Perceptions and Reality

Reality is what we take to be true.
What we take to be true is what we believe.
What we believe is based upon our perceptions.
What we perceive depends upon what we look for.
What we look for depends upon what we think.
What we think depends upon what we perceive.
What we perceive determines what we believe.
What we believe determines what we take to be true.
What we take to be true is our reality.

~ Gary Zukav ~


Reactions and perceptions are a big part of our life.  In the work that I do many people say God does not listen to me. Nothing ever goes my way and they believe it. Yet each morning when they wake up they are making their reality into what they wish it to be. Breaking out of that reality is not always an easy thing to do. I know that I have had my life shaped by others beliefs many times.It is because they are so persistent to have others join them in their misery instead of laughing enjoying life and having fun.

Yet why should I be in the same mood as others. Belief is a powerful tool and so many things try to shape our reality and beliefs. You watch the news and you perceive the world as a harsh place that is going bankrupt and many other negative things. Yet if we perceive ourselves as able to cope and deal with our problems and think outside of the box. We will not have those attitudes.You could also watch the news and say I have a great life and thank God even if you do not know who is helping you intellectually.

I have always enjoyed traveling but every thing seemed to happen where I saw the US and parts of Mexico or Canada. I never thought about planning for travel out of the country. Yet I always prayed that I would find a way to do my work and enjoy myself. I was amazed when I became well known enough to have people pay for me to travel to help them.  I did a good job, made many friends and my perceptions changed. I would have laughed at anyone who told me I would be going to all of the places I have gone to doing my work.

All of us shape our reality by our perceptions and choices. Anyone can do anything by persistence and belief. You can bring sunshine into someones life with smiling at them. You can light up your world by helping others with the little things in life. A compliment about a dress, helping with groceries, or any other way you can help another.

Reality shapes with the energies that we put into it. I do not understand why people curse others as who would want that energy back. People who nonstop complain always find something to complain about or they are lost.  So spirituality is also about just being thankful at times. Happiness is a state of mind and it does not mean that life has to be perfect. It just means that we are happy to be alive and know that by endurance and persistence we will have more things to be happy about in our lives.

Walking the Labyrinth

Walking the Labyrinth:

There are 3 stages to walking the Labyrinth, the Purgation... a releasing an letting go of the details of your life. The Illumination... when you reach the center, it is a place of meditation and prayer, receive what there is for you to receive. Last stage is Union... which is joining God, your Higher Power or the healing forces at work in the world. Each time you walk the Labyrinth you become more empowered to find and do the work you feel your soul reaching for.

I have been walking the labyrinth in my life at the moment. I know that I will do better in my life and not only was this a cleansing but also a purging where I can do the things that God wants me to do. It started with Facebook and a person wanting me to add them as a friend. I did not know this person but there have been many people who wanted to add me to their friends that have read my articles and websites.

Nine years ago I joined a group of people that were supposed to be working on exorcisms and helping people who had been cursed. I met them in person and found out how treacherous and self centered they were. I also saw in the group leaders energies that he would hurt others. I left on bad terms because I would not do what they wanted even when they purposely attacked me in a ritual. The link is
 http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_magic/fraternitas_hermetica-t21635.0.html

It was a big lesson for me as being in a group puts you under the control of the group eggregore and group rules. It means that any other leader in the group can attack you with out the normal shields and protections working as they are in a trusted zone if they have worked with you on the astral or physical plane. They can try to manipulate and control you and what saved me was my inner core personality that there are things I will never do and would die before I do them.

I had not thought of these people in years and after I added this woman to my friends on Faceb ook. She added me to a group instantly. I checked out the group and saw it consisted of all of the people who had tried to kill me with magic, ruin my reputation, lie about me and crash my website. I quit instantly and blocked the people. Yet the damage had been done because they had spells, rituals and the group eggregore set up to attack me. They are trying to find members at the moment and have someone posting like they are the greatest group ever. Yet this is what their actions are about to others. 

Four days later I ended up in the hospital and almost died. I was recuperating from this attack and have been thinking about it ever since then. It has been nine years and these people still had to pull these games on me. They claim to be spiritual teachers yet they can act in that way. They have students that can not defend themselves as easily as I can and I am sure they have killed them before. I was slandered nonstop by them and forgot and forgave them. I thought I could move on with my life and forget their insults. I was considered having too liberal of a nature because I would not hurt my students, nor would I do harm to others. Anything that happens to others that tries to harm me is always my being protected by God.

I ask everyone to look them up and then you can see who they are and to beware of people in groups. If you do join a group realize it is like having a family full of people and that you want to be in a functional family. Not one where the siblings try to kill you or ruin every bit of success you could have in your life.

It also shows no matter how smart you are, no matter how often you forgive others and release the energies that some people are just plain evil. I never claim to be perfect but work very hard to help others. I do the best I can and have freed many people from their problems. Yet joining one bad group who did not do what they promised to do which is help others brought this all about so be careful of your choices as we are all treading the labyrinth.


I submitted to the will of God and asked to be redeemed and restored. It is what saved my life and made it where I lived through the experience. I had this happen but I am sure that it was to move me on to the next projects and things I have to do in my life.  I also know that the people in one way did me a favor as it forged a closer relationship with the divine and showed me many truths about my life. So the labyrinth is a challenge and can cause miracles. 


Yet everything in life is a lesson. I left a group I knew was wrong like a lady. I knew that they would lie about me and slander me. I hope all of you who read this avoid these groups. I may have had it happen because of needing to learn a lesson about being to trusting of someone I thought was my friend. I learned that lesson and know that God loves me. I would not be here otherwise to try to warn people so they do not suffer the mistakes I have made.

I am well but on intermittant internet access

I hope that everyone will be patient with me. I am staying where there is only intermittent Internet access and will answer as quickly as I can with the access problems I am having. To my present clients I am still doing work even with not being in touch.

My quote for the day is to never give up on anything you do. Determination and faith will get you through any problems that you might have.

Why the Energies of Land and Countries need to be cleared

Every part of this country is sacred to my people. Every hillside, every valley, every plain and grove has been hallowed by some fond memory or some sad experience of my tribe. Even the rocks, which seem to lie dumb as they swelter in the sun along the silent shore in solemn grandeur, thrill with memories of past events connected with the fate of my people.

-- -Chief Seattle, SUQUAMISH I received this quote in my inbox today. I receive different quotes from different sources to be inspired for my blog. It hit home with the main project that I want to do in the future. I have visited Chief Seattle's grave in the Seattle area. I felt he was a wise man that was overwhelmed by problems, and trying to help his people. Why do we always ignore that the energies of the people are absorbed into the earth. The astrologers have a method called Astrocartography that adjusts the birth charts to the best places to live. I found that my success lines are out of this country so when I visited the Philippines I was shocked to find out how much I loved the country. I looked up my old astrology charts for fun and found out one of my success lines runs through the Philippines. The land energies affect us, the places we are supposed to be to do our soul work or missions. The things people have done on the earth is absorbed by the earth. I wonder many times if the bad weather and other problems are caused by the technological energies we put out rejecting this fact. Mother earth may be clearing what she sees as problems hurting the land, Clearing people is difficult and tricky. It always involves release of the negative energies that are being held onto by grudges, hatred, bad treatment and abuse, the seven deadly sins or what we judge ourselves by in our lives. Countries in the Orient where the trauma of events are new and not merged show the same sort of energies that people show. India was like walking with the Gods and Goddesses all the energies are merged and implemented by the country. Many of the other countries had the energies where they were in layers. They did not merge and the country plus people were unable to release them. It is because the energies of the people are absorbed by the land until the whole country resonates with it. The Orient was where the US had its first failure. Until the energies are released from the land in Vietnam, Cambodia and Laos we will find that we are hooked to those countries. The genocide of the Pol Pot regime could be used as a time node turning point to clear years of energies and move them forward to spiritual freedom as a country. The Philippines is fascinating because it has it layers separate like some of the moments in Vietnam, Cambodia and Laos. People who are being cleared always have the energies removed in layers like an onion. These countries show the same sort of layers. The Philippines was ceded to the US as a part of the US and all of the choices seem to still be sitting there and not blended into the national psyche. I would love to spend a couple of years in the orient doing work on all of this. If the people who are religious pray to help their country it can also be used to change the land. I would appreciate this being passed on to others who might be interested in sponsoring my projects.

Pure research is always profitable. Trends could be mapped with Sociological statistics that could show the power of prayer, and the way it can be used to help others if included with my methods. Physicists could measure energies or find new ways to measure psi. Anyone who knows someone who might be interested in doing this process with me please refer them to this post.

I am willing to do what is necessary to see if I can develop something that will cause a better moment for mankind. Think of what could be done if the hatred of the past moments could be released from the middle East so on a spiritual level the decisions are made differently. I always say I am on a mission and this is my new mission.

I know that all of us together can make a better world. We just have to find the ways to do it and it will take many people with many ideas to move this forward into a better life for everyone.

Authentic Soul Ministries

I wanted to spot light a conference tour of a person I greatly respect Bishop Bryan D Ouelette. I have been on the Eye of the Seer radio show as a guest a number of times. I always found Bishop Bryan well informed in spiritual matters and fun to talk too. He has such diversity in his knowledge that it made any show I did great.

Bishop Bryan decided to start the Authentic Soul Ministries to try to heal some of the schisms between religion and knowledge. I always want to mention things which involve healing the soul as I feel that the group soul of humanity has many problems at the moment. I know there are many dedicated people that help heal humanity in many ways both small and large. I mostly keep to myself and do my work. Yet I admire others who have the courage to change things for the better in speaking and holding classes

I feel this will be very informative and healing for anyone who takes these courses. I know that the cities are larger cities so I ask that anyone reading this blog tries to mention this to others. It is unique in that both Buddhism and Orthodox religion are blended together. The truths of both the western and eastern ways of thought ought to be life changing.

The link is     http://www.authenticsoul.org/

I feel spirituality is about everyone who loves the divine God in all of its forms. I hope all of you agree with me and help to make this happen for Bishop Bryan and others who try to change things for the better.