Focus, Temptation and Our Path in Life

"When temptation comes, I don't say, `Yes," and I don't say, `No.' I say, `Later,' I just keep walking the Red Road - down the middle. When you're in the middle, you don't go to either extreme. You allow both sides to exist."

-- Dr. A. C. Ross (Ehanamani), LAKOTA I have been receiving some very good Native American quotes in my email. I read this quote and they mentioned that temptation is really focus. I had not thought about focus as being temptation before but it makes sense. I know that when I make the bad choices that I am focused upon something besides inner balance. I am always reacting to comments and showing my emotional nature. In Buddhism and every other path of religion the middle path is the one with out extremes. It is the one where you can let everything live and exist because you are focused on life in a way that promotes mental and physical balance. The Native Americans call it being on the red path but it is really being on the personal path for everyone. The middle path has the same elements in all moments for everyone. The middle path is a path of balance, tolerance, and having good intentions towards everyone as you progress in your life. All of us have moments of  emotions where we can go either way. We can be tempted to show another who has hurt us or go to extremes. Seeing it as temptation and saying later and just deal with it when we are capable of staying in balance is a life lesson that everyone needs to practice and that includes me at times.

The Path of Life

"He [The Great Spirit] only sketches out the path of life roughly for all the creatures on earth, shows them where to go, where to arrive, but leaves them to find their own way to get there. He wants them to act independently according to their nature, to the urges of each of them.

-- Lame Deer, LAKOTA Every path of religion and spirituality I have studied states this in one way or another. We have points in our life that are set that we work from the first set point being our birth. Next come turning points in our lives which shape us and can not be changed. They are to guide us along our life path and move us in the directions that we need to go or have decided to go by our choices. I call these turning points or nodal points. I have always seen nodal points as the energy of decisions creating different paths to go. It would look like a balloon that had been covered with silly string. People used to take a plastic string and  spray it over balloons.  They would let the silly string dry and pop the balloon to see what shapes it had formed. It is how I feel a nodal point looks if we could see one. It is full of lines of paths that we could pick but did not with the main path moving forward out of all of the other paths. An example of a turning point is when you decide on a profession. It is when a family member passes out of this life. It is the decision to do the things that you dream of doing no matter how often you may have to pick yourself up after failing to try another way to achieve your goal. It is the right decisions in love and having the courage to love a person. Love makes us more vulnerable than any other time in our life. Decisions with our children create turning pints and the unplanned things that make it so we can not make life easy for them. Wanting a family in the first place is a huge decision but one that can be full or love or full of discord and upset. It is all our choices and the way we deal with things on our path. I always felt that the skills learned in anger management and coping skills are very important in today's world where we can prevent the bad and focus on the good. May every one have a Happy Holiday no matter who you worship and find their life path for the coming year.

We are all Interconnected

We are all connected to everyone and everything in the universe.Therefore, everything one does as an individual affects the whole.All thoughts, words, images, prayers, blessings,and deeds are listened to by all that is.- Serge Kahili King

I feel that this quote is very true. Everyone who is human has the same emotions and the same things we all have to endure,enjoy, love and interact with others. We all as human beings make choices that affect everyone else in the world. We all can affect a group of people, a town, a city, a state, a country or the world by our ideas, choices and actions. 

The Internet was developed by only a few men and look how much it influences the world. It is impressive if you look at how the actions of one person can make a difference for everyone. Inventions such as electricity, phones, and computers also affected the entire world.

The way we treat others also cause ripples and can change the world. The World Wars are an example of this and Vietnam is the first time the United States felt defeat over the political choices of a few. All of our choices make it so we affect others in one way or another. The actions of our countries generate the same sort of energies as our deciding how to treat our family or our co-workers.

Countries collect the energies of their choices and it has shown up in economics and in many other ways. We ought to treat others with kindness and love and the world will be a better place. We also have to release the energies of the bad choices and free out countries and our world from stagnating until we can not survive.


The countries that interact with many countries have had economic choices that are causing problems for the whole world. It is our interconnected choices and the linking energies of our actions that connect us to the rest of the world. We are all connected and all being affected by the same problems.

Negative Experiences

‎"Negative Experiences will repeat for as long as they remain useful to you. 
So ask yourself: What does useful mean?
If something affects you, or makes you angry, or feels regretful, or hurts, or makes you sad, then you are getting use out of it because you are co-creating an emotional reaction.
Learn to let experiences move through you without getting stuck to you.
Bless, and Release, and Forg...ive, and Accept, and Love.
Then more and more of those experiences won´t repeat anymore because you are not going to get any value out of them and they won´t have any value for you.
So The Focus that you hold in your life determines How your reality turns out.
Our Intention is everything.... nothing happens in this planet without intention."

-David Wilcock

I found this very true in my work. I can not count the times I have given similar advice to others after they experience spiritual problems.  Problems will get others help and attention and your intent is everything. I have had clients who are upset with their husbands. The work on breaking links and problems always end up affecting the men and making it worse. The reason why is no matter how much it is said to someone most people ignore how really upset they are over how they are treated and how others act. 

I have felt the same way about how others treat me and it is not easy to get rid of the emotions that you are holding in and trying to be understanding and kind. It builds up so I have started a practice of forgiving and releasing these emotions each night and have found a prayer that will do it. The search for what prayer works for each individual to release and forgive others will improve your life once it is found. Yet that does not stop what we do with our intent.

Many clients want to feel sorry for themselves or angry that once the issues are removed it does not improve many areas of their lives. It is because the anger and upset helps them and they have a use for it. They play the poor victim, the abused person, the person every one always is picking upon, and many other psychological issues. They will blame it on anything that is done magically that is to help them if they are problem people. Yet their own subconscious issues will upset them every time if they hold their emotions inside of them.  They keep drawing and manifesting energies and this keeps the same issues going on in their lives until they learn that they need to let go of the past issues. Life is never perfect and no one promises them it will be perfect. Removal of unnatural energies does not make a life perfect because of the pattern of behavior in the persons life. It is why I keep helping until the problems and issues are gone. The methods are always successful but the person letting go of the negativity so it is successful and does not come back is the problem.

People also have the intent to set everything in their life so it is perfect. They never consider that their efforts might put them into a mental space that they have to work through issues to achieve what they want. The reason for this is their intent is put out into the world. Yet does not fit into the flow of their life. They picture it as a separate thing from the life they now experience. If it can not exist in the flow of your life the energies will freeze you in place. You have to release them to let them loose and forgive yourself for doing that in the first place.

I have found that for every intent there is a resistance. The more control and issues we create with our intent the more resistance there is from the energies of life. Life is meant to be experienced until you get to your goals. You do not have the control of how it is done and what will happen to you. You can write around many of the bad things in your life by doing different things but a degree of the experience will always hit you.

Healing involves looking at ourselves and our choices. Seeing that when things go wrong many times we have put this intent into existence and we should look at the reason why we did that to ourselves. An unhappy person will focus on the bad energies to be removed I even ask them to do so in a ritual where it removes links and negativity. Yet after that you need to set the intent of happiness and what you want in your life. The intent will make sure that what you want is brought into existence. It can be as simple as being happy with someone who is happy with you. It can be as difficult as making it so you are a millionaire. All of them set choices and actions into effect until you get to the intent that you set.

I realized that recently that I have always loved having adventure and travel. I have been living my dream for the past ten years. Yet I should have added in money when I did this so I could do it properly. Money never mattered to me so I have to add that intent into my choices. So remember life is an adventure and you can not plan adventures or experiences. You can learn from them and improve your life and yourself. Picture happiness and make it useful in your life and it will bring in every thing most people want in their lives.

Are you Distinct?

The Man who follows the crowd will usually get no further than
the crowd. The man who walks alone is likely to find himself in places
no one has been before.

Creativity in living is not without its attendant difficulties, for peculiarity
breeds contempt. And the unfortunate thing about being
ahead of your time is that when people finally realize you were right,
they’ll say it was obvious all along.

You have two choices in life: you can dissolve into the mainstream,
or you can be distinct. To be distinct, you must be different. To be
different, you must strive to be what no one else but you can be.

Will you choose to go along with the crowd or be distinct? 

I have been distinct my entire life. Yet most people try to follow the crowd and present themselves as acceptable. I find this sad in many ways because you are not your true self. You are not awake or feeling alive but are living the same way every one else lives. It is not what your true self really wants to do. It is the reason that people have to find themselves. They have ignored the unique person that they really are in life. They are so eager and worried about being accepted by the crowd that they are one dimensional. They project the image and never like themselves enough to realize that others opinions do not matter. It is their inner opinion of  what they are that counts in life.  A person who is their true self is unique. They are distinct and different. People always try to make fun of or ignore others who are different.

It is a form of intolerance and that is deadly. Intolerance of others and trying to fit them into your judgments and expectations can be cruel and heartbreaking. It is a form of bullying others and harassment. I know in job appointments and other forms of employment in this world we are doomed to act in a certain fashion to keep the job. Yet in many ways this attitude stifles creativity. If you look at all of the people who are successful in what they want to do none of them follow the crowd. All of them are different and unique.

A real person is happy and accepts themselves. They know that they may not be liked by everyone but they like themselves. The people who go with the crowd always act bad because they would love to have the courage to be themselves. They will never understand that they can never lose themselves if they like themselves. I have seen many people who are successful in the stressful jobs where they have to project a certain image admit that they would prefer to do anything but that in their lives. 

The next time you see an unusual person talk to them and enjoy them. It might surprise you at how you can enjoy your life.  You may learn about your true self and stop projecting an image that is not you or your life.

Your Image how do you show yourself to others?

The Image  by Rebbe Rabbi M.M Schneerson

How you treat others is how G-d treats you. How you forgive them is how He forgives you. How you see them is how He sees you.


When you show empathy for the plight of another human being, G-d takes empathy in your plight.
When others slight you and you ignore the call to vengeance that burns inside, G-d erases all memory of your failures toward Him. When you see the image of G-d in another human being, then the image of G-d becomes revealed within you.


I enjoy the quotes from Chabad.org. I found this one very interesting even if it is not always apparent. Many times I have found that I had one experience happen to me. I reacted in various ways and a year or two later I have the opposite happen to me. I then know how the other person felt when the problem happened to them.

I have always believed in forgiveness. The reason for this was my experience with seeing someone just wait years hoping and praying for someone to be treated the same way that person treated them. They made themselves ill and died long before the other person. It was as if they had tied themselves to the persons energies just to watch him suffer.

Empathy can be difficult or easy. It is easy to feel for a person going through problems that you have experienced. Yet you can not try to get that person to react the same way you do. They are a different person and you may give them ideas but it does not mean the same solution works for their problems. The help and the good intentions are what is important to do. The reason for this is it is the way you would have liked someone to help you.

Life has many things occur that mirrors the experiences we have had and the things we have seen happen in peoples lives. You can always say I can make this easier for them. It is an act of charity and the mirror that is shown is what is inside of you and how you relate to God.

Keeping a Good Attitude

It is very important to generate a good attitude, a good heart, as much as possible. From this, happiness in both the short term and the long term for both yourself and others will come.
Dalai Lama


I have found that keeping a good attitude in my type of work is the hardest thing to do. The difficult clients color the whole day even when I have very nice clients. The reason for this is I am always shocked and upset why people would be cruel to me when they are asking for my help.


I realized I was doing this recently when I had a client who had always been nice make some comments that did not specify what he was talking about and I assumed it meant me. I listened to a webinar on the problems that healers have with being respected for their work. It was about being paid the money you are worth. I am worth a great deal more than what I ask as a donation from others. I actually stay and work with the person through their problems. I show compassion and kindness to others.


 I share part of my experience with them to let them know they can over come the challenges that they have in their lives. I deal with people who are scared, traumatized, and need guidance. I do my best to be kind to them and to do no harm if I can not help them. 


Yet my attitude has not been the best because the website consistently gets rude people who treat me improperly. I have to realize that the 2 or 3 people a month who do this to me are not worth the reactions I have trying to prevent others like them from contacting me. I instead plan to focus on the good people and remember these others are not a majority.

We are all Children of the Divine

"There is one God looking down on us all. We are children of the one God. God is listening to me. The sun, the darkness, the winds are all listening to what we now say." -- Geronimo, APACHE 


If you look at this quote it is from Geronimo who was a warrior and Native American. I have used quite a few quotes from Native Americans because they fit my beliefs. I feel that God is every where myself and is present in every thing no matter what names he might be called.  People with multiple Gods and Goddesses or Loas are all nature worshipers. All of us look at the world and see beauty. We just categorize our beliefs in different ways. All religions are valid because the one God forms and shapes every thing on this earth. He must want us to have many different belief's and see the beauty every where.

Religious leaders that say every one has to worship the same way are going against the will of the divine. Why because if God wanted to wipe out a religion or belief system he would be perfectly capable of doing it in an instant. He would not need help to do it.

I feel this is because we are all God's dreams and that is why things can change and be shaped and formed. I am sure that God must have nightmares also. God  is unknowable, no name fits him, no belief system describes him, and every religion and belief is our own human understanding to the things which we mentally connect to the divine. We are all different in how we connect to God no matter if we are of the same religion or do not believe the same religion. It is why it is called a path in magic.

So the Native American Shaman, the Christian Minister, the Islamic Oman, the Buddhist monk, the Jewish Rabbi are all talking about different aspects of the same divine being which we do not understand. Trying to make everyone the same and hating the people who are different causes problems. Trying to convert people because you know you are right is a problem. All of this type of reasoning and belief systems cause conflict in the world. Religions are about God and not about who is right or wrong. It is all about our individual actions which are good or bad.

Even belief systems that rebel against the divine still worship the same God just a side of him that no one else would want around them. So the next time you or someone you know gets into a discussion about religion it should be about tolerance and kindness. It is the same for all mankind no one understands God so we follow the will of God as interpreted by others. We know what is right for us and should listen to our inner self and soul instead of people who want to make everyone the same instead of enjoying the beauty of life.

Respect-taking responsibility for our actions to others

"Many religions have been brought to this land. And the way my religion is, they teach me, and they taught me, and told me to respect all religions. And I still do that." -- Horace Axtell, NEZ PERCE 


All religions are a different pathway to God and all should be accepted in that way. You do not have to worship the ways others worship but you must respect the belief's of others.  I accept everyone's religion and try to find a healing method that suits their belief system. I feel that if a person chooses a religion it is twice as powerful for them. Yet many people are suited to the belief system they are born into and have been taught the prayers all their lives.


It means that when you love a belief system or religion that love goes to the divine of that religion. The religion also shapes the persons in the proper way to act towards others. I have a spiritual path which means I am doing this because I love God in all his forms. Yet religions developed to teach customs,habits and promote safety for their members.


The rules of cleanliness in some religions prevented illness. The laws upon what should or should not be eaten also promoted good health and prevented illness. All of these things are done for certain reasons. Many religious books have the added wisdom of generations in comments and advice. All of these things are from centuries of human beings trying to understand and communicate with an unknowable all encompassing divine force beyond their total understanding. 


Our eternal self or our soul understand this fact. Yet the conscious mind does not understand this and tries to lump people into groups. Once you lump someone into a group instead of as a people of individuals the bad actions begin. It can happen with nationalities, gender,color, and religion. 


Respecting others and taking responsibility for our actions is the key to being a real person. No one should allow someone else to bully, or treat someone badly for any reason. Yet respect for others and our myriad religions is the way to start in this process. 

Fear

“Your primal brain is programmed for three responses to fear: freeze, flight or fight. You can choose to freeze and be consumed as your fears eat you alive. Or you can run away from your fears by engaging in various distractions which bring only a false and temporary feeling of safety until you once again have to run and hide from the same internal predator. It is only when you decide to stand and fight your fears, in the battle for the life that you want and deserve, that you can defeat the beast and emerge victorious!”


I have found this to be very true. I deal with clients who are in all stages of fear. They are traumatized and do not know what to do. Some of them freeze and do not want to believe what is happening to them. They have always believed in science. Seeing ghosts or worse can cause them to have mental problems because all of their belief's and expectations about life have been proven wrong.

The people who take flight will panic and bring worse things into their lives. If it happened once where they saw a demon or had a demon infestation then it may happen again. They have to watch all of the time and be ready to escape. They will hook onto a person and believe they are safe. The only safety is starting a form of divine worship to be able to stop the problems. Anything of an infernal or other worldly nature is something which has to be dealt with by the opposite forces. The main thing I do is find the solutions for people to let divine energies into their lives. Divine love will dissolve and nullify evil yet the people who have strange experiences will always lose their faith in the divine because it is not supposed to happen to them. No one knows what life has in store for them.

Our choices make it so we experience certain things including spiritual problems until we return to where we are meant to be in life. So no one can say that their life is set and that certain things are supposed to happen. We hope to find someone to love and care about us. We hope to be able to live a good life and support ourselves. Yet life is like a sine wave. It goes in cycles of up and down and we have to be ready for the good and the bad in life. No one's life is perfect for their entire life. The ones who have a perfect life until something happens are the ones who do not know what to do when bad things happen to them. So struggle and adversity will teach us how to survive and endure.

No matter what happens to us we are strengthened and good will help sooner or later. The main question should be how to bring good and the divine into our lives quickly when we are having a rough time. The answer is to fight and to endure. I have gone through horrendous suffering at times in my life. The work I do makes it so that I have energies and entities fighting back because they do not want to be removed. Many people trying to improve their lives have the same resistance to good things happening. You do not give up hope but you keep fighting.

Fighting has to be done in the proper way. You have to plan out what you think will make your life better and keep trying until you see improvements. You have to be consistent, and not let others drag you back down into the mental, physical, emotional or financial spot you found in your life that caused the suffering. You have to take responsibility and release all your expectations. You have to do what works to bring the results that you want to have in your life. You have to endure the problems and people discouraging you. People can help you and show you what to do. Yet you have to develop the mindset of the evil will not come into your life again. You have to stop it in its tracks and show you do not want it in your life.

I always think of the moment in Lord of the Rings where Gandalf is on the bridge facing the Balrog. He hits his staff on the bridge and says "You will not pass." it is what each of us has to do in our lives to stop the bad things happening to us. Releasing, forgiving, and learning is the solution to this. You then fight, plan, endure and be consistent until you get the results that you want in your life. Some times it does not seem to go right but when you are done it is always in the place that will work for you.

No one who has ever been a success has had an easy time of it. They all learn how to fight properly to get the best results. The wrong way to fight is by abusing others and putting yourself first. You need a certain amount of aggressiveness but you have to be the real you. Fighting the negativity in your life will bring great rewards and make you a better person. You will have compassion for others and learn to be kind if you do not hold onto your suffering like a badge of honor. Abusing others and acting badly will bring more of those energies into your life where you find that you destroyed the good things by putting out negativity.

All the struggles of life do one thing. They change you as a person and make you a better person if you overcome the fear and worries you have about life.  No one is here to give you sympathy and tell you how horrible it is that happened to you. It is all about your figuring out what is wrong, and finding someone to help you. It is then learning to empower yourself so the bad things do not happen again. You know how to deal with any problems and endure.

Free Your Mind of Sorrow

"Don't be afraid to cry. It will free your mind of sorrowful thoughts." -- Don Talayesva, HOPI 


I can not count the times I have needed to have a cry. I was raised in the normal fashion but my family always got upset when I cried. I always heard the statement from my Mother "So you want to cry I will give you something to really cry about." It gave me the message that I was not supposed to cry. My worries and fears were nothing to anyone else.

It stayed with me through my child hood and adult life. I was supposed to be strong and not cry. I was not to express my sorrow and grief. I finally realized how much it crippled my emotions. I knew people that had been in families where they hugged all of the time and were affectionate. In my family it was a good night kiss and that was about it. It did not help that I was around others who were also trained not to cry.

I have found many people with this training in their lives. My Father was not afraid to cry and express his feelings. Yet so many men are afraid to do so because they worry about being perceived as weak. I am the same way even at the worse moments because of how my family trained me. I would finally sit down and have a good cry when no one else was around and let go of my sorrow and grief.

I felt better except for my eyes being sore. I released the things bothering me. The actions of others and horrible experiences. I cut them loose and forgave everyone and set them into the past. Forgiveness does not mean you have to be around the person again or let the same thing happen to you. I moved on in my life in better ways because grief and sorrow freeze you in place just like so many other emotions.

Everyone would be healthier physically and mentally if they had a good cry every now and then and let go of their sorrow. It frees you for the better things in life. The reason for this is suffering and sorrow draw more suffering and sorrow. Joy of life brings more joy.

Encouragement and Love

“Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not
like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will
not forget you. Love me and I may be forced to love you.”
 William Arthur Ward


I have to agree with this quote from the experiences of my own life. I have made my mistakes in assessing people and what they act like to me and others. My wise Aunt once told me that how people act is more important than what they say or others say about them. I made my mistakes in life and realized how true this was when dealing with others.

I have a dysfunctional family so my first mistake was keeping friends who acted like my family so many of us do this to ourselves. I have always been criticized and ignored by my Mother and Sisters. I grew very good at criticizing and ignoring others.Once I started studying the works of spirituality I started to change. All of the things I had been shown to do to others I had to look at and say do I like myself. If I do not like myself then why am I doing this to myself and others.

I had an ex flatter me and say all of the right things. I would have done anything for him. Yet again I was picking people like others I had been around who only thought of themselves.  He ended up causing me problems that lasted for years that I had to work through and resolve. I found that many people laughed at others being naive or trusting. It hurt worse than my family and I tried to hide the sweetness, love and kindness behind being tough.

I found people who encouraged me in my work. I love helping others for that reason. Yet many times it comes down to being blunt and telling the truth. People do not always like this and do not see that I accept that back from others as well. I saw with their expectations that they were ignoring what I really am and what they had to do in their lives.Expectations can be deadly as the divine healer is the one who decides and has control. The rest of us just wait upon him.

I have loved many people and some have loved me back. It is the most wonderful experience especially if you find someone who not only loves you but encourages you. It does not mean you had sex with them or that they do what you want them to do. It is just genuine love for a person you care for and understand. It is the blessing of life. I have had others do this for me and I have done that for others also. The criticism, flattering and ignoring that you experience from others make it so once you find the difference you never let it go.

May everyone find the person who will encourage and love them in their lives. If you have found them give them a hug and kiss to let them know you appreciate them.

Doubt and how it can draw depression into your life

"If there is a shadow of a doubt someplace, that will cause a weakness." -- Wallace Black Elk, LAKOTA 


Many people that I know have worked at magic. They try very hard and have perfect book knowledge yet I never see them practice magic. They do not try to change the energies of their lives for the better. They will work upon themselves but they miss a big issue.

Most people who do not try to manifest magic have doubts. The flow of the universe brings us what we focus upon in our lives. Yet most of the people I am talking about can not manifest their wishes or the Law of Attraction rules.  Everyone is supposed to do this but the key is to how people think and believe.

I had one client I taught who did a beautiful job at magic. Yet she could not seem to get the fact that her doubting her work turned it back into energy.  She would describe the ceremony to me to get credit and then she would ask me did it work. Her doubts held her back from achieving anything with magic. She also had doubts about anything going right for her. The things in her life generated more problems because she kept worrying about what was needed to make things work. She also kept checking with every one to see if they worked. She doubted her ability to do anything in her life correctly.

This is an extreme reaction but the things we want in our life is full of vibrations and energies. Those energies generate in us an image which fulfills our desires. It also explains a great many of the problems that my clients have with evil beings and creatures. They always doubt that God will help them. They then said God did not help me and I was innocent. Yet they drew what they feared which is God would not help them with evil.

I have had times where I have been blocked from the divine and not allowed God energies into my life. I always was down and miserable and just accepting things. We do not have to accept bad things happening in our lives. Even if it is preordained to happen the energies can be changed for the better. We may still learn the things that we are meant to learn but we can make it easier on ourselves.Key words and key phrases from out childhood and life generate these doubts. Statements made by others like you are ugly will make a woman doubt her looks the rest of her life even is she is beautiful. The parents saying you can not have money with out suffering or hard work will also affect the perceptions of how things happen.

Yet some people keep their love of life and can generate the good things coming to them even in the depths of misery and poverty. The difference is they can laugh at things and always try to think of the good things that could happen. They do not accept that their life will not change. Change happens to everyone and keeping positive thoughts will keep it from being the really bad changes. Curses and demon oppression happen because people are forced in energetic vibrations that keep them in the places where they are vulnerable through doubt. Yet we can change these moments so they bring about good even with the negative energies trying to drag us back.

The reason for this is that divine love powers the universe. We do not have to suffer or learn lessons. We do not have to suffer hardships. We can change all of this by giving the divine and his helpers the permission to work in our lives.  A simple prayer or affirmation causing positive thoughts can change the energies of the day. Looking at the beauty around us can help with this also. Anything which focuses on higher level vibrations help even when every thing around us is dragging us down. We can accept that we are children of God and that a good life is waiting for us. We can say we deserve the good things in life, and are worthy of the things we want coming to us.

It is doing that even if you are homeless, living in a tent, and miserable because it leaks. You can think at least I can gather water and take a shower. It is beautiful. That is better than thinking I will die here, I am wet cold and miserable. It is hard to do but loving life no matter what it is will bring more good to you. Laughter and not doubting the world being a good place to be will manifest good things in your life. Everyone needs to do this and learn they can not control their lives. Yet everyone can enjoy the ups and downs and the adventures that bring you to where you are going in your divine life.

9/11 and thoughts of Transformation

Transformation

Based on letters and talks of the Rebbe, Rabbi M. M. Schneerson


When light pushes away the darkness, eventually another darkness shall come.


When the darkness itself is transformed into light, it is a light that no darkness can oppose.

I felt this was a good quote for the day. Darkness hit America with the terror of 9/11. We were suspicious of everyone. Conspiracy theories were every where. All of a sudden people started to study Islam and see what those people were doing. Derogatory terms were made and they started to use spin doctoring and every thing they could think of to make it so they were a poor abused people. The Muslims who wanted peace were pushed to the background and had just as much propaganda pushed down their throats to get them to act in a certain way.

The reason I say propaganda is it was an event used to transform the world. We lost our confidence in the government who to this day is putting out terrorist alerts. They were scared also and acted in a way different than usual. Everyone wanted something to be done but there is no cure for this illness. We all started to think badly and our bad thoughts brought about more bad events. We have had leaders not in touch with reality since this moment who made it so we kept thinking more bad thoughts and of more disasters.

Other countries in the world were attacked and now we have whole nations who are afraid. I say that we stop this cycle. Fear, bad thoughts, misery and being dragged down is how evil plays with the people I remove evil spirits, and energies from and heal. Think what the whole world is doing to each other. They are creating thought forms and huge amounts of energy all focused on disasters and conspiracies. The US has had more natural disasters happen recently than in its entire history. All the energies of past places we have been tied too by karma such as the countries in South East Asia are adding to the feeling of powerlessness. We as a people are losing morals and ethics in dealing with ourselves and others. World events before the World Wars during the times we were able to help others show we have been lacking in this as a country a number of times.

Yet the world did not have the economy collapse, or any of the other events until we were scared and did not have the ethics to say something was wrong. We should not be interfering in other countries business as nations that is up to the United Nations who should be neutral. They should not be forced by the interests of countries. We should stop this judging of others and instead start to send loving kindness, prayer, and good energies towards good decisions and good things happening to the economy. Our depression has done enough harm and this would transform all of the energies so good could happen to everyone. We should clear the energies and land of the events that tie us to other countries so all of the countries can move forward to a new life and focus.

I enjoy the posts of the different religions that I signed up for but transformation is what we need for ourselves and others at this moment. I honor 9/11 with all of the sacrifices of others for this thought. Let us transform ourselves from fear and failure to the bravery and heroism of the people who died from the tragedy of this event.

Inner Anxiety                                                                                  
Based on letters and talks of the Rebbe, Rabbi M. M. Schneerson

Often, anxiety takes root because a person’s external character is incompatible with his or her inner self. The anxiety may dwell upon other issues and obsessions—but none of these are the true underlying cause.


Most souls can tolerate a few inconsistencies. But others are sensitive to every nuance. As soon as some aspect of their lifestyle is not attuned to the purity of the essential self, the entire person is thrown off balance.

I received this thought in an email. It made me think of the times when I had been anxious over nothing. At least that is what I thought it was-nothing. Yet I have to say every time I have anxiety something happens in my life that makes me realize why I was anxious. At times it can be an overwhelming thing of worry and trying to dissect everything that can go wrong.  Yet I do the action or thing that makes me anxious and realize it was because of my inner self or soul.

I always know when I am anxious I talk incessantly trying to make others laugh so I can relax. I am nervous for no reason and I always discard it as just nerves from meeting new people. Some times that is all it is about and other times it is because my inner self knows that I am dealing with something that violates my basic principles even if I do not know it.

I am best at protection. I feel good about stopping harm, preventing curses and freeing people from demonic energies and other parasites that cause problems. Yet on other things it is cutting edges and feeling like I am on a tight rope. I have one of the natures that every nuance of my life causes inconsistencies to my soul. There are things I know I would die before I do them. Yet what about those things that do not seem that bad. It should be OK to do it and everyone else does it are the normal thoughts.

Everyone else is not you. You have to be truthful to yourself and realize it is not the truth. You have things that cause you anxiety to do. I do not like to lie, steal or enforce my will on others. I will watch others and be sure to be warned about what they do but I do not violate their free will.

Anything that is not right for the person always falls apart. We can try to analyze why and state it is for different reasons but we have to realize it was not for us. This is true in relationships, and every time we deal with others. In magic imbalances occur with negative forces that cause our soul to rebel. It will not allow us to do the things that are wrong for us. People who do the things that are wrong will always have an opening for a negative force to attack them.

Again it is the choices which the anxiety warned about and we did anyway. It is the things you do in your life because it is not really defined if it will be good or bad for you and your life. It is being around the wrong people and being naive enough to believe them. It is also trusting in the wrong things and actions. Our souls, guardian angels and forces of good always try to steer us in the right direction. We do not follow their advice and listen so end up experiencing the bad and doing the very things that cause us the most problems.

Some people are affected by negativity where it is almost impossible to make the right choices yet listening to our inner anxieties might help the people who do have problems.

Perfect Lives and Happiness

if we all had perfect lives, we would never know what happiness was because we would never be sad or mad enough to know the difference.

I read this comment in an email and I know it is very true. The reason the world is dual natured is to give us a comparison of what could be happening. We become grateful for the good moments. The acts of kindness we experience from others when we are down and much more.

The seven deadly sins are used by evil to access my clients among other methods. Sloth is the major one of these because the word was translated
from Greek improperly and means apathy and depression. The world is full of apathy where every one feels they can do nothing with the social trends that are happening to everyone. The depression of people has become an industry with new and different kinds of pills. Yet many times when things are bad it is healthy to have a depressed moment about life because it helps you to a solution.

Anyone that has been told they have a major illness or other problems will be depressed. It is just how long it lasts and if it leads into apathy. Depression can be seen as a lack of faith if it is long term. The person does not believe that God has anything good in store for them. It helps the bad things to manifest if you put more energy into being depressed and powerless.

My clients have shown me many times over the years that once they break free from problems they have more intense emotions, and more appreciation for things going better in life. They know the difference. If they keep focusing and looking for evil the problems are drawn back into their lives.

Everyone has bad times and bad things happen yet when they do not get any good coming into their lives something is wrong and blocked. If you think more of allowing your well being to come to you and focus on good things. Visualize them and see the end results happen it will work for most people. Focus is a big part of this also.

Keeping your focus on good thoughts and things you want to do will also make going through the bad times easier. Happiness is not a physical fact or condition of a perfect life. You can be happy in the worse times also. It is a frame of mind and it also fights depression and other things that make us go in the wrong direction. Happiness can be about having a shower or a good cup of coffee. It is all about perspective and appreciation.

The hardest thing to keep is a love of life and appreciation of life. Yet if you do keep a love of life and happiness you can endure anything.

Perceptions and Reality

Reality is what we take to be true.
What we take to be true is what we believe.
What we believe is based upon our perceptions.
What we perceive depends upon what we look for.
What we look for depends upon what we think.
What we think depends upon what we perceive.
What we perceive determines what we believe.
What we believe determines what we take to be true.
What we take to be true is our reality.

~ Gary Zukav ~


Reactions and perceptions are a big part of our life.  In the work that I do many people say God does not listen to me. Nothing ever goes my way and they believe it. Yet each morning when they wake up they are making their reality into what they wish it to be. Breaking out of that reality is not always an easy thing to do. I know that I have had my life shaped by others beliefs many times.It is because they are so persistent to have others join them in their misery instead of laughing enjoying life and having fun.

Yet why should I be in the same mood as others. Belief is a powerful tool and so many things try to shape our reality and beliefs. You watch the news and you perceive the world as a harsh place that is going bankrupt and many other negative things. Yet if we perceive ourselves as able to cope and deal with our problems and think outside of the box. We will not have those attitudes.You could also watch the news and say I have a great life and thank God even if you do not know who is helping you intellectually.

I have always enjoyed traveling but every thing seemed to happen where I saw the US and parts of Mexico or Canada. I never thought about planning for travel out of the country. Yet I always prayed that I would find a way to do my work and enjoy myself. I was amazed when I became well known enough to have people pay for me to travel to help them.  I did a good job, made many friends and my perceptions changed. I would have laughed at anyone who told me I would be going to all of the places I have gone to doing my work.

All of us shape our reality by our perceptions and choices. Anyone can do anything by persistence and belief. You can bring sunshine into someones life with smiling at them. You can light up your world by helping others with the little things in life. A compliment about a dress, helping with groceries, or any other way you can help another.

Reality shapes with the energies that we put into it. I do not understand why people curse others as who would want that energy back. People who nonstop complain always find something to complain about or they are lost.  So spirituality is also about just being thankful at times. Happiness is a state of mind and it does not mean that life has to be perfect. It just means that we are happy to be alive and know that by endurance and persistence we will have more things to be happy about in our lives.

Walking the Labyrinth

Walking the Labyrinth:

There are 3 stages to walking the Labyrinth, the Purgation... a releasing an letting go of the details of your life. The Illumination... when you reach the center, it is a place of meditation and prayer, receive what there is for you to receive. Last stage is Union... which is joining God, your Higher Power or the healing forces at work in the world. Each time you walk the Labyrinth you become more empowered to find and do the work you feel your soul reaching for.

I have been walking the labyrinth in my life at the moment. I know that I will do better in my life and not only was this a cleansing but also a purging where I can do the things that God wants me to do. It started with Facebook and a person wanting me to add them as a friend. I did not know this person but there have been many people who wanted to add me to their friends that have read my articles and websites.

Nine years ago I joined a group of people that were supposed to be working on exorcisms and helping people who had been cursed. I met them in person and found out how treacherous and self centered they were. I also saw in the group leaders energies that he would hurt others. I left on bad terms because I would not do what they wanted even when they purposely attacked me in a ritual. The link is
 http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_magic/fraternitas_hermetica-t21635.0.html

It was a big lesson for me as being in a group puts you under the control of the group eggregore and group rules. It means that any other leader in the group can attack you with out the normal shields and protections working as they are in a trusted zone if they have worked with you on the astral or physical plane. They can try to manipulate and control you and what saved me was my inner core personality that there are things I will never do and would die before I do them.

I had not thought of these people in years and after I added this woman to my friends on Faceb ook. She added me to a group instantly. I checked out the group and saw it consisted of all of the people who had tried to kill me with magic, ruin my reputation, lie about me and crash my website. I quit instantly and blocked the people. Yet the damage had been done because they had spells, rituals and the group eggregore set up to attack me. They are trying to find members at the moment and have someone posting like they are the greatest group ever. Yet this is what their actions are about to others. 

Four days later I ended up in the hospital and almost died. I was recuperating from this attack and have been thinking about it ever since then. It has been nine years and these people still had to pull these games on me. They claim to be spiritual teachers yet they can act in that way. They have students that can not defend themselves as easily as I can and I am sure they have killed them before. I was slandered nonstop by them and forgot and forgave them. I thought I could move on with my life and forget their insults. I was considered having too liberal of a nature because I would not hurt my students, nor would I do harm to others. Anything that happens to others that tries to harm me is always my being protected by God.

I ask everyone to look them up and then you can see who they are and to beware of people in groups. If you do join a group realize it is like having a family full of people and that you want to be in a functional family. Not one where the siblings try to kill you or ruin every bit of success you could have in your life.

It also shows no matter how smart you are, no matter how often you forgive others and release the energies that some people are just plain evil. I never claim to be perfect but work very hard to help others. I do the best I can and have freed many people from their problems. Yet joining one bad group who did not do what they promised to do which is help others brought this all about so be careful of your choices as we are all treading the labyrinth.


I submitted to the will of God and asked to be redeemed and restored. It is what saved my life and made it where I lived through the experience. I had this happen but I am sure that it was to move me on to the next projects and things I have to do in my life.  I also know that the people in one way did me a favor as it forged a closer relationship with the divine and showed me many truths about my life. So the labyrinth is a challenge and can cause miracles. 


Yet everything in life is a lesson. I left a group I knew was wrong like a lady. I knew that they would lie about me and slander me. I hope all of you who read this avoid these groups. I may have had it happen because of needing to learn a lesson about being to trusting of someone I thought was my friend. I learned that lesson and know that God loves me. I would not be here otherwise to try to warn people so they do not suffer the mistakes I have made.

I am well but on intermittant internet access

I hope that everyone will be patient with me. I am staying where there is only intermittent Internet access and will answer as quickly as I can with the access problems I am having. To my present clients I am still doing work even with not being in touch.

My quote for the day is to never give up on anything you do. Determination and faith will get you through any problems that you might have.

Why the Energies of Land and Countries need to be cleared

Every part of this country is sacred to my people. Every hillside, every valley, every plain and grove has been hallowed by some fond memory or some sad experience of my tribe. Even the rocks, which seem to lie dumb as they swelter in the sun along the silent shore in solemn grandeur, thrill with memories of past events connected with the fate of my people.

-- -Chief Seattle, SUQUAMISH I received this quote in my inbox today. I receive different quotes from different sources to be inspired for my blog. It hit home with the main project that I want to do in the future. I have visited Chief Seattle's grave in the Seattle area. I felt he was a wise man that was overwhelmed by problems, and trying to help his people. Why do we always ignore that the energies of the people are absorbed into the earth. The astrologers have a method called Astrocartography that adjusts the birth charts to the best places to live. I found that my success lines are out of this country so when I visited the Philippines I was shocked to find out how much I loved the country. I looked up my old astrology charts for fun and found out one of my success lines runs through the Philippines. The land energies affect us, the places we are supposed to be to do our soul work or missions. The things people have done on the earth is absorbed by the earth. I wonder many times if the bad weather and other problems are caused by the technological energies we put out rejecting this fact. Mother earth may be clearing what she sees as problems hurting the land, Clearing people is difficult and tricky. It always involves release of the negative energies that are being held onto by grudges, hatred, bad treatment and abuse, the seven deadly sins or what we judge ourselves by in our lives. Countries in the Orient where the trauma of events are new and not merged show the same sort of energies that people show. India was like walking with the Gods and Goddesses all the energies are merged and implemented by the country. Many of the other countries had the energies where they were in layers. They did not merge and the country plus people were unable to release them. It is because the energies of the people are absorbed by the land until the whole country resonates with it. The Orient was where the US had its first failure. Until the energies are released from the land in Vietnam, Cambodia and Laos we will find that we are hooked to those countries. The genocide of the Pol Pot regime could be used as a time node turning point to clear years of energies and move them forward to spiritual freedom as a country. The Philippines is fascinating because it has it layers separate like some of the moments in Vietnam, Cambodia and Laos. People who are being cleared always have the energies removed in layers like an onion. These countries show the same sort of layers. The Philippines was ceded to the US as a part of the US and all of the choices seem to still be sitting there and not blended into the national psyche. I would love to spend a couple of years in the orient doing work on all of this. If the people who are religious pray to help their country it can also be used to change the land. I would appreciate this being passed on to others who might be interested in sponsoring my projects.

Pure research is always profitable. Trends could be mapped with Sociological statistics that could show the power of prayer, and the way it can be used to help others if included with my methods. Physicists could measure energies or find new ways to measure psi. Anyone who knows someone who might be interested in doing this process with me please refer them to this post.

I am willing to do what is necessary to see if I can develop something that will cause a better moment for mankind. Think of what could be done if the hatred of the past moments could be released from the middle East so on a spiritual level the decisions are made differently. I always say I am on a mission and this is my new mission.

I know that all of us together can make a better world. We just have to find the ways to do it and it will take many people with many ideas to move this forward into a better life for everyone.

Authentic Soul Ministries

I wanted to spot light a conference tour of a person I greatly respect Bishop Bryan D Ouelette. I have been on the Eye of the Seer radio show as a guest a number of times. I always found Bishop Bryan well informed in spiritual matters and fun to talk too. He has such diversity in his knowledge that it made any show I did great.

Bishop Bryan decided to start the Authentic Soul Ministries to try to heal some of the schisms between religion and knowledge. I always want to mention things which involve healing the soul as I feel that the group soul of humanity has many problems at the moment. I know there are many dedicated people that help heal humanity in many ways both small and large. I mostly keep to myself and do my work. Yet I admire others who have the courage to change things for the better in speaking and holding classes

I feel this will be very informative and healing for anyone who takes these courses. I know that the cities are larger cities so I ask that anyone reading this blog tries to mention this to others. It is unique in that both Buddhism and Orthodox religion are blended together. The truths of both the western and eastern ways of thought ought to be life changing.

The link is     http://www.authenticsoul.org/

I feel spirituality is about everyone who loves the divine God in all of its forms. I hope all of you agree with me and help to make this happen for Bishop Bryan and others who try to change things for the better.

Forgiveness- a way not to empower others

Forgiving someone isn't a sign of weakness it means you refuse to let them hold that power over you and always know respect is earned.

Most people have little experience with understanding what forgiveness really is in our lives. We all rubber stamp our behavior saying we forgive someone. They may cause us hurt feelings, act badly or done something so unforgivable that we say for years they do not deserve to be forgiven. It is a power of ours to not forgive someone who has hurt us even to the day he dies in hopes that they do not get the blessings they would normally. Yet how many of us understand the effect of forgiveness on our lives.

People believe forgiving someone is giving away your control or power over a situation and that it shows approval of others bad behavior. They never put themselves in the other persons shoes when it is something petty and think how could that have happened where this problem occurs. We have all done things that others have needed us to forgive them over or ask to be forgiven by others. Yet people never consider why is forgiveness so important.

Forgiveness is important as the quote says because it releases the energies that people generate that are holding power over you. They have your anger, your hurt feelings, your grief, your sorrow, and the trauma you suffered for the rest of your life.  Once a trauma happens to someone it can affect them in two ways. They can become a victim and be sure that it happens again and again in their mind and energies. They do not know how to release the evil and say good always wins out and every thing will be alright if I make it through this problem. 

I have a friend who is a sheriff and had to solve a case with a brutal rape and murder. The person who did it was easily caught and the victim's family quietly sat through the trial. they listened to every thing said and done while he was given the penalty of life in prison. The defense talked about his childhood and how he was raised and it surprised my friend that the Mother and Father wanted to see the prisoner before he went to prison. He and the other deputies were ready to protect the prisoner. Instead the people talked to him and said they forgave him. They said he should be in prison because he hurt others but they forgave him for what he did to their daughter. They would not suffer for the rest of their life with hatred for him.

My friend said before this happened that the guy had a tough guy attitude. The Mother and Father left and he burst into tears. He killed himself with in a year in prison. The people did not want that to happen to him because they had forgiven him and released the emotions of hatred and revenge. The prisoner did that to himself because the forgiveness released the humanity with in him that knew what he did was wrong.

Forgiveness releases the emotions to what ever belief of the divine that you hold in your life. You release the lower hurt painful emotions to a higher force that understands what happened. No one wants anyone else hurt yet sometimes it can not be prevented. If someone tries to kill you then you have to fight back or die. If you are a soldier you do things that are horrible to mainly help everyone you have grown to be around like a brother. It is not the big deal of political purpose but the fact that you bond like a family. 

Yet at these times it is something that gives you respect to forgive others and yourself. It releases you to a new life of change. If you hold on to revenge and hatred then you trap yourself in the bad cycles. Romance and Family are the hardest ones to forgive. Loved ones are not supposed to act in many ways. We have the best expectations of them and how they should act. Especially brothers and sisters, mothers and fathers as they have books on what a loving family acts like. Expectations make it so we judge others by our standards and then forgive them by our standards. We do not respect them and ourselves and understand that things can happen which make it so bad choices are the only things left. We feel if it did not happen to us then it is something they did wrong and they wronged us.

I have had people tell me forgiveness is rubber stamping bad behavior. I always tell them that forgiveness is releasing the energies. You never have to allow them to be around you again nor do you allow anyone else to act that way to you. It is a sign of respect for yourself, and others. It is also a way to heal so you do not carry emotional baggage around for the rest of your life.

It does take time but the relief of knowing that you are freed from the negative emotions that drag you down is immense. No one can move into the future that is stuck in the past. 

Prayer-Manifesting the good into our lives

·        "Prayer is the best answer to all of the trials that face us, because without prayer, even if we succeed in accomplishing some great goal in the eyes of men, we have failed in our sacred responsibilities, and thus we have failed in what is truly important.-- Thomas Yellowtail, CROW  I know that most people think of Prayer as being Christian in the United States. Prayer always means something to do with the Bible. Yet the Christians and Muslims learned to pray from the Jewish people.The Jewish people learned it from observation and what worked. They learned effective methods that made it so there is great similarity between all of the children of the Book. Yet every religion and belief system in the world has prayer. All religions have rituals and things to do when praying. All prayer is said and guided in such a fashion as to be effective. The things I have noticed for successful prayer no matter what religion a person is practicing is very similar to magic. It could be called magic which is basically the creation of miracles. Start the day out with some sort of prayer by what ever name you call it. It is a way to bring positive energies into our lives and also a way to show our day to connect to the sacred and divine energies. Starting the day out in a good mental space is priceless. It should be seen as a obligation to fulfill for our inner selves to thank existence and the sacred energies for our lives, the things we love and the people we love. Connect the love in your heart to the sacred energies. You can call it God's heart, Allah's heart, Buddha's heart and the list goes on but the main thing is to connect all sacred and divine energies to love and light. They do not involve anything but the divine help we need each day to move ourselves forward into the path of our life purpose. It is our sacred duty for all the good things that we receive in our lives no matter what religion we are practicing. Gratitude and appreciation needs to be shown.. Focus, visualization and concentration are next. Have you ever noticed when you are really upset and needy how you can focus on asking for help. I ask the divine and sacred energies each day for help. Yet most people do not do that and many times that is how a miracle is made. Focus, visualization and concentration are key for this. It means you can draw the energies that you need for the day, to help others, and to be blessed each day by doing this when you pray. The length of the prayer does not matter but the methods above do matter. Say what you feel and know that you will be understood. Life can be hard to figure out and all of us need the help of a positive start to the day, and divine help to solve the puzzle. The next is belief and faith. I have seen people nonstop pray but nothing happens it is as if their words are never listened too. You ask them and they state things like they do not believe they will be helped. The lord helps those who helps themselves. Yet you have to ask for help and then help yourself. It is how it works.  Faith is a difficult subject and hard to do. Yet it is the belief that everything will turn out OK and that things happen for a purpose. I have seen this mentioned in other ways. The soul evolves by all of the challenges we go through and they are never punishments. They can be lessons to help us in our soul development and to challenge us to have faith. The way to have faith is to visualize the end results of what you want to happen. It is hard to keep when things do not manifest right away but life is not instant. Starting the day with prayer and manifesting the end results of what we want in our life will create miracles. Prayer is also useful to create miracles for others that we know need help, that we love, and that we want to protect. To do this focus on good for the person you are trying to help and include them. Then say a prayer to bless them with all of the good things of life. You will be amazed how often this will help others to experience miracles.