I have noticed that malice and envy seem to go in themes. Things happen that make it difficult to not be malicious. Envy has never been a problem for me. I always felt I should compete with myself and if I want something find a way to get it.
Yet envy and jealousy put someone in the situation where they are supposed to be malicious and act badly. These emotions torture the people who have them. I feel anyone is a fool to act this way. Jealousy over someone you love is the most common. I have done this to myself and I would never of had the emotion happen if the person had been acting correctly. So jealousy is always a reaction for me to something my subconscious knows but the rest of me does not want to see or hear.
I have been miserable with others jealousy and envy. I never looked at how much I have suffered because of others jealousy and envy. I know I am not many of the things people envy others for in any way. Yet I am different and some people think they would have fun doing what I do or my work.
They see it as something like the movies or something different than reality. A person who has never been able to get things envies anyone even if they are only buying something simple. Others who have never followed their heart or dreams envies the person with the courage to do so. I have followed my dreams my whole life.
I have used creative visualization and so much prayer. In some things I do great and in other things I have to work on myself like I work to help others. Yet I am always happy when I see someone else get something good. I would be the first person to cheer someone winning the lottery, getting the degree, finding the person that they love. Yet others feel differently and I can see how it can ruin their lives.
The person who tries to make everyone like them, who imposes their judgement on others and who through treachery will try to harm others. It is foolish to do this as it makes it so it does come back on you. It also makes the victims of the envy and jealousy wonder about themselves and why others act that way.
It is because the person is insecure and tries to make themselves look good by putting others down. Who is resentful and wants what others have and takes it for themselves. They are the fools in this life who dig themselves into deeper and deeper pits of problems by hurting others when they should be looking and working upon themselves. Anyone can make it so they can get what they need and want through love and kindness. I am an example of that by the way I try to do things in my life.
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