Real Motives

No person can know his own inner motives.

He may be kind because kindness brings him pleasure.

He may be wise because wisdom is music to his soul.

He may become a martyr burned in fire because his nature is to defy, his nature is to be fire.

When can you know that your motives are sincere? Only when it is not within your nature to do this thing.

And how do you know that it is not within your nature? Only when you travel two opposite paths at once.

The inner motives are the hardest thing to understand with in ourselves. I have mentioned rationalization as being the enemy of the true person. Reactions as being a true enemy. Jealousy, and just wanting to covet what someone else has is also a problem with this. A woman may love a man yet he is married. It means hands off and you are not supposed to do anything. Yet the man could love the woman back and not leave his wife. 

Real motives are something to apply to this situation. Yet most people never do it. they make excuses about following their heart and that the man would do it with someone else if it was not them. Yet it is not true in many instances as no one has a choice about whether or not they fall in love with someone. The real motives lie in your heart and mind and no one knows them but you. Yet this is again the being torn in two directions.

I feel that way about my work at times. It is a mission for me so I always say I am not employed but on a mission. Yet the last few days I have really been thinking about this. It is not an easy mission for me as everyone can find a way to be cruel to others even when they have the best of intentions. Am I doing things because I am getting some perks out of what I do. I think everyone has a certain amount of things they like and do not like. Does it pull me in two directions yes but does it need to be done also yes. It is like being a policeman. It is hard work and there are many problems. Yet is it a job that needs to be done yes. Do people and others always respect you for it no.

So I enjoyed this quote an the way it gets you to think. Yet being a true person is the ultimate goal and doing the right thing for yourself and others is also the ultimate goal. It is not an easy task.

Killing Truth and Immortal Lies

The history of our race, and each individual's experience, are sown thick with evidence that a truth is not hard to kill and that a lie told well is immortal.

Mark Twain (1835 - 1910), Advice to Youth

I have lived in a small town for many years. I have seen the best liar win in many arguments. Others judge people emotionally by the untruths they have heard. People become ostracized and not believed. It does not matter how many witnesses the person has or how much the truth is told. The one who is vicious and doing this because of his own agenda is considered the interesting one.

Everyone likes to believe bad things about others. Especially in the business I do. People with prior agendas will cause problems. You tell the truth and it does not matter, you have references and you made them up. You have people who you have achieved results with and it is ignored.

Everything is back to the basics of a lie traveling faster than the truth. Why is that so true? It is the nature of human beings to find a scapegoat which is normally someone or something they are jealous of in every way. It is what happened to the Jews as they were successful and in a bad economy they were used as a scapegoat. So a person with a bad experience will harm others by lying about them and taking out their misery on them. Any minority, creed, sexual orientation, or other person who is different or doing different work knows this feeling.

A person who lies about others always is a miserable person. They have something to prove so it is always their ego involved, and they want to show how great they are to others. The victim always tells the truth and no one listens, proves it and everyone wants to believe the worse because they want to believe bad about others. Yet think what sort of person needs to lie and get attention by ruining another person. If they do it to one person they will do it to others.

The sad fact is most of the time the people who do this never take the time to know the person being lied about and prejudge them. They treat others badly because of what they have heard about their race, their profession and what they do, they bully them, intimidate them, and make themselves feel powerful and that sort of person is what is wrong with the world.  The ones accusing others of being liars are normally the ones who are the liars just like the jealous person who accuses everyone else is normally the one running around in a marriage. Make up your own mind instead of listening to others and realize that the person being slandered might be telling the truth.

Death of the Ego or death of defects by being your true self

"The first factor in the revolution of consciousness is the mystic death of the ego - the death of negative thinking, negative personalities. We must purify the soul of the inner enemies. Every time a defect manifests - envy, gluttony, anger, lust, whatever - that impulse to the heart. Ask, `Do I really need to invoke this?' And then honor the heart."

-- Willaru Huayta, QUECHAU NATION, PERU I have heard many versions of working on defects to remove negativity. It is my job in one way as that is what evil uses to hook too. Yet this is what I feel every healer, person, occultist or anyone trying to improve themselves should do. It includes the seven sins and all the worry and anxiety that holds people back from their dreams. Many people believe that it means they have to make their true personalities into something else. This is not so as it is removing parts of the personality to become a person who lives in truth and honoring themselves. Big egos and believing that you are special or that it is right for you to walk over the feelings, and livelihood of others is not the true self of anyone. It is learned behavior from others who justify themselves. We are all equal as people and yet we are always judging others. I am superior to so and so because I have a new car and they do not have a new car. I can dress better than they do so I am superior. All of the mind games that we use to make ourselves special or important where we judge and hurt others are negative. This is a trait through out all of humanity and you can be black, white, Asian, or of any race, belief, and income level to do this to yourself or others. The worse part of dealing with someone with a big ego is their finding out that you can do something better than they can do it. They become vicious and put you down at every level they feel superior in so they can believe their own claims about how special they are in their lives. I always feel it is not how special you are that is important but how special you are to the people around you. Love, kindness, caring, and being good to others is what is important. The people who are wrapped up in their egos will never be happy because they are lying to themselves on many levels. So be a truthful person to yourself and a true person to others. You will not need a big ego because you will like yourself and be happy with your life.

Silence

 Silence is the absolute poise or balance of body, mind and spirit."
-- Charles A. Eastman (Ohiyesa), SANTEE SIOUX

I loved this quote and had to share it with you. My Grandfather was in the same Native American school that Charles A. Eastman was in but was adopted into a family because he was half white. My father was born in 1910 and had children when he was in his forties. My dad helped an Uncle of his who ran a trap line in Northern Michigan. He always taught me to be silent and feel myself to balance myself with nature.

I read this quote and know where he learned it. Silence is highly underrated in today's world. A great many people I know hate it when they are silent. I can be quite a talker myself especially when I am nervous. My favorite people are the people I want to be silent around and feel the energies. 

I chatter more because I do not connect to the negativity around me that is present in the people, land and cities that do not have good energies. I do not want to connect to those energies. I wonder if that is why so many people of the world can no longer function or like silence. They do not like the energies around them or the energies of their inner selves. It is hard to be silent if you do not like yourself. People also run a mental dialogue in their mind and their mind never stops talking. Stillness is also a talent to calm your mind.

So all of you who have not done it in a while meditate and be still and silent. See how the world opens up for you.

The Way of Knowledge

"The way of knowledge is like our old way of hunting. You begin with a mere trail - a footprint. If you follow that faithfully, it may lead you to a clearer train - a track - a road. Later on there will be many tracks, crossing and diverging one from the other. Then you must be careful, for success lies in the choice of the right road."

-- Many Lightenings Eastman, SANTEE SIOUX I consider this another way of finding the proper path for each individual. We all have many choices in how we act and think. It is what we do to others and ourselves, and endless choices. The choices bring about many things in our lives. None of our lives are static nothing is set in place except for certain challenges that must be done for ourselves and what we want to improve in our inner life and outer life. Do you stay with an abusive husband or when you find a loving man that is interested in you do you leave? Do you let fear take over your choice or do you find courage to face your fears?  All of these things are something that happens to everyone each day. We let our reactions form our actions. We cautiously think but this could be different if I do things this way. Other people have this choice and it does not turn out bad.  Calming ourselves and stopping our mind chatter then making a choice is a wonderful way to live life. Courage and taking a chance can be the most wonderful thing we have done for ourselves. Yet it is all about choices and being brave enough to do the things that keep us on the path for what we want in our lives. Knowledge can also be accepting what we want in our lives. It is a release and acceptance of all worries, fears, and trauma. Knowledge can bring about the courage to be ourselves as we grow to understand ourselves and others. It can lead us in a new way in our lives. Some thing that is beautiful and meant to be. Worry, fear, anxiety, trauma and other emotions keep us from being our true selves. Let us be the happy, adventurous, loving people that we know we are on the inside and take a chance to make our life what we want it to be.Let us all have the wisdom and knowledge to be our true selves.

2012- is it the end of the World?

I felt that this is a subject I wanted to talk about and I do not have a quote. I do not see 2012 being the end of the earth. I do see it as being an end to the economic superiority of different countries. I also see a world crash of the world economy again in a drastic way. There are many reasons for this and they all involve the energy of decisions. All countries depend upon other countries trade and products. No country in the world is so isolated that they do not buy things from other countries.

The cycle of the ending and transformation of past choices and actions is happening again. I do not see this as a shift or a new world culture. I do see it as a time of lessons and disruptions with a chance of wars in different places. We always repeat the same cycles and it is weighing heavily on many countries.

I have a land clearing project. I tried to get support to do it as a Television show where it could help others. I have also asked for donations or help from others to make it so I have the money to accomplish what needs to be done. I really do not care if I am famous or well known and never have cared about that in my life. It is why I am having to ask for others help so maybe I should have cared a little more.

The fact is it needs to be done. Notice what happened to Japan the country who has suffered the most from Nuclear bombs and now a reactor. What if the energies had been cleared of layers and transformed to a better future instead of bringing in the past lessons of what had already been learned? It could have been done. What would have happened if other countries had been cleared of American business decisions where we were not brought down by our own fears and bad choices of the people running the country and businesses. The United Kingdom and the United States all have bad decisions and things they have done in the past still influencing relations with other countries. What if Germany could be set into a better future after what happened after World War 2 and Japan had been saved her trauma. The list can go on forever.

The main thing is I need help to test the methods out and then ways to travel to different places and do my work. If I was a millionaire or a famous person you would not be hearing me asking for help. I would do it because if needs to be done. If it is not done more people will suffer and turn towards bad choices and bring their problems and fears alive. Please help with my land clearing project.
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I am the only person I know of that has been working on this problem as countries energies go in layers like a cursed persons energies go in layers. If you feel there is any way to help this project you will not only be helping me but the world.