Perceptions and Reality

Reality is what we take to be true.
What we take to be true is what we believe.
What we believe is based upon our perceptions.
What we perceive depends upon what we look for.
What we look for depends upon what we think.
What we think depends upon what we perceive.
What we perceive determines what we believe.
What we believe determines what we take to be true.
What we take to be true is our reality.

~ Gary Zukav ~


Reactions and perceptions are a big part of our life.  In the work that I do many people say God does not listen to me. Nothing ever goes my way and they believe it. Yet each morning when they wake up they are making their reality into what they wish it to be. Breaking out of that reality is not always an easy thing to do. I know that I have had my life shaped by others beliefs many times.It is because they are so persistent to have others join them in their misery instead of laughing enjoying life and having fun.

Yet why should I be in the same mood as others. Belief is a powerful tool and so many things try to shape our reality and beliefs. You watch the news and you perceive the world as a harsh place that is going bankrupt and many other negative things. Yet if we perceive ourselves as able to cope and deal with our problems and think outside of the box. We will not have those attitudes.You could also watch the news and say I have a great life and thank God even if you do not know who is helping you intellectually.

I have always enjoyed traveling but every thing seemed to happen where I saw the US and parts of Mexico or Canada. I never thought about planning for travel out of the country. Yet I always prayed that I would find a way to do my work and enjoy myself. I was amazed when I became well known enough to have people pay for me to travel to help them.  I did a good job, made many friends and my perceptions changed. I would have laughed at anyone who told me I would be going to all of the places I have gone to doing my work.

All of us shape our reality by our perceptions and choices. Anyone can do anything by persistence and belief. You can bring sunshine into someones life with smiling at them. You can light up your world by helping others with the little things in life. A compliment about a dress, helping with groceries, or any other way you can help another.

Reality shapes with the energies that we put into it. I do not understand why people curse others as who would want that energy back. People who nonstop complain always find something to complain about or they are lost.  So spirituality is also about just being thankful at times. Happiness is a state of mind and it does not mean that life has to be perfect. It just means that we are happy to be alive and know that by endurance and persistence we will have more things to be happy about in our lives.

Walking the Labyrinth

Walking the Labyrinth:

There are 3 stages to walking the Labyrinth, the Purgation... a releasing an letting go of the details of your life. The Illumination... when you reach the center, it is a place of meditation and prayer, receive what there is for you to receive. Last stage is Union... which is joining God, your Higher Power or the healing forces at work in the world. Each time you walk the Labyrinth you become more empowered to find and do the work you feel your soul reaching for.

I have been walking the labyrinth in my life at the moment. I know that I will do better in my life and not only was this a cleansing but also a purging where I can do the things that God wants me to do. It started with Facebook and a person wanting me to add them as a friend. I did not know this person but there have been many people who wanted to add me to their friends that have read my articles and websites.

Nine years ago I joined a group of people that were supposed to be working on exorcisms and helping people who had been cursed. I met them in person and found out how treacherous and self centered they were. I also saw in the group leaders energies that he would hurt others. I left on bad terms because I would not do what they wanted even when they purposely attacked me in a ritual. The link is
 http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_magic/fraternitas_hermetica-t21635.0.html

It was a big lesson for me as being in a group puts you under the control of the group eggregore and group rules. It means that any other leader in the group can attack you with out the normal shields and protections working as they are in a trusted zone if they have worked with you on the astral or physical plane. They can try to manipulate and control you and what saved me was my inner core personality that there are things I will never do and would die before I do them.

I had not thought of these people in years and after I added this woman to my friends on Faceb ook. She added me to a group instantly. I checked out the group and saw it consisted of all of the people who had tried to kill me with magic, ruin my reputation, lie about me and crash my website. I quit instantly and blocked the people. Yet the damage had been done because they had spells, rituals and the group eggregore set up to attack me. They are trying to find members at the moment and have someone posting like they are the greatest group ever. Yet this is what their actions are about to others. 

Four days later I ended up in the hospital and almost died. I was recuperating from this attack and have been thinking about it ever since then. It has been nine years and these people still had to pull these games on me. They claim to be spiritual teachers yet they can act in that way. They have students that can not defend themselves as easily as I can and I am sure they have killed them before. I was slandered nonstop by them and forgot and forgave them. I thought I could move on with my life and forget their insults. I was considered having too liberal of a nature because I would not hurt my students, nor would I do harm to others. Anything that happens to others that tries to harm me is always my being protected by God.

I ask everyone to look them up and then you can see who they are and to beware of people in groups. If you do join a group realize it is like having a family full of people and that you want to be in a functional family. Not one where the siblings try to kill you or ruin every bit of success you could have in your life.

It also shows no matter how smart you are, no matter how often you forgive others and release the energies that some people are just plain evil. I never claim to be perfect but work very hard to help others. I do the best I can and have freed many people from their problems. Yet joining one bad group who did not do what they promised to do which is help others brought this all about so be careful of your choices as we are all treading the labyrinth.


I submitted to the will of God and asked to be redeemed and restored. It is what saved my life and made it where I lived through the experience. I had this happen but I am sure that it was to move me on to the next projects and things I have to do in my life.  I also know that the people in one way did me a favor as it forged a closer relationship with the divine and showed me many truths about my life. So the labyrinth is a challenge and can cause miracles. 


Yet everything in life is a lesson. I left a group I knew was wrong like a lady. I knew that they would lie about me and slander me. I hope all of you who read this avoid these groups. I may have had it happen because of needing to learn a lesson about being to trusting of someone I thought was my friend. I learned that lesson and know that God loves me. I would not be here otherwise to try to warn people so they do not suffer the mistakes I have made.