Thursday, September 11, 2008

An Intense Few Days

I started trying to diversify and make some extra money doing a few things to make my website pay. I took a social networking course and found that I enjoy talking to and meeting the people. It does not make me good at marketing. I did love having a place to try to just work with bringing abundance to others with out the normal problems I deal with on my website.

It means to me that I may diversify more in the future not in marketing but for what I can do to help others. I will start to spotlight more articles from different places that might also show people different ways to deal with problems. I have seen there are a great many people with good ideas also and will probably be putting together a network myself with a variety of methods and groups to give people ideas.

I also mentioned in one group that part of the work anyone does who is trying to work on themselves should be helping others. I like to send loving kindness energy to people in the Wal-mart near where I live. It is one of the few stores in the area and everyone always looks so stressed out.

I have seen many groups worried about the planet and the environment. Yet the place to start curing the planet and environment is your own spot on this Earth. The rest just will spread over time as more people work on helping themselves and the environment.

The same is true spiritually. It is easy to evolve and focus on spirituality when you do not have to live in the world. The world today blocks spirituality in many ways. Yet if more people did things in such a way to open people up to themselves and their spirit the world would also change a person at a time.

It is what I try to do clearing land, clearing homes and people. Open the world up to good and let it shine with divine light on everyone. I challenge everyone who reads this to try to help kindness, and goodness shine its divine sparks on this world. It all starts with us.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Energies of Rituals and Ceremonies

I have been doing magic for a great many years. I looked over some methods that were supposedly developed from Aleister Crowley s works and Thelema. They were supposed to be able to control the abyss. The Abyss in magic is the forces of Chaos, and there is a demon assigned to them.

Aleister Crowley used a method to conjure this force in 1947. I notice the difference in his methods and work after doing this ritual. I would consider something that overcame chaos and restored the power of the Divine and order would be uplifting and pure.

The energies off of the rituals mentioned were more for glorifying Chaos than controlling it. It made a mockery of the divine in every thing mentioned. I wonder if the demon just didn't make a deal with Aleister Crowley saying I will let you live if you will write up ceremonies so I can get millions of people instead of you.

I have had a knee jerk reaction to Aleister Crowley since I first started reading magic books. I just felt dirtied by the energies of his ceremonies later on in his books. His correspondences and reworking of the Golden Bough was interesting but the rest of it said to me that he just missed the point.

I guess it could be said to be an opinion of major ego since he claimed to be an Ipissimus and so special. Yet if the energies do not feel in balance but feel sullied, dirtied and of chaos I will not do the ceremony using that method.

I have wondered since then if I shared a life time with Crowley and just did not like him because I knew what he was and what he did. Either way I have felt a real revulsion to him and his methods. The abyss is a big deal as it put you in a higher rank. Yet I wonder how many people really cross the abyss and earn that rank.

The methods I have seen are more for glorifying the demon than overcoming the challenges which involve dissolution of ego. Keeping yourself in equilibrium and balance and dissolving yourself to be connected to the divine even if only for a moment.

The main thing to gain from this is not my wondering about the truth about the people as much as if a ritual or ceremony feels wrong do not do it. It can trap you in mistakes for a lifetime of problems. It is also to learn that even in magic a higher level magician will sacrifice others many times to save themselves. Why? It is because they feel more important so the others can take the punishment for their mistakes.

I may try to learn some of the ways people are interpreting Hermetic Magic in the new ways of thought about magic. Yet I refuse to do anything that does not feel right to me. If it was meant to be for me then it would not be so loaded with energy I did not like. I learned this lesson many times that the soul will communicate that something is wrong.

Friday, September 5, 2008

My Birthday and My Gift to Myself -talking about my life problem

Hello Everyone
Today is my birthday and I am giving myself the gift of talking about myself and my spiritual problem. I wear myself out helping others, and do not charge much as a consultation fee. I have had quite a few people tell me everyone else they contacted wanted to start with $1500.00 or more to do any work at all. I charge $50.00 to start and ask for a donation upon results.

Yet the first thing I hear from people who consider themselves knowledgeable in magic is that I have no ethics and am a predator. I have had three people lie about me and when I offer proof everyone acts like Oh well and no apologies for what was said to me. Like it is Ok to abuse me.

I used to cry about it and ask why God wanted me to do this to help others. I realize that most of these people have their own perceptions and in their ego led life they are feeling that they can judge others and never listen to any thing they do not want to hear. I am tired of being poor because I try to do work for others who can not afford it. Yet I do not know any other way to help them with their problems. I also know these same people would scream bloody murder and raise fits if they did not get paid for the work they do. Yet they judge me nonstop with a double standard which is what they are about in their life.

I have self-help plans where people can do things for themselves for a reasonable price. Yet none of these things seem to work. Charging has gotten rid of a great many of the liars and abusive people. I do not care if I am popular as much as I can do the work, and help the people who are not lying about their income problems.

The real clincher recently was someone asking me why I was not voting for Barack Obama. My reason as a Reverend in an Interfaith church, and a spiritual person was because he ditched his friend, mentor, and spiritual adviser of 20 years the moment it became known what he preached in his church. Obama attended this church for 20 years so had to agree with the pastor.

It was about black rights and done in the style of the 70's. The teachings of Louis Farrakhan and other things that showed hate. Yet none of the people objected to the teaching of hate whites. Obama is half white but he must hate that side of himself to listen to those teachings. I do not hate any of the races that make me up as imperfect as they might be.

I was a victim of these preachings in the 70's and do not feel a president should be a member and accept spiritually the advice of hate. It is bad enough that our society is making it so you are not human if you are poor, ill, or a minority. It causes resentment and anger which goes into hate. Yet the person running our country should be fair to everyone including his own Grandparents that he calls the white folks. Including having the woman who influences him the most, his wife, not be someone who shows how anti-white they are in public.

Anyone who gets rid of a spiritual adviser after 20 years just to look politically correct would be willing to lie, and do things just to get elected. This is not unusual but it will not be good for any race if the hate is fanned to a flame by the opinions of the president.

I stated all of this, and was told I had no ethics, faulty logic, and was abused and put down by an Obama supporter. I was prejudiced. I have wondered when it has happened that issues can not be discussed about a potential president with out a person being prejudiced. Look at my photograph and see all the races in me how can I be prejudiced?

Anyway my message today is stop the abuse. All of you who read this realize that when someone disagrees with you it is not a personal assault. It is a way of how they feel and if you did not want to know you should not ask. Stop the abuse of judging others, and saying they are playing into the peoples mental problems when it comes to spiritual problems. 90% of the people I get as clients see psychiatrists who can not heal what is wrong. Yet addressing the problems both ways with healing the spiritual seems to get results.

Stop the abuse of treating others badly because they are not what you want them to be. Try to look at it from someone else's perspective and respect them as a person. If you have to be abusive or nasty then you have lost the perspective of a discussion and just are a bully. You are trying to prove your superiority and that you are special. We all leave this world in the same way and no one is special except in the mind of God. The rest of us are here to learn how to unite with the divine and experience life.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Attract your True Love Magic Box

I am in a good mood today as I finished a project I have been working on for a couple of months. I wanted to design a way for someone to attract their soul mate, their true love with out forcing them. I have mentioned it before. Well I finished it today and now it is my Attracting Abundance box plans that I have to get done.

I know that the people I had test it out said how nice it was and how they felt good about it. I realize how few times people really say nice things. It is always good to hear but I wish that people would be kinder to each other. Yet it was nice to hear today.

I also added freebies on my main astral healer website plus a library with books that can be downloaded so I have felt cheerful about that also. I hope everyone enjoys the new additions.

Monday, September 1, 2008

Hurricane Gustav

Hurricane Gustav caused many deaths in Haiti. The people are suffering there and now it has washed over the levees in the US. All of us should take stock of how much money we have and send a little bit.

Most of the time I encounter charities that want more than $20.00 but even that from a thousand people will make a huge difference to people in Haiti. My heart goes out to the people who just recovered from Hurricane Katrina to now have their homes threatened again by a hurricane.

I know the people in the US complained about not getting aid quick enough yet what happens to the people in poorer countries who do not receive much aid at all. Please all of you who read this blog think of giving a small amount to a charity if you can not afford a large amount.

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