Challenges

I have had many challenges these last few months. It is good for me in some ways as I have had to look at myself and my reactions. I try not to get mad yet I have been in a bad mood over different things that have been occurring in my life.

It has made it so I looked at myself and thought do I want to keep doing this sort of work. I have been doing it for 40 years. It is longer than any other exorcist, or spiritual healer that deals with negative spirits. I put myself on the line for my clients and most of them are so wrapped up in themselves and their problems they do not understand it when I get exhausted.

I have been trying to go in a different direction and train others. It is a relief in some ways and I do feel good doing it. I have not had the money to get started with the Astralhealer Church but I want it to be a place of help and aid for people with spiritual problems. I want it also to be a place where people can train to help themselves and others. Some people may be able to do all of the difficult methods while others can just do the simple things. Yet their being trained and able to help others is a blessing for this earth.

I always get exhausted when I have cases where the challenge is the people actions as much as any demons. Each case is a learning experience. The last few months has been a learning experience and I have come through it. I have faith that things will move forward for me now in a positive way.

People have expectations of healers. Yet we are all human beings with human problems and reactions to life. I have a new article out about this subject besides what I have in this blog. It is called doubt and lack of faith-how it affects our lives. What I do is very difficult and is respected in many places.

Yet the people who do not understand what the healing is all about are the problems. I plan to do a series of articles like I did on this blog indicating the main reasons people do not heal. I have also learned valuable methods these last few months that should help many people. The only way this works is by the divine. No one else is responsible but the divine.

It is always a trade off and negativity always tries to find a way to upset the person getting good results on bringing alive the divine sparks. It is also a challenge to teach people when they are so full of what they know and trying to act superior that they do not listen. I hope that the series on healing helps the people who are unsure what happens to heal themselves and that there are no quick fixes.

Chaos and Doubt

My website was down and it was my fault. I went into the cpanel and looked at the security settings and on one of them I hit submit with out changing anything. The website crashed and this was a huge moment for me. The hosting company figured out what was wrong and fixed it. They told me that the interface was not right so I did not feel like a total idiot.

Yet I looked at the last time I posted to my blog and realized that some times the stuff of life keeps us from doing what we are supposed to do. It is like that with everyone. How many of you have noticed that when you try to move forward and create a positive change things happen to your life. You have to finish one thing or the other.

Things get turned upside down and you doubt yourself and your decisions. The same thing happens in healing and doing magic or energy work to help others. You move forward and have the positive change set up so the person has the healing happen with his life moving forward. You know that you did a good job and that every thing should go well.

The positive meets the negative and the changes sort of freeze in place. What ever energies that need to be added by the person is not accepted or the person does not add them. Things just do not move or move in the wrong direction. The healers always have one of two reactions. One is I did every thing right so if it did not go right it was because it could not exist with what you are doing in your life.

The next is to try to problem solve. I am more of the problem solver type and treat each case like a mystery. Yet anything I do is allowed by the divine so if it does not work it is always the divine blocking it for some reason. It can make you doubt yourself, the divine, or anything you are doing to help someone. Doubt is deadly in healing, prayer, and in life.

People like to worry about things as if they are in control. We are in control of some things such as the bills, what we do and act like, our reactions and emotions and much more. Yet control of anyone else is impossible. Just try doing it in a marriage or with children. It will never work and will ruin every one's life in one way or another. People feel that they can plan their lives yet the only thing that can be planned is one end result moment. The rest of it and how it happens is always left up to the divine.

It is the same in healing and magic. You can pull down energies from above and set an end result in place. You can see the end result happen but then things do not work out in the normal way that you expect them to work out. It is always the change in the middle that makes anyone doubt themselves and that is where chaos and negativity can enter your life.

Once you get through the doubt and upset the end result shows up. It is not as you expected it because you put energy into all of your fears and did not energize the positive end results that you wanted to exist. You then go into the negative cycle again.

Doubt is deadly in every way and worry is not much better. I had a person who always doubted her magic and wanted it checked so she would be told she did good. Yet the time for checking is before you do magic. Doubting yourself afterwards is just like tossing all of your work out an open window. You may recover some of it but the rest is damaged.

It is not about drawing what you want as much as having the belief that it can happen. Doubt destroys belief in many ways and allows chaos into your life. Doubt of the divine wanting the best for you, saying God hates you, and other statements will block every thing good.

It is for this reason every one should think about this and see how they block their own lives. All divine forces love everyone no matter what religion. We have to appease our own fears more than an angry divinity. We can do a great deal of harm to ourselves by worry and doubt.

Kindness

I have always felt kindness was an under rated emotion. People try to be a nice person. Trying to be nice means you are taken advantage of most of the time by people who use others who are trying to be nice. You either are nice or are not nice trying to be one or the other is two sides of the same coin.

Kindness is different. I do a lot of work trying to be kind to others. I feel many things happen because people are not kind anymore. What is the difference between nice and kind? A nice person is the one who helps your aunt buy groceries when she only has the money for medicine. They do an active courageous act of salvation for another human being. Trying to be nice means most of the time you are being led to others to test your stamina. The moment you judge them as not being deserving of what you do then you cut off the divine and put yourself in the place of the divine. It is not up to you to judge them but just thank the divine that you were led to them.

Kind means to be the sort of person who tries to actively cheer others up. If they have something mean to say they do not say it. If they have something to complain about they listen to others talk about their problems. They then just give thanks to the divine for not being the one that has to deal with those challenges.

Kindness is also the person who sees a co-worker struggling with depression and says something kind to them. It is seeing a person who is always mistreated and saying how much you appreciate them. It is many things but does not make it so the person has to show they are nice by giving money where they show they are nice.

It is a true gift of the heart to others. Loving kindness is a phrase used in Buddhist literature and it means just that fact. Kindness is a gift of the heart and most people have kindness in them but have had others hurt them too much to show it. Our world makes it so we are closed off from our heart chakra in many ways.

Many of the things we do is all about a gift of the heart. We can be nice but no one has to know about it but ourselves. We can make things better and give charity but no one needs to know about that either. It then becomes a gift of the heart to the divine. Because he always knows when we are nice, kind and charitable.

The divine judges the people we give our kindness too. If they are acting badly or taking advantage of that kindness it is on them. Yet by our very act we do show we are a nice person, have kindness in our heart and soul. Intentions can mean a great deal even when we do not do things right.

I like to show kindness and see someone smile. A beautiful smile is the best gift that I know of for a moment of kindness.

Love

I realized that I always avoid this subject because I do not feel an expert on it in many ways. I then realized who is an expert on love. We can try to structure it and control it. We can try to pick people according to what we want instead of how we feel in our heart. Love is essential to everyone and all of us have many ways of ignoring it or having blockages because of lack of love.

Love is essential because every blockage we have in our life relates to some kind of love. If I did not love the divine with all of my heart and soul I would never be able to do the work that I do. If a Mother did not love her child the child leads a miserable life. You can tell the difference between people who have been loved and who are not loved.

All of our lives we have suffered from reactions and actions due to rejection and lack of love. So why do we do this to ourselves. Love is every where and in every thing. We have a chance to reject it or appreciate it. We have love for ourselves and will still consistently reject or appreciate something we have done in our lives.

We can fall in love at a moments notice just by looking at a person and knowing that we can love them. We can make the wrong choices through sympathy or wanting to be needed and trap ourselves into cycles where both people have to learn to love. All of my cases have personal relationships, friendship and love impacted in their lives. The first thing evil does is isolate someone so they can not experience love from others.

Love is the key. Everything I do depends upon divine love and the divine love helping me and the clients. Is a test of my self-love and trying to replace suffering with love. The clients have to learn to love themselves and obstacles always involve the flip side of love in all of its forms and aspect that influence our lives. Cruel treatment, abuse, and disdain will break up healing energies quickly. Manipulation and ego will do this plus all of the other obstacles I have listed. Why because it breaks up and negates the vibrations which changes the energies to something else. Love can not manifest fully.

Love between two people always involves the resonances and vibrations of energies allowing them to match or merge with the other person. To do healing you have to be able to match the resonances and vibrations of the energies from the divine and push them into the symbols, methods and healing that you are doing. The methods vibrations fitting into resolving problems is all important and that is why I have to know a great many methods.

Someone else can use these methods for months and not have them work because they are not able to match the energies and resonances of the divine. I have trained a great many people in methods but have accepted very few assistants because I know they are not able to connect to the divine and it would not be doing them a favor to have them help me.

You can have someone fall in love with you by matching your resonances to theirs and to their vibrations. Yet it will not stick so to speak unless you are similar in energies. Love spells make it so the people match resonances and affects the one casting the spell more than the one they manipulated with the spell. The reason is once they match the vibrations of the person it causes them to change.

So what about twin flames and soul mates. Soul mates can be a clearing of past life time karma. It gives us the opportunity to do what needs to be done to learn what the soul mate is teaching us. We have many soul mates. I have read in books that there are flame families and you would be attracted to the different flames at different periods in your life. The ones that match you during that period of time you would be drawn to no matter where they are in the world.

I feel that twin flames are the other half of our soul. We may have many people that are similar to us but I can not see where flame families are born unless the soul is switched around which does not seem possible. It is a reward from the divine and they do not have to be doing the same thing we do. It can be similar.

It would not surprise me to have my twin flame be a body guard, police office, or protector of some sort that wants to make things go right. That is an example but a great deal of what I do solving spiritual issues is like solving crime. It is the who, what, why, when and where. So if a person is a business person that other person would be a creative force in a similar field.

We can go on and on here but the main thing is that it completes the circuit where both people are a total circuit to the love of the divine. It makes it so love is glorified and they can love themselves and others. Love is the key to all healing and it is not only in relationships. It is in everything we do in life.