not have them. Yet what prevents us from having these things. It is our own self putting blockages and obstacles in our way because of our expectations of how our life is supposed to be. We focus so much on the things that do not go right that we forget how much energy we put into it and then draw the bad into our lives.

I can not count the times when I have been upset that I went for that chocolate ice cream or candy bar. Why because Serotonin is produced when the chocolate is eaten. It is a chemical that the body makes that produces the following feelings aggression and feeling dominant. That food is abundant and there for us. It makes us more confident and feel better.

I have been exercising to lose weight and incorporating it into my spirituality by doing focused exercise with prayer. Yet reading in the chemical reactions show that it helps to produce more insulin and hunger. So it helps to cause diabetes when it is not balanced properly.

I wonder if this is part of the problem with people yearning and craving for sweets all of the time. It is the need for sweetness and love in their lives. In America I believe it is also the food additives and food dyes. I am eating natural food and it does not cause the problems that the regular food causes me in my health.  Yet all of Americans do not seem to have the family support and being included in groups of people that know and love you.

In the Philippines where I am at now there is something called a Barkada which is a group of friends you have known since childhood. You have love available besides your family. They also have stronger families yet they still have problems with diabetes and sweets. Could it be the desire of yearning for a better life, being treated with more kindness, courtesy and respect that causes this in everyone?

Could yearning, need and wanting the better things in life cause many other social problems instead of being happy and just trying to improve our lives? I always hear about negative thoughts and the power of attraction yet maybe it is more yearning for what is not in our lives. It also ties into jealousy and envy.

I know that believing that the divine wants the best for you with unconditional love and just acceptance of what exists until something better happens is to me the best solution. I always trust that things will change for the better. It may take longer than I want at times but it always does change for the better. Mostly through the kindness and love of the divine and people who show love and sweetness to me.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Follow your Dreams-The cure for Jealousy and Envy

The question for each man to settle is not what he would do if he had means, time, influence and educational advantages; the question is what he will do with the things he has. The moment a young man ceases to dream or to bemoan his lack of opportunities and resolutely looks his conditions in the face, and resolves to change them, he lays the corner-stone of a solid and honorable success.

Hamilton Wright Mabie

I never followed my dreams as a child. My family made me follow their dreams in how I was supposed to act, think and do. This is normal as they are trying to keep you safe in the best way that they know how. A child still can feel stifled in not expressing themselves. It is the time we feel the most anger and have the least control over our emotions in our lives.

We leave home and expect a difference. It does not happen as people who put themselves first are common in this world. People tell us we have to work and we can't have fun. Work is not meant to be fun and to enjoy ourselves we have to wait until our retirement and vacations. Yep that was my family.

I know that I left home and did something I always wanted to do that my Mother would not allow ride a big motorcycle. I traveled all over the country. In following my dreams I avoided a great deal of things I could have been doing that would have been wrong for me.

I have done this my whole life and had some people really dislike me. They say no one can have done all the things I did. I worked hard but I enjoyed my dreams. I studied and did what I wanted to do. I did it with out hurting others and competing with myself. I worked to make myself better.

I followed my dream in moving to the Philippines, and trying to make it my home. I still love the Philippines but I have to look at the people I was around and know the jealous and envious ones did not follow their dreams. They did nothing but say how they could not do this or that in their lives. They tried to make a better life for their children. Yet they did not think of themselves also.

All the jealous and envious people I have met do not like people who follow their dreams. They do not like it someone achieved something they were unable to achieve. They talked bad about them and tried to make themselves look good by making the other person look stupid, silly, or bad. 

Stealing from others is to leave a mark on them of I am stupid. Humilating and putting others down is to leave a mark on them of I am better than you. All of the envy and jealousy trips are to make the person feel better because they did not follow their dreams. They did not do what the other person did who followed their dreams.

It is all about getting even with the person who followed their dreams because of how they feel about their lives. Love and kindness is the key in a persons life. It is not wrong to love and be kind to others. It is what the others do with it that is wrong or right.

What sort of person are you? If you resent and envy others and have to put them down. You should start competing with yourself and make yourself better. You should follow your dreams.

Monday, November 19, 2012

Malice and Envy

It is never wise to seek or wish for another's misfortune. If malice or envy were tangible and had a shape, it would be the shape of a boomerang. ~Charley Reese

I have noticed that malice and envy seem to go in themes. Things happen that make it difficult to not be malicious. Envy has never been a problem for me. I always felt I should compete with myself and if I want something find a way to get it.

Yet envy and jealousy put someone in the situation where they are supposed to be malicious and act badly. These emotions torture the people who have them. I feel anyone is a fool to act this way. Jealousy over someone you love is the most common. I have done this to myself and I would never of had the emotion happen if the person had been acting correctly. So jealousy is always a reaction for me to something my subconscious knows but the rest of me does not want to see or hear.

I have been miserable with others jealousy and envy. I never looked at how much I have suffered because of others jealousy and envy. I know I am not many of the things people envy others for in any way. Yet I am different and some people think they would have fun doing what I do or my work.

They see it as something like the movies or something different than reality. A person who has never been able to get things envies anyone even if they are only buying something simple. Others who have never followed their heart or dreams envies the person with the courage to do so. I have followed my dreams my whole life.

I have used creative visualization and so much prayer. In some things I do great and in other things I have to work on myself like I work to help others. Yet I am always happy when I see someone else get something good. I would be the first person to cheer someone winning the lottery, getting the degree, finding the person that they love. Yet others feel differently and I can see how it can ruin their lives.

The person who tries to make everyone like them, who imposes their judgement on others and who through treachery will try to harm others. It is foolish to do this as it makes it so it does come back on you. It also makes the victims of the envy and jealousy wonder about themselves and why others act that way.

It is because the person is insecure and tries to make themselves look good by putting others down. Who is resentful and wants what others have and takes it for themselves. They are the fools in this life who dig themselves into deeper and deeper pits of problems by hurting others when they should be looking and working upon themselves. Anyone can make it so they can get what they need and want through love and kindness. I am an example of that by the way I try to do things in my life.

Friday, November 16, 2012

I was able to get a Laptop Thank You

I was able to get a laptop because of my past clients, friends, and present clients helping me out at this moment. I lost everything I owned and needed a new apartment at the same time. Burglars are people who are out for money. They can be your landladies, and people you trust also.

Many times it is out of jealousy or envy which are deadly sins. I had years of people in my life having degrees and always getting things easily. Many times it was things I would never want any way but other times I thought why can't my life be easy. Why do I always have to struggle?

It gave me the idea of competing with myself. If I do better and can say to myself I am improved. I have done a good job it is worth ten times envying someone else having it easy. I also found it gave me compassion for the fools who did this to me in the first place. It just puts them in the realm of negativity and nothing they took from me will last for them. The reason why is they did not do it for themselves.

I was always happy when someone did good, won the lottery, or had other good luck. I enjoy people doing good and do not want to take what everyone else has gotten but want to find a way to get things on my own. I am sorry I had to do this for donations and help.

Yet the people who helped and continue to help me are getting a great chance to do charity for someone who needs the help to keep working. I do charity work all of the time, and the wheel turns for everyone. I want to thank all of you for your kindness.

Saturday, September 29, 2012

The paradox of Love

I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.
Mother Teresa 

Mother Teresa was a beautiful woman. I looked at her photo and saw such a beautiful soul. Yet she died filled with doubts about whether she had made a difference in this world. I remember reading that and thinking how sad it was that she felt that way.

Only the divine knows how much of a difference that we make in our lives. It is up to us to do our best from day to day to show kindness and charity to others. All of us forget that in the way the modern world is set up. We are always worried about ourselves. How we look to others, and how we are doing at work. How the world perceives us as successful.

The roughest thing in my life has always been love. I love people deeply. I love my friends and care for my clients. Yet most of the people I care about are worried about themselves. They never think how much I need a kind word or someone showing appreciation.

It makes the moments I receive love and appreciation more dear to me. The people who write me after a year or two that tell me I helped to turn their life around. I always say that it was not me but the divine which is what ever a person believes in that creates this world.

Love, kindness and charity will make you look good with out having to worry about anything else that you do. 

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Not allowing evil to triumph

All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing.
Edmund Burke

I saw this quote tonight and say that I have heard this a great many times. Yet how many people know what this quote is really about and how it effects their lives. I go through people telling me all of the time. Why do you try to help others they do not care? You are worth ten of that person and yet you made yourself sick and wore yourself out helping them.

I always say that by doing what I do and asking the divine to help me I add some light to this world. I may not get the results I want to have. I would prefer to be able to wave that magic wand every one is looking for and have their lives become perfect.Yet I am just a person and the only reason I have any results is because I love God and he works through me in my attempts to help others.

I have had many cures and many people writing me and saying how much I helped their lives. I stick with them through the worse times in their lives. Yet I am human and imperfect like everyone else on this world. No matter what they are or what they claim to be everyone is human and imperfect. The only one that is perfect is the divine. We are not able to comprehend any of those energies completely because our mind can not wrap around it.

I like the thoughts I have read that we are dreams in the mind of the divine. It is the reason we get free will and are able to shape our inner and outer worlds. Yet if we did not have evil we would not understand what good was all about in our lives.

So I do my best to add in my effort to make it so evil can not triumph over good. I try to do my best to add a bit of good to the world if it is only being nice to someone. I hope everyone who reads this quote thinks about ways to add good to their corner of the world.

Saturday, August 18, 2012

Compromise and Surrender

All compromise is based on give and take, but there can be no give and take on fundamentals. Any compromise on mere fundamentals is a surrender. For it is all give and no take.Mahatma Gandhi

I saw this quote on Facebook and found a copy of it where I could use it for my blog. I have found this to be very true in life. Look at the way the government compromises and it works out where it does not move anything forward. The reason why is they ignore the fundamental truth of what is needed.

Fundamentals are keeping people healthy, taking care of them, and making it so the government, and life gives them the basic things they need in their life. Prayer can be a powerful tool but many religions also ignore the fundamentals when they try to control the people who worship in their churches. Every religion has something to keep the people healthy, and rules to make it where people socialize and work together.

The world has compromised so many things that it used to stand for and it takes thought to wonder if we should have made the changes. Yet many changes have been good. It is all about balance which includes give and take. A form of balance is in everything that we do.

Good and evil are a balance and when the world goes more one way than the other the world is a different places until they are balanced. A person's life and success depends upon balance. There are ups and downs in every persons life because you can not be one thing all of the time. Positive change can be good and the bad changes are a chance to work upon yourself and any issues that you may have.

I have always had things I would and would not do. Everyone should realize that there are things they should not compromise on no matter what happens to them. It is a surrender to becoming something that you do not like.

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Progression-How it affects our lives

I have been doing a great deal of work lately where I hear from the guides and angels helping me that it is a progression. I decided this would make a good subject to write about because everyone is always nervous about change. Yet with out change our lives do not progress and we do not get to be where we want to be in our lives. The definition for progression is-

The act of moving forward; a proceeding in a course; motion onward.
Course; passage; lapse or process of time.
Regular or proportional advance in increase or decrease of numbers; continued proportion, arithmetical, geometrical, or harmonic.
A regular succession of tones or chords; the movement of the parts in harmony; the order of the modulations in a piece from key to key.

The interesting thing about this definition is that it covers energy, music, movement forward, and passage or process of time. It is what the energy signature I talk about that is individual for each person is made of with time included.

Without contraries there is no progression. Attraction and repulsion, reason and energy, love and hate, are necessary to human existence.
William Blake

It is true of all of our lives. We progress in what we do by the actions of others, by our experiences and in many ways. We progress by improving our emotional, spiritual and mental selves and it becomes a progression of our life. A melody of what we are in our spiritual world. We have a progression of our soul and it changes the melody of the eternal vehicle with in ourselves.

People talk of their higher self and it is because of our energetic improvements and progression as we make ourselves better people and more receptive towards the energies of divine love. We work to see our higher self in all its beauty. Yet it would not be beautiful with out the contrasts and the fact that we work to place the divine with in our physical, mental and spiritual bodies.

Our lives are progressing towards the divine. We become trapped in all of the opinions about shifts, our higher selves, and many other subjects. Yet with out the progression there would not be change. Things would not get better or worse. We would not find our solutions and bring divine love into our lives.

Our lives will always progress and we will move forward in many ways. The people with spiritual problems are in traps where they do not progress but keep doing the same issues and problems over and over again running in a circle like they are in a hamster wheel. Breaking free always involves not the self  but the acceptance and knowledge of divine love and what divinity means to us and our souls.

People who do magic or learn magic always figure it is a way to get what they want in their lives. Yet it is really just another way to progress because as we get what we want in our lives we progress in many different ways. If we make mistakes we progress but magic is just another way to the divine through ritual and structure. That is the true progression in every life.

Thursday, July 5, 2012


A friendship can weather most things and thrive in thin soil; but it needs a little mulch of letters and phone calls and small, silly presents every so often - just to save it from drying out completely.Pam Brown 

I have to remember this quote as I go in spurts of solitude. I need the time to myself many times not because my friends have done something wrong. It is my hard work, being tired and sometimes just finding the way to communicate and be friends. I think of this more often as I am far from some friends and am now living in a new place.

I try to adjust but still have problems. Yet I have to admit that most people just think of themselves or what they want to believe. Expectations as I have mentioned before are problems in every one's life. You meet a family and love one of the members as a friend. You are nice to them but it does not mean they will be nice back to you.

You have jealous envious people every where who will dislike you because you have worked hard. You can relax and actually get things to make your life better. They do not work or stay at home yet are willing to complain and drive someone else crazy to try to get something for them. They never once think of doing something to get things themselves.

All these lead up to the people we put around ourselves. I have always been very hard core in many ways. I had one person who has been a friend of mine for over 20 years tell me. You can have different level of friends. They can just be acquaintances. You do not need to get rid of them. I have to agree on many levels but to me the hardest thing in the world is to love a friend and have them turn out to be willing to harm you or hurt you for their own agenda.

It hurts my soul and I just am not labeling and using people that way. Yet to be functional in this world we have to look at the people we are around. The question is if they are an acquaintance because they acted badly. Was it through trusting the wrong people? Was it through just closing up and not communicating. No one is a friend if you feel they would harm you and in my opinion it is better not to let them be around you.

The ones who trust the wrong people or do something that is not trying to harm you. I can see keeping as acquaintances. Yet what are most people keeping around as friends? Are they true friends or have an agenda where they may be hurting, lying or manipulating you because they believe they are smarter than you. Do they want something you have and are they envious people. You have to look at and set boundaries for the people in your life. Not just loved ones but for friends also. Being nice can be deadly.

So everyone who sees this I would like you to call up, talk too, email, or send a silly gift to the friends who have stood the test of time. They are the reason for enjoying life and knowing that someone cares for you.

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Mt Samat, Internet and Singing

I did the second step of my Land Energy Clearing project at Mt Samat. It is a mountain with an 11 story cross built on the top of it. The cross and land around it are on consecrated ground. I was impressed by the murals and the beautiful energies and landscaping.

I chose this photograph because it shows the back of a church group from Rosario in the Philippines singing and thanking the people who died to make it so they lived free. I felt this was the perfect focus point for the transformation of war energies being released to God. It also was consecrated where the wishes of the Filipino people were carried to God easily along with the energies of the project.

I have three more steps to go and it should make it so the people who fought wars and lived in the Philippines will be released where the countries can move forward to a new prosperity, and progress. It is the blessing part of the project. The photos of Corregidor Island on my website show how much the energies of war last and can affect the land and energies of everything around the battlefields.

It was nice for me. Yet it drained me completely and I have been working very hard on my internet. I could not get my own account at first and then when I got the account the network went down. I made it through those problems and then my website went down, the hosting company had service problems. I then had problems with my email and getting on the internet.

I thought could I have a virus but I have an up to date virus program but I went through all of the steps to fix any virus's, Trojans or key-loggers. I just can not get to some website and am sent to Filipino websites which are not the same as where my American accounts are just as this page has part of it in Tagalog. I am trying to   learn Tagalog but this is a rough way to go.

So I was frustrated quite a bit this month and spent a great deal of time trying to get things to work right. I finally have it to a livable level but something happened. I was invited to my land ladies for dinner. They like to feed me on and off and I love Filipino food. I sang karaoke and in my moment of angst did Sweet Dreams are made of these by Annie Lennox. I sounded OK. I felt the tension break and I relaxed.

I started to do more singing where I removed some of my tensions. I started singing more karaoke when I was upset which was quite a bit with the internet and email not working properly. I have been enjoying it although I do not know what the neighbors think about it.

Yet they started to invite me to parties to sing karaoke songs so I could not be too bad. I have made friends and singing was behind it just like singing the prayers at Mount Samat was beautiful and helped to bring the divine into the energy clearing.

Music is a powerful tool when you are upset and not able to do much about it. It helps to build energy and everyone should enjoy singing no matter how they sound as it releases the stress and things that make us ill. I will be posting more often now that things are straightened out. Yet remember there are moments in life we can not help and instead of staying upset try to sing a song. You may be amazed at how much better you feel about your life.

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Energies and Agreements

I have not posted in a while as I was watching to see any difference in energies. The energy is clearing and is being released to God yet it seems that I have to work on the patterns of the countries involved. All of us accept things in life which are not what we want in our lives. Countries do the same thing trying to make the laws and social interactions work for the country and the people.

I have noticed good energies being restored but the old patterns staying the same. The only unusual thing that has happened is a tornado in Japan. I have not heard that Japan had tornadoes but that might be my own ignorance of the weather. Yet the US has been having storms and I hope that equalizing the energies of the elements plus removing patterns will be a big help.

People always believe that when you do an exorcism everything is instantly gone. Yet I always get the problem people others have never been able to cure. I do help them and cure the problems but the main trick that evil uses is our acceptance and belief that we have to have bad in our lives. It is true that we can never remove much of the bad choices and decisions but we are also trapping ourselves and our countries in bad decisions.

The American people put up with things just like the people of other countries. We feel we can not change things but we can change the way we act. It may make it so the good we do changes the trends and patterns in our countries. Yet many times by the acceptance of others actions towards our countries we make agreements that can be used to promote negativity.

The patterns are a big part in the people not being cured because if you think about it. The spirit or evil is removed dozens of times and comes back. Why does this always happen to that person. Because of the evil being able to claim and oath or agreement was made for them to suffer. It is very easy for evil to stay around because of these patterns of behavior and agreements that allow the soul to have splits of energy inserted in it where the evil can claim agreements.

The same is true of our accepting the energies of war having to stay on this earth when they can be released and the patterns changed. I will keep trying until I will see a change and then know what combinations will work.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Ghosts of Corregidor

I wanted to show everyone photos that I have of the ghosts of Corregidor Island. The first photo is of actual ectoplasm forming and you can see the head of an American and a Japanese person in the helmet holding the head.

I have a photo of the bunker when the door was opened and you can see there were no bumps or anything on the walls that would form this shape. It proves my point that these energies need to be released so the countries can heal. Otherwise the layers of negativity happen as if the country was cursed and they are always held back by past energies. Here was a photo of the bunker when the doors were opened.

I know that the bunker was clear. A little boy was there saying no I won't go in and there are ghosts there and his mother was saying there are no ghosts. Mothers believe your children is all I can say here. I was a psychic child and had many memories of the same thing happening to me.

We went to Malinta tunnel next and here is a photo of a soldier still fighting his battle.

The last is a photo of me with a Japanese soldier standing on my left hand side. I know that anyone who looks at these photos has to realize the energies that it takes for ghosts to manifest. The release of the energies of war, greed, anger, and hatred from these spots will help remove the blocks that are afflicting so many countries right now. It will restore the chance for the countries to thrive and have prosperity, good luck and health. Even a little change helps to move the balance towards good. I hope all of you will subscribe to my newsletter and help me by donating to the land energy clearing project.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

The Base of all things is Love and respect

"The base of all things is love and respect."
-- Vickie Downey, TEWA/Tesuque Pueblo
The greatest weapon of any Spiritual Warrior is love. Love will change minds; love will forgive; love will let go; love will cause good luck; love will heal; love will cry; love will get rid of resentments; love will overcome fear. Love loves love. Any human who is loving will be guaranteed respect. Respect loves love. We need to love and respect ourselves.

I can not count the times I have been called a fluff bunny because I state that we have to forgive ourselves and others. It is something they think is to new age for serious magic, and the New Agers feel I am to hard core to be a New Ager. I am sort of caught in the middle. I want to thank White Bison quotes for this quote as it has made me think and that is what a quote is all about.

Yet I have seen miraculous cures because of the person forgiving others and sending themselves love. People who have gone through a trauma have to love and respect themselves. They need to approve of themselves again and realize that they are a person who has learned and that they are a good person.

New Agers always talk about love and light. The thing is it is Divine love that creates miracles and that is what we should send to ourselves and others. Regular love is not what undoes evil or problems. Respect for ourselves, the divine and belief that divine love undoes and dissolves evil is a big part of healing.

Divine love can dissolve problem patterns with healing because it changes the energies and sets a new better template of ourselves and what we are to do to exist. Resentment and anger link us to the negative and makes it so we are hateful people as far as energies are concerned.

It is why I do not like to say who is harming a client. I just do work to cleanse and clear them and tell them to forgive what has happened. I always suggest metta meditation to be sure that the person knows how much things can change. Metta meditation is a Buddhist method of self-love that can be linked to any divine force and I have a version of it in my website library.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Astral Healing and Distant Healing

I thought that today I would just add my thoughts on what I do. Most people do not realize what astral healing is about nor do they know what distant healing is about or how it works. Astral healing is done from the real time zone of the astral plane. The astral plane has no time so it makes it easy to do hours of work to help others during a short time.

I put my astral hands into the etheric energy to remove the implants, tentacles and threads from others that cause negativity. I can clear chakras and fill the clients with the energies of herbs, sacred substances and weave prayers and symbols into their auras to release the symbols and negative energies to God or the belief system of the person I am working upon at the time.

It allows the angels to access the person easily and also makes so all the forces of good in their belief system can be called into their lives. It also gives me a chance to talk to the subconscious person and work upon the issues with the subconscious mind. All of this is distant healing.

Other methods come with working with the energies of procedures to help the person to heal on the physical plane with photographs and the energies being pulled into existence here on earth. It is a very demanding discipline and not much has been written about astral magic until after I started telling people about how to use this method. I then saw old manuscripts appearing from sources showing the validity of my system and that it has been used for centuries.

I also have an astral temple where I can have constant healing rituals going on for others. So the methods can be life saving and are less expensive than flying me to a place and my doing the work there. In some cases it is not forceful enough and I have to be there to find out why the problems are still happening. It is when I fly to different places in the USA or around the world to help others. This happens because of objects and curse energies being present in a way where they can manifest through something in the home or person.

The majority of people find these methods a blessing that work with out having to go anywhere but their home. I started the one time amount because it is so intensive. If I charged by time or methods that I used then no one would be able to afford it. So I felt the one time payment where I keep helping the person through all the healing, mental stress and PTSD would be the kindness for everyone.

Many mediums and others charge $90 to $900 a session so I have always felt I was reasonable. I have just a few of the references I have received on my website. I have a good success rate and everyone I have helped has had things change and get better in some way or another. I have had only a few dissatisfied people and worked very hard to help them but could not get results most of the time not through my own fault but through the fact they were slower to heal and they expected everything to be instant. The other reason is a resistance to learning and realizing that with certain problems they have to learn to help themselves.

It can be instant or if it is years of problems I have to go through each negative layer and soul split. Soul splits can manifest as personality disorders and multiple personalities when done by an outside force. There are many ins and outs and I could write a book on everything and have done so. Yet the important thing is it is a way to improve your life and get help with your problems.

I hope all of you check out my website and the articles.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

The Beautiful Philippines

I have been slower than usual with adding posts to my blog. It is because I had to find an apartment and take care of the things of life. I am in the Philippines at the moment and in a lovely rural setting that has a great deal of natural beauty.I am here to do my energy clearing project and still need others support to do so.

I have found that I need to do a great deal of preparatory work to release all of the energies as some spots have negativity and layers sort of stuck in place so to speak. I have been doing this work using the symbols of sacred geometry and through the element of Earth. The Philippines is a elemental nature of water which allows for much flexibility but earth promotes prosperity and a better life.

I also have all the fees, and money due that is necessary for me to stay a year. I can then get an internet account once I have an I card and things will be back to normal. I am asking that people help me by making donations and subscribing to my newsletter. I will be able to do more with my own internet account. I also need the things of life for setting up an apartment.

I feel releasing the energies also is helping the US and other countries to be free from negativity and it is easier to release here because of the fact the Philippines have never been an aggressor in a war. I do need your support and I will have to be here a year to accomplish my goals. I will then move to another area that needs the work.

Friday, March 16, 2012


Self-respect cannot be hunted.  It cannot be purchased.  It is never for sale.  It cannot be fabricated out of public relations.  It comes to us when we are alone, in quiet moments, in quiet places, when e suddenly realize that, knowing the good, we have done it; knowing the beautiful, we have served it; knowing the truth we have spoken it.  ~Whitney Griswold

I know that people say to others you have no self-esteem or self-respect. It is because we are being judged by them by their expectations and standards. What brings self-respect is knowing that we will do the right thing for ourselves and others. Speaking the truth is not always as easy to do as many times our truths hurt others feelings. The most beautiful thing in the Universe is the Divine, God, Goddess or what ever name you feel the creator of love and life is named.

The joy of a good friend, the happiness of being around others, and visiting the places we love. It is all a part of beauty. Doing what we want to do with out living out the expectations of others is also good. I am having fun just being myself and socializing at lunch with people in a neighborhood in the Philippines. It is nice because I am being treated as a real person. I am Nita and not just another foreigner in the Metro Manila area. I am myself.

The work I do requires that I work upon myself and my actions at all times. The challenges and choices get harder and more subtle when I do get to the point of which direction my life will go. Yet I have to look at myself and what I want to be. I have to learn to control what I am and the best way to treat myself and others. It is what life is all about in this world.

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Love sickness of the Soul

The source of all illness is the lovesickness of the soul. She yearns to return to her Beloved Above, and so is repulsed by the human form, her prison of pain.
Two things, then, must be repaired, and body and soul will be healed:
The human body must open itself to become a holy temple for the Infinite G‑d who desires it for His dwelling.
The soul must learn to discover the Infinite G‑d from within this human form, the place where He most desires to dwell.

—Maamar Ani Hashem Rof’echa

I really enjoyed this quote and enjoyed thinking of the different energies involved. I have for years heard illness blamed upon the negative energies, and other things afflicting people in their lives. I have heard people blame others who are ill saying they caused it to themselves. Many of these are cold, cruel, heartless statements that cause much pain to the people suffering the illness. This makes a great deal of sense to me.

All the problems I deal with in others could be called a battle or fight. Evil tries to bring down those whose souls are missing the divine. Evil tries to cause situations that the soul can not handle to change the orientation of the soul to negative levels where the soul feels lost. It all involves the connection to the source of your soul and the belief system it has chosen for you. 

We search for love on this earth and when we can not find it or any things that we consider good in our life we believe that the divine does not love us. We are rejected by our source because these things happen to us. Our soul is eternal and has experienced many challenges as all time is not linear. We can be experiencing twenty different lifetimes at twenty different times of existence and have it happen to our soul all at once. It could be all considered just one lifetime to the soul.

Most of my work is opening the person and soul up as a vessel of the divine in the religion or belief system of spirituality that it calls too. Once the divine connection is there then the soul is happy that her beloved one is there. Once she is happy with her beloved one then it makes a vessel for the divine to exist in her.

I have to deal with much more but it is a very complex and simplistic solution at the same time. The question is always what makes the client heal and it is the love sickness of the soul is healed.

People yearn to find their soul mates or twin souls. All of these people have karma together but what makes the twin soul so spectacular is that it is the soul loving another persons soul. The two people do not have to know what is happening but the souls do and the electrical charge is like being hit with lightening bolts when both souls can join and love the beloved one at once. 

Yet the real yearning and unhappiness in this world always comes from the heart and is about a lack of love. Divine love will dissolve evil and so will many other methods done but it is all the connection with the beloved that makes life worthwhile.

Monday, February 20, 2012

Master of Our Emotions

If I feel depressed I will sing. If I feel sad I will laugh. If I feel ill I will double my labor. If I feel fear I will plunge ahead. If I feel inferior I will wear new garments. If I feel uncertain I will raise my voice. If I feel poverty I will think of wealth to come. If I feel incompetent I will think of past success. If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals. Today I will be the master of my emotions.
Og Mandino

I read this quote and thought of how many people do many of these actions. I sing or laugh when I am not having a good day. I find a way to laugh at myself to break through and say I trust in the process of life. I do raise my voice when I am making a point when I am uncertain  of what to do. When I am upset I think of the things I have done right and look at myself to see if I need a new way to do things or a new way to focus on a project.

All of us have our trained reactions to make ourselves feel better. Yet do we ever look at our emotions during the day. Do we think that person is trying to make me unhappy so instead I will just relax and be happy. Is that person needing to complain or is it because they enjoy complaining?

To be in control of our emotions we have to stand back and watch ourselves and how we react. We have to be confident in our own person and be able to know that they are going through the patterns of their own life. We do not have to allow them to cause us to lose control.

The more we watch ourselves the more we realize what we are and live in our own truth. Things we do not like we can change to where we feel more comfortable with our own emotions until they become like old friends. It is a way to care for our own self and our own choices. It is also a way to care for others so we have the love and kindness with in us to be compassionate and help them through their bad moments. 

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Valentines Day Fantasties

Outside of Valentine’s Day fantasies, however, real love stretches through real time. It grows and endures and strengthens. Occasionally it wilts. Sometimes it dies. Our love affairs are not rhyming lines on pink greeting cards. They are thick dog-eared novels we write to ourselves. - Marcello Di Cintio

I saw this quote and it struck a chord in my heart. Valentines Day is all about romantic love. Yet how many people love someone just for themselves as a person. Romance is about feeling good and joyful. It has ups and downs and is beautiful in many ways as the people overcome all the frustrations, delays and misconceptions about the one we love.

Yet how many people can love someone for themselves just as a person. Some one that matters to them. That we want the best for in their lives?

I feel that way about others all the time and people act like it is strange. Every one is looking for the hidden agenda. How could someone just care for no reason but the fact they think someone is great.

It is because even in the commercials we are taught that a woman only likes a man for sex. I see dating commercials in the United States showing a woman wanting romance. It is a bunch of candles with her and a man she just met trying to have passionate sex.

Romance is not about sex it is about feeling someone is special. Taking the time to do little things for them to show you are thinking of them. Just loving the way they look when they smile. Feeling good and getting to love them as people not men or women.

Romance has become a lost art in most peoples lives. If you have it in your life Valentines day or not you should treasure it.You should write your own novel and keep it in your heart.

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Real Motives

No person can know his own inner motives.
He may be kind because kindness brings him pleasure.
He may be wise because wisdom is music to his soul.
He may become a martyr burned in fire because his nature is to defy, his nature is to be fire.
When can you know that your motives are sincere? Only when it is not within your nature to do this thing.
And how do you know that it is not within your nature? Only when you travel two opposite paths at once.

The inner motives are the hardest thing to understand with in ourselves. I have mentioned rationalization as being the enemy of the true person. Reactions as being a true enemy. Jealousy, and just wanting to covet what someone else has is also a problem with this. A woman may love a man yet he is married. It means hands off and you are not supposed to do anything. Yet the man could love the woman back and not leave his wife. 

Real motives are something to apply to this situation. Yet most people never do it. they make excuses about following their heart and that the man would do it with someone else if it was not them. Yet it is not true in many instances as no one has a choice about whether or not they fall in love with someone. The real motives lie in your heart and mind and no one knows them but you. Yet this is again the being torn in two directions.

I feel that way about my work at times. It is a mission for me so I always say I am not employed but on a mission. Yet the last few days I have really been thinking about this. It is not an easy mission for me as everyone can find a way to be cruel to others even when they have the best of intentions. Am I doing things because I am getting some perks out of what I do. I think everyone has a certain amount of things they like and do not like. Does it pull me in two directions yes but does it need to be done also yes. It is like being a policeman. It is hard work and there are many problems. Yet is it a job that needs to be done yes. Do people and others always respect you for it no.

So I enjoyed this quote an the way it gets you to think. Yet being a true person is the ultimate goal and doing the right thing for yourself and others is also the ultimate goal. It is not an easy task.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Killing Truth and Immortal Lies

Mark Twain (1835 - 1910), Advice to Youth

I have lived in a small town for many years. I have seen the best liar win in many arguments. Others judge people emotionally by the untruths they have heard. People become ostracized and not believed. It does not matter how many witnesses the person has or how much the truth is told. The one who is vicious and doing this because of his own agenda is considered the interesting one.

Everyone likes to believe bad things about others. Especially in the business I do. People with prior agendas will cause problems. You tell the truth and it does not matter, you have references and you made them up. You have people who you have achieved results with and it is ignored.

Everything is back to the basics of a lie traveling faster than the truth. Why is that so true? It is the nature of human beings to find a scapegoat which is normally someone or something they are jealous of in every way. It is what happened to the Jews as they were successful and in a bad economy they were used as a scapegoat. So a person with a bad experience will harm others by lying about them and taking out their misery on them. Any minority, creed, sexual orientation, or other person who is different or doing different work knows this feeling.

A person who lies about others always is a miserable person. They have something to prove so it is always their ego involved, and they want to show how great they are to others. The victim always tells the truth and no one listens, proves it and everyone wants to believe the worse because they want to believe bad about others. Yet think what sort of person needs to lie and get attention by ruining another person. If they do it to one person they will do it to others.

The sad fact is most of the time the people who do this never take the time to know the person being lied about and prejudge them. They treat others badly because of what they have heard about their race, their profession and what they do, they bully them, intimidate them, and make themselves feel powerful and that sort of person is what is wrong with the world.  The ones accusing others of being liars are normally the ones who are the liars just like the jealous person who accuses everyone else is normally the one running around in a marriage. Make up your own mind instead of listening to others and realize that the person being slandered might be telling the truth.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Death of the Ego or death of defects by being your true self

"The first factor in the revolution of consciousness is the mystic death of the ego - the death of negative thinking, negative personalities. We must purify the soul of the inner enemies. Every time a defect manifests - envy, gluttony, anger, lust, whatever - that impulse to the heart. Ask, `Do I really need to invoke this?' And then honor the heart."
-- Willaru Huayta, QUECHAU NATION, PERU

I have heard many versions of working on defects to remove negativity. It is my job in one way as that is what evil uses to hook too. Yet this is what I feel every healer, person, occultist or anyone trying to improve themselves should do. It includes the seven sins and all the worry and anxiety that holds people back from their dreams. Many people believe that it means they have to make their true personalities into something else. This is not so as it is removing parts of the personality to become a person who lives in truth and honoring themselves.

Big egos and believing that you are special or that it is right for you to walk over the feelings, and livelihood of others is not the true self of anyone. It is learned behavior from others who justify themselves. We are all equal as people and yet we are always judging others. I am superior to so and so because I have a new car and they do not have a new car. I can dress better than they do so I am superior. All of the mind games that we use to make ourselves special or important where we judge and hurt others are negative.

This is a trait through out all of humanity and you can be black, white, Asian, or of any race, belief, and income level to do this to yourself or others. The worse part of dealing with someone with a big ego is their finding out that you can do something better than they can do it. They become vicious and put you down at every level they feel superior in so they can believe their own claims about how special they are in their lives.

I always feel it is not how special you are that is important but how special you are to the people around you. Love, kindness, caring, and being good to others is what is important. The people who are wrapped up in their egos will never be happy because they are lying to themselves on many levels. So be a truthful person to yourself and a true person to others. You will not need a big ego because you will like yourself and be happy with your life.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012


 Silence is the absolute poise or balance of body, mind and spirit."
-- Charles A. Eastman (Ohiyesa), SANTEE SIOUX

I loved this quote and had to share it with you. My Grandfather was in the same Native American school that Charles A. Eastman was in but was adopted into a family because he was half white. My father was born in 1910 and had children when he was in his forties. My dad helped an Uncle of his who ran a trap line in Northern Michigan. He always taught me to be silent and feel myself to balance myself with nature.

I read this quote and know where he learned it. Silence is highly underrated in today's world. A great many people I know hate it when they are silent. I can be quite a talker myself especially when I am nervous. My favorite people are the people I want to be silent around and feel the energies. 

I chatter more because I do not connect to the negativity around me that is present in the people, land and cities that do not have good energies. I do not want to connect to those energies. I wonder if that is why so many people of the world can no longer function or like silence. They do not like the energies around them or the energies of their inner selves. It is hard to be silent if you do not like yourself. People also run a mental dialogue in their mind and their mind never stops talking. Stillness is also a talent to calm your mind.

So all of you who have not done it in a while meditate and be still and silent. See how the world opens up for you.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

The Way of Knowledge

"The way of knowledge is like our old way of hunting. You begin with a mere trail - a footprint. If you follow that faithfully, it may lead you to a clearer train - a track - a road. Later on there will be many tracks, crossing and diverging one from the other. Then you must be careful, for success lies in the choice of the right road."
-- Many Lightenings Eastman, SANTEE SIOUX

I consider this another way of finding the proper path for each individual. We all have many choices in how we act and think. It is what we do to others and ourselves, and endless choices. The choices bring about many things in our lives.

None of our lives are static nothing is set in place except for certain challenges that must be done for ourselves and what we want to improve in our inner life and outer life. Do you stay with an abusive husband or when you find a loving man that is interested in you do you leave? Do you let fear take over your choice or do you find courage to face your fears? 

All of these things are something that happens to everyone each day. We let our reactions form our actions. We cautiously think but this could be different if I do things this way. Other people have this choice and it does not turn out bad. 

Calming ourselves and stopping our mind chatter then making a choice is a wonderful way to live life. Courage and taking a chance can be the most wonderful thing we have done for ourselves. Yet it is all about choices and being brave enough to do the things that keep us on the path for what we want in our lives.

Knowledge can also be accepting what we want in our lives. It is a release and acceptance of all worries, fears, and trauma. Knowledge can bring about the courage to be ourselves as we grow to understand ourselves and others. It can lead us in a new way in our lives. Some thing that is beautiful and meant to be.

Worry, fear, anxiety, trauma and other emotions keep us from being our true selves. Let us be the happy, adventurous, loving people that we know we are on the inside and take a chance to make our life what we want it to be.Let us all have the wisdom and knowledge to be our true selves. 

Monday, January 2, 2012

2012- is it the end of the World?

I felt that this is a subject I wanted to talk about and I do not have a quote. I do not see 2012 being the end of the earth. I do see it as being an end to the economic superiority of different countries. I also see a world crash of the world economy again in a drastic way. There are many reasons for this and they all involve the energy of decisions. All countries depend upon other countries trade and products. No country in the world is so isolated that they do not buy things from other countries.

The cycle of the ending and transformation of past choices and actions is happening again. I do not see this as a shift or a new world culture. I do see it as a time of lessons and disruptions with a chance of wars in different places. We always repeat the same cycles and it is weighing heavily on many countries.

I have a land clearing project. I tried to get support to do it as a Television show where it could help others. I have also asked for donations or help from others to make it so I have the money to accomplish what needs to be done. I really do not care if I am famous or well known and never have cared about that in my life. It is why I am having to ask for others help so maybe I should have cared a little more.

The fact is it needs to be done. Notice what happened to Japan the country who has suffered the most from Nuclear bombs and now a reactor. What if the energies had been cleared of layers and transformed to a better future instead of bringing in the past lessons of what had already been learned? It could have been done. What would have happened if other countries had been cleared of American business decisions where we were not brought down by our own fears and bad choices of the people running the country and businesses. The United Kingdom and the United States all have bad decisions and things they have done in the past still influencing relations with other countries. What if Germany could be set into a better future after what happened after World War 2 and Japan had been saved her trauma. The list can go on forever.

The main thing is I need help to test the methods out and then ways to travel to different places and do my work. If I was a millionaire or a famous person you would not be hearing me asking for help. I would do it because if needs to be done. If it is not done more people will suffer and turn towards bad choices and bring their problems and fears alive. Please help with my land clearing project.

I am the only person I know of that has been working on this problem as countries energies go in layers like a cursed persons energies go in layers. If you feel there is any way to help this project you will not only be helping me but the world.

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My blog will be about my work helping others with spiritual problems. I will talk about methods, try to brainstorm on different methods, and many of the problems I encounter and the people encounter with being able to be healed.