Energies of Rituals and Ceremonies

I have been doing magic for a great many years. I looked over some methods that were supposedly developed from Aleister Crowley s works and Thelema. They were supposed to be able to control the abyss. The Abyss in magic is the forces of Chaos, and there is a demon assigned to them.

Aleister Crowley used a method to conjure this force in 1947. I notice the difference in his methods and work after doing this ritual. I would consider something that overcame chaos and restored the power of the Divine and order would be uplifting and pure.

The energies off of the rituals mentioned were more for glorifying Chaos than controlling it. It made a mockery of the divine in every thing mentioned. I wonder if the demon just didn't make a deal with Aleister Crowley saying I will let you live if you will write up ceremonies so I can get millions of people instead of you.

I have had a knee jerk reaction to Aleister Crowley since I first started reading magic books. I just felt dirtied by the energies of his ceremonies later on in his books. His correspondences and reworking of the Golden Bough was interesting but the rest of it said to me that he just missed the point.

I guess it could be said to be an opinion of major ego since he claimed to be an Ipissimus and so special. Yet if the energies do not feel in balance but feel sullied, dirtied and of chaos I will not do the ceremony using that method.

I have wondered since then if I shared a life time with Crowley and just did not like him because I knew what he was and what he did. Either way I have felt a real revulsion to him and his methods. The abyss is a big deal as it put you in a higher rank. Yet I wonder how many people really cross the abyss and earn that rank.

The methods I have seen are more for glorifying the demon than overcoming the challenges which involve dissolution of ego. Keeping yourself in equilibrium and balance and dissolving yourself to be connected to the divine even if only for a moment.

The main thing to gain from this is not my wondering about the truth about the people as much as if a ritual or ceremony feels wrong do not do it. It can trap you in mistakes for a lifetime of problems. It is also to learn that even in magic a higher level magician will sacrifice others many times to save themselves. Why? It is because they feel more important so the others can take the punishment for their mistakes.

I may try to learn some of the ways people are interpreting Hermetic Magic in the new ways of thought about magic. Yet I refuse to do anything that does not feel right to me. If it was meant to be for me then it would not be so loaded with energy I did not like. I learned this lesson many times that the soul will communicate that something is wrong.

The Spiritual Malware in A Person's Life

I just had an attack on my computer that I had to fix. The firewall would not let anything out and would not uninstall. I figured it out and found a way to fix the problems. I thought about it and realize it is what I do magically and spiritually for others. Build up a firewall and fix the problems of why it does not work at times.

Everyones spiritual system is different so the things that need to be blocked are not the same. Neither are the types of attacks, or problems. Shields are so important just like firewalls. The rituals and spells are the program that runs the spiritual firewall. The ability to do this properly is the only thing that limits someone from being protected.

Yet sometimes there is something large and nasty that prevents the firewall. It attacks it and the person is stuck in place by the sheer energy and evil of it. Yet it is finding out what happened and fixing the shield so nothing can do that again.

Victims of psychic attack never realize that sometimes the methods have to be added to or beefed up just like on a computer. The success in the defense may depend upon how many rules you can add that limit the attack just like the expert rules on the computer. These rules are called parameters (limits) and conditions.

I know many spells and rituals for this very reason. I learn more all of the time as the spells and rituals used to harm people always change. It means that is the only way to really help the most people. You have to be an eternal student who always is willing to learn. You have to be able to find a challenge fun and treat it like a detective novel.

Once a spell takes over it is just like a virus on a computer it multiplies and effects everything. It is why a curse can take 20 minutes to do and 6 months to remove.