Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Reality-What is it?

Reality is defined by everyone in their lives. It is the bills having to be paid and the stuff of life. Cars do not run with out gas and maintenance. People need certain things in their life to exist such as food, warmth, and shelter. Even if it is only a tent it is better than freezing or being wet.

Yet is reality warped by how things are phrased? Do some people ignore reality because they feel focusing on what they want is more important. I have seen people want something and say even with it being a $50.00 item someone is selling for $2.00 it is not stolen. I was taught by a person who did bad things to other people that being greedy about what you want is a way to be ripped off. If people were not greedy then they would say this is to good to be true and not fall for the scam or buying something that is stolen.

Anyone can ask who does this hurt. Someone else will buy the stolen item. It may work where the person can make a profit. Yet a great deal of the things wrong in this world is because of people feeling they can spin doctor words and reality.

If you do something that is wrong then something will happen to you sooner or later. Not because it is something anyone else does. It will happen because people who have choices create reactions with their choices. Treat enough people badly and you will find that you will be treated badly. Hurt people and sooner or later you will be hurt by someone who is meaner and stronger than you are. It is the way life works to teach us the lessons and ways to exist as a good person.

I truly feel the world is crippling for those people who are unbalanced in one way or another. In Hermetics Magic balance is everything. If you do not have balance then the energies will not work, and you can not ground. The more unbalanced you are the further you are from being a real person which is the only way to advance along the path to God.

The mental makeup of many people can cause them to be victims of magic as they have the world work perfectly for them on the other planes. They have the abilities but they do not have the balance or grounding in this life and this world to function here.

Reality is living in truth and you have to know what truth is to live it. You can not rationalize nor expect to be validated by others. You have to like yourself, and try to do the right choices. Many people are not capable of this and our world sure proves it.

The people who are cruel to others because they are not what they want them to be. Treat others badly because of their race, weight, sexual orientation, or other reasons. All of these people are living in the realm of judgement. They ignore the fact that they can be judged harshly by others also.

Truth is trying to be the best person you can be and to love and esteem yourself in this life. It is very difficult to do because everyone can always find something wrong with themselves. Yet the balance, and truth bring about a joy in life that can not be rivaled by the realities that are the constructs and lies of others.

It is the spark of the divine breaking loose and making this world a better place.

Friday, December 26, 2008

Happy Holidays

I hope everyone has a Happy Holiday season no matter who they worship, believe in or think of for this holiday season. May everyone be happy, healthy, wealthy, and wise. May we all find beauty and joy in our lives. May the next year be the best year for all of us.

Monday, December 22, 2008

Snow on the Joshua Trees

Snow! The area I live in is high desert where we normally get a little bit of snow. Just enough to look out the window and say how pretty before it melts. This year we had snow stick on the ground more like the first year we moved to the high desert. It is beautiful but shows the weather changes and weird weather that is happening through out the world.

Las Vegas Nevada has never been much for having snow. It is a desert and my family moved there is 1962. I can not remember snow happening in Las Vegas until the last few years. They even said Los Angeles, and San Diego had snowfall. I do not believe it stuck on the ground but how unusual.

I believe more of this weird weather will keep happening this winter. I know that I loved seeing the snow and enjoy it but it is like the higher heat and the droughts. The water temperature changes and everything else happening to the world. I hope everyone enjoys the weather they do receive for the Holidays.

May it all be a blessed time where everyone is safe indoors, with power, warmth and being able to look out and say how beautiful.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Being Rational

The subjects I cover and work with are not rational subjects in many ways. Yet being focused and rational is the only way to deal with them. People always look for a reason outside of themselves to blame their problems in life on so they are blameless. It is easier to do that than to change themselves.

People with problems love to focus on the problems and bring them alive. They want them to be all encompassing, and to have a reason for existing. Any cure they want to have some repercussions that help everyone where they can feel the problems have a purpose. Problems are just that problems. It is how we relate to the world and what we do after the problems that prove whether or not the person learned anything from the challenges and suffering they went through to cure themselves.

We assign all sort of reasons for anything paranormal to show that the persons mental status is bad or they are fooling themselves. Yet there are certain things that can be ruled out. Appliances such as refrigerators click when the cycles go on and off, they gurgle when they make ice, they make a noise when they defrost. Regular noises like this are not spirits. The changes in heat and cold make pipes pop when it is cold outside and warmer water is run through them. Computers turn off when the battery is not plugged in to be charged after a certain number of hours.

Things like this are natural yet when counseling someone we can mention this to them and they can not accept it. Counseling has for years been someone listening to another person describe what their problem is and what is wrong. The counselor then tries to come up with reasons for their behavior and methods for them to cope. Yet the person wants it to be something else wrong because they are not realizing their dreams.

It is the same with spiritual counseling and even more a part of belief. Do you argue with a client and make them upset or give them ways to deal with the problems so in the future they can claim to have cured themselves. Even if it is only realizing the new refrigerator makes different noises and it is normal. Do you build them up or rip them down to look at their inner self so they can grow into the good person they could be.

It depends upon each person and how their perceptions relate to their mental state. If a person is going to be harmed by something that you would do then go about it a different way. I always try to bring them to methods to have more good come into their life so they are not in the same state of mind. No matter what their perceptions are reality comes into play when they start feeling better and happy.

Ripping a person down to look at their inner self only needs to be done when they are trying to control and structure everything. They discard what anyone says and try to live in their own little world which is something harmful to them because they isolate themselves. Love and kindness to help someone learn to have joy again is more important unless they will not look at what they are. If a person wants to focus on their problems and not work upon the issues then they just want someone to listen to them.

Sometimes that is my job and I have had to experience it lately. Other times it is pointing out to them that I did not cause their problems. It is not my responsibility to work upon my own issues to get myself out of patterns. It is their patterns causing the problems and they have to do it. Healing is not someone waving a magic wand. It is someone removing the things keeping a person unhealthy. If the person will not listen or do it no matter what the healers say then they should think about what they expect from a healer.

Healing is a partnership. The healer has a partnership with God and the person being healed has a partnership with certain expectations from the healer. The healer needs to define the partnership also including limitations so the person realizes that God is the healer and if they do not work on themselves so they can connect to what ever version of the divine they worship they are wasting everyones time. Certain energies can be removed but the person is always susceptible to those energies until they remove the negativity they hook too. It is also about the person fooling themselves so they have an excuse when they are not good at something, are inflexible or just do not want to face reality.

Yet the people have to be rational and able to realize that their problems are sometimes caused by their perceptions and actions. They just to want something to blame. It is when the person will keep themselves in the cycles until they realize it is the way they react to life causing it. Not unseen forces.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Bullies-How do we overcome their behavior?

I have been thinking since the last post and can see the pattern of how the bullies work. The internet bully will pick on the new person. They are normally the people that seem to need the attention and will answer every post even if it is only a one line answer. Yet in the last two examples I have had it was all about perceptions and manipulation. They also pick on the person who does not seem to have a bunch of internet friends.

I work on many malevolent spirits and help others. I find that during the most active cases the malevolent spirits seem to have people pop out of the woodwork that cause problems. The people who lessen me are the ones who want to make their beliefs known and denigrate me and everything I do.

It all comes under their wanting to be right in what they are doing. So if someone states something that might disagree with their beliefs it is when they react. It is normal to get a discussion going by doing this. Everyone can interact and get an interesting conversation going on a good subject.

Instead the person instantly tries to do some sort of insult. One person used a string of fancy words and terms just to show how smart he was and stated that he did not believe I did anything. The people just needed mental help. Any defense of myself was then open to being argumentative and labeled as such if I defended what I did or stated references. An act of manipulation, judgement and abuse by trying to make me feel inadequate.

The other person called me a fluffy bunny. In the occult this is a person who does not really know their subjects but just has their head on cloud nine with out knowing reality. I was told to get under the porch and let the other people talk. It happened after this person seeing my website and both of the examples mentioned were into worshipping demons although the one claimed to be middle path. If they were middle path they would not have reacted that way about praying or that I only work with good energies. They would realize that I have to deal with all types of energies to help others. Yet they had prejudged me after one post.

I stated what I had studied and done since I was new to the group and did not mention my ranks on purpose. I do not brag about what I have done but will state I have been trained in Mystery Schools and taught others. Yet that was ego once I stated how many years I practiced. She made sure she started an argument. I asked the moderator for help and no moderation even with it being a moderated group. I could then see every post tagged with her abuse, ignorance and narcisstic ravings. I also said I could see why she was solitary as it was obvious that if she attacks people in the first two posts they make she must have a very argumentative nature.

I know I should not have let them get to me but being a doormat is not in my nature. Yet I was being accused of ego by defending myself, and had no right to any opinion as she made snotty answers to every post I made. She then had a friend come in and say he wanted to play like I had to worry about him and any attacks he made. The end results is the two people transferred their lies from a yahoo group to Google with out any permission and that is against the law. So is harassment.

So what is the answer here. Sticking up for myself did not work, correcting lies will not work and I did not do that in the first instance. I had one other case where a person donated to my website and told me not to work on him and is still lying about it. He made a donation of $50.00 minus Paypal fees into 3000 pounds sterling. He said he had a right to do this because he had his pants pulled down by three women. Yet when I showed proof of what he had paid me and stated he was lying about everything all of the people slandering me did not correct themselves or even apologize. He still whines because I defended myself. In his perceptions he was right to do this because of his nonstop drug use, and mental problems.

So keeping quiet means the abuse stays there for everyone to see and think it might be correct. Defending yourself is taken as something to play with and cause problems. It all comes down to standards of behavior and ethics. Talking bad about others even in these examples allow others to try to judge you. The perceptions of people are slanted and used against you no matter how wrong it is to do.

Ethics is following the basic Golden Rule. Do unto others as you want others to do unto you. The next question is do you want people to read this garbage and not have an answer defending yourself. In both instances I could have kept my mouth shut as I know I am telling the truth about myself and not role playing or anything else they could say about me. Yet the next question to ask is are you trying to be right or control the situation.

I do not want people to perceive me in that fashion. Yet answering one of these manipulators back has you perceived in a negative fashion also. They try to make it so even when the comments are obviously about their viewpoints they take things out of context and use it to try to get help from others. My example of I can see why you have to be solitary was taken to mean all solitary witches and magical practictioners by them when it was obvious who it was about and I am solitary at the moment myself.

It was also taken to pick upon the Middle Path when I am on it myself, and all pagans, witches, and others. Perceptions is what it is about on the internet and not about reality. So how can we make the internet real.

I believe the way to do this is to respect others who use their real names. Respect others who use ethics instead of trying to manipulate things into arguments. Respect others views. Recognize the manipulative actions of others and state that they are being bullies, trying to cause problems or manipulating the posts. It is true that it takes two people to argue yet if it is going out to a thousand people and then put on search engines why would anyone take that amount of abuse?

Defending yourself may cause the creeps to get attention but stating what they are doing and then stopping is the way to make it so it is not fun. The secret is when to stop answering which in my second case after asking for the moderator to stop it, and nothing happening I should have quit the group as it was obvious it was not somewhere I wanted to be.

Toxic groups are just that toxic groups. They should be alerted if people quit because of the actions of others that their allowing these actions will not be allowed. Manipulating and asking others for their opinions and then using it to cause problems should make it so the person doing it is bounced even if it is the group owner. Toxic groups do not respect others and believe everyone is a phony because they are phonies.

I have noticed how much things slow down on groups because everyone is burnt out by the people who do this so I wonder if the groups should have a system of keeping track of others who have been thrown off of groups so they can be rejected before they start causing problems. It should get through to them that if no group will accept them as a member their behavior is horrible.

Tolerance is something to think of also as no one has to agree with everyone else. Yet if they do not agree then they do not need to post and show some restraint and manners instead of attacking others. Respect of another person is proof people have respect for themselves. I feel compassion for so many people who role playing is the only way they perceive respect for others and that they have none for themselves.

Yet the people with out respect for others or want to play games with others deserve to be taught no one will put up with them. It is not about them and their ego but interacting in a group and being a real person. So even when you do not agree with them you can discuss the issues instead of type casting them and trying to make them into the pattern you believe they should be in; instead of judging them as a real person. Who has feelings, and is a human being.

Friday, November 28, 2008

Internet Bullies, and Bullies in Real Life

I have noticed since I have been on the internet that there are many bullies. People who would never be rude to anyone get to the point of yelling at anyone who disagrees with them. Discussions can not be found because others want to be the center of attention. Name calling and other incidents are games of oppression.

Everyones advice is always to leave it alone. That it will die down and it only makes everyone else have to suffer also. Yet in real life no one would put up with someone who does this or would they? Is the lack of action against others with bad social habits on the internet acceptable because everyone puts up with such bad behavior from others in their life off of the computer.

Could the abusers on the internet really be the poor people who are trying to be the center of attention because they have absolutely nothing going for them? Except maybe a fake name and fake history? Could the real reason they are abusing others and acting badly be because they have miserable lives where they are victimized all of the time and instead of learning from it become abusers?

I was 7 years old when I encountered my first bully. I told my father about it after my cut lip and dirtied clothes how I had been pushed down and my candy bar taken from me. My fathers response was to tell me that the only value I had in life was the value I put on myself. I was a smart person who could do anything I wanted to do. I just had to like myself and my own actions and do what I felt was right. He then taught me how to fight to defend myself.

The next time the bully came up and shoved me he got a right cross to the chin and was laying on the ground. He became my best friend for most of my childhood. Yet the internet is not like that as people do not have to say anything to your face. They can slander you and talk about you and be sneaky. They can twist your words and call you names. Once you respond back they try to say you mean that about everyone instead of the person you are talking too.

As if everyone was like them and of course you meant that to every other person. You try to prove you are not what they say and it is ego or lies. You tell them you do not like abuse and they go out of their way to heap it on you even when they do not know what they are talking about in any way.

I have had this experience again. I realize now it is 90% about them and their egos. The problem is that people try to say bad behavior does not matter. I disagree as it just means if you drop it they do not get their jollies by being the center of attention. The behavior does matter because they will abuse someone else. It is why groups are moderated because there is always someone out there taking out their miserable life upon others.

In one way those opinions are true as the internet is not real life and you can always block the senders of nasty emails. Yet you can not stop others from reading the comments and believing them. It is the part that bothers me the most about it. What if someone really believes them and is ignorant enough to cause problems.

I guess that is true every where in life yet I believe I enjoyed it more when I was a child and could deal with such things. I guess the main thing is to not put up with anyone doing that to anyone else and for moderators to act like moderators. People can be hurt as badly by the actions of others on the internet as they can every where else.

It is part of the problems with communications and validation. People talk on the internet to make friends and be validated by others interested in the same subjects. They communicate to enjoy talking about a subject they are fascinated with and enjoy. Yet if we wait to be validated on the internet or anywhere else everyone will be waiting a long time.

Sunday, November 23, 2008


Talking and enjoying ourselves is important. Expressing ourselves clearly and sharing ideas is fun. Yet many people with spiritual problems have problems with expressing themselves. Nothing comes through clearly and it often seems the computer or some other piece of technology seems to cause these problems.

I can always tell when someone or something is working at trying to cause me troubles. I get in arguments, people perceive me incorrectly and I am supposed to be abused according to the people who are problem people. I know that is not my lot in life and can do something about it.

The people with problems have their perceptions altered by outside forces. Let me give an example I have problems while doing a case of someone with demon problems. The last place I need to be is where the energies allow the evil to work through others.

People who have problems with evil attacking them always find that their main support of being able to socialize is being affected. People go off at them like popcorn in fire for no reason except for existing and being where they can be yelled at by the people.

I am always amazed at how many people in this world evil can work through and how few people bring out the divine with in themselves.

Monday, November 17, 2008


I had a discussion today with a client of mine about validation. I will do the explanation of validation here according to the Wikipedia Encyclopedia

In psychology and human communication, validation is the reciprocated communication of respect which communicates that the other's opinions are acknowledged, respected, heard, and (regardless whether or not the listener actually agrees with the content), they are being treated with genuine respect as a legitimate expression of their feelings, rather than marginalized or dismissed.

I do agree with this opinion in many ways. Yet if we are judging ourselves and wait for others to validate us it may be a long wait. We have to like our own actions not wait for someone else to notice and give us comments to let us know we are doing the correct thing.

I notice in cases of abuse that causes evil to link to the victims they are all waiting for someone else to validate them and love them. Yet validation is for opinions and communication. They are validated as a person by their actions. Someone has to like themselves and their actions to be validated on the inside. They will never have enough love, nice comments, or happiness in life if they can not like themselves and their actions.

Parents that are abusive many times do not teach ethics or the fact that everything a person does has a reaction to their actions. In other words the repercussions of invalid actions are blurred because the abusive parent does not care if the child is right or wrong in their behavior. It is all about them and their feelings no matter what they do to the child.

Ninety percent of how an abusive person acts is about them. Someone points out some imperfection, ticked them off or made them mad. They are unable to be mad at the person who caused the feelings so take it out on an innocent person or child. Yet many of the victims never realize it is the other persons problems they are suffering for in their lives.

They accept the blame and then wait their entire lives for someone to make them feel right in their behavior and actions. To make them feel loved and place their problems all on the outside when they need to work on the inside.

You can be validated by others but the main person to care about is your own validation. You have to ask yourself did I like my actions? Am I proud of myself even if no one else seems to care? Do I love myself as no one else can do this for me no matter how much they love me. Am I reacting instead of thinking where I let others push my buttons so I act in ways I do not like acting? It is then how to correct any answers to these questions that the person does not like.

The only way to overcome abuse is to not carry it into others lives. It is wrong to take out everything upon others because you can not take them out on the circumstances that caused your feelings. It is hard to overcome the anxiety of others being upset at you no matter what you are doing.

I know I try to do certain things in my life.
1. Know what I did, saw, and reacted to and whether I was right in what I did? I have borderline decisions to make at times. I have to do the best I can and if I have done my best did the person I was helping carry their part of the burden. People do not listen to instructions and many times will not do what others ask yet they will blame the person effectiveness.
2. When abused and treated badly did I stand up for myself and cut the situation loose with forgivness. Abuse is just that and there is no excuse for it and no excuse to put up with it. Instead of complaining everyone is a grown up. If a person has to abuse me I walk away forgive them and will not work with them again.
3. Do I like myself? If I can not like myself when I think of how I acted when something happened then it is obvious that I did not do everything correctly. No one is perfect but I try to make myself and my work the best it can be.
4. Do not try to be a nice person. You either are a nice person or you are not a nice person. Trying to be a nice person just makes you a sucker for the manipulation of others. You know what is right so do it instead of trying to live up to everyone's elses image of you.
5. Perceptions people try to stereotype others and fit them into neat little boxes. It is wrong to do to anyone. They are an individual and should be treated as an individual. If someone tries to fit you into their neat little perceptions of you they are probably a narcissist Borderline Personality Disorder. They cause chaos and harm where ever they go by their trying to fit people into their manipulations, anger, and role playing games. The sad part many people try to fit themselves into their own perceptions and stereotypes of themselves. You are not a constructed persona but a living breathing work of divine life. Honor yourself by not doing this to yourself.
6. Like yourself as you are the only person that can be yourself as a real person.

It is my advice so do not await others to validate you. Validate yourself before listening to anyone else. The only one you can truly believe and depend upon is the divine. They are the only one that will never disappoint you.

Friday, November 14, 2008

What are Blockages?

I had someone ask me this question today. I had to realize that everyone uses phrases like blockages and words specific to energy work. Yet very few people explain them. Blockages are formed around moments in a persons life where a trauma, abuse or just a painful experience causes a form of thought.

I will give an example. I know of a person who was abused as a child. The Mother was a narcissist BPD type. She constantly reminded her daughter that she would never be a success and that she would never be lucky. The Mother wanted to be in control and tell her daughter what to do.

The daughter had problems from that moment onward believing she was a success. She had great moments in her life but never felt worthy or successful. She had never heard that she did anything right or good so focused on everything that was not perfect instead of accepting she had accomplished a great deal. She struggled for most of her life having her Mother control her space instead of controling it herself. That is a blockage.

It is normally self-inflicted by repetitive statements made to a person so they react and never accept the good that could come to them with out feeling that way about themselves. Many times negative magic will work the same way.

It creates a blockage that is built up against the good energies or transforms them to bad energies. Magic works with the flow of life and the path of least resistance. So it will hook to these moments in a persons life and make them worse. No one is perfect so the curse makes it worse but that moment is there in the first place.

So people who can never accept love, their own self-worth or many other things about themselves create blockages. The main cure is to work upon yourself and be able to like yourself. If you like yourself and your choices then you can look back upon everything you have done and not regret it. You may feel you could do things better but no one is perfect and you have to hit a balance with your emotions.

People who can not do this have blockages and should try different methods of working upon themselves until they break the patterns of thought that cause them such sorrow and grief.

Monday, November 10, 2008

People like the Case Histories

I have received compliments about the case histories so I will keep writing them up. I feel they help people to understand more about what I do. Other than that the only thing they have to go by is what they see in the movies.

I had one thing really cheer me up. I was able to visit some people that I had helped a year ago. The child I helped is doing well and not having as many problems with school. I think knowing that you made a long term difference in someones life is the best thing that can happen to a person who does the hard work I do.

Exorcisms can change a persons life for the better and it is so nice to be validated by the results. I have had this happy many times over 37 years. I believe God or the Divine gives everyone a way to bring the divine sparks into this world. I am sure this is how I am supposed to do this by helping others who have lost their connections to the divine.

It is not easy work, and not something that is usual. Yet knowing that I helped is a priceless gift.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Angels- They have angels for everything

I am traveling at the moment and I finally got caught up on my reading. I had a kind friend send me a book she thought I would find interesting. It is "A Dictionary of Angels by Gustav Davidson. He did a very through job of collecting names in documents and includes the fallen angels also.

I have been reading in the dictionary and did not see any angels of plumbing or elections but I am sure that they are out there but not named yet. It does make it so anyone reading these books realizes how much help the divine tries to make available for us.

Mankind believes we can understand and perceive anything. We structure our beliefs and make them work. Yet if we look how wonderful the world of creation is with a structure for help and a network to make it so we are supported in our lives it is amazing.

Yet no one can structure what the divine really is and how it works. The gray matter of our brains just can not wrap around the whole concept. It is why there are so many views of what the divine is yet all we are seeing is the parts that we can understand. What wonder we have in this world and in life.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Divine Connections-Part two

The trap with being angry at the divine is that it cuts off communications. Anger in a constructive way is not as drastic but still limits communications. I will give a couple of examples. Someone who has problems with obsession and other problems is upset. They feel God is letting them down. It does not matter what religion or God they are being let down. The divine knows everything and they are having suffering and trauma. How could God do this to them is what they keep saying over and over.

The second person who tries to be constructive about it wonders if he made a wrong decision. God knows everything so there must be a reason why this is happening. The second person may be angry but it is also when he repents and asks what he did wrong. Either way is a blockage as neither person asked for help.

Now both of them do some reading and realize they have to ask for help from the divine. They beg the divine to change the circumstances. Yet they are spiraling out of control and the reason for this is that the negativity is attached to their weaknesses, abuse and trauma. They have to learn to detach from themselves and see the problems from another perspective.

They can then work on and correct the problems that allowed negativity into their life. One person always feels they do things wrong. The other person feels they deserve better in life. It is our own perceptions that cut us off and keep us from connecting to the divine in most cases.

Evil and negativity can play with these perceptions until we break free of them. The suffering and abuse in the victims life is a big part of this. People who have not suffered abuse have a different view of life. The world is a brighter and safer place.

People who have suffered abuse have anxieties, and they worry. These emotions can show as a lack of faith and belief over time which forms a pattern that removes the protection of the divine connection. Worry is a lack of faith because we do not believe the divine has our best interests at heart. Anxieties are what makes our worry come alive as we imagine everything bad that could happen. People try to say it is problem solving and many times they use it for that and prevent bad. Yet it sets the patterns in the brain for the belief that everything can hurt them.

I am not one of those people who believe that thinking positive is the only way to exist since if you do not plan things out properly it will be hard to be positive. Yet there is a great deal to be said for having faith that everything will work out for the best. To believe that things will come through in a good way no matter what the problem.

Bad choices make it so sometimes the best is really a poor result. Yet if the person has made good choices having some faith instead of visualizing the worst that can happen is powerful. It does not make the worst things in life come alive. Fear of something bad happening is another way to bring it alive in our lives. The negative emotions have a powerful effect on our life.

Visualization is one of the big parts of life that causes problems and some people do their best work at visualizing the worse things in life. All of this affects our divine channel as it makes it so our perceptions tie us to the problems of the earth.

I was raised to worry and have anxieties by a parent that did the same thing. It is how it happens to most of us. My other parent balanced the first parent out by saying that being good to people and thinking the best could bring it about in your life. I was lucky that way.

Yet people with evil attached to them seem to be the ones who worry, are fearful, and have anxieties. It is what makes them susceptible to ghosts, and demons. They are normally abused and traumatized where evil can make them live through the worse times of their lives over and over again until they break the patterns of thought that trap them from the divine. It is rough to do but once the patterns are broken all of the things causing the traumas have less power.

The person comes out from under a cloud and can live again. The only way to remove demons and evil is by having the divine help you. It is not personal power but healing the divine connection to give the victims a chance to work out the problems with the love of the divine.

Anyone who is a healer who claims how much personal power they have is missing the point. Divine love is the only way a healer really works. It means that any healer, any magician that puts more faith in their own abilities and says that is where they are receiving the power is not connected to the divine. They are connected to their own egos and are as blocked as the people who are the victims of worry, anxiety and fear.

The divine power of the creator of Love is all that matters. No matter what name or religion you are a member of in this life.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Divine Connections- How they heal the problems in life

I want to mention that most of the people I have with possession, and obsession problems have their divine connections interfered with in some way. The connections are all pointing at the negative side of life. The people can never seem to achieve good results no matter what they do because they draw in negativity, and when they ask for help from God they draw in the wrong energies.

I have seen misconceptions about this in many of the cures people have used on others. They add positive energy to raise the vibrations and the person can not receive them. The other is that they send angels and the person involved can not tell they are around or seems shielded against the angels.

I have a few theories on this which have seemed to work and help. If you read on the internet there is such a thing as ascension chakras. All of these chakras are in the divine channel and lead to God. What if a negative force can add in programming where instead of going to the divine the chakra instead draws in and broadcasts what the negative force wants to happen. An example of this is I have seen many obsession cases with black cords and connections to highly negative energies through the 3rd, 6th, and 9th chakras.

The third chakra is the seat of the emotional body.The gland associated with this chakra is the adrenal gland.

The third eye chakra has to do with inner seeingness or spiritual sight and vision. The third eye chakra also relates to the conscious mind.The gland associated with this chakra is the pituitary gland.

The ninth chakra corresponds to the base chakra in the third-dimensional chakra grid. The ninth chakra corresponds to the body of light. It has to do with joy. When this chakra is activated the body of light is now in your cellular and sub-cellular structure

In many cases the 1st chakra or root chakra is combined with the black cords to the 3rd, 6th, and 9th chakras. The root chakra covers the following:

The first chakra is the seat of the physical body. It focuses your Earthly life, connecting you very specifically to the Earth. It deals with issues such as grounding and survival.

The main thing is to think of the combination as something is funneling the problems of abuse and survival with what you see, feel, and perverting the joy to survival, discord, upset and anger. It then allows any demon or negative energy force to access those chakras and rewire them to send the energy to it and not to the divine.

The other chakra that can be combined to this connection is the eleventh chakra
This is the chakra of the New Age energies. It corresponds with the solar plexus chakra in the third dimensional chakras, connecting the third chakra to the eleventh chakra allows us to diminish the present and past life trauma stored in the third chakra. The eleventh chakra energy feeling will be like a wave, and it will move through your body and out again without staying in the body or without attaching itself to an area of mis perception.

The rewiring of the other chakras make it so the help of the eleventh chakra is linked by negative forces to an emotional, physical, and spiritual body that is rewired where no joy or happiness can be expressed with out more negativity being expressed in the persons life.Everything is perceived as a struggle with no joy. The negative forces are hateful energies that exist to keep us in the frame of mind that they can use for our life energies. It is this combination that affects so many cursed, hexed, obsessed and possessed people.Medical professionals may help but they do not know how to rewire these negative energies and remove them. I will be giving a few things I have done and am trying that seem to really help.

Reiki energies seem to help if they are done often and keep the energies realigning to positive forces with out the negative energies having a chance to change the programming before another attunement is done. It is not a cure all but can keep the person stable until the links are removed that connects them to the negative.

The person looking at themselves and their emotions. Emotions that cut us off from the divine are anger, frustration, rage, trauma, abuse, and other negative emotions. I have noticed before an exorcism I will find people trying to abuse me, make me angry or cause me some sort of negative energy to weaken me. It is a trap that I try to avoid and not fall into too. The victims of this sort of attack are angry at God, the angels, and everyone that tries to help them. Why is it not being removed quickly, why does God not listen, why are the angels not there.

It is also a trap and one that prevents the connection to the divine energies. I will discuss the reasons it is a trap in the next blog post.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

How I Work on Problems and Case Histories

I have started putting up the histories of cases where the names and places of the events have been changed. I have been given permission to use these cases by the clients involved so I have not violated their privacy even with changing the names. I hope you enjoy them as it shows how I work and the problems I have dealt with in the past.

The main way I work is through solving the problems like it is some sort of mystery. I ask who, what, where, when and the victims impressions. It is the only way to work through the layers of problems. I normally get clients who have had years of problems. It makes it difficult to get to the original problem and working through years of collected problems takes time.

I do like challenges and enjoy the way that I can help others. I am always learning new techniques and methods to make it so I can help the most people. I hope that the old cases will help people to understand what I do and how I do it.

The first case is about rips in the fabric of time. The second case will be about a psychic vampire case I had in the past. I have many more so let me know if you want to hear more. I was inspired to do this by my friends, and family. They all enjoy listening to me talk about the ups and downs of cases and how I figured out a solution. I learn from the cases I can not heal also. Yet it is the favorite thing they want to hear about what I dealt with this time and how it was different. I know the variety ought to be interesting to everyone.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Psychic Warfare

I also want to mention what psychic warfare is and how it affects a persons life. It could be called spiritual warfare also. People watch TV and think spells are simple to throw on others and do not realize the damage they can cause. Most people are just victims of someone constantly wishing them ill and not doing magic. People do this when they hate another person. They think each day of something bad happening to them and focusing on them.

They become enraged until something does happen and it makes them really angry if the person is ever happy. This is not psychic warfare although it can sure feel like it. It is more of an energy vampire situation where the person is determined to insert bad energies for everything good that could happen. They suck the good out of the persons life for one reason or another and the person is left drained. This is common compared to someone magically hurting someone.

I always say anyone who does magic will run across an envious, jealous person who will act bad. The reason for this is magic has a tendency to attract people who want to be powerful, controlling and structure their world. People who can not control their ego and are argumentative about how great they are in magic.

Many of these people are closet narcissists and structuring their world means everyone around them. Ego and being a narcissist is a dangerous combination. You can blame everything on everyone else and feel it is right to do anything that you want to do. Almost every magician I know of that has harmed others is this combination.

The student of magic or person who just does not realize what is happening is a ready made victim. You act the way this person wants or they will do things to force you to be what they want you to be. The student is honest and works hard then when they surpass the person with the ego problems it turns bad. Nothing is better than the egotistical narcissist and they get cursed by someone who will work nonstop to cause them problems.

The narcissist will feel they have been cursed back because most people that protect themselves find out that the energies still bring about reactions for the people who curse others. The narcissist acts nonstop to prove to himself in his own little world how great he is in magic. They never stop and will send spirits that harm others also. The narcissist feels they are the victim because the inferior person should have the courtesy to be destroyed and die. It is easier on the nerves if you just punch them out and less karma than cursing another.

Other people who engage in psychic warfare normally use simple spells. They are jilted lovers, upset co-workers, family members and others who want what the other person has in life. They can cause problems but nothing like a magician whose focus has been to force, manipulate and make people do what they want them to do.

Psychic warfare comes in different levels. The simplest level involves sympathetic magic and is easier to undo. The Egotistical narcissist will be at the top level since they will use any sort of spirit necessary to cause what harm they want to the person.

The interesting thing is most of these people never quit. The spells they do will not work and they do more. People are protected where a spell can not be reversed because they have not harmed anyone. The person cursing them will then work harder to harm them because they are not getting to watch them suffer. Many of the people suffering from psychic warfare are suffering from their own work in magic because they do not know what a spell that has been reversed feels like. Anyone who does any sort of magic which can be reversed is not only stupid but they never seem to learn how to undo their own magic.

Once you have seen energies that have been reversed then you know what they look like and feel like. It makes it easy for me to know who did magic. If I see those energies around a person I will not take their case as any energies that can be reversed means that they were harmful.

The key things to look for are people that have done the following things.
A. Say they will curse you.
B. Are jealous of you and leave strange dusts, powders or oils around your space.
C. People who have threatened you and then give you food-do not eat it even as a peace offering. It is one of the most common ways to feed someone curse materials.
D. Strange gifts or gifts that when given make you feel weird.

Those are just the easiest ones to watch yet a person who does not act normally and makes you feel wrong do not accept any treatment or anything of any type from them. It is better to be safe than sorry in these circumstances.

Magicians when asked about psychic warfare will say the person is paranoid. I know there is some truth to this as some people react to others being magicians. They think they could hex me they know magic. If their life is not the best they blame the magician for everything that happens. They had the exact same level of luck before but it is person XYZ cursing them.

If you do try to help others or have a person for no reason accuse you of something you did not do magically. Realize they will try to curse you. Tell them once you do not do anything like that to anyone. If they accuse you twice be more firm. A third time and get rid of them as a friend as they are going to be more trouble than they are worth. You can do absolutely nothing and be blamed for everything from world hunger to their losing their job through being a jerk.

It is why most people do not say anything about their spiritual practices. Yet there are real cases of people who do curse, hex and send demons at others. It is knowing the difference. I suggest that anyone with a talent or ability learn how to shield. They should know the basics of what to look for when someone is doing magic upon them. They should learn how to undo any magic that they do. They should keep a diary, and compare notes when they notice a positive or negative difference.

I know most people do not believe they have been cursed until things get really bad. Yet a few simple precautions should prevent problems. It should also prevent the problem people who cause the troubles by being paranoid, jealous, resentful, envious, manipulative and everything else that causes someone to believe they have a right to harm others.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

I will be on a Radio Show on October the 29th

I will be on a radio show on October 29th on blog talk radio. It is 5PM in the evening my time but I suggest checking in to see what time it would be in your time zone. Blog talk radio seems to check the time zone for the person listening to the show.

The URL is

A talented Psychic Medium is also on the show on October 15th. His name is David Baker so if you are interested in spirituality and mediums I hope you enjoy the shows.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Happiness and Satisfaction in My Work

All of the following posts lead up to this one. I wanted others to realize that this is serious work, and not something that can be done in 10 minutes with the wave of a magic wand. It is like doing detective work. You have to figure out the who, what, why, when, and where to solve the puzzle. The energies have to be read, and you have to understand what you are doing to help others.

I really enjoy the job when I solve the puzzle and see a person become happy and healthy. I have not sounded like my normal cheerful self. The reason for this is the fact of two or three people treating me like my private life, experience and training mean nothing. I intend for this to be put into an article to show not everyone claiming to be a spirit removal expert, demon killer, and other specialties really know what they are doing. I am also doing these articles to show that the person being worked upon is sometimes the abuser not the victim when it comes to people who try to help them. It is part of the problem with what I do as no one knows what to expect except from the movies.

Not every one who complains about an exorcism not working is the victim as they have to work upon themselves also. They should see a psychiatrist and see if there is any physical reason for their problems. No one is taking the place of a doctor. No one can do anything but help you until the things you do, and feel that evil is attached to are reduced to the point where the problem can be removed.

Post Traumatic Stress is a problem as this is so out of the realm of most experiences that it is more traumatic. Self-worth issues also happen and many other feelings the person has to work upon so it is not a quick fix.

Victims who make an agreement with these forces and like some of the things they can do are impossible to help until they work themselves out of denial, rationalization, and their issues. So they can claim multiple people do not know what they are doing when it is the fact that they want to be fixed their way and with out any work upon their issues.

So what is the solution to this? The only one I have found is many of these people will not pay money or say how broke they are. If they call me a psychic, and want a reading then when I quote a price they say how broke they are then they will not get worked on by me. I will pray for them to find someone who fits what they want to help them.

My solution for issues is to learn as much as I can of many different disciplines where I am an eternal student just to be sure I can do my work properly. I am a professional and this is a great deal of work.

I want people to realize this is not something easy nor is it making it so the people have beliefs which are wrong. It is serious issues in a persons life and nothing to be made light of or taken lightly.

I am like having a doctor on retainer and do work every day to help others. The rewards are worth it.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

More on Patterns

I thought I would talk more about rationalization and patterns. Everyone is in a pattern in their life. You talk to people at lunchtime, take breaks, eat meals all in the same pattern each day. We live by patterns and linear time.

The patterns in our lives form on our time lines which we structure as linear time with our splitting our lives into the past, present and future. Demon and angels do not work on linear time. All time is accessible and happening to them. It means that we can have them affect our past, present and future all at one time.

Demons can work upon a victims life in the past, present and future at the same time. So the demon finds a victim and needs certain access points or weak spots. The demon travels to the past and creates these moments in the victims life even though to the demon it is happening at the same moment it finds the victim.

The demon then goes to the future and tries to affect the persons time line. Each person has certain predictable patterns so even with free choice we have some moments that can be watched for in our lives. It places what I call a time line bomb to blast the victims life to pieces when an opportunity happens for it to be possible to cause chaos and havoc to the victim.

To the demon this is all in the same moment. The victim sees it as years ago and wonders how the traumatic moment that had been mostly forgotten could be affecting the victims life. The demon has it where it can invade the barriers, and life of the victim to the point that it is running the show by altering perceptions, and bringing alive the worst in the victim and life.

The demon does not want an exorcist to show up so it tries to prevent this from happening. People who are to become exorcists have their lives affected before they are old enough to know what happens. The reason for this is the demon can see who is going to get rid of it. The divine and the angels try to protect the exorcist so they are hidden from evil in as many ways as possible. The demon then goes to everyone in the life of the future exorcist and finds their weak points to oppress the exorcist before they know what to do.

The reason they do this is they see it happening like we are living all of our life at once so they access these moments to get their own way. The exorcist then ends up with an adversarial situation with something they can not deal with that attacks them.

A great many people believe it would be cool to be an exorcist, and fight evil. I know that most of the people I have met who do my type of work do it because it is the life path that they picked before they were born. The person from the moment of birth was slotted to be an exorcist but the moment of knowing this always happens with evil and its schemes to be rid of the exorcist before anything can be done to harm evils fun. Evil attacking the future exorcist brings it out in their lives. So another pattern in life.

Everyone gets to have free will but the time bombs are set up by demons before the person knows how to remove them. The victims have similar problems. Exorcists can hide in the middle of the desert with no one knowing what they do and a victim can look at them and tell them their problems and ask for help.

Angels guide people to others who can help them. I know I have had people find me and know what I do with out saying a word. Many other people have experienced the same thing who do this sort of work.

So the victim and the exorcist are going through life not knowing that this is set to hit them at different times until it happens and they learn what they are in life. It is a divine gift for someone to be able to help others to heal and remove these problems.

Angels noticing a person does not mean they will have an easy life. Yet it does mean they will have an interesting life that is full of courage, and fighting for others rights not to be oppressed. Years ago it was respected and the person was seen as a spiritual warrior with the whole town happy to support them.

In times of change things do develop in different ways. I would say the way society is going now that many past virtues are lost. I wonder if the way society is focused on selfish behavior and the ways it has of judging others is not just another time bomb for everyone to overcome.

The things that should be important are seen as weakness, and something to take advantage of and use. Laughter at others is a way to feel good about humiliating a decent person who tries to do right. All of these are signs of leaning towards the dark connection instead of the divine connection.

Yet people want to ignore patterns because they do not think in that fashion. Ignoring evil is very powerful and can help to prevent harm. Ignoring reality of society and underlying patterns that point to the truth is very common. Unless someone has experienced the attacks of evil the person just has mental problems and should be ignored. It explains why so many people need the medications of this day and age. A part of them knows the truth and the rest does not want to do anything but blame it on something needing to be medicated.

I am not against medication but I do feel we are using it in the wrong way.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Awakening, Patterns and the Dance of Change

The next thing that should be taught about exorcists is that they work upon awakening the energies and the spiritual nature of the victim of evil. So the last two posts outline the problem nature of healing others. Most healers work with physical ailments. They do not work with mental ailments or removing evil. I have already stated the reason for this as it lowers the vibrations and evil always tries to block the divine energies.

An exorcist is nothing with out the Divine Energies of God or the Creator of Love. Mankind has two ways to connect either with the negative or positive. People who connect to the negative are the ones who want to do this type of energy such as Satanists or Luciferians. It is their nature as much as it is the nature of wanting to join the divine energies.

Each of us by the choices in our lives picks the effects. The people who are harmed by demons have their choices limited to bad and worst than bad. The divine channel is blocked and they are disconnected from the divine. Raising the vibrations help with the divine energies communicating with the person and helps defeat the evil.

Yet when a person is afflicted with a demon they do things they do not realize they are doing. The demon is the one in control of the pattern so their perceptions are altered. It is why the Catholic Church mentioned that many cases of schizophrenia are cases of demon possession. It means that you can work upon a person and nothing will change because they are stuck reliving their own personal moments of abuse, trauma, and pain over and over again until the demon is gone.

The demon tries to trap the exorcist into doubt, and lack of faith. The reason for this is having doubt and lack of faith cuts off some of the divine connections. Frustration and anger are also emotions that demons use against exorcists. Clients being hurt, or just acting badly is what demons use against the exorcist and to keep the person trapped in the patterns.

An example of this spotlights how demons are different from the descriptions of the past. The new improved demons have multiple parts and are like being attacked by a swarm of flies or cockroaches. The movies show a demon named legion and that is an example of a multiple part demon.

The demon with in the person is multiple parts so exorcising a demon by its name is difficult to do. Another part of the whole replaces the exorcised demon and uses another name. Demons have evil as their nature and evolve to make chaos and evil. It is their purpose. They can not evolve to be good as that is not their nature.

The exorcism ceremony is just the ending of a dance of change. The exorcist prays and has faith in the divine. The victims of the demon that are under its control tries to make the exorcist upset and cause chaos. Many times the person who is under the demons control plays and manipulates the situation where the demon is in control while claiming the whole time to not want it around them. Some people meld so perfectly with a demon that they do not want anyone to get rid of the evil.

The patterns are like a giant strategy game. Every move made has a counter move which if one wins the divine connection opens to the divine. If the other wins then the connection opens up to chaos and demons. It is heart breaking to get a client up to where the divine can enter their lives and have them go into a negative cycle. Persistence is the only way to keep things going in a positive fashion.

God did not do this to make people who become exorcists miserable. The problems happen not because of the exorcist or the work not being effective. It is to test the resolve of the people who make the choices that got them into the pattern of possession, obsession, and oppression. Yet one of the major flaws of mankind is not wanting to be wrong. So the person suffering through this will want to find someone else to blame so rationalizes so others are blamed for the problems. Many times demons get so called experts to cause problems where it can get the victim and the healer at the same time. I have seen this happen a number of times.

The key to awaken someone is to bring up what made them go into this cycle. Ego is a big one where the person had to feel special, wishing themselves dead is another one, feeling that God is not all powerful and let them down is another. The list can go on as long as their are people. Yet truth and forgiveness can put divine order into chaos and evil. It structures them and if love is added then it can break the pattern of evil.

Yet the main thing is the person awakening to their patterns. I have had a few people who are so controlled by the demon that you can point out the patterns. They listen and understand then forget everything and go right into the same old patterns. The most vicious of these is the way demons will pass energies through people so it looks like they are doing the harm.

Demons will keep the person trapped in the cycles of anger, hatred, rage, and other emotions with out thinking of anything else. So the person needs to be helped to the point of changing and being able to mentally change. I mentioned EFT and Reiki helps. Yet the main thing is for the person to quit isolating themselves. Demons want the victims isolated. It can make the victims depressed and lack confidence.

Friendships do not work, and people are affected in many ways. Once the person gets to the point of an exorcism the difference after the exorcism is amazing. I believe the most powerful combination would be a psychiatrist and exorcist working on the person at the same time.

Yet the main thing to remember is that all of this is a strategy game of movements. The victim is the real winner.

Exorcists-Facts instead of Opinions Part 2

The next part of this should be about some of the people who claim to be spirit releasement experts, and experts in general. The main information about how to exorcise a spirit comes from the Catholic, and Orthodox churches. They are what is available to everyone. Unless you are a priest I do not advise using this method unless it is a personal exorcism done upon yourself.

I have had many years finding methods that work and developing how the energies work upon empirical data from all my cases. Yet I have been told about people who say they can kill and destroy demons. Demons can not physically exist in this world so the only thing destroyed is the host and the way demons enter this plane.

Next I hear about demon hunters. I find this down right silly because demons are hunting us as we are the prey. It is like going out to find a grizzly bear that is a man eater. If the divine wanted them destroyed it would happen. I also have seen people treat these energies as a joke and helped them heal themselves afterwards.

I have heard plenty of people brag and claim power. I do know they do not get the results. A few warning signs. If the person can not summon the demon into a triangle from outside of the house they can not control it inside of the house. A five hour ritual with fancy robes is downright silly as it gives the energies a chance to disrupt everything and have the people doing the ritual make mistakes.

If they know only one method and tell you it is gone when you feel it crawling on you do not listen to them. Many people take multiple exorcisms with different forces and methods for it to work. I always ask for a photograph instead of a phone call. The reason for this is that most of the people who insist on a phone call abuse their privileges and call me up night and day. It also makes it so the demon tries to work on me through the phone, and the person is focused on only one thing. That their viewpoint is correct even with it not working for the x amount of years they have had problems.

A photograph is the best assessment tool. No one can do an exorcism over a phone. I have heard that one also. The reason for this is everything vibrates and is energy. The phone itself can have energy disrupted by the energies of evil. Evil can use technology against you when you do any healing over the phone.

It can not disrupt the energies of a photograph. Next is the person possessed or obsessed has to travel to the Exorcist. This makes it so when they go back home it is to the same place where the demon has existed. It has not changed and like a virus the person becomes infected again. The exorcist has to travel to where the person is or the person has to follow instructions to clear the living space of energies if the exorcism is being done energetically at a distance.

Not clearing the living space, and not following instructions allow for the most failures. The person has to do the instructions and learn to help themselves to make sure it is not a problem that occurs again. It is not the exorcists fault if the spirit is still there because they did not put the demon there in the first place. They either did not do the right method or they did not have the person work upon themselves first to be at the moment in their life when they could cut the demon loose from any negative incidents of the past. Forgiveness is crucial in this. You have to get rid of the resentments at yourself, the divine and whatever energies most people want to blame instead of looking at it objectively. I have had people blame other people and be mad at them for years. They find out what happened to the person and realized everything they were shown by the energies were lies. Demons are masters of lies and illusions. Exorcisms have to be timed right and if the person is not ready then it will not work.

I have had clients lie and dramatize things just to get me out there to clear it from them. I have to do hardcore work upon them and make them learn. It is easier when they do the work upon themselves to clear the issues. Things that help remove these negative moments are quite a few. The person can not rationalize and it has to be done before they are pushed to the point of oppression where they do not know what is real or illusion. I have to be sure of this BEFORE I go anywhere. Another reason for a photograph is the soul can not lie and those energies are in a photograph.

I have already mentioned problem people and the patterns of thought that go in circles which must be changed. The client arguing with me means they will never be ready. I can not clear anyone who the moment their opinion is challenged where they have to heal says "The demon is affecting you this works. I know because I am the person affected. It means the demon and person are working together to retain control. A person like this is a danger to the exorcist and everyone else they are around at the time. I have never had a person whose method worked call me up and need me.

So there are exorcists out there who do say things just to get people to pay them yet the victims and exorcist form a pattern also. The pattern continues with the manipulation and control issues happening to keep problems occurring in the persons life.A client who does this is not ready until they do not manipulate, lie or use excuses. No one should exorcise or help them until they are past this point of obsession and oppression. The client wants to blame everything but themselves yet the pattern of abuse comes into play because they feel they can do this to the exorcist. The reason for this is so many people want to believe there is no evil, devil or demons. It makes it so a person who does exorcisms can be slandered. All of these energies of lies, slander, and manipulation are under the control of demons so any client doing these things to the exorcist is not ready to be healed.

Demonologists are people who know about demons. What they are and how they work in this plane. It is still a field where people are learning new methods. Exorcists and anyone working with these energies will find that the energies have changed. New methods have to be found and shared. I plan to do this in my next book. Every one of these experts must be on their toes. Clients try to match energies, and connect mentally. Everything has to be protected including the computer, phone, and letters.

I would love to do classes to help people learn how to help themselves, and remove the blockages to their divine connections and abundance. It would be an eye opener to many people how the reactions and negative energies are present in this world.

Monday, September 29, 2008

Exorcists, Facts instead of Opinions

I have been dealing with people having opinions for years about what I do to help others. Most of them are not very flattering. It is happening again to others. Psychics are this and that when a few years ago it used to be mediums. People saying true healers do not charge while expecting to be paid on their regular jobs. Clients that have paid or even not paid fees that your life is their life. You do not get to live your life unless you pay nonstop attention to them. Clients who you try to empower so they do not need to pay anyone but can live life the same as everyone else. I have had people claim that because they did something that they cured themselves and I did nothing.

I thought that maybe most people just do not understand where most people in my specialty are coming from and why things are the way they are. So I felt I would do a few blog posts and work the posts into an article on my website.

The first complaint is that real healers do not charge money. Healers first started as working upon people in a village or community of villages. The community supported the healers. It was like tithing to a church. It was good energy to make it so the healer had a home, food on the table, a horse to get to cases. Today everyone has stuck with the opinion that does not want to pay someone to help them with their life. Psychiatrists get paid. Doctors get paid. They are paid whether the patient heals or dies. They are healers.

I am a professional. I am an expert on these problems. Money is an energy and I know that I am a fair person who does her best work. I have the same problems with my clients that the other healers do. Doctors fail because the patient does not follow instructions, tries to control the situation and really just plain laziness on the patients part. Psychiatrists have the same issues I do that the patient needs to work on themselves. Yet the patient wants a magic wand waved over them so they do nothing except emote about their lives. It does not work. Yet listen to a patient that was ordered by the court to attend sessions with a psychiatrist scream when the psychiatrist reports them when they do not attend sessions. Patient confidentiality even when the client acts badly and complains to everyone that the doctor is not supposed to report what happened it is their privacy. If a doctor has to have you there a certain number of times why should he break the law or get in trouble because of the patient?

I have had clients do illegal things, and also do dishonest things that could get me in trouble. In one instance I had to show proof of what happened as the person stopped a check after writing me that I was a psychic and they did not pay psychics even when the treatment worked. I was supposed to not say a word of why they saw me while they accused me of forging checks to get money from their account. This was after bouncing a check to me. They had complained so much about everyone else that no one cared what they said anyway including the bank.

Psychics and other slams are next. I have studied spiritual methods for 37 years along with helping others. Yet I can not count the times I am called a psychic like that is nothing and the person says how do I know you are real. I can not see if you do anything or not. No respect for training, experience, or calling me by my proper name. Psychiatrists make a great deal more money than I do and no one can see anything they do either.

Yet the Psychiatrist is a trained professional also who does their best to break the person out of the negative life choices and patterns of behavior. Psychiatrists replaced shamans and healers in villages because of being scientific. Yet it is the same job. Yet they can not do the energy work or connect the spiritual to the mind and body to heal what one method alone will not cure.

Many people do not believe in demons or have to call them by other names. Yet the victims who many times have never studied magic or been religious have to deal with something they did not believe in or want. Yet in one instance recently I saw a person insult the person with problems who was suicidal and then call a person trying to help them a predator because they charged money.

I know most of my clients have seen psychiatrists and doctors yet others feel duty bound to judge and make their life more miserable than what it already is about. The reason for this is fear. People do not want to believe in these energies. Very few people will do the sort of work I do because it is dangerous.

Most exorcists, Spirit releasement specialists, energy clearing or by what ever names they call themselves do not have easy lives. Others want to judge that as not being right with God. Yet they ignore the fact that all of us have been noticed by demons for helping others. It is like a psychiatrist that takes only violent patients and has problems with them trying to hurt him. They work upon others that have problems they can manipulate and control. They stalk the psychiatrist and work upon everything in their peripheral life until they are put where they can not do that to others.

Demons do this and have to be put where they can not hurt anyone also. It is dangerous work and most people that have talents will not do this sort of work. The reason for this is demons work to ruin lives and cut people off from the divine. I know with that sort of danger that you would think that people would pay money, be nice, and be grateful for all of the expertise and hard work. Many are that way and I thank them by doing a good job.

Instead some of these people are predators of the healer. They are psychic vampires who drain the healer dry. People who take their past out on others and manipulate and lie to get services for free. Controlling narcissists who love only themselves. They have the script written and the healer better follow it or they do something so nasty to be in control that it is horrifying.

I try to be kind and nice but to these sorts of people I have sucker, and low self-esteem written all over me. It is the same with everyone else I have talked to who does this sort of work. The nice people I do have make up for it yet the obnoxious people make it so many healers will not do this because of them more than the demons.

I have talked about demons and angels on this blog and feel you should read the articles. Yet the main thing is demons can not exist in this world with out using the ambient energy and molecules of this dimension. They have to inhabit a living being of this dimension to exist. The legends and myths say how many of them are defeated. Mankind has a divine channel where it can reach to the divine or to evil and chaos.

I know some people are problems to deal with because of their connection and nature being changed towards evil. The changes are dramatic when they come out from under the cloud of negativity that is harming them. I will talk more about this in the next post. Yet if you look at the world today how can we say there are no demons?

Reiki Attunements and EFT as aids

I have been trying a few aids to help others so that they did not have the problems with negativity. Two useful tools have been reiki attunements and EFT. The EFT tapping system works really well with my energy work on clearing out the energies from past traumas, and memories. I have used a method which involves removing the access points by undoing the knots in the energy weave. The access points are always bad memories.

The EFT is also good for the post traumatic stress that always results from trauma. Most people who have been obsessed or possessed by evil develop this syndrome. EFT seems to be very good at releasing those energies so they can be processed by the person and removed.

The Reiki attunements are good because they raise the vibration level to a more divine level. Demons or Negative spirits always lower the vibration level. They make it so a person is depressed and upset where it is impossible to stay at a higher vibration. They can drive the person to drink or drugs.

Reiki Attunements raise the vibration level so it builds up a higher level connection that evil can not get through as easily. It stops some of the oppression that is occurring in the victims life. The main things that are noticed is that the moment the vibration level is raised people start talking to the victim, and being friendly. The treatment changes dramatically which makes the victim less isolated. The victim has to break out of their cycle to make it work but it is a big help.

Evil uses the patterns in our brains. The brain chatters to itself. The Buddhists call this the monkey mind but people who are oppressed by demons have their brain go in cycles of behavior. It is stimulated by different access points which lead right to negative experiences in the persons life.

I really call it being on the big hamster wheel of life. I used to love to watch hamsters run around on the wheels in their cages I thought they were so cute. Yet the victims do the same thing in their life and things have to be used to break them out of their patterns of thought.

People have more problems breaking out of these patterns and it keeps them in the same cycle. The spirit can be gone and they will not believe it and keep doing the same things like it is still there until they can believe it is gone.

I have many methods for breaking the patterns and EFT and Reiki are two I thought I would mention.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Power of the Divine

Today I had brought home to me how we can cut ourselves off from the divine. The divine is all around us yet how many of us know how to connect to it. People with problems can work nonstop and not reach past the energetic shield that evil seems to place around them.

I have had moments of being discouraged because I did not know how to bring the divine into someones life. The giant street sweeper weapon against evil is divine love and being able to have angels hear you. Worry, anger, hatred, talking to evil and variations upon this theme is what keeps that energy up there.

Yet evil tries to make this world look evil to God also. It is its purpose so it can do what it wants in violation of our free will. I read a beautiful article today about the soul of God. That there were divine laws that proved God had a soul.


The nice thing about this article is not only did it give the laws and the viewpoints of how this proved the divine. It had a beautiful poem in it.

I Am
I Am The Fire within you...The Spark of Life.
I Am That Which Sustains.
I Am The Source Divine.
I Am immanent and pervasive within all.
I include all.
I Am You inspiring, aspiring, and being.
I Am beyond you, transcendent and cosmic.
I reveal myself progressively and cyclically as you are ready.
I Am The Answer to all problems and questions.
I Am All That.
I Am Here Now.

This is very true that connecting to the divine is progressive. The more you connect the easier it is and goes in cycles. The cycles happen because you have loaded up the energies around you with divine energy. You make the divine spark in everything in that area glow so God sees you like a solar flare.

So no matter how hopeless it is for people who feel they are block and nothing is happening while they try to break out of the problems that brought them to me. It is not hopeless and one day the divine energies will break through and it will be like they came out from under a cloud.

The world will look different. It will be better and they will realize that the divine has always been there for them.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Thoughts of the Divine

I always state that with out the divine I can not do anything. I have heard much in magical groups about personal power, and how they are such a high level. Yet with out that divine spark with in them they would not be able to do anything.

I always think about the problems I have with some clients linking them to the divine. Every thing has to be done through their own belief system. It is the only way they will have faith and belief in what was done to help them.

Yet most of the people I help have problems with these thoughts and emotions

1. They seem to believe that the divine does nothing to stop evil. So they feel evil is more powerful than good. They might not consciously verbalize it but it is how they react.

2. They doubt everything. They are always double checking things to be sure they do not fall to pieces. I see this as a matter of control. No one has control over their life. You can only control how to act to others.

3. They all have fear and anxieties. I have to say on this one in many cases it is which came first the problem or the fear. The fear and anxieties spawn the rest of the problems and allows evil to manifest in their lives.

4. They all have normally suffered some sort of abuse and trauma. It also gives bad memories for evil to hook to and manifest the victims memories to create monsters.

5. They do not understand happiness and joy in life.

I know with todays society that many people will have troubles. No one can be positive all of the time but the ones who have the worse trouble are the people with these thought patterns. The challenge is getting them to change.

In poor countries the people may have things worse than the US. Yet here so many people act differently to adversity. I believe our reaction and how we compare ourselves to others is a big part of this. We are not entitled to have things go right even when we do everything right. What we are doing just might be wrong for us.

We are not entitled to life either. Yet we have that gift to experience. The joy of life while we are living it is our greatest gift of all.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

An Intense Few Days

I started trying to diversify and make some extra money doing a few things to make my website pay. I took a social networking course and found that I enjoy talking to and meeting the people. It does not make me good at marketing. I did love having a place to try to just work with bringing abundance to others with out the normal problems I deal with on my website.

It means to me that I may diversify more in the future not in marketing but for what I can do to help others. I will start to spotlight more articles from different places that might also show people different ways to deal with problems. I have seen there are a great many people with good ideas also and will probably be putting together a network myself with a variety of methods and groups to give people ideas.

I also mentioned in one group that part of the work anyone does who is trying to work on themselves should be helping others. I like to send loving kindness energy to people in the Wal-mart near where I live. It is one of the few stores in the area and everyone always looks so stressed out.

I have seen many groups worried about the planet and the environment. Yet the place to start curing the planet and environment is your own spot on this Earth. The rest just will spread over time as more people work on helping themselves and the environment.

The same is true spiritually. It is easy to evolve and focus on spirituality when you do not have to live in the world. The world today blocks spirituality in many ways. Yet if more people did things in such a way to open people up to themselves and their spirit the world would also change a person at a time.

It is what I try to do clearing land, clearing homes and people. Open the world up to good and let it shine with divine light on everyone. I challenge everyone who reads this to try to help kindness, and goodness shine its divine sparks on this world. It all starts with us.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Energies of Rituals and Ceremonies

I have been doing magic for a great many years. I looked over some methods that were supposedly developed from Aleister Crowley s works and Thelema. They were supposed to be able to control the abyss. The Abyss in magic is the forces of Chaos, and there is a demon assigned to them.

Aleister Crowley used a method to conjure this force in 1947. I notice the difference in his methods and work after doing this ritual. I would consider something that overcame chaos and restored the power of the Divine and order would be uplifting and pure.

The energies off of the rituals mentioned were more for glorifying Chaos than controlling it. It made a mockery of the divine in every thing mentioned. I wonder if the demon just didn't make a deal with Aleister Crowley saying I will let you live if you will write up ceremonies so I can get millions of people instead of you.

I have had a knee jerk reaction to Aleister Crowley since I first started reading magic books. I just felt dirtied by the energies of his ceremonies later on in his books. His correspondences and reworking of the Golden Bough was interesting but the rest of it said to me that he just missed the point.

I guess it could be said to be an opinion of major ego since he claimed to be an Ipissimus and so special. Yet if the energies do not feel in balance but feel sullied, dirtied and of chaos I will not do the ceremony using that method.

I have wondered since then if I shared a life time with Crowley and just did not like him because I knew what he was and what he did. Either way I have felt a real revulsion to him and his methods. The abyss is a big deal as it put you in a higher rank. Yet I wonder how many people really cross the abyss and earn that rank.

The methods I have seen are more for glorifying the demon than overcoming the challenges which involve dissolution of ego. Keeping yourself in equilibrium and balance and dissolving yourself to be connected to the divine even if only for a moment.

The main thing to gain from this is not my wondering about the truth about the people as much as if a ritual or ceremony feels wrong do not do it. It can trap you in mistakes for a lifetime of problems. It is also to learn that even in magic a higher level magician will sacrifice others many times to save themselves. Why? It is because they feel more important so the others can take the punishment for their mistakes.

I may try to learn some of the ways people are interpreting Hermetic Magic in the new ways of thought about magic. Yet I refuse to do anything that does not feel right to me. If it was meant to be for me then it would not be so loaded with energy I did not like. I learned this lesson many times that the soul will communicate that something is wrong.

Friday, September 5, 2008

My Birthday and My Gift to Myself -talking about my life problem

Hello Everyone
Today is my birthday and I am giving myself the gift of talking about myself and my spiritual problem. I wear myself out helping others, and do not charge much as a consultation fee. I have had quite a few people tell me everyone else they contacted wanted to start with $1500.00 or more to do any work at all. I charge $50.00 to start and ask for a donation upon results.

Yet the first thing I hear from people who consider themselves knowledgeable in magic is that I have no ethics and am a predator. I have had three people lie about me and when I offer proof everyone acts like Oh well and no apologies for what was said to me. Like it is Ok to abuse me.

I used to cry about it and ask why God wanted me to do this to help others. I realize that most of these people have their own perceptions and in their ego led life they are feeling that they can judge others and never listen to any thing they do not want to hear. I am tired of being poor because I try to do work for others who can not afford it. Yet I do not know any other way to help them with their problems. I also know these same people would scream bloody murder and raise fits if they did not get paid for the work they do. Yet they judge me nonstop with a double standard which is what they are about in their life.

I have self-help plans where people can do things for themselves for a reasonable price. Yet none of these things seem to work. Charging has gotten rid of a great many of the liars and abusive people. I do not care if I am popular as much as I can do the work, and help the people who are not lying about their income problems.

The real clincher recently was someone asking me why I was not voting for Barack Obama. My reason as a Reverend in an Interfaith church, and a spiritual person was because he ditched his friend, mentor, and spiritual adviser of 20 years the moment it became known what he preached in his church. Obama attended this church for 20 years so had to agree with the pastor.

It was about black rights and done in the style of the 70's. The teachings of Louis Farrakhan and other things that showed hate. Yet none of the people objected to the teaching of hate whites. Obama is half white but he must hate that side of himself to listen to those teachings. I do not hate any of the races that make me up as imperfect as they might be.

I was a victim of these preachings in the 70's and do not feel a president should be a member and accept spiritually the advice of hate. It is bad enough that our society is making it so you are not human if you are poor, ill, or a minority. It causes resentment and anger which goes into hate. Yet the person running our country should be fair to everyone including his own Grandparents that he calls the white folks. Including having the woman who influences him the most, his wife, not be someone who shows how anti-white they are in public.

Anyone who gets rid of a spiritual adviser after 20 years just to look politically correct would be willing to lie, and do things just to get elected. This is not unusual but it will not be good for any race if the hate is fanned to a flame by the opinions of the president.

I stated all of this, and was told I had no ethics, faulty logic, and was abused and put down by an Obama supporter. I was prejudiced. I have wondered when it has happened that issues can not be discussed about a potential president with out a person being prejudiced. Look at my photograph and see all the races in me how can I be prejudiced?

Anyway my message today is stop the abuse. All of you who read this realize that when someone disagrees with you it is not a personal assault. It is a way of how they feel and if you did not want to know you should not ask. Stop the abuse of judging others, and saying they are playing into the peoples mental problems when it comes to spiritual problems. 90% of the people I get as clients see psychiatrists who can not heal what is wrong. Yet addressing the problems both ways with healing the spiritual seems to get results.

Stop the abuse of treating others badly because they are not what you want them to be. Try to look at it from someone else's perspective and respect them as a person. If you have to be abusive or nasty then you have lost the perspective of a discussion and just are a bully. You are trying to prove your superiority and that you are special. We all leave this world in the same way and no one is special except in the mind of God. The rest of us are here to learn how to unite with the divine and experience life.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Attract your True Love Magic Box

I am in a good mood today as I finished a project I have been working on for a couple of months. I wanted to design a way for someone to attract their soul mate, their true love with out forcing them. I have mentioned it before. Well I finished it today and now it is my Attracting Abundance box plans that I have to get done.

I know that the people I had test it out said how nice it was and how they felt good about it. I realize how few times people really say nice things. It is always good to hear but I wish that people would be kinder to each other. Yet it was nice to hear today.

I also added freebies on my main astral healer website plus a library with books that can be downloaded so I have felt cheerful about that also. I hope everyone enjoys the new additions.

Monday, September 1, 2008

Hurricane Gustav

Hurricane Gustav caused many deaths in Haiti. The people are suffering there and now it has washed over the levees in the US. All of us should take stock of how much money we have and send a little bit.

Most of the time I encounter charities that want more than $20.00 but even that from a thousand people will make a huge difference to people in Haiti. My heart goes out to the people who just recovered from Hurricane Katrina to now have their homes threatened again by a hurricane.

I know the people in the US complained about not getting aid quick enough yet what happens to the people in poorer countries who do not receive much aid at all. Please all of you who read this blog think of giving a small amount to a charity if you can not afford a large amount.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Wish Boards, and Wish Boxes

I mentioned how the laws of attraction have worked for me. They worked best when I wanted to redo my entire life. I was just fed up with how it was going. Once I got part of the wishes I stopped doing the spell. I now know I should have kept it up each day.

I plan to set a project for my ning groups where everyone makes a wish board and then we work on making the wishes come true. Wish boards and boxes have an advantage. They use photographs and they help people visualize who have problems with manifesting things in their life.

Some people are not visually oriented so they have their dreams but never can get clear images of what they would like to occur. The picture should be looked at every day and dreamed about afterwards in a happy meditation. Everyone should then get together and work on how to bring this into the persons life. Give ideas and help.

Many people may have to draw or print out what they want as somethings do not always depend upon finances but are personal challenges. I feel it ought to be a fun project for everyone. I hope some of you who read this would like to join us.

Friday, August 22, 2008

Hidden Anger

I am wondering if part of the problems I have experienced with clients come from hidden anger. I believe most people that this happens to are angry with God or the Divine. They feel that this spiritual problem should not have happened to them. Why did God allow this to occur?

God is unknowable and to complex for us to understand. We know he is there but do we see the whole picture in what he does? I know I do not know his plan. No one is on this earth who is capable of understanding God. The reason for this is God is not something outside of us. He permeates every molecule of everything in this world.

So what can cut people off from God. Anger over the things that happen to them. I know everyone my self included feels that some things just should not happen to me or anyone. The person says they can not understand why a kind and loving God would do this to them.

The best advice I have at these moments is to say I trust in God that he is doing what is best for me and try to get through the moment. Certain types of emotions block us in our lives and that keeps our lives from moving forward. Grief, depression,trauma and the list goes onward brings about results where we lose our faith in life. Our faith that good will prevail in our lives if we are positive in what we do.

Every time I have had problems with breaking myself or others loose from the negative things in their lives a negative emotion is what is causing it. Hidden anger is normally the last one recognized because we believe we are being faithful even with feeling if God loved me he would not have allowed this happen. We are not being truthful with ourselves or God. God always lives in truth and everything else just blocks or obscures our good in our lives.

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