Showing posts with label chaos. Show all posts
Showing posts with label chaos. Show all posts

Sunday, October 10, 2010

More Lessons of LIfe

I have been working on myself with working out, and trying to have my diabetes get under control. It has not been easy but since I was able to buy a used bowflex I have been feeling better. Exercise is grounding so even when you are busy it enables you to clear you mind. If nothing else it gets you think about how out of shape you are. I will post a new photograph if I ever develop a bowflex body but now I am just happy to be doing better.

I had a client write this to me today-
Hi Nita The negativity can also cause you to believe something that is not true. I have had it happen in my life a couple of times. Someone gifted would tell me something that was right about a situation or part of my life that they had no way of knowing yet it was twisted with a lie. I believe a lying spirit entered them at that time to confuse me. I would instantly know it was not true. I would always look at it as God's way of testing me. It would always happen just before something manifested in my life that could move me towards a good change.

I wonder how many people have had this happen in their life. The gifted person helped them and then something twisted it so that it was a problem. Not only the gifted person being wrong but after work was done something seemed to reverse it and undo all of the good?

I have had this happen and I always wonder why and how it could happen. Yet if I look at it as something that is there set in place to prevent the person then I know that it could be identified as something like this occurring at that time. I have always felt that God did test our faith yet these changes seem to be beyond tests at times.

It seems almost like being put in a court room as a hostile witness while you are being probed by aliens. So I wonder if it is God's tests or one of the little ways that evil tries to erode the faith of our lives into something else. Truth is a double edged sword in many ways.

Demons are always considered purveyors of lies and so are many other spirits that are considered to be malicious. It makes us paranoid to be considering these facts all of the time. Yet how many people are brave enough not to doubt and still tell others the truth of how they feel?

I believe this knowing is a way to protect and defend yourself and a gift from God not a test. It would be so nice to have a way to know if something was wrong. This time someone did but other times what we accept twists the energies to the point of reversal.

Chaos is part of this and so are the people who create havoc and chaos for no reason in others lives. It brings energies into play in our lives that can be problem energies. Yet our acceptance of the bad things and fears are a big part of giving them power. I ask everyone who has a moment like this to think of something good to replace the chaos and bad. Pray for a moment and then move on with faith knowing things would be OK.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Chaos and Doubt

My website was down and it was my fault. I went into the cpanel and looked at the security settings and on one of them I hit submit with out changing anything. The website crashed and this was a huge moment for me. The hosting company figured out what was wrong and fixed it. They told me that the interface was not right so I did not feel like a total idiot.

Yet I looked at the last time I posted to my blog and realized that some times the stuff of life keeps us from doing what we are supposed to do. It is like that with everyone. How many of you have noticed that when you try to move forward and create a positive change things happen to your life. You have to finish one thing or the other.

Things get turned upside down and you doubt yourself and your decisions. The same thing happens in healing and doing magic or energy work to help others. You move forward and have the positive change set up so the person has the healing happen with his life moving forward. You know that you did a good job and that every thing should go well.

The positive meets the negative and the changes sort of freeze in place. What ever energies that need to be added by the person is not accepted or the person does not add them. Things just do not move or move in the wrong direction. The healers always have one of two reactions. One is I did every thing right so if it did not go right it was because it could not exist with what you are doing in your life.

The next is to try to problem solve. I am more of the problem solver type and treat each case like a mystery. Yet anything I do is allowed by the divine so if it does not work it is always the divine blocking it for some reason. It can make you doubt yourself, the divine, or anything you are doing to help someone. Doubt is deadly in healing, prayer, and in life.

People like to worry about things as if they are in control. We are in control of some things such as the bills, what we do and act like, our reactions and emotions and much more. Yet control of anyone else is impossible. Just try doing it in a marriage or with children. It will never work and will ruin every one's life in one way or another. People feel that they can plan their lives yet the only thing that can be planned is one end result moment. The rest of it and how it happens is always left up to the divine.

It is the same in healing and magic. You can pull down energies from above and set an end result in place. You can see the end result happen but then things do not work out in the normal way that you expect them to work out. It is always the change in the middle that makes anyone doubt themselves and that is where chaos and negativity can enter your life.

Once you get through the doubt and upset the end result shows up. It is not as you expected it because you put energy into all of your fears and did not energize the positive end results that you wanted to exist. You then go into the negative cycle again.

Doubt is deadly in every way and worry is not much better. I had a person who always doubted her magic and wanted it checked so she would be told she did good. Yet the time for checking is before you do magic. Doubting yourself afterwards is just like tossing all of your work out an open window. You may recover some of it but the rest is damaged.

It is not about drawing what you want as much as having the belief that it can happen. Doubt destroys belief in many ways and allows chaos into your life. Doubt of the divine wanting the best for you, saying God hates you, and other statements will block every thing good.

It is for this reason every one should think about this and see how they block their own lives. All divine forces love everyone no matter what religion. We have to appease our own fears more than an angry divinity. We can do a great deal of harm to ourselves by worry and doubt.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Chaos and Conflict

I was watching a special on Satan on the history channel. It really made me think about how people act. Satan is the most popular thing to blame when things are going wrong. The Dark Ages had him as a great villain. Peaceful years had it where he was believed to be a rebel and the societies that gave him a break had major flaws.

The main one was that they discarded all of the belief systems and felt that what was important was taking care of yourself. The people were all out for number one and even philosophers made Satan look tragic. The special made me realize that we are doing that in this era in time. Evil is made to look tragic and beautiful in our movies and television. Are we in a period of world revelation which will occur through some tragedy like the black death in the Dark Ages?

Anyone who pays their bills know how desperate the companies have become. They act like they will go bankrupt if they do not get that extra two dollars that they made up a service for to get your cash. Every company I know of is trying to suck that last dollar out of everyone's pocket.

Yet I have seen customer service go down to a level that is unheard of in inefficiency. A friend of mine bought a laptop computer and it acted funny from the start. He took it in twice to the shop and it is still being repaired and was shipped back to the factory. It does not take 4 weeks to fix a computer and no one will help him get a new one to use. There is a warranty, and no one listens to him when he calls up to ask about the computer. Regular customer service would just give him a new laptop and redo the old one at their own leisure. It is not only cruel but the store and manufacturer will lose business over it. Yet they got the initial bucks from the sale.

The United States has been having a rough time economically. People with huge amounts of money are so greedy they steal from charities. If that does not mean this is a time of Satan or that if there is a devil he is not influencing our society I do not know what we need to do so show that to everyone.

So chaos and conflict were shown to be what occurred when the devil reigned in our societal values. Wars, and deaths. The Dark ages had wars and the black plague. We have wars, ethnic cleansing, abuse of women, and many problems all over the world. The Dark Ages had the same thing with out television and computers.

Could it be something that tries to make us find that part of the divine that helps people to work together. That shows money is not important enough to hurt others over or drive the world into an economic slump. Maybe that people should be treated as fellow human beings whether it is to a company, other people, or world ethics?

It is something to think about but the main times societies and civilizations fall is when people quit working together and start hurting others to benefit themselves. I know there are many good things happening also yet we are focused only on the chaos and conflict because that is what we hear about every day.

The thing to think about since we can not control anything anyone else does in their life is are we out for ourselves? I like to believe that if people showed more kindness and help one another the world would be a better place. We can at least keep our part of the world in good shape and maybe it will spread to others.

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